Lu Zhi pressed the window of the car in a panic and embarrassment. He opened his mouth for a long time but could not utter a word, so he could only wink at Si Xinyan.

The car window was opened, and Si Xinyan saw the blanket, pillow and eye mask on the passenger seat at a glance. Lu Zhi was well equipped, and he knew he had been squatting here for a while.Si Xinyan didn't point this out, he didn't want to know how long Lu Zhi had been here and what he was here for. "Go back, don't come again."

Lu Zhi immediately said: "I won't go up to disturb you, I just can't sleep, so I came to have a look." He didn't say that he always had nightmares recently and couldn't sleep well, he could see Si Xin If you say it, you will feel more at ease, which can be regarded as a kind of psychological comfort.

Si Xinyan lowered his eyes, and the two looked at each other for a while, then he sighed helplessly: "What's the point of this?"

Lu Zhi: "..." He didn't know what it meant, but he didn't want to back down. Once he really disappeared by his side according to Si Xinyan's wish, many things might not be able to be changed, no matter what Lu Zhi is doing now. Whether he understands what he is thinking or not, it is impossible for him to agree to retreat.

"Speak." After a long time, Lu Zhi stretched out his hand and caressed Si Xinyan's face.Si Xinyan didn't back away. This was probably the first time they had been in close contact since they separated for a month, and Lu Zhi's heart suddenly beat fast. "You decided to leave, and I respect your decision. But I can't let go, and I don't want to let go, so I might have to be selfish for once."

Si Xinyan looked at him, Lu Zhi's stubborn face, that look of refusing to give up, reminded Si Xinyan of the time when they were together eight years ago.

When they were young, their feelings were ignorant. When the two were together, they didn't actually express their hearts to each other. It was just because they obeyed the throbbing of their hearts, so they ignored them like crazy.They grew up together, knew everything about each other, and they were so compatible. Si Xinyan remembered the feeling of being filled with satisfaction. He felt very happy at that time.

He is willing to give everything for this throbbing.

How did they get to this point, Si Xinyan recalled in a daze.

Seeing that he didn't dodge, Lu Zhi's heart was filled with the word "satisfaction". He leaned out a little excitedly and wanted to hug that person, but Si Xinyan suddenly came back to his senses, took a step back, and avoided it. he.

"Your words are contradictory, just like you." Si Xinyan looked at him, and realized that he always looked at him like this, but he didn't seem to understand him.

They have a tacit understanding, sometimes Lu Zhi doesn't even need to speak, Si Xinyan can understand his mind.But more often they can't guess what the other person thinks even after trying their best.It was as if Lu Zhi never understood what Si Xinyan wanted and needed.Si Xinyan also didn't understand why Lu Zhi was hot and cold, he was nice to him and pushed him to the edge of the cliff at the same time.

Lu Zhi is not a complete jerk either, they have been together for eight years, and it's not that he hasn't given Si Xinyan warmth and surprises. In fact, during these eight years, they got along very well as an old married couple for a lot of time.

It's just that there are some things that can't be extravagant, Si Xinyan understood very early on, the most suitable for them is probably those ordinary working days, they can go to and from work at the same time, and then go home, and occasionally have sex.But once there is any big festival or important day, then Lu Zhi will start to be a demon.

Si Xinyan didn't have any request, as long as he was by his side, but Lu Zhi often couldn't even meet such a request.

He is really obsessed with this person, he often gives a stick and then a sweet date, which is awkward, and the things that were originally happy and happy are all messed up by him, Si Xinyan has thought about why this is so many times , but he never understood Lu Zhi's thoughts.

He didn't ask, and Lu Zhi never said anything. Now that I think about it, the problems between them have always existed, but no one paid attention to them.And this time the death made Si Xinyan completely lose the desire to inquire. He was not the aggressive type in the first place. Since he didn't want to talk about it, luckily he didn't.

One is different from the other, and each is safe.

"What you want to do is up to you, but Lu Zhi, I don't want to turn back." Si Xinyan took another step back, took a deep look at the people in the car, and finally turned around and chose to leave. "I have my way to go, and there will be no you on the way."

When he said these words, he felt light on his body, as if he had thrown off the burden for a long time, and he could finally stride forward.

He still loves this person, but he can no longer be with him, because he is too tired and hurts too much.He chooses to bypass him, or change the direction, he doesn't need to go all the way to the dark, the most important thing is to be happy while alive.Si Xinyan finally understood that there was no need for him to force himself to continue being wronged.

Lu Zhi hurriedly opened the car door and got out of the car. He ran two steps to catch up, but Si Xinyan kept walking and never looked back.

Lu Zhi's heart suddenly became cold. He turned around twice in annoyance. Seeing that Si Xinyan had entered the building, it was impossible for him to follow, so he stomped his feet angrily and became very angry.

Why is he so incapable of talking? Why did he have to say things that make people unhappy when we finally met? !

It's rare for Lu Zhi to agree with his elder brother's point of view. Is his brain really not working? ? ?

He wandered around, even though he was rejected so cruelly today, he still didn't want to leave, at least he could have a good night's sleep here.Over the past few days, that weird nightmare and the invisible guilt in the dream have crushed him to the point of collapse, and he has lost a lot of weight visible to the naked eye.

It's just a pity, Si Xinyan didn't soften his heart when he found that his face was haggard, why did his words suddenly become so hard-hearted.

Lu Zhi sat back in the driver's seat and began to recall the past, thinking back to Si Xinyan who had been so gentle to him in those years and loved him without limit.

