The road of chasing his wife by being attacked by scumbags

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1. The slag Gong suddenly repented of his dog blood and turned into a loyal dog. Shou stepped out of his original feelings and embraced a new world.Gong is really stupid, so stupid that Xipi read it and thought it was a funny article!

2. No change of attack, the ending is HE, the plot is bloody, for some reason, it is not very thorough to judge whether the attack is scum or not, but the abuse will still be abused, and it will be sweet when it should be sweet, because the author is a sand sculpture I'm a sweet text writer, so it might be sweet as I write it.If the content causes discomfort, please turn away.

3. The author has no IQ and often makes a lot of typos. By the way, the article is written by the author Xipi. If there is any problem, it has nothing to do with the author (innocent face)

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Si Xinyan turned off the phone and ended the call.

The call didn't actually start, there was just a simple busy tone on the other end of the phone.

Lu Zhi promised him last night that no matter how busy he was, he would come to pick him up and he would not let him go.But now Si Xinyan can only see a text message with a few numbers on it, "Xinyan, there is an urgent matter to deal with. An Su's father fell down. I will go and take a look."

Si Xinyan closed his eyes, but he couldn't swallow that breath no matter what.

It's Ansu again.

Three years ago, Lu Zhi met this little fresh meat by accident. The two met because of a misunderstanding, but Lu Zhi especially appreciated and liked An Su's personality and appearance. Pursue Ansu.After being rejected by Ansu, Lu Zhi was neurotic, throwing resources at him and handling various accidents for him, even if Ansu was not in short supply, he wanted to send all of them to his place.

When Si Xin talked about him, he said that he regarded An Su as a bosom friend, only as a good brother.Speaking of him being a little annoyed, he would ask Si Xinyan to help him advise on what kind of gift he should choose for An Su.

In short, he likes to worry about An Su when he has nothing to do, and he is not a fan of An Su, so he has to go out to chat with An Su every now and then, even if she doesn't come to the appointment at all.He said that he liked the feeling when he was with An Su, and that Si Xinyan should understand him.Si Xinyan was smiling on the surface, but in fact, only he knew what was going on in his heart.

Don't say that An Su is a bewitching vixen, An Su has always ignored Lu Zhi, and he still has no confidence in him, but when he thinks about humiliating Si Xinyan, They will call Lu Zhi away.

Probably he wanted to tell Si Xinyan, "Look, the person you can't keep, just need me to call out, and he will obediently come forward."

Si Xinyan didn't know what kind of connection he had with An Su, and it was worth embarrassing Lu Zhi, but An Su did these things in a concealed way, and Lu Zhi couldn't detect his intentions. Xinyan has always been patient, and he has been patient all these years without attacking.

Si Xinyan can bear it because he loves Lu Zhi.

It's just that on this winter night, the lights of all houses were on, and the light from the warm yellow street lamps made the flying snowflakes warm. However, Si Xinyan's heart felt as if he had been immersed in icy water. He walked around his body with his heart, liver, spleen and lungs, and it was icy cold.

Today is his birthday, and what Si Xinyan had planned for a long time was ruined because of An Su.

In fact, An Su can't be blamed. If you want to blame, you should blame that man. If it wasn't for him rushing to get involved with other people's family background, he wouldn't have to sit here alone facing the prepared "surprise". It's a bad idea.

"Lu Zhi..." Si Xinyan wanted to laugh, but no matter what, there was no smile on his face.

He was a little tired, but he was not reconciled, and didn't want to just let go.

Snowflakes fell all over his body. He closed his eyes and held the cake he had prepared for an afternoon. After standing for a long time, when the clerk behind him wanted to come out to inquire, he turned around and stopped by the side of the road. car.

No need to wait, he won't come, treat everything he prepared as feeding the dog, and it's not the first time, he doesn't need to care about heartache like this.

You have to learn to be numb, right?

But he couldn't stop the pain, he didn't want to, he didn't want to let go of this relationship, but today's Lu Zhi let him down, he didn't know what kind of emotion he should use to continue to hold on to this relationship, he felt that he was really cheap, Even though he was treated like this, he still loved him very much.

How long does it take him to beg for mercy this time before he can forgive him.

When turning the car key, Si Xinyan thought so.

In the early morning, Lu Zhi received a call from his eldest brother, Lu Shi, asking where he was.

Lu Zhi stood in front of his house. The automatic sensor light at the door sensed his presence and turned on, illuminating his tired face. He frowned impatiently and said, "I just got home, what's wrong? Yan went to find you?"

"Come to the Third People's Hospital of Tong'an District." Lu Shi's voice was low and calm, but Lu Zhi could hear the turbulent waves hidden behind these words from the words.

