The road of chasing his wife by being attacked by scumbags

Comparing your heart to your heart is easier said than done.

To stand on a person's point of view and think with his mentality, the most important thing is that you need to realize, "You need to compare your heart with your heart."This kind of paradox, if you don't care at all, or don't need to pay attention to that person, then how he thinks has nothing to do with you.Only when you care about a person, or put yourself in a person's shoes, can you have the idea of ​​swapping places with him.

What Lu Zhi can do is not to compare his heart with his heart. He only needs to feel one-tenth of Si Xinyan's mood at the beginning, and he already understands how much he has done.

Giving a sweet date with a stick can be used to educate children, but it is definitely not the way lovers and people who love each other should get along.

Falling in love is a matter between two people, not one person's control over the other. Lu Zhi thought he was in control of everything, but when he suddenly looked back now, it was as if his whole body had been poured with a bucket of ice water, and his heart had been poured over. Cool, also instantly sober.His so-called control was all based on Si Xinyan's love and tolerance for him.If it wasn't because the other party loved him, why bother to tolerate his fickleness and indifference over the years.

Lu Zhi hugged his head a little decadently, and really couldn't remember when they became what they are now.

If Si Xinyan didn't decide to leave him and live his own life, what would be their end?

Is it that he can't bear it and decides to separate from him?

Lu Zhi wants to drink, and most of the time he will be fine when he is drunk, and he can temporarily put aside everything in reality and have some sweet dreams in a daze.

Oh no, even if it's a dream now, I'm not going to let him go.

Lu Zhi asked himself more than once, does he love Si Xinyan?how much love

In the past eight years, this question has changed from unwavering "love" to hesitation. This love seems to be worn away by something. Slowly, he found that he could no longer say that word. It is completely different from the person who he said he expected to grow up, he has grown into a strange appearance, which will make him look down upon when he was a child.

Lu Zhi and Si Xinyan have known each other since childhood. They can be said to have grown up together as childhood sweethearts, but in fact, they really played together only in junior high school.

Lu Zhi is the youngest son in the family. His parents have spoiled him a little bit since he was a child. The elder brother is four years older than him. He has a calm personality, calm and loves to study. Most of the time, Lu Zhi is playing like crazy while his elder brother is studying. Si Xinyan It was the kid who read books beside his elder brother. Lu Zhi didn't have a deep impression of him when he was a child. He only knew that one day, the kid who used to come here every now and then moved into his home and lived in the opposite door.

His mother told him: "This is my younger brother, you have to take care of him."

Lu Zhi is a little bully, and he is the one who is unreasonable and wants to rule everyone among the children. His mother said that he wanted to take care of Si Xinyan, so he protected the child among the children, but the child didn't like to play with them up and down the mountain , Wenwen is quiet and soft, and likes to read and study with her elder brother.

He didn't like to play together, and Lu Zhi wouldn't rush to invite him to play together, so when they were young, although they lived on the same floor and in the same house, they didn't know each other well.

They really got to know each other after Si Xinyan entered junior high school.

Logically speaking, Si Xinyan is a child adopted by the Lu family, and he usually suffers a little more than the two children in the family. Even if Si Xinyan is not fat, he should grow up healthy, but Si Xinyan is A thin and small one, not long.

Lu Zhi didn't pay much attention to him on weekdays, but he was told a lot by his family, so he paid more attention to him at school.

Then he learned about Si Xinyan being bullied, isolated, and even school violence in school.

The junior high school they attended was an aristocratic school near the community, as long as they had money, they could go to it. The school was full of children from rich families, who were pampered and brought up since they were young. Even though it was only a junior high school, most of them already knew something. Things go up and down.

Si Xinyan studied in an ordinary school in primary school, and transferred to this side after junior high school.The kid didn't know where he heard the news that Si Xinyan was the illegitimate son of the Lu family, and Lu Zhi didn't like him, so those kids in Si Xinyan's class, and a group of kids who always wanted to play with Lu Zhi, but messed with him Those who didn't join Lu Zhi's small group attacked Si Xinyan.

The child's evil is the real evil. Si Xinyan would not tell his family if he was bullied. If Lu Zhi hadn't gone to inquire about it, he would have kept these things from him, and his family would not have known about it. .

Lu Zhi was very angry. When he heard about this in the morning, he took people to Si Xinyan's classroom during lunch break. After the door was closed, he beat up those who had attacked Si Xinyan as before.

After a lot of tossing, he took Si Xinyan and stood on the podium and announced loudly to the people below: "He is my man, whoever dares to bully him in the future! I will prevent him from seeing the sun the next day!"

That arrogant look, as if announcing something outrageous, and will rule the class in the next minute.

The students and teachers on the first floor all heard his cruel words, and they all had different expressions. Si Xinyan couldn't pull his hand back from his hand, and his face blushed as if he was about to bleed. He was so ashamed that he wished he could Dig a hole and bury yourself.

Fortunately, Lu Zhi didn't mean to leave Si Xinyan and run away after he finished his arrogance, let alone let him stay in the school. As soon as he made a phone call, he stabbed the matter that Si Xinyan had kept a secret for a long time to his elder brother. After the eldest brother was going to school to finish his work, Lu Zhi dragged Si Xinyan home as if nothing had happened, and he didn't even plan to ask Si Xinyan for leave.

