Bai Yueguang, he only loves villains [Transmigration Book]

On the narrow hospital bed, the past Shi Zhou finally allowed himself to forget with peace of mind, but the real Shi Zhou remembered everything.

It turned out that Pei Ziyan's goal had never been achieved.

Even if he temporarily forgets the past, the memory has never been successfully cleared, but has been sealed in a certain place and waited silently for the day when he will see the light of day again.

But now, the lost is found, and the broken is made up.

Shi Zhou feels that his memory is returning to its original place.

About how I came to this world, how I lost my memory, how I stood on the edge of my memory and waited for myself who was connected to the instrument in reality to wake up.

He looked at the dark tunnel around him, groped forward, and approached the exit little by little. The fist-sized spot of light at first became bigger and bigger, reflecting the scene that seemed like a world away.

Strangely, Shi Zhou didn't feel scared, and his originally chaotic mind gradually became clear.

At the end of the tunnel, he was blinded by the light and saw a figure similar to himself.

Shi Zhou unconsciously took a step forward.

The other party seemed to be aware of it, and turned towards him.

Shi Zhou looked at the other person's face that was exactly the same as his own in confusion, and suddenly felt blessed: "You are Bai Yueguang!"

The other party smiled lightly and said, "I am Shi Zhou, and I am also the master of your current body."

Shi Zhou was shocked, and his words were a little awkward: "This, this, where is this? Why are you here?"

The white moonlight led Shi Zhou out of the tunnel and pointed to the front.

There is an endless white land, but the two sides are not the same nothingness, but all the memory images wandering in colorful.

The other party's tone was slight, and he said to Shi Zhou: "I think this should be the edge of memory, or... the crack of time."

Shi Zhou looked at the memories of himself and Bai Yueguang like a horse watching flowers, and murmured: "There is such a place."

He still had a lot of questions he wanted to ask, but he finally asked after hesitation: "I have seen all the paintings and diaries in your attic."

Bai Yueguang turned to look at him.

Shi Zhou was very embarrassed and said: "I just read it to find some evidence, don't you mind?"

Bai Yueguang smiled, shook her head and said, "Of course I don't mind."

He seemed to be missing himself: "When I was young, I thought I was very talented in painting. Everyone praised me, and I will definitely be an artist in the future."

"There are a lot of roses planted in the back garden. I practice drawing by the window every day. When I look up, I see roses, so I draw more..."

"But then they said I had the best painting of roses, better than the others, and they made roses synonymous with me, and I started to get a little bit bored."

Shi Zhou felt the same way.

Everyone thinks that Bai Yueguang likes roses, and also thinks that roses and the moon, one is stunning and the other is bright and clean, such a perfect thing can't be more appropriate to describe each other.

The other party continued: "Because I couldn't be understood, I wanted to say less and less, and then my state became worse and worse."

"I don't want to play what they like, and I don't want to be surrounded by people. I am just like them, just an ordinary person. I want to do what ordinary people will do."

Bai Yueguang raised her eyes: "But I didn't think about dying at the time, I just felt that living was very tiring."

Shi Zhou thought of the other party's paintings.

He connected the contents of the diary with the person in front of him, and felt that there was something hidden about the other person's death.

Shi Zhou continued to ask him: "So...you didn't suffer life-threatening serious injuries after the car accident, you just hit your head and temporarily lost your sight, right?"

The other party said "hmm".

Shi Zhou still has one more thing to figure out: "Then why did you die?"

Bai Yueguang's brows and eyes were tinged with sadness: "At that time, Pei Ziyan had just achieved another stage of achievement, and he wanted to take this opportunity to erase Gu Ran and Ye Xinghan from my memory, leaving only himself... ..”

Shi Zhou's heart felt cold, he paused and said, "Then he failed, didn't he?"

The other party's eyes were calm: "I am not as strong as you. I only persisted for a day and couldn't bear the pain, so I chose to give up."

When Shi Zhou recalled the pain of being swallowed, his whole body became cold.

"But it's okay to give up." The other party lowered his eyes.

"Before that, I felt like a goldfish in a fishbowl, unable to get rid of the cage woven by outsiders for the rest of my life." His voice trembled slightly, "I...I don't want so many People like me, I want to be free."

"I don't want to be a rose, I don't want to be a moon, I'm selfish, I just want to be myself."

Shi Zhou couldn't hear it.

Because of the book, he only regarded Bai Yueguang as the sick child in the book at first, but now he understands one thing.

They are all living people.

No matter which world you are in, as long as you are a person, you have your own thoughts and your own emotions.

Everyone in this world is a seed with no category at the beginning.

They don't have to grow into roses, they can be daisies, they can be sunflowers, they can be nameless flowers, they can be thousands of thousands, or they can be no flowers if they want.

Thinking that the other party is still so young, and there are still so many things he wants to do and there will be no future, Shi Zhou's chest feels tight.

Bai Yueguang's eyes were full of relief: "When they thought I was alive, I was already dead. Now they know that I am dead, but I am actually still alive."

Shi Zhou couldn't understand.

The other party motioned him to look to the other side, where there was another road: "Do you want to go back to the original world? It is the place where you originally lived."

Shi Zhou was startled, then shook his head affirmatively: "I want to stay in this world."

But he was occupying the identity of the other party, Shi Zhou felt uneasy, bit his lips: "Do you not mind?"

The other party suddenly looked at the distance and laughed, and said to Shi Zhou gently: "Someone is still waiting for you, go back."

When Shi Zhou turned his head suddenly, what he saw was Lu Youyuan's figure.

The man crossed the latitude and longitude, passed by the ferry in the spring, summer, autumn and winter in his memory, and he didn't know how long he searched to find this place

Lu Youyuan is still surrounded by fragments of memory, like a movie theater, disturbing his vision, but Shi Zhou is the only one in his eyes.

He walked slowly but firmly, as if every step was on the tip of Shi Zhou's heart.

Shi Zhou turned his head to look at Bai Yueguang, and wanted to say something to him: "Will you disappear after I leave?"

He still couldn't bear to see the other party leave this world with such regrets.

"I have no complaints in my heart, only freedom." The other party seemed to know what Shi Zhou was thinking, blinked, and whispered in his ear, "Your flowers are very beautiful, I will help you take good care of them."

When Shi Zhou thought of something, his eyes widened in disbelief.

He felt himself being pushed, and the other party waved at him against the light, and his face became blurred.

"We all got what we wanted, you go, I'm going too."