The frown deepened, Lu Zhi paused, and asked, "What's wrong? Who happened to the family?"

"Get the hell out of here!!!" It would be fine if he hurried on without opening his mouth, but this opening completely angered Lu Shi.The big brother's roar was so far away, but it shocked him, and he yelled at him angrily: "Go and see what you have done!!!"

Lu Shi has a good temper. Even if Lu Zhi is a scum, he can still talk to him calmly. Of course, he is also very calm when he hits someone.Being so angry now made Lu Zhi's heart skip a beat, and the uneasiness he had just now was brought to the maximum at this moment.

After rolling and crawling all the way to the hospital, Lu Zhi's footsteps finally stopped outside the door of the emergency room.

Mother nestled in father's arms, sobbing softly.

Grandpa was holding a cane, and the first time he saw him, he raised his cane and rushed over: "You bastard!!! See if I don't kill you!"

The elder brother who called him did not show any anger, but under his expressionless face, Lu Zhi could see his disappointment in him, and he said: "You are late, see you for the last time." It's gone."

Lu Zhi only felt that something had hit him on the head.He should know what they mean, but he doesn't want to believe it, he doesn't know what expression he has now, he can't care about the crutches and abuse from his grandfather hitting him, and he can't hear his mother's low sobs With a sound, he stumbled and walked in towards the open operating room door.

At a glance, he saw a person lying on the operating table covered in blood and covered with a white cloth.

There was a roar in his ears, Lu Zhi's legs went limp, and he fell directly to the ground.

"He was in a car accident," the elder brother followed and stood behind him, his voice was like a January cold wind, or like a thunderstorm in the afternoon of June, hitting his ears, making him tremble . "By the time I called you, you were already dead."

A few hours ago, this person called him and said that his pigeons are not allowed to be released this time, he has something important to tell him, if he does not go, he will not go home.

He smiled and agreed, but because of impromptu business, he missed the appointment.

It's nothing at all, it's normal for Lu Zhi to miss an appointment.

But this time, the price of breaking the appointment was too great.

Lu Zhi felt a little belatedly, and stretched out his hand to wipe it, only to realize that his face was covered with tears, and everything in front of him was blurred. He stretched out his hand to touch that person, but his eyes were dark.

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At the moment of the collision, the severe pain caused Si Xinyan to collapse. He was in a trance, as if he had suddenly fallen into the water. No matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't get out of the water to survive. He could only be pulled and fell continuously. , falling into the boundless darkness.

He sat foolishly at the table, in front of him was a sumptuous table of food and wine, all of which were Lu Zhi's favorite flavors. This was the western restaurant he visited an hour before his death.He came here after making the cake by himself in the cake shop. He booked the seat here more than a month in advance, carefully prepared the food and drink for tonight, and even went to the shop to make a cake by himself for today Say that sentence to that person late.

He and Lu Zhi have been together for eight years. He wants a more stable relationship, and he wants a certificate that will completely tie the two of them on the same boat. Even though this certificate is not recognized in China now, it does not hinder him. I want, I want to be public, I want to be the one next to Lu Zhi in a legitimate way.

He knew that Lu Zhi would agree, and Lu Zhi would agree to whatever he asked, not only because Lu Zhi didn't care about these things, but also because of the family's support for their relationship.Lu Zhi didn't really care whether the relationship was proved or not, and he didn't really care much about him. He just followed the arrangement of his family, and the family loved Si Xinyan the most.

Whether there is this certificate, or whether there is Si Xinyan, actually has no effect on Lu Zhi.

It was as if during the eight years they were together, even if there was Si Xinyan around, it would not hinder Lu Zhi's enthusiasm, and he would not do other things, but when it came to competing with Si Xinyan, Lu Zhi seemed to never get tired of it, As long as it is something that Si Xinyan is looking forward to, he always likes to turn around, and finally disappoints Si Xinyan.

Although they have been together for eight years, Si Xinyan doesn't seem to be considered a "prime palace" after strict investigation.

Of course, he is not a simple "bed partner".

He is Lu Zhi's bamboo horse. After his father died, he was adopted by the Lu family. Although he did not have a registered permanent residence in the Lu family, everyone who has a good relationship with the Lu family knows that the Lu family treats him like a young son.Before, he ran after Lu Zhi's ass, and was laughed at as his follower.Afterwards, he got into Lu Zhi's bed and didn't move his nest anymore. They got together naturally.

It can't be said that they are together, although they live in the same house and sleep in the same bed, but Lu Zhi never said that they are together.

