The road of chasing his wife by being attacked by scumbags

Si Xinyan and Ji Rui went home together, fell asleep after washing up, but when he woke up in a daze at night, he found that he seemed to have caught a cold.

Probably because yesterday I came back by plane again, went to the old house again, went shopping with my seniors, had a fight last night, stayed up all night, went out to run around in the morning, and was so tired after taking a shower that I didn’t even want to blow my hair I fell asleep when I was dry, so I got sick.

After sorting out yesterday's itinerary in this way, I found that it is only natural to be sick.

Si Xinyan slowly took out the medicine box in the living room, took his body temperature first, then stared blankly for a while, opened the refrigerator and found a can of eight-treasure porridge to heat it up.

It was Ji Rui's late-night snack in the refrigerator. Occasionally, when he came back at night and wanted to eat something, he would not have to make it fresh.

After finishing the porridge, Si Xinyan took off the medicine and took the medicine, then went back to the room and wrapped himself in a quilt to sweat.

In a daze, he seemed to hear Ji Rui's voice, and was fed and drank two glasses of water.

Unlike Si Xinyan, who has a fever but has excellent self-care ability, Lu Zhi's current situation is not good. To be precise, it is worryingly bad.

Lu Shi once suspected that his younger brother was born to make trouble for himself, but then he thought, no, shouldn't he be making trouble for his parents?Why did he live and become Lu Zhi's father?

Realizing that he can't do it at all, and if he can barely support it, Lu Zhi, who will probably be lonely and old for the rest of his life, now agrees with his brother's theory that love is useless. Although he himself doesn't think this argument is right, this theory is based on the fact that he is an idiot. , and he's really an idiot, so the theory is correct.

"Brother, what should I do..." The younger brother who was so wronged and even cried with tears looked at Lu Shi pitifully, waiting for Lu Shi to give him an answer, as if Lu Shi's answer could determine his life or death.

It was already dark, and the bruises on Lu Zhi's face were almost as dark as the sky outside.

This was played by Lu Shi.

It started when Lu Zhi came to Lu Shi's house in the morning. Lu Shi's healthy and orderly daily life was disrupted by Shabi's younger brother.

At five o'clock in the morning, he was knocked on the door of the house by his drunken brother, listening to his brother complaining while drinking, with his mobile phone stuffed in his hand, and having to say things for his brother and Si Xinyan that he didn't dare to say, Lu Shi felt that he His mood has really calmed down, and he can bear to not beat Lu Zhi to death, which may be the reason why Lu Zhi doesn't need to be beaten a little bit recently.

Maybe it's because I don't want to argue with fools, lest IQ be pulled down like him.

Lu Zhi also deserved a beating. He didn't say what's wrong, but just told the ins and outs of what happened to Si Xinyan last night. Please tell Lu Shi to tell Si Xinyan. He didn't say anything else. Even if Lu Shi asked, It's also a pattern of "don't ask, just ask for a drink", drinking wildly, getting drunk, and then crying like hell.

At first, Lu Shi tolerated him patiently, but when he couldn't bear it anymore, he beat him up.

Lu Zhi exploded as soon as he struck, as if something had been held back for a long time and needed to be vented, he also rushed forward to fight Lu Shi.

The difference is that he didn't hit Lu Shi, but simply sent it under Lu Shi's fist, probably hoping that Lu Shi would kill him or something. In short, if Lu Shi didn't use his strength, he could still bounce out by himself, hit the wall and then Kowtow again.

This is clearly self-destructive self-abuse and self-mutilation, Lu Shi frowned, his fists were itchy when he saw Lu Zhi who was drunk and not sober at all.

Since he really wanted to be beaten, he let him come, just to vent his anger on Si Xinyan, and he also knew who he was looking like for, and he probably realized that he had wronged Si Xinyan in the past, and repented .

Although Lu Shi didn't agree with self-harm, he could help Lu Zhi relieve the terrible sense of guilt, so Lu Shi beat up his stupid brother violently, and he felt much better after the beating.Then he threw the drunk Lu Zhi into the bathtub to wash himself, and then threw him on the bed.

When he woke up at night, Lu Zhi felt that his whole body was in pain, and he might have been run over by a car.

He opened his eyes and looked at the unfamiliar ceiling, thinking, am I completely paralyzed?

Will Yan Yan come to see me?

After thinking about this question, Lu Shi pushed open the door and said to him who was in a trance on the bed: "Get up and eat something, and then confess and be lenient, and tell me why you suddenly went crazy."

Lu Zhi sat up propped up in front of him, and made a painful voice: "Hiss—brother, you are so ruthless."

"You're welcome, do you feel better?"

"Ah."

"Then get out and eat." Lu Shi slammed the door shut again, very irritable.

He thought, when did my younger brother become such a dick, a good person is tossed like this by love, love is really a magic thing.

Lu Zhi's body hurts everywhere. He may have been beaten by his brother crazily, but his mentality has improved a little bit. At least he won't suddenly lose his mind in those dreams while walking, and can't get back to his mind.It's good to be beaten up, he really deserves a beating.

Thinking of this, Lu Zhi took a sip of the porridge that Lu Shi ordered to deliver.

Lu Shi usually lives in the old house, but there was a dinner last night, it ended very late, he drank again, it is not suitable to go home, it will wake up the family, that's why he came to this apartment , the place is not big, and there is no aunt to cook for food, so Lu Shi ordered takeaway.

The porridge was not tasty, and there was coriander that Lu Zhi didn't eat, so he only took a couple of sips and didn't want to move.

