[Dragon Race][Chu Lu] The person I have a crush on is drunk and lying on my bed now

950L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:48:23

I will not forget X.

She is my responsibility and my fear.

She is very much like L.

When I met her, I had a very strange feeling, everything was so natural, without the jerky of the first meeting, as if we have known each other for a long time.White rotten jokes, thick skin, a bottom line that sinks three meters flat, and a dog-legged style. When I met her, I thought, she is a female version of L, right?

But as much as she is similar to L, there are as many differences.I know this.

But at the moment she died, I suddenly felt scared.

I am afraid that one day, L will be like her, facing a scene that is completely different but with the same result.

But I don't want this to happen again.

I do not know either.

This is my answer.

951L忠犬攻与忠犬受20xx-xx-xx12:48:51

Damn... this is a confession!This is a fucking confession!

952L节操喂了熊20xx-xx-xx12:49:27

Although it feels like the unfolding of a dog-blood drama... But at this time, L and LZ resolutely complained to each other, okay! ! !The absolute HE ending has been achieved! ! !

953L胖妞妞20xx-xx-xx12:49:43

T^T I hope there will be a happy ending,,,,,, L and LZ can be together smoothly and peacefully,,,,,,

954LZero20xx-xx-xx12:49:56

So what are you still hesitating about, L?

955L中二并病娇着20xx-xx-xx12:50:28

Oh my god, it turned out to be like this! ! ! !The legendary Iceberg Queen actually wanted to use this method to force L herself to stand up! ! !Pull out this innocent X school girl lying on the gun first, and then the two will be able to show how caring they are for each other! ! !

Chick Chick My young mind and poor IQ were frightened! ! !

956L两个蛋蛋一枝花20xx-xx-xx12:50:51

It's too fraudulent, really too fraudulent!Iceberg Queen, I have changed my opinion of you!I am your servant QAQ! ! !

957L盟主，殿下为你侍寝20xx-xx-xx12:51:19

What does LS mean? www Servant under the skirt or something... Let's squeeze 0w0!

958L专业洗煤球20xx-xx-xx12:51:55

Junior girl, I’m sorry for you/(ㄒoㄒ)/You don’t care about the faults of villains, forget about the nonsense our family just said, woo woo woo...

I will never question your determination to protect L again...

959L中二并病娇着20xx-xx-xx12:52:20

Look at the analysis of small experts like me!I just said why the Zero girl who has so few appearances but is so important would say such a sentence at such a critical moment!

I knew it hahahaha!Heaven has not failed me!It is definitely not easy to fall in love with a woman in L!

Although I secretly imagined the appearance of the Zero sister paper snipe and clam fighting for the fisherman's profit_(:з」∠)_

960L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:52:21

I won't force you, force you, induce you to make a decision, L.

I want you to think clearly and then tell me your answer clearly.

I will always wait for you.

Of course, if you refuse, I also hope you can tell me why.

961L==20xx-xx-xx12:52:48

Then the implicit meaning of stewing is - I will keep doing it♂until you agree→_→

962L烟火20xx-xx-xx12:53:02

Hahahahaha! ! ! ! LSGJ! ! ! !

963L看不到肉都是id的错20xx-xx-xx12:53:16

This kind of god-like interpretation ability! ! !I must give you 32 likes, okay? XDDDD

964L我特么的想掀桌20xx-xx-xx12:53:33

At this time, we must praise the revolutionary comrades of 961L!

965L别问我为什么吃饭，因为我饿20xx-xx-xx12:53:59

Aoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, Angel!

966L两个蛋蛋一枝花20xx-xx-xx12:54:24

I also feel that stewed mochi is an angel... what to do, I really want to press L into LZ's arms through the computer screen, and fulfill the long-cherished wish of so many of us! ! !

967L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:54:24

Brother, I...

968L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:54:35

Ok.

It's okay, I'll wait for you.You think about it slowly.

969L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:55:20

Actually... Brother, have you ever thought that the person you fell in love with is not the real me?

970L君焰20xx-xx-xx12:56:08

It depends on how you define what is "real me".

If it is analyzed from the perspective of id, ego, and superego, the L I love is a synthesis of all your external status quo and the inner self reflected by it.

This can be basically determined with a large percentage. I will continue to love you for a period of time afterward, when I gradually come into contact with your inner true personality.

And I'm almost certain I will.

971LRL问题20xx-xx-xx12:56:21

Fuck L, don't you really want to hear LZ talk about love? ! ! ! ! ! ! !

We don't understand the romance of science students! ! ! ! !

972L学术性♂交流20xx-xx-xx12:56:37

I don't want to listen!I don't want to listen! !I don't want to listen! ! ! LZ, don't say it anymore, I won't listen to it anymore! ! ! !

973L我的[哔--]才不可能辣么长！20xx-xx-xx12:56:50

I feel like I've got malice from the whole world_(:з」∠)_

974L我特么的想掀桌20xx-xx-xx12:57:02

This annoying sweetness really makes me want to strangle the two goblins Luzhu and L→_→

975L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:58:00

Nah!

