The road of chasing his wife by being attacked by scumbags

Lu Zhi was a little tired.

Many things came together, and his mind was in a mess.When he got off work, he wanted to buy Si Xinyan a birthday present, but An Su called.

Lu Zhi didn't really want to see him, but he couldn't remember what An Su said. Anyway, he went there because it was an urgent matter. At first, he seemed to say that his father was going to have an operation, and something happened in the middle. , but when he got there, Lu Zhi found that An Su had brought him to drink.

Hearing him say, what happened to the brother he liked.

Lu Zhi wanted to leave, but he didn't know why, so he stayed until now.

He was really annoyed. After hearing An Su say so many meaningless things, Si Xinyan might still be angry with him when he went back. Lu Zhi felt that the days were messy and there was no end in sight.

Why did he live his life like this?

It was almost early morning, but the community was not quiet. The windows of many people's houses were lit, and many people were still awake.Lu Zhi stood in front of his house, and the automatic sensor light at the door sensed his presence and turned on, illuminating his somewhat tired face.

Si Xinyan didn't open the door.

He was probably angry. Usually when he came home late, he would always notice the movement at the door.

He was probably tired of him too, and probably thought he was hopeless.

Lu Zhi rubbed his eyebrows a little irritably.

At this moment, his cell phone rang.

"Hello...Brother..." He lowered his voice and said to the other end of the phone. "What's wrong?"

"Where are you now?"

Lu Shi's voice came over the phone, a little distorted, but Lu Zhi felt a little cold, he shivered, thinking that he might be afraid that his elder brother would become a habit, which is not very good.He frowned, a little tired, but he had to force himself to speak: "I just got home, what's the matter? Xinyan went to find you?"

"Come to the Third People's Hospital of Tong'an District." Lu Shi said.

That was the beginning of all nightmares.

For Lu Zhi.

He ran all the way to the hospital, but he still couldn't see Si Xinyan for the last time.

Lu Shi said that he had an accident while driving, and he died before he was sent to the hospital.

Lu Shi asked him, they had an appointment to have dinner together tonight, why didn't Lu Zhi know Si Xinyan's whereabouts?Why did something happen to Si Xinyan?Why don't you know anything, Lu Zhi?

Lu Zhi couldn't answer.

In fact, he didn't know what Lu Shi was talking about at all, all he could see was Lu Shi's mouth opening and closing.

When he saw the white cloth covering Si Xinyan's body, he couldn't believe it.

When he went out in the morning, Si Xinyan forced him to give him a good morning kiss.In the afternoon, Si Xinyan sent a text message to warn him not to release his pigeons.He was still waiting for Si Xinyan to lose his temper with him, and then he could coax him naturally.

Si Xinyan who lost his temper is also very cute...

But he won't open his eyes again, and he won't talk anymore.

When he came home, no one would turn on a light for him at the door, and he would never be seen on the bed again.

Asleep, I can no longer reach out and hold him in my arms.

he died.

Death, this word, in Lu Zhi's opinion in the past, was not a very important word. He knew it was a state, and he could even say something like "death is a kind of relief, so we have to live without regrets" .But today, he realized that death is so shocking.

It is the lights at home that will never turn on again, it will never sound again, the footsteps of another person in the family, the back view of him alone in the starry sky, all the beautiful things that he can never pursue in this life.

Death separated them forever, and those who should and should not be said could no longer be said, all his confession, all his love, could no longer be poured out.

He couldn't tell that person how he felt, he just walked away full of resentment, and he couldn't even make him happy.

Because he didn't want to believe it, Lu Zhi became deaf.

There was a roaring sound in his ears, and the ups and downs hit his brain. He stumbled towards that person, halfway there, but fell directly to the ground.He didn't feel any pain, he just stretched out his hand, wanting to touch the person covered by the white cloth.

It won't be his, how could it be him.

He obviously, obviously still has a lot of things that he hasn't said or done... He's obviously an asshole, he's not a human being, why the one who died wasn't him?

Lu Zhi stretched out his hand, but Lu Shi blocked his hand.

"I think he doesn't want to be touched by you anymore." Lu Shi said.

Lu Zhi couldn't hear it, he just stared blankly at the person lying on it, and after realizing it, he stretched out his hand to wipe it, only to realize that his face was covered with tears.Everything in front of him was blurred, and he stretched out his hand again, wanting to touch him, imagining, maybe it was a joke?Maybe just to punish him?It would be great if this was a joke... Lu Zhi's eyes darkened and he passed out.

Preparations for Si Xinyan's funeral were fast, and many people came.Although Lu Zhi is still alive, his soul is long gone.

His condition was very bad, and his family didn't let him take responsibility for anything. He just stood beside Si Xinyan's photo and listened to everyone saying "sad" to him.

This was the greatest punishment for him, everyone's words were like a sharp knife, they hugged him, and then pierced his heart with a sharp knife.

Someone said, "Sorry, what a good boy, how could you be so careless...", Lu Zhi thought, it's all his fault because he didn't go, and it's because of him that Si Xinyan drove back by himself. He didn't go, so Si Xinyan was in a bad mood, and it was because of him that Si Xinyan died.

Someone said and questioned him, "Didn't you say you would take good care of him? That's how you took care of him?!" Lu Zhi stood still and let him beat him, and he didn't make a sound until the man left angrily, angrily. But it didn't disappear at all.

He is Si Xinyan's best friend, and he deserves to be beaten by him, because he did not take good care of Si Xinyan.

What he promised, he didn't do.