When it's time to eat, it's time to play, and it's time to sleep.Lu Zhi never gave Si Xinyan any title, nor did he say anything he liked about Si Xinyan.

Oh, as I said, he said that he liked Si Xinyan's body quite a lot.

Otherwise, I won’t be tired after so many years.

It's just that at best, he doesn't like Si Xinyan.

It was only after eight years of hard work that Si Xinyan suddenly realized this. He woke up from his dream. Because of An Su's appearance, he suddenly realized that if he really likes someone, he will go to bed. Those who pursued him wanted him to be safe and happy. They were not always together like them, but their hearts were so far apart. Si Xinyan always felt that he had never touched Lu Zhi's heart.

Maybe there was once, but he didn't dare to say how much he knew Lu Zhi, even if they had been together for half a lifetime.

Lu Zhi's kindness to An Su is different from that of others. He said that they are close friends and that An Su understands him, so he is willing to give An Su things and talk to him.When they stayed together, Si Xinyan was not around, so he never knew what they said or did, but every time he came back from An Su's place, Lu Zhi's mood would be more stable, and it would be better for him Some.

In the past, Si Xinyan always thought that he was by Lu Zhi's side for so long, that he was his lover and the person who understood his heart best, they had such a tacit understanding, whether they were in bed or off the bed, at home or at work for so many years In fact, they are the most suitable person for each other, but the appearance of An Su made him suddenly realize that he might not be that important, and he might be nothing to Lu Zhi.

All the things in the past were self-righteous and self-defeating.

Without him, Lu Zhi is still the same Lu Zhi, nothing will change.

"Dala~" The mobile phone received a text message, and when the scheduled time came, the cake was slowly pushed in, and the waiter walked in with a smile, saying. "Mr. Si, I wish you a happy birthday..." He paused as soon as he finished speaking, because Si Xinyan was the only one in the box, and the dishes on the table were not touched.

The other main character who was supposed to be there today missed the appointment.

"Help me pack the cake, and these dishes too." Si Xinyan said coldly.

The waiter was a little taken aback, but he quickly realized that he started to pack his things and helped Si Xinyan pack his dishes.

Si Xinyan didn't read the text message, he knew what was written in the text message.He read that text message several times with complicated emotions, as if repeating it like masochistic, he kept playing text messages in his mind, and the countless times Lu Zhi released his pigeons over the years, he was in a trance, at this moment There were puppies rushing out in front of them, one couldn't dodge in time, and slammed the steering wheel, everything was out of control.

The truck that crashed was coming towards him. Si Xinyan felt his eyes go dark, as if his body was run over by the truck. The pain made him pass out on the spot, and he couldn't wake up again. After the long darkness, he opened his eyes. When he woke up, he sat down at the dining table.

When he died, Si Xinyan didn't think it was such a trance dream. Although the death came quickly and briefly, he probably would never forget the pain in his life.

"Sir..." The waiter put the packaged dishes in front of Si Xinyan, thought for a while and said, "It's okay sir, you can come again if you fail, and there is no grass anywhere in the world, you don't have to... "He said so-so, looked at Si Xinyan's pale face, and finally did not continue.

Si Xinyan twitched the corners of his mouth, wanting to smile so that the waiter would not be so embarrassed, but he couldn't.

He took out his card and said, "Thank you, but failure is failure, and there will be no future. Help me settle the bill."

The waiter didn't know what to say, so he could only accept his card in the end.

Si Xinyan went out with his things, looked up at the sky, and just happened to have a plane flying over his head, and the flickering light on the fuselage illuminated Si Xinyan's dark eyes.

Suddenly, he sat softly on the snow as if discouraged, worried, the waiter who came out with him hurried up to help him, but Si Xinyan stretched out his hand to stop him.

Si Xinyan propped himself up on the ground and stood up slowly.

He was tired and he wanted to let go.

Now that you've all died once, let's bid farewell to the past.Let go of yourself, and let go of Lu Zhi who has been pestered by him for so many years.

Maybe to Lu Zhi, his behavior is not even entanglement, but this person is always there, and he doesn't care much about his situation.

Si Xinyan always felt that he was cheap, and he put his hot face on other people's cold ass, and he did it happily.Now that I suddenly wake up, it's like stepping out of a secret realm that has been lost for several years. Everything in front of me suddenly becomes clear, as if there are countless new possibilities.

He didn't want to die, death really hurts too much, if it continues, death will greet him, he thought, he has no courage to continue.

His hands were still shaking, Si Xinyan didn't dare to drive by himself anymore, he reached out, stopped a taxi, and sat in it under the worried gaze of the waiter.