Brother, I didn't mean that!

I mean... I mean you all take good care of me.

Sometimes, you let me do the simplest work, let me escape, let me drink tea and eat somewhere else when you are desperate, do you think that I am not qualified to take on anything with them?

No one thought I could make a difference, no one expected me.

You tell me it's because you want me to live and do bigger and more things...

But, I can't do this.

The first girl I liked told me that feelings are something that only people who have shared time with each other will have. Outsiders are always evil, and they never know when a girl smiles with you and sends a text message to her boyfriend. How much tenderness there is.

I can't just look at your back, senior brother.

976L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx12:59:36

Every time you turned your back to me and went up to me alone, I was thinking... an awkward guy like you, senior brother, would make his life very sad. In fact, the things you said about yourself Didn't do it at all, okay?

Brother, if you don’t say anything, you will miss everything.

Sometimes I guess, when you are most depressed, you must talk to the tree, right?Maybe against a conch shell or something, don't you often use a conch shell as a paperweight?Maybe that conch shell will turn over, and it will be full of your inner monologue.

You're a desperado, going to die with an inner monologue, giving it your all, going nowhere, and that's exactly what it sounds like.

But the me you looked at like that, the me you fell in love with like that, isn’t it the future hero that you guarded behind, left behind by you to die, and was expected by all of you?

977L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx13:01:28

I'm not some hero, brother.Sorry to disappoint you guys.

Of course I can tell the difference between a hero and a bear. I still know how much I have.

Sometimes I even think, you protect me and take care of me, but you just don’t expect me.A good-for-nothing like me who can only talk nonsense, how could anyone expect me?

Only senior brother, you are foolish enough to believe in me, and you are willing to die for someone like me.

But... I'm not that little boy who is protected by you.

I don't want to be that kind of person anymore.

I just wanted to ask you...

Brother, next time, when you go out with Cun Yu, will you dislike a good-for-nothing junior who only talks nonsense at critical moments and follows you?

978L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx13:02:41

Eeeeeeeeeeeee! ! ! !

Sorry brother, I was wrong! ! !Am I wrong? ! !Brother, I was wrong, so don't take it to heart! ! !

979L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx13:03:07

Brother, I will never say that I will follow you to hold you back! ! !I was wrong! ! !I will never delay your serious fights, I will go wherever you tell me to go, and I will never make random demands! ! !Brother, I was wrong, please take a look at me! ! !

980L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx13:04:00

Brother, brother, take a look at me! ! !don't do that! ! !I'm wrong, can't I slap my mouth? ! !Brother, don't! ! !I apologize to you, brother, you adults don’t remember villains, don’t take it to your heart, what I said is wrong! ! !Senior brother, please don’t cry, I really made a mistake and I’m sorry! ! ! !

981L月雅风行之20xx-xx-xx13:04:08

……

982L电音音音音20xx-xx-xx13:04:19

Naturally stay like L...

983L萌萌哒20xx-xx-xx13:04:33

I also see what to do when I cry... woo woo woo I really feel so touched QAQ!

984L戳楼上的菊花20xx-xx-xx13:04:51

I can't bear it! I can't stand it! ! ! !

I have a strong urge right now! ! ! !Knock down the heads of L and LZ together! ! !Let them gag each other's little mouths that only spew sweet words that hurt us single dogs! ! ! !

985L红发巫女20xx-xx-xx13:05:02

Yo, this is dry wood meeting fire www

Well done boys!

It seems that your marriage certificate will be issued earlier than ours.Congratulations first!

986L专业洗煤球20xx-xx-xx13:05:47

Facial paralyzed killer actually shed tears for love! ?

It's a new headline on campus! ! !

It's raining red in the sky, little brother, hurry up and cover me up, I've helped you a lot! ! !If you don’t drink water, forget the well digger! ! !

987L狄克推多20xx-xx-xx13:05:56

Reply 985L@红发字女

Would you accept an engagement ring with your and my name on it, with a C and a K.

988L红发巫女20xx-xx-xx13:06:14

You are taking advantage of others.

989L节操喂了熊20xx-xx-xx13:06:30

Fuck, if you show your affection upstairs, please go out and show it off! ! !

Desperate for the whole world! ! !

990L君焰20xx-xx-xx13:06:35

Reply 988L@红发字女

Congratulations in advance too.

991L狄克推多20xx-xx-xx13:06:52

Reply 990L@君火

When you say congratulations, you have to show congratulations.

Return L first, he is a member of our student union!

992L王老吉20xx-xx-xx13:07:39

How obsessed is the upstairs about the issue of L's ownership... until now, he still clings to this point...

993L红发巫女20xx-xx-xx13:07:50

www he won't give up any place where he can beat C.