According to what he said, if this matter is not handled well, there is no need to study in this crappy school, so why not ask for leave.

Miyoshi student Si Xinyan was shocked by his rude remarks. On that day, he realized for the first time what kind of person Lu Zhi really was.

"Born with a bad temper and not easy to provoke" probably refers to him. He was a bully when he was a child, but he restrained himself a little when he grew up, but sometimes he was wayward to the point of no limit.

Si Xinyan and him are probably two extremes, probably because he was born in a single-parent family, so he has been obedient and obedient since he was a child.In other words, he is a ninja, he is willing to hold back everything, whether it is what he wants, what he doesn’t want or all the thoughts in his heart, it is difficult for you to hear his thoughts from his mouth, he hides very deep.

But if you hold back anything in your heart for a long time, you can get sick, let alone something that should not be hidden, but should be told to the family.

Lu Zhi has a bad temper, and he is not the kind of person who can carefully coax Si Xinyan into talking. Knowing that Si Xinyan was beaten, he dragged Si Xinyan to take off his clothes to look at his body when he got home. injury.Si Xinyan couldn't struggle, and he stripped his shirt off. Lu Zhi was so angry with the scars all over his body that he wanted to go to school to fight with others again, saying that he beat them too lightly and made those people easier.

Si Xinyan clung to him, almost tied himself to him, and only then did he hold him back.

"No, you are from my Lu family. Is there anything you can't say? Why didn't you make a sound when you were beaten!" Lu Zhi looked at his red eyes, feeling distressed and unable to understand. "You don't believe me, brother, parents and grandpa?"

Si Xinyan shook his head like a small rattle. "I don't……"

"Nothing?" Seeing him hesitant to speak, Lu Zhi was a little helpless, and finally sat beside him, half-embracing him.

This was probably the first time he got close to a child like this, mainly because Si Xinyan was a thin and small one, and Lu Zhi happened to be in the growing period, so he really changed every day, and if he was too tall, he was really suitable for Si Xinyan. Xinyan wrapped it in his arms and patted him on the back.

Si Xinyan hesitated and was nervous for a long time, he started to cry, hiccupped uncontrollably, and then he said something slowly, which made Lu Zhi's face even more ugly.

It's not that Si Xinyan didn't know that the Lu family treated him well, but he took his nanny and whispered in his ear all day long, saying that he was not a child of the Lu family at all, but just a poor boy who had been dragged into the Lu family to settle down, and that his father was Seeing that the Lu family had money, they worked so hard to give Si Xinyan a good future. His parents treated him well because they felt guilty for killing his father.

Si Xinyan was originally introverted, and when he heard people talking about it every day, the more he felt that it was bad for him to live in the Lu family, so he dared not tell the Lu family about certain things.

After he stammered and cried, Lu Zhi's lungs were about to explode.

Because of his management company, his father doesn't go home very often. Because of an accident, his mother has quit her job to work with her father and runs around outside. There are only three children in the family, so two nannies are hired.

Aunt Jia has always been responsible for taking care of the two brothers, and the remaining Aunt Huang was specially found by her mother for Si Xinyan to take care of Si Xinyan's food and lodging, which shows Shen Min's care and love for Si Xinyan.

But this love was distorted because of Aunt Huang's own selfishness. He said that Si Xinyan was always quiet, and sometimes he looked at him and felt that he wanted to play with him, but in a blink of an eye He ran away.

Lu Zhi thought that Si Xinyan and his eldest brother were the same kind of people and were not interested in playing around at all, so he seldom greeted Si Xinyan.But that doesn't mean he doesn't accept Si Xinyan, the people in his family can't be bullied by these hired nannies, not to mention that this person also instilled these bad debts in Si Xinyan.

Lu Zhi hugged and coaxed: "What she said is lying to you, don't believe it, Mom and Dad are really good to you, and my eldest brother and I also like you very much, don't worry that we don't want you, And I won't worry about being kicked out. Even if my parents kick me out, they can't drive you away, you are so obedient and cute!"

Lu Zhi had never coaxed anyone before, but at this moment, facing Si Xinyan who was crying face, he really said everything, hated himself for being stupid, and didn't know how to learn two more words on weekdays. To put it bluntly, Si Xinyan cried until his tears were shed, and he hadn't coaxed him well yet.

"Don't cry all the time. If you don't believe me, just play with me in the future. I guarantee that if you have my share, you will have yours. As long as you want, I can find you anything. If your parents don't want you , I'll support you! I'm the one who keeps my word, if I fail, let me..." He thought for a while.Said: "Just let me be hated and spurned by everyone, just let me have nothing..."

In the middle of his sentence, Si Xinyan covered his mouth. The child wiped away his tears and said to him, "I...I believe you."

Since then, Si Xinyan has followed behind Lu Zhi, and even tried to skip a grade because he wanted to catch up with Lu Zhi's footsteps.

Since then, Lu Zhi has always taken care of Si Xinyan. Aunt Huang was dismissed from the family, and Shen Min is no longer at the company. Instead, he returned home to take care of the children himself.

Slowly, Si Xinyan's personality also became brighter. Apart from always following Lu Zhi, he really satisfied Shen Min in everything, and regretted that he was not his own son.

If Lu Zhi compares with him, it's like comparing goods and throwing them away.

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