Lingering heart palpitations

After Xu Zixin sang the song and left the stage, he looked around for lingering fears, wanting to ask him if he heard it, and if he sang well.

But for a while, he couldn't find where the lingering fear was, so he had to go back to class first.

The boys and girls in the class were booing and calling him a big star.

"Okay, what song is this? I didn't hear it clearly when the host announced the curtain just now."

"I didn't expect your English score to be so poor, but you can sing English songs very well!"

"It's so handsome today, where did you buy the sweater?"

While Xu Zixin was talking to his classmates, he pushed through the crowd and found Zhou Mo who was wrapped up with Yu Ran, and talked to her with his waist hooked.

There was a scent on him, whether it was hairspray or perfume.

Xu Zi smiled complacently, "How is it? Was I handsome just now? Did you sing well?"

Zhou Mo glanced at him, did not deny it, looked a little weird, and asked him in a low voice, "Are you coming out in front of the whole school?"

"?" Xu Zixin was stunned for a moment, "No, do I have it? I didn't say anything."

Zhou Mo rolled his eyes, "God, this idiot"

"What's the matter?" Xu Zixin tugged at the hem of Zhou Mo's shawl and shook it twice, a little anxiously, "What did you say? Make it clear!"

"No way..." Zhou Mo narrowed his eyes, "You don't know what this song is about?"

Xu Zixin really didn't know, "Huh? What are you singing? I don't care, I don't even know what the lyrics mean."

Zhou Mo: "...you Baidu."

Xu Zixin obediently took out her phone, opened the search box...

"The suppression of same-sex love in reality and the harm suffered by homosexuals...and my own deep helplessness..."

Weekend asked strangely, "You don't know why you sang this?"

"This is me..." Xu Zixin stopped the words in a timely manner, and from the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of the lingering fear not far away, and stood up.

"I left a little early—"

The program of the party was almost halfway through, and the student cadres who maintained order all went back to their classes to watch the program one after another. A girl from the student union next to him was talking to Yu Ji, so he still hadn't left.

"Aren't you going to participate? Isn't it a pity?" The girl was asking him about the competition.

Yu Ji shook his head, "No, I participated in the freshman year of high school, so let's not this time."

"Didn't it mean that if the competition results are good, it is very likely that you will be eligible for submission?"

"That's right, but I haven't reached that level yet. There are many people in other schools who are better than me."

"Hey...... Are you too modest?"

"No, I'm telling the truth..."

The two were talking, when a tall black figure suddenly appeared beside Yu Ji, carrying a gust of fragrant wind, making people dizzy, reminding people of those glamorous female ghosts in light veils.

Yu Ji shivered unconsciously, and an arm wrapped around his shoulder.

The girl next to her was stunned for a moment, she even forgot what she was about to say, and stared blankly at Xu Zixin who suddenly appeared.

"It's so cold..." Xu Zixin held the lingering fear to his side, "I've been looking for you for a long time, accompany me to buy a milk tea", his movements were very skillful and intimate.

Before he could answer, Xu Zixin looked up at the girl in front of him, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked understandingly, "Do you mind if I take him away now?"

"No no no no no no no!" The girl blushed and shook her head like a rattle, "I don't mind."

Xu Zixin nodded, then turned around and walked to the canteen in the opposite direction of the playground with lingering fear.

The lingering fear that had just come back to his senses raised his hand and pushed his chest, but he couldn't move. Xu Zixin hugged his shoulder even harder, and then pressed his upper body onto it, with a tone like a child's cheating "Don't move, it's freezing cold—"

Yu Ji glanced at him, the other party was only wearing a sweater and a shirt inside, not even a coat, and the movement of pushing him stopped.

"Why don't you wear a coat?"

Xu Zixin rubbed his chin against the lingering hair, and wrapped his arms around each other's shoulders, as if hugging him from behind, "The coat seems to be in the dressing room backstage—I forgot."

Yu Ji stopped in his tracks, stretched out his hand to break the opponent's arm, insisting on getting himself out of Xu Zixin's prison, "Don't lean on me."

They were already a little far away from the playground, and they walked to the badminton court. There was no light on that area, and it was a little hard to see people clearly, covering the blush on Yu Ji's face.

Xu Zixin was afraid that the lingering fear would be overwhelmed, so he lowered his arms obediently, and pulled his arm coquettishly, "Okay, I won't pressure you anymore, accompany me to buy milk tea, I haven't eaten dinner, I'm so hungry. "

Yu Ji didn't object, and walked side by side with him.

Except for the occasional sound of music coming from the back of the playground, there were not many people around and it was very quiet.

"Did you hear me sing just now?" Xu Zixin asked suddenly.

Yu Ji didn't speak.

"Not speaking is the default."

"Then do you know why I sing this song?"

Yu Ji stopped and changed the subject, "Here we are, let's go buy it."

Next to the canteen is an outsourced milk tea shop, usually there is always a long queue, but today there are not many people.

Xu Zixin turned around and took a look, but did not continue the question just now, "Then wait for me, what do you want to drink?"

Yu Ji shook his head, "I won't drink."

Xu Zixin ignored him and ordered him a cup of pudding milk tea just like his.

Xu Zixin was waiting at the place where he was getting the milk tea, looking back at Yu Jing from time to time, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

After getting the milk tea, he handed another cup to Yu Ji, "You can warm your hands even if you don't drink it."

The milk tea was boiled so hot that it was hard to hug the hot palms.

"Let's go for a stroll in the grove," Xu Zixin suggested, and before Yu Jing could respond, he grabbed the man's wrist forcefully, fearing that the other party would not want it.

Yu Ji nodded and did not refuse.