994L人世间充满爱20xx-xx-xx13:08:01

What he said was so reasonable, I was speechless! [doge face.gif

995L【The user does not exist】

Brother, have you really thought about it?

You are clearly very clear that you are not the same kind of people as them.

But I will always wait for you here, brother.We are the ones who should be together.

Wait until the day you really want to understand that you have nothing in this world...or when you really want to understand the beauty of power.

996L胡亥20xx-xx-xx13:09:47

Nani! ?what's the situation! ?It can be seen that there is cold air behind me in broad daylight! !

997L中二并病娇着20xx-xx-xx13:10:03

You can't speak without registering in this forum!And after deleting the account, all the messages are [the message has been deleted or does not exist]... Then who is the [the user does not exist] marked in red in this system! ! !

998L我的[哔--]才不可能辣么长！20xx-xx-xx13:10:31

Σ(っ°Д°;) っYaoshou!The forum is haunted in broad daylight!

quick!Call the manager now! ! !Is it a system bug! ! !

999L【楼主】村雨20xx-xx-xx13:11:05

I will not.

Goodbye.

1000L【The user does not exist】

Well, brother, I have always listened to you.

You can find me anytime you want.Looking forward to the day when everything about you belongs to me~

Let us wait for the end of the day together.

Goodbye yo o(*￣▽￣*)ブ~

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This is the end of this article, thank you for your care for such a long time, I am really grateful.

PS: If Jiangnan releases Dragon Race [-] and my setting can be justified to her, maybe there will be a random extra update or a new Chu Lu article. I hope everyone will remember me at that time www.

First of all, I would like to thank everyone who voted during the serialization of this article:

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thank you all.Thank you very much for your affirmation and encouragement to me.

Also, I am very grateful to everyone who left messages.I will read your comments one by one, as an incentive for me to write.

Everyone may feel that the last two chapters are unfinished, rushed or unsatisfactory, and the phenomenon of character collapse is more serious than before.I am sincerely sorry and upset about this.

But here are the big questions I feel I have to address:

Xia Mi and Lu Mingze, and the unknown and fear hidden behind Xia Mi and Lu Mingze.

Chu Zihang's heart knot is Xia Mi.

Xia Mi's identity as a little dragon girl has not been popularized. On the surface, only Chu and Lu knew the actual situation of the battle that day.The two of them were trying to understand, but they couldn't speak, and Chu Zihang's fear of Xia Mi's death was actually showing his subconscious worries——

He was afraid that one day, he would face Lu Mingfei just like he faced Xia Mi that year, he would be an enemy instead of a comrade-in-arms.

People without the ability to speak are the most terrifying. Chu Zihang may be aware of many problems but he is unwilling to think deeply about them.It is also because of the implicit fear that he expresses so many times in the text that he will be left behind and no longer matter.

But he got over that.To be precise, there is no obstacle in front of Chu Zihang.

Because he will wipe out everything that stands in his way, with the village rain in his hand.

So Xia Mi and the troubles brought by her are not obstacles to Chu Zihang.He is determined to get Lu Mingfei's heart, and he will do it, and will not give up for any reason.And Lu Mingfei actually lost the right to refuse, because Chu Zihang...you know how awesome he is www

But Lu Mingfei's heart knot, or the devil, Lu Mingze, is insurmountable.

The appearance of Lu Mingze this time is a warning, a foreshadowing, a reminder and a layout.

Lu Mingfei absolutely has no way to deal with Lu Mingze at this moment, and all he can do is express his heart.

And this was enough for Chu Zihang and himself.

Because Lu Mingze is not what they can do now to resist.It is impossible for them to easily step over this little devil and then HE.Perhaps they can only struggle in such a situation, waiting, waiting for the end of the day.

So it's not an open ending in the end, because what I want to write has already been written.

What I want to write is the story that the two of them have gone through in their hearts.It is the story of Chu Zihang watching Lu Mingfei's journey from under the window eaves with falling raindrops, and the story of Lu Mingfei watching Chu Zihang standing in front of him and guarding him.

They are all afraid, worried, uneasy, unbelievable, hopeless waiting mixed with a glimmer of hope.

Now, the stories in the hearts of the two of them have been finished in this forum, and then they came together.

This is enough.

No matter how stormy the future will be, they have decided to face it together, and that's enough.

So Lu Mingfei said, I won't, goodbye.

This epilogue to the end was written on January 2015, 1, my mother's birthday and my grandma's first seven.The magical meeting of two of my favorite dates.

The last two chapters were written intermittently for a long time. I wrote them in front of the bed in my grandmother's ward, when I was hanging water in the hospital, and at night when I couldn't sleep because of tossing and turning.I'm not satisfied, but I'm exhausted now, and I can only wait for the next day to slowly revise and improve.

I hope everyone who reads it will be satisfied.

Thank you also for the warmth and touch you have brought to me.

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Finally, I will send you a song. I hope that with the company of this song, everyone can have a peaceful and peaceful dream.