To Si Xinyan, death didn't have much sense of reality. It was like a dream. In the dream, his heart ached, but now he was awake.It's just that even if it's a dream, it's still unforgettable. The pain has been deeply engraved into the soul, and he will be accompanied by this pain for a long time.

The pain of picking out the guts and cutting out the heart is probably the same.

The house is still the same as when he went out in the morning, but the people are different. Si Xinyan took a look at the layout of the room. He basically picked out the soft furnishings in this room during his busy schedule.

Moving out of the house with Lu Zhi made him feel like the two of them were a small home together, so during that time he was keen to buy all kinds of soft furnishings to fill the home.Although Lu Zhi was indifferent to most of the decorations, and he still disliked some of them, Si Xinyan himself was happy.

Looking at these things now, he just felt that they were all smiling at him, and all of them were mocking smiles.

He remembered that his elder brother told him many times that if he was unhappy, he should break up.But he refused, he wanted to be reluctant, he wanted to dominate Lu Zhi and not let go, he wanted to put his mark on Lu Zhi's body.

It's a pity that Lu Zhi never cared about what he did.It was as if he looked at Si Xinyan, he didn't care, and sometimes he even completely ignored it.

It's all his own fault, and he deserves it.

Si Xinyan thought so, put down the cake box, then turned off the lights, and lit candles for the cake.

The candlelight was warm, but Si Xinyan felt chilly to the bone.He took out his phone, found the angle, took a photo, and posted it on Weibo.

[Chunbing: I wish myself a happy 26th birthday, and say goodbye to my 25th self. [picture]】

As soon as the Weibo was posted, someone quickly grabbed the sofa, followed by everyone's birthday wishes to him.

[Tianzi Guose: Happy Birthday to Cake! ! ! 】

[Online dating? My Guanyin: Oh, we are one year older, when are you going to marry me? 】

[Transform into the wind: Get out of the way!The biscuits are mine!No one can grab it! 】

[Yutou: Cake Cake hasn't started a live broadcast for a long time, when are you going to cook for us again? 】

[Go to hell with the scumbag: Why are you taking pictures of cakes?Shouldn't a birthday have a candlelit dinner? !Didn't Zha Zha accompany you? 】

[Thousand-mile journey: Did Zhazha give Bingbing a gift? 】

Si Xinyan likes to cook food for Lu Zhi. When he cooks, he will record the process and post it on the Internet. Later, live broadcasts became popular. He occasionally cooks live for everyone, or does some manual work.After several years of operation, there are still quite a few fans.Everyone knows that he has a lover who never shows up, or a lover who never only appears in his mouth.

His love for his lover made many fans envious, jealous, and very moved, but the fans never saw that person's response to him.Probably some of this person's behaviors are really scumbags, so fans like to call Lu Zhi a scumbag.Si Xinyan would not reply to these before, but now that he saw such a question, he chose to forward it.

[Chunbing: He's dead, we're done//Thousands of miles: Did Zhazha give Bibing a gift? 】

[Dalbergia: ヾ(????)? It's so easy to mess with! ! ! !Super Plus enjoy! ! !I'm going to play disco on his grave! ! ! 】

[Slightly slightly: Fuck, I finally want to break up with that scum! 】

[The villain died because of talking too much: !!!∑(?Д?ノ)ノ I finally have a chance to be in charge? ! ! !Pie look at me! ! !marry me! ! ! 】

[Want to eat hot pot: I shouldn't laugh when I'm so sad, but I just want to say, good death! 】

[I don’t want to go to work: Why is it that the news looks so scary, but the comments are so joyful...]

[Die your ex: Look at my name!Don't be unhappy, you should celebrate it!Pie pie is such a good person, it deserves better! 】

【Did Bingbing break up today:! ! !Have I finally kept the clouds open to see the moonlight? ! ! 】

Seeing the fans' joyful comments, Si Xinyan was a little helpless, and wanted to laugh for no reason.

Even these strangers could see that there had never been an equal relationship between the two of them, and he had always been stubborn.Like him, his fans are actually very Buddhist, probably because he is an anchor in the living area.Occasionally, when they bluff and get excited, it is definitely because Lu Zhi has done something that they cannot accept again.

As the saying goes, persuasion is not persuasion, the longer we know Si Xinyan, the more disgusted fans are towards Lu Zhi, to the point where people check in on his Weibo every day to ask if they have broken up.

Si Xinyan is a Buddha, he didn't care about those things before, because what they said would not affect his liking for Lu Zhi, and he would not feel relieved now.

After all, there was nothing wrong with Lu Zhi, he just didn't love him.