Lu Shi sat across from him, and the dinner was sumptuous, so it shouldn't be too obvious compared to the porridge and side dishes in front of Lu Zhi.Lu Zhi was silent for a while, then thought again, is the elder brother really the eldest brother?Why can he attack himself so fiercely without hesitation?

Is someone else's brother like this too?Then being a younger brother is also a bit miserable.

Maybe other people's younger brothers are not as stupid as him?

Lu Shi knocked on the table and said: "If you don't want to eat, just tell me what happened. It's okay for me to beat you if you want to get drunk and go crazy again. Infirmary."

The corners of Lu Zhi's mouth twitched slightly, and he said, "Brother, let me ask you a question."

"Say."

"What if, I mean, if, you killed the one you love, what would you do?"

Lu Shi looked at his younger brother, his eyes were very sincere, and he was asking this question sincerely.

"What's wrong with Yanyan? Something was wrong when he answered the phone in the morning." Lu Shi touched his chin: "What are you going to do with Yanyan?"

Lu Zhi wanted to say that his elder brother was indeed an elder brother, and he had eaten more salt than the routines he had gone through, so he couldn't, he shouldn't hide it too much, Lu Zhi lowered his eyes, and compared his dream and what Si Xinyan said with All the information disclosed by Si Xinyan was told to Lu Shi in one go.

It is very good to have a listener. Many times, a psychiatrist also plays such a role. It's just that Lu Zhi doesn't completely trust the doctor, but he completely trusts the elder brother.

Even in the dream, Big Brother was thinking about them.

He always seems to be doing embarrassing and unpleasant things, and if it's too much trouble, it's bad.It was the first time that Lu Zhi realized that he was a troublemaker, and his disgust towards himself was almost at its peak. How could a person like him live so irresponsibly.

Maybe it would be better to die.

Lu Shi was very calm from the beginning to the end, just quietly listening to his younger brother's narration, but the occasional frown proved that he was really listening and not distracted.

Lu Zhi told his eldest brother his dreams all the time, including the dream of Si Xinyan's death, the scene of Si Xinyan's death, Si Xinyan's funeral, and his own life after Si Xinyan's death.He always experienced this over and over again in his dreams, as if someone wanted him to be trapped in it for a lifetime, and it was best not to wake up from this nightmare.

"I think this is probably my own punishment." Lu Zhi smiled wryly and said, "Brother, am I also born again?"

After listening to such an unscientific and even supernatural story, Lu Shi's face was still neither sad nor happy, he just made a conclusion: "Yanyan is dead, so I broke up with you, what do you think? You killed him yourself, so you want to die now?"

Although Lu Shi said this a bit too bluntly, but Lu Zhi did want to die more than once from last night to now.

Only his remaining sanity stopped him. "I dare not die." He said, "It's as if I was threatening Yanyan with death, as if I died because of his words. If I really did that, what kind of situation would Yanyan be in? Among them, what will happen to you, mom, dad, and grandpa, and how to deal with yourself. He will think that he killed me...I can't be so selfish. "

Lu Shi laughed, he nodded, and said, "You still have some brains." This is the approval of Lu Zhi's idea.

This time the stupid brother is still YXZL.Be smart for once.

If Si Xinyan really died, and Lu Zhi wanted to die with him, Lu Shi might not stop him, because some people's hearts are dead, and life is just a shell, and Lu Shi respected his choice.

But now that Si Xinyan is still alive, if Lu Zhi chooses to pay for Si Xinyan's death, then he will push Si Xinyan to a high position and push him down severely.

May I ask that Lu Zhi died because of Si Xinyan, so how would Si Xinyan face the family he had been with for so many years?How do you deal with yourself?How should he face Lu Qi and Shen Min who lost their sons? Even if they are as enlightened as Lu Qi and Shen Min, can they let go of such barriers and accept Si Xinyan?Even if they accepted Si Xinyan, what would happen to Si Xinyan?

He is the most sensitive, what would he think and do at that time?

Even if Lu Zhi felt that he was sorry for Si Xinyan, how would those people who don't know the truth speculate.It is stupid and selfish to take things for granted.When your life is not only about yourself, but also about other people, you no longer have the power to choose.

"Brother, what should I do..." Lu Zhi's pitiful, miserable appearance, coupled with that black and blue face, was inexplicably funny.

Fortunately, Lu Shi's facial paralysis skills have been cultivated to the highest level, he endured it, and said to Lu Zhi: "You have given up on yourself and chose to give up. Then ask me what to do? Haven't you already made up your mind? Don't bother him anymore?"

Lu Zhi: "..."

Yes, hasn't he already made a decision, let it go, since Si Xinyan wants to separate from him, let him pursue the life he wants.

"Do you understand what love is now?" Lu Shi asked.

Lu Zhi thought for a long time, and said: "Love is restraint, letting go, and making him happy." Whatever he wants, give him.

Lu Shi nodded, and was quite satisfied with the fact that his stupid brother finally got the hang of it. "After all these years, you've finally touched the corners."

Lu Zhi: "..." So, why is there such a big gap between people? My eldest brother has never been in a relationship for so many years, but when he talks about the theory, he talks eloquently, and he can always talk about it Make the right choice at the right time.

Is it because you fall in love with reason?But for something like love, it’s really right to look at it only with reason?

The author has something to say: Brother: Full score love master, although he has never talked about a relationship, mother-fetal single solo for 32 years!

Author: The mother and fetus have been single for many years, and they will probably remain single forever. I don’t know why I keep writing love essays...

Today is 520, I wish you all a happy and happy holiday~