Cold fragrance and warm jade [Red Mansion Chai Dai]

"I..." Daiyu blushed.

"I just want to ask my sister a question first. Are you sad for Baoyu, or for sister Bao?"

Daiyu lowered her head and twisted her handkerchief.

Feeling sorry for anyone is a personal affair, and it is not recognized by these honorable families.

But now it's just a conversation between siblings, and Daiyu knows that Chongyu seems to be abiding by the rules, but deep down he is a bit more deviant than anyone else, so she doesn't have to worry about not being recognized if she admits something shocking to the world in front of Chongyu.

She was thinking, but Chongyu didn't urge her to answer, but just quietly stayed by her side.

Finally, Daiyu raised her head, her gaze was firmer than before.

Now that she thinks back to the time when she inadvertently got a few rumored stories between women from Chongyu, Chongyu pays more attention to her many actions. Chongyu guessed more than half of it.

Therefore, today's denial is meaningless.

There are no outsiders, Daiyu simply admits.

"I'm for Sister Bao."

Chongyu nodded, and said again: "Before I came in, I saw Sister Bao waiting outside, and I was more anxious than anyone else."

Daiyu sighed: "Sister Bao probably thinks that she provoked me like that, so she is so worried. Even if it were any other sister, he would probably be the same."

No matter how much I held back my tears, thinking of this possibility, there were still a few teardrops rolling down.

"That's not necessarily the case." Chongyu shook his head, "There are some things that the authorities are obsessed with but the onlookers can see clearly. You and Sister Bao are both authorities, but no outsider like me can see clearly."

Daiyu trembled all over.

"Sister Bao, she..."

Can't believe it!

Daiyu has always felt that her thoughts, which are not allowed by the world, can only be hidden in her heart alone, and now the time she can get along with Baochai is like stealing from heaven.Even if she wanted to, it probably wouldn't get Baochai to have the same affection for her.Even as long as she said it, what she feared would be the rare friendship between them.

During these days, she gradually recognized her feelings, and she kept persuading herself to cherish this time, and spend the rest of her life with good memories when she could no longer steal such beautiful years.

Since she decided early on that with Baochai's temperament, she would not have a shocking love with herself, and she didn't dare to fantasize too much.

Today's gaffe was just because he suddenly learned of Yuan Chun's gift of marriage, so he was unable to cover it up.

In fact, before Chongyu came to see her, she was much calmer than before, but she couldn't hide her sorrow.

"It's hard to find a bosom friend in this world." Chongyu lowered his head and sighed, "If you don't get it, you may never understand how precious it is. Once you get it, how can you let it go easily? Maybe Sister Bao still doesn't understand why she treats her alone It is a little different from other sisters. But giving her a chance may not make her understand. Just like my sister, didn’t she wake up because of my miscellaneous books?”

Daiyu blushed, grabbed a pillow and threw it at him, "You're just talking about that!"

Chongyu hugged her pillow, already dispelling the few worries he had in the future, and said to Daiyu with a smile: "Whether I say it or not, I can't change the established thing. Anyway, Sister Bao's marriage is now settled." Well, if we don't do anything, you and Sister Bao will be separated in a short time. If you do something, maybe there will be a turning point. Would you like to give it a try?"

"Turning opportunity?" Chongyu doesn't need to say much, Daiyu also understands that if the result of the temptation is not to make Baochai willing to put aside the worldly eyes and stay with her, then the only thing in exchange will be a long separation between the two of them.Even, it may make Baochai think of her in the future, and he will only feel disgust.

"I don't have much time to think about it." Chongyu said solemnly, "Your weakness when you came back from Sister Bao was the most real and the most true. It's also good to test Sister Bao. After getting approval from Sister Bao, you must get Dad's consent. Either way, we must seize this opportunity. Although we are planning now, they will probably be discovered by them in the future, but it is better than hiding your situation now, and then choose an opportunity to test it in the future, which will be more forgiven by them."

"Sister, do you want to try?"

Daiyu frowned: "You want me to pretend to be sick?"

In fact, this is what she learned from Chongyu's words!

In her daily life, she always only supported her body and didn't want others to worry about her.Now you want her to pretend to be sick?

Chongyu smiled inscrutablely: "How can this be considered a top? It's just some sudden stimulation, which makes your body unable to bear it. Besides, your previous discomfort and pale face at this moment are all fake? If I now Bring delicacies from mountains and seas, or porridge and side dishes, can you eat it?"

Daiyu shook her head.

Chongyu understood and smiled: "That's serious? You're not pretending, but everything is real, we just made it look more serious. Even if other people worry about you, it's just a temporary thing. Long Pain is worse than short pain. Instead of making people who care about you worry about your depression in the long years to come, even Sister Bao may live withered after marrying into Jia's family, why not fight for it now? Fan?"

Daiyu was moved by what he said, and thought that if she really didn't do anything, there would be only one possibility of separation, she sighed, gritted her teeth and said: "Okay, let's try it!"

She had many concerns before agreeing, but she was unwavering after agreeing.

"Chongyu, what do you think I should do?"

Chongyu laughed lowly, and whispered a few words in her ear, which made her nod repeatedly.

What Chongyu said was not difficult, and she didn't even need to pretend.

As long as Daiyu doesn't force herself to show off her face and smile as soon as possible, and hide her thoughts so that it is not easy for others to find out, it will be fine.