Unable to compare or feel sad, Lu Zhi began to think about a philosophical question again, what was he doing?

What was he thinking about Si Xinyan?

He has thought about this question for many, many years, but he has not been able to give himself or Si Xinyan an answer until now.

Not to mention Lu Zhi who was concentrating on thinking about life, Si Xinyan returned home and found that the pastry chef that Lu Shi told him had sent him a resume, and gave him several time points to choose an interview time .

Si Xinyan took a look, and chose the weekend. On that day, he was going to check and accept the machines in the store, and he just asked the pastry chef who was interviewing to try something to see what the kitchen lacked.

As long as the team of the back kitchen is finalized, his shop can open soon.

The weekend came quickly, and when Si Xinyan got up early in the morning to cook, he found Ji Rui on the sofa in the living room who was too drunk to go back to sleep.Si Xinyan yelled for a long time but couldn't get him up, so he helplessly covered his face with ice water, and kindly woke up the hangover classmate.

The result is that Ji Rui's whole body is blown up, and he almost desperately fights with Si Xinyan.

"Little sweetheart, you have changed. You are no longer the boy who loves me the most." Ji Rui rolled the dark circles under his eyes with eggs with a sluggish face. Friends and classmates reconnect.Probably because he looked too cold, so he was the one who got fed the most during the dinner.

If Ji Rui dies, he probably died of alcohol poisoning. After all, when it comes to drinking, he never refuses anyone.

However, he claims that he is not drunk after a thousand cups, and he is really capable. He will not lose his mind when he is drunk. machine.Si Xinyan didn't pick him up at the porch, it must be because of Ji Rui's tenacious willpower last night, he made it to the sofa in the living room.

"I've never been in love." Si Xinyan brought out a bowl of plain porridge: "After drinking, accompany me to the store. There will be an interview in the morning."

"Huh? Is that your chef?" Ji Rui yawned. He looked so sleepy that he was about to float up, but Si Xinyan had already spoken, so he wouldn't go back and fall asleep: "I want to go What are you doing? Do you want to try something?"

"Ah."

"By the way, let me tell you that when I came back last night, I saw a sand sculpture downstairs." Ji Rui remembered one thing, put the egg in his hand on the table, smashed the egg shell, he Fortunately, he peeled it off and took a bite: "That sand sculpture actually slept in the car, and wore a very strange eye mask hahahahaha, maybe it was driven out of the house by the object and could only spend the night in the car."

Si Xinyan paused while drinking the porridge, it was rare that he didn't answer Ji Rui's words.

But Ji Rui didn't care, he almost vomited next to someone else's car in a daze last night, and stopped when he saw someone in the car, so he remembered.Si Xinyan skipped the matter when he didn't answer. He was pleasantly surprised: "I actually ate a double-yolk egg. Your interview and live broadcast today definitely went well."

"Excuse me." Si Xinyan had already picked and bought a bunch of materials two days ago, and they should have delivered them to the store in the morning. He originally planned to live broadcast at home, but he was too lazy to run around, so he When I decide to broadcast live, I will make a publicity for the store by the way.

Ji Rui became much more energetic after breakfast, but in order to go out, he still put on a very delicate base makeup to suppress the bad look on his face.He didn't have any plans today, so he planned to follow Si Xinyan for a run, watch his live broadcast by the way, and come back to sleep at night.

When the two set off to the store, it was already past the morning rush hour, and there were not many cars on the road. Ji Rui thought for a long time in the car, and suddenly said: "Should I go to a 4S store to buy a car?"

Si Xinyan calmly turned on the turn signal and turned the steering wheel: "You should move out of my house first."

"It's too much, you agreed to be the closest roommate with me!?" Moving out is impossible, Ji Rui touched his chin and said: "Is it difficult to get the license plate now, I should line up to shake it first license plate."

Si Xinyan didn't bother to talk to him. Ji Rui never drove a car after he got his driver's license test. Even if he bought a car, he probably took a taxi when he went out. He just remembered what was what in 3 minutes.

There are already people busy opening the store. An Linhe and Le Yintao have been busy in the store for the past two days with basic facility setup and material preparation, as well as the recruitment of shop assistants, in preparation for the store opening.

"Brother Yan, Brother Rui, you are here." An Linhe and the staff were putting the plant landscape on the first floor in place. When he saw Si Xinyan and Ji Rui, he hurried over and said, "Brother Yan, what did you buy?" They’ve already been delivered, and they’re all on the second floor, and I’ve simply put them away, but how to put them away will have to wait for you.”

"Okay." Si Xinyan patted An Linhe's shoulder and said with a smile, "There are still a few waiters who will be interviewed in the afternoon. You can take a look at them then."

"understood."

An Linhe is the most well-behaved. Although he didn't know anything before, he is a quick learner and rushes to do everything. It can be said that he is hardworking. Si Xinyan is very satisfied with this employee and feels that he has picked up a big deal. up.

Ji Rui was also amazed at the side: "You can find such a man on the side of the road casually, what kind of hell luck are you!"

"Why, are you envious and jealous?"

"That's not true. You can tell at a glance that he is a silly straight man. It's a thankless thing to do straight. I don't have such an ambition." Ji Rui shook his head with some pity: "It's a pity that this kind of natural healthy little fresh meat is wrong. my appetite."

"Well, I know, you need to shake S."

"Wow, you have changed, my dear, you have a color from today." Ji Rui sighed, "It's the color of the sun."

Si Xinyan doesn't want to talk to him, Ji Rui, the more you pick him up, the more enthusiastic he will be.

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