Someone looked at him, "If I knew he was unhappy by your side, I would definitely snatch him from your side." Lu Zhi raised his head and looked at him, but his eyes couldn't focus, and he didn't know who this person was , but he could feel that this person wanted to hit him.

In fact, it doesn't matter, just hit him, he should have been beaten to death.

He's a murderer, he's the culprit.If it wasn't for him, Si Xinyan could have had a happy life, but it was because of getting involved with him that he was so unfortunate.He was the one who brought all the misfortunes to Si Xinyan. He didn't dare to hope for an afterlife or perfection. He just wanted to see Si Xinyan again and coax him.

His words should be happy when he leaves, not full of complaints.

Some people came, some people left, Lu Zhi never said a word, he just stood there, as if he had lost his soul.

When the time came, and Si Xinyan's body was about to be sent to the crematorium, he suddenly came back to his senses and followed the coffin all the way, looking at the person lying inside who couldn't bear to look away. His steps were hurried, stumbling, and finally He fell down the stairs and broke his leg.

Lu Zhi was a bit self-defeating, he wanted to die, he wanted to walk with Si Xinyan, he wanted to jump down from his home and say goodbye to this world without Si Xinyan.

He thought so, said so, and was slapped by Lu Shi.

"Do you think it's great to die for love? Hehe, are you qualified to die for him?" Lu Shi looked at him with a sneer.After Si Xinyan left, the elder brother looked like this every time he looked at him. Lu Zhi knew that the elder brother was also in great pain. He treated them both as his own younger brothers. Now that one is gone, the other is also gone for half a year. Fate, for the eldest brother, is it not painful, and for the family, is it not painful.

"Yanyan is gone, and you have to die with him? Have you considered Yanyan? You are just making excuses to want to die, you are just escaping, and you think that if you die, it will be over. You don't want to think about your death, What kind of reputation will you bear, what will happen to your parents, you feel that you are freed, are you qualified to be freed?" Lu Shi's words were not good, but Lu Zhi felt that what he said was right.

He just wanted to die. He was just a coward and didn't want to live without Si Xinyan, so he just wanted to die with him.

"I..." Lu Zhi said, "I'm not qualified to..."

"Heh." Lu Shi looked at him and said, "You should die alone, and you will never escape this nightmare in your whole life."

Many times, family members say such things to you to stimulate your desire to live and give you the will to survive.But Lu Zhi knew that Lu Shi didn't mean that, he meant it literally.

He should regret it for the rest of his life. He has been tortured and tortured like this for the rest of his life, but he can't get rid of the pain. He can only recall the past day by day, regretting the past, and gradually becoming crazy.

Lu Zhi didn't know if what Lu Shi said was angry or not, but since then, he didn't dare to die.

If he died, what would others think of Yanyan?What will Si Xinyan say?Who will be blamed for his death?His death is a one-and-done thing, but what should the family do?

Mom just sent off a white-haired person to a black-haired person, and he wanted her to send it off a second time.Si Xinyan is so filial, if he knew that he was so unfilial, he would definitely scold him.

Lu Zhi wanted to hear him scold him.

He thought he might be crazy.

The week after Si Xinyan's funeral ended, he resigned from his position as the president of Winter City Design and stopped working. Instead, he went back to their home, hiding in the house every day, greedily absorbing what was left in the house, Si Xinyan's breath.

He recalled every day the two of them spent in this room, and he seemed to be able to see Si Xinyan, the way he woke him up every morning and made breakfast.

Lu Zhi went crazy.

He conjured up a person who existed in his fantasy, a Si Xinyan who hadn't died yet.

He stayed in their apartment all day long, closed his own world, and lived a wonderful life there with his imaginary Si Xinyan.

He didn't go to treat his broken leg either, he said that in this way he would not be able to leave, and would stay by Si Xinyan's side forever, and would not leave Si Xinyan's sight.

It wasn't until Lu Shi brought someone in, forcibly took him away from the house, and demolished and destroyed everything in the house, that Lu Zhi burst into tears.

It was the first time he cried after Si Xinyan's death.

He has many people who have not eaten, are skinny, sitting in a wheelchair, crying heartbreakingly, he said to Lu Shi: "Brother, he is dead...he is dead...I have no lover, my My lover is dead...Brother, I am a sinner...Brother, I want to die, I want to find him..."

Lu Shi looked at him silently, even if it was him, he didn't know what to say at the moment, he just watched quietly, watching Lu Zhi cry until he couldn't make a sound, couldn't shed tears, and passed out.

After that, Lu Zhi became ill.

He lingered on the sick bed, but he became more energetic, but he could no longer leave the hospital bed and wheelchair.

That was probably a long time before he died, and he persisted in doing a lot of things.He said that those were all things Si Xinyan wanted to do, and he wanted to do them for Si Xinyan.

Even though he doesn't have the qualifications.

He cheered up, but in fact he still had no belief in survival. As his time was approaching, he held Shen Min's hand, crying to her like he did when he was very young, "Mom, I want to be alone for the rest of my life. I should be punished like this, but I have no courage, I am a coward, I want to chase him..."

Shen Min held the hand of her youngest son. The once high-spirited child had, at some point, turned into an appearance she didn't recognize.

With deep affection, Si Xinyan exchanged Lu Zhi's life for eight years.

Shen Min thought, what's the use of forcing him to stay?In the end is to go.

Two years after Si Xinyan's death, he was rescued three times successively, but Lu Zhi still died.

At the moment when he closed his eyes, his heart did not have a moment of peace, he was still remorseful and restless.

He thought, can I see him again?

Should I see him again?