Afterwards, Chongyu went out from Daiyu's room and quickly invited Mo Zongliang over.

Everyone in the Lin family knew that Mo Zongliang had excellent medical skills. Since Daiyu's diagnosis and treatment, Daiyu's health has improved day by day. Now, except for regular pulse checks every month, and preparing pills for Daiyu when the seasons change, there is not much to do. Something to worry about.

Why do you want to invite Mo Zongliang again this time?

When Baochai returned to the room in Xiqiong's courtyard, his heart was still in suspense, and he ordered the girl to keep an eye on Daiyu's situation.

Hearing this, she almost rushed to Daiyu's room again.

But when he was about to go out, he felt timid.

All the bad things about Daiyu started after she learned the news of the marriage.She had been guarding outside Daiyu's dormitory for so long before, but Daiyu still had no intention of seeing her. Even when Zijuan waited for the girls to serve her tea, it was just the girls following the rules, not Daiyu's orders.

So if she goes there now, will it only make Daiyu worse?

Recalling Chongyu's words, Baochai didn't go out after all.

But I couldn't sit still in the room, and after sitting for a while, I had to get up and walk for a while.

She doesn't seem to be like her anymore.

Knowing that her elder brother Xue Pan had accidentally killed someone, she had never felt so flustered when she was helping her mother take care of things.

Frightened as if something vital was about to leave his hands, it had nothing to do with life, but seemed heavier than life.

It seemed as if those emotions, anger, sorrow, love, resentment, anger, and ignorance that had been suppressed by her earlier and made her a qualified lady under the constraints of ethics suddenly surged uncontrollably at this moment.

Maybe they have long been unwilling to be restrained, even if she looks at other girls, most of them can only be under various rules, no amount of personal nature can only be slowly suppressed, and can only be released in some secret way... But she still does not Willing to always be like this.

Everyone is like this, right?

Everyone is like this, so no one will try to break through?

The rule of the big family is that the three Yingchun sisters must dress exactly the same when they meet outsiders, so as to show that the family treats the girls the same and does not treat them differently.Those etiquettes require girls like them to suppress their tempers.No matter how many romantic affairs men have, they are all romantic affairs, and they smile knowingly, while women have a little bit of trouble, but they don't know how much they will be blamed.

A man's behavior is out of line, and he can rely on his fame and wealth in exchange for countless people to send his innocent daughter to him. However, as long as a woman's reputation is slightly bad, even the family may despise her, and even force her to death...

"Miss?" Ying'er cautiously stood beside Baochai who was looking at the door, "Do you want to eat a Lengxiang pill first?"

Because Baochai lived in Xiqiong Courtyard for a long time, she also used old porcelain altars to put some and buried them under the flower roots in the courtyard.

It's just that he still needs to take the decoction of [-]-fen huangbai decoction. Once Baochai takes the medicine here, it is impossible to hide the matter from the Lin family.

Baochai was slightly stunned, seeing that Ying'er was determined to order someone to prepare for her, Fang sighed softly: "Forget it. Medicine alone may not be able to suppress it, after all, it is a knot in the heart."

Others said that Lengxiang Wan was good for her, but she alone knew that the so-called good medicine was just to help her cool down the blood that was rolling in her heart, and make those emotions colder and weaker.

But just like the sea, Leng Xiang Wan may make the sea appear calm, but the turbulent undercurrent on the bottom of the sea does not decrease but increases.

Moreover, she was strangely reluctant to let go of these feelings towards Daiyu with Lengxiang Wan, and returned to the normal care of a normal relative's big sister, a younger sister who was younger than herself.

"Ying'er, go to Miss Lin to have a look. If there is anything you need help with, you can help. If not, you might as well take a look at what they are up to. When Chongyu is free, come over and join him again." Come back. Remember to try to find out how Miss Lin is doing now."

Yinger quickly took the order.

She knew that she couldn't help much, the Lin family didn't have as many servants as other big families, and she didn't have to ask other girls to help her own girls.Finding news is what she really wants to do.

Without a noisy Yinger, there is nothing that can help Baochai suppress a little bit of churning strange emotions.

She usually likes to keep her living place simple, and she refuses to put two more pieces in the furnishings. Firstly, she knew that her family's wealth is no longer what it used to be. In her opinion, some luxury is unnecessary. Secondly, it is more important. It was she who wanted to use this method to suppress the emotions in her heart.

The space at the entrance is as clear as a snow cave, which can probably reduce the things that touch emotions.

There are not many decorations in her room, but some handkerchiefs with poems inscribed on them, unfinished fan pendants... none of them belong to her, and they are neatly placed on the side.

But she saw it at a glance, and remembered how Daiyu came to her sometimes, and when she got interested, she wrote poems on the handkerchief, and said that she was good at needlework, and discussed with her how to make these small things for Chongyu so that she could do well.She came here frequently, and every time she was tired and too lazy to bring things between the rooms, she simply kept a lot of them with her.

On weekdays, she would only see things that she would only see when she was doing needlework or wanting to review the poems on the handkerchief, but now she kept jumping into her eyes one after another.

I don't know how long it has passed, but judging by the weather, it probably hasn't been too long.

Yinger came back, and Chongyu also arrived.

The little boy's brows and eyes were full of worry.

Baochai saw Chongyu nodding slightly to her: "Sister Bao."

The young man's voice was restrained and gentle, all worries and tiredness were hidden, only a little bit revealed.

Just like this, it is even more disturbing.