The grove is very dark, and the floor tiles under the feet are greasy and greasy due to long-term humidity.

"I wrote down that song from your playlist." The light was too dim, Xu Zixin couldn't see his expression when he looked sideways at Yu Ji, only a blurred outline.

"I want to sing it to you," he continued.

"But what is this song about, do you know?" He asked a little cautiously, as if he had never treated anyone so carefully.

He didn't speak anymore, quietly waiting for the other party's response, he was afraid that he would be angry because he accidentally discovered his secret.

Because he could only see the other person's outline clearly, Xu Zixin listened carefully to his breathing.

Hearing Yu Jing seemed to sigh faintly, he said, "I know."

Xu Zixin was stunned. He remembered last week in his study room, and he was afraid that he was not. Did he already tell him his subtext at that time...

"I like boys, naturally." His voice seemed to be squeezed out from the bottom of his throat, and there was a little tremolo.

Xu Zixin was a little overwhelmed, it was strange that he didn't waver when he realized that he liked the afterglow, but after hearing him tell the truth, he was not used to it.

As if aware of the other party's shaking, Yu Ji suddenly grabbed his cuff, his fingertips seemed to tremble, "So... If you think it's fun, don't continue... I will take it seriously of."

Xu Zi was stunned, his heart seemed to be pinched by someone, and he stopped in place, motionless, a little dizzy from the sudden confession.

Aftermath is calm and self-sustaining, and rarely shows panic and some negative emotions in front of people. At this age when most boys are still impulsive, naive, and passionate, from time to time they show some precociousness and alienation from others that do not suit their age.

He's so nice that you can't even see where he is.Those childishness, frivolity and shallowness seem to have nothing to do with him, and his growth has been completed a long time ago.

But now, his impenetrable heart was shaken.

Yu Ji took a few steps forward, but before he could respond, her footsteps on the slippery ground were a little anxious and chaotic.

"Wait!" Xu Zixin yelled, and followed in a few steps, grabbing Yu Ji's hand that was still covering the milk tea.

"Why are your hands still so cold while holding milk tea?" Xu Zixin pulled his right hand reproachfully and pressed it against his waist. He seemed to realize that he was not wearing a coat or a pocket, so he made a detour and put him He put his hands in his trouser pockets... and said solemnly, "Don't touch me."

Xu Zixin's eyes were already used to the light that was indistinguishable from humans and animals five meters away, and he faintly felt that the person in front of him was blushing.

Yu Ji struggled, trying to take his hand out of his trouser pocket, but he held it down, "Don't move, I'm going to react later."

"..." The lingering fear stopped.

Xu Zixin had long since thrown the quilt of milk tea somewhere, now with both hands empty, she naturally moved closer to the lingering chin, and cupped his face.

"Your face is so hot—" Xu Zixin lowered his head and got very close to him, "Where do you want to escape, huh?"

Yu Ji didn't say a word, the hand against his face was very warm.

"You just said that if you think it's fun, you can't continue..." Xu Zixin's voice was very deep, and she approached her like this, as if tickling people's hearts, "But I didn't because it was fun, Is it possible to continue?"

The lingering heart was beating violently in his chest, his mind was blank, he subconsciously wanted to resist this out of control state, but was pulled out by the other party's hand stuffed into his trouser pocket, originally wanted to push the other party away, but it was not convincing. It just stuck to his chest.

Xu Zixin noticed his movement, gave a low laugh, and asked, "How is it, do I have big chest muscles?"

Yu Ji's face turned even redder, and just as he was about to say something, there was a commotion behind him.

Only about five meters away from them, a pair of couples were photographed standing next to each other.

Director Quan's thick voice sounded immediately, "Those two! Come here! Don't run away!"

Xu Zixin was the first to react, pulled his arm and ran away.

"Damn it, Director Quan didn't go to see the party and came to the grove to catch some young lovers... Be careful, the ground is slippery."

In the grove, there were many young couples who realized that something was wrong and were about to escape. The light was dim, and the ground was slippery. Many people fell down, and screams and pain could be heard endlessly.

With lingering fear, Xu Zixin walked out of the grove and walked around to the teaching and staff dormitory area near No. [-] cafeteria, and finally he felt relieved.

After running for a while, Yu Ji bent down tiredly, put his hands on his knees, panting heavily, "Actually, we don't need to run, the two boys have nothing to doubt."

Without taking a breath, Xu Zixin reached out to touch a tuft of dull hair on his head, "No, this is a respect for something between us."

Yu Ji slapped his hand away, turned his face away, a bit unwilling to admit, "Who has something to do with you."

"It's not you," Xu Zixin rolled up his sleeves, wiped the thin layer of sweat from his forehead, looked down at his rolling eyes, and said solemnly, "If you don't believe me, you can wait a little longer." Wait, just don't resist me anymore, I really like you."

Yu Ji got up, looked away, seemed a little uncomfortable, "Why are you so thick-skinned, you always like it."

"Don't you like it?" Xu Zixin looked at his face.

"...." Yu Ji didn't speak.

Xu Zixin laughed out loud, but was restrained a little after being glanced at seriously by the other party.

"You haven't answered my question just now." Xu Zixin said seriously.

Yu Ji turned his face away, but unconsciously exposed his reddened ears to Xu Zixin's gaze, and he didn't speak.

But the latter didn't accept his acquiescence, and asked him over and over again, "OK?"

Yu Jing's ears turned red, and he turned his face resignedly to Xu Zixin, "What you just used was a declarative sentence."

"Well, so?" Xu Zixin asked deliberately.

"I see."

"Ok?"

"Don't push yourself too far—"