Cold fragrance and warm jade [Red Mansion Chai Dai]

What Zicuckoo said was true, and Daiyu lowered her eyes.

"it is good."

Seeing that she agreed, Zijuan hurriedly pushed the little girl: "Why don't you hurry up and invite Miss Bao to come in?"

Xueyan who was also waiting in the room was closer to the door, now opened the door and went out, said with a smile: "Let me go."

Although she was not as good as Zijuan in Daiyu's place because of her younger age, she was one of the big girls and had been with Daiyu since she was a child.

The little girl also followed out, although there were other waiters in the room, but there was not much noise, it just seemed quiet.

Zijuan is urging Daiyu to drink the medicine that the little girl sent earlier.

It still tastes bitter, but Daiyu has something on her mind, and now she seems to have no taste after drinking the medicine.

Just don't feel like drinking much.

I just hope that I don't know when Baochai will come.

Just like some time ago, she was always avoiding Baochai, but as long as Baochai pulled her into her room, she couldn't help feeling nostalgic for staying by Baochai's side.

No, I can still suppress all kinds of thoughts in my heart.

But as long as she is here, as long as she can walk towards him, what can be suppressed?

Only that strong desire can almost burn her to ashes.

The smell of medicine in the house is very strong, even mixed with the smell of something coming out of the stomach.

Daiyu held the veil tightly with her fingers, but her eyes did not miss Baochai's brows which were lightly furrowed and then loosened after entering the door.

She smiled sadly.

"My sister hates the bad smell here? Since you have seen me, please go back quickly, lest the smell of the medicine hit you, and save you from getting sick."

Baochai felt pity and resentment at the same time, seeing Daiyu's eyes drooping, she actually secretly considered her actions, she walked quickly to Daiyu's bedside, and stretched out her hand to squeeze Daiyu's cheek first.

But seeing Daiyu coughing and blushing on her face, still unable to suppress her paleness, the hand that was about to twist couldn't bear half of her strength, and turned into a gentle caress instead.

"You!"

There was a sigh of resentment and anger, with an indescribable emotion.

Daiyu's heart felt sore, tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and happened to slip across Baochai's fingertips which had not been withdrawn.

Baochai was slightly startled by the wet and slightly cool touch.

"Why are you crying again?"

Baochai took out her handkerchief and wiped the tears streaming down Daiyu's cheeks for Daiyu.

Then, he reached out to take the medicine bowl held by Zijuan, and was about to feed Daiyu the medicine.

Because the medicine was delivered to her lips, and Baochai fed it herself, Daiyu was in a state of confusion, she couldn't even taste the bitterness of the medicine, and unconsciously drank a whole bowl of medicine.

Xiangling learned a lot of medical principles from Mo Zhongliang, and now she is also taking care of Daiyu.

When Chongyu ordered her godfather Mo Zhongliang to come over, she also followed, and listened to most of the discussion between Chongyu and Mo Zhongliang, knowing that Daiyu's current situation is not that urgent, even these drinking The medicines are all medicines for strengthening the body. They smell bad, but drinking them will not cause much damage to the body, and they have some conditioning effects.

Xiangling had heard Chongyu and Mo Zhongliang talking before, and she still had many doubts. She really didn't expect that there could be strange feelings between women, but seeing that Dai Yuguo showed a different state after Baochai's arrival, it was already I have to believe it.

Now that Daiyu looked at Baochai and said nothing, Xiangling thought about it, and hurriedly pulled Zijuan to mutter a few times, and the two of them led the other girls who were waiting on the side out.

Baochai was worried that there would be too many people in the room and she would look bored, so she didn't take Ying'er with her when she came in, and just asked her to wait outside.

Seeing Xiangling and Zijuan coming out with people, Yinger hurried forward to ask.

Xiangling was more used to her, so he took her by the hand and walked out, smiling: "Just now, when Miss Bao persuaded her, Miss Lin drank the medicine, now just let the two of them talk inside for a while." , when the medicine started to work and Miss Lin was sleepy, your Jiabao girl will naturally come out."

Xiangling recognized herself as a godfather, her relationship with Daiyu changed, and her address changed a lot.

After hearing what she said, Ying'er looked at the closed door, and Ren Xiangling took her outside to wait.

In the dormitory, Baochai was quite uncomfortable being looked at by Daiyu.

In the past, Daiyu always liked to look at her sometimes, without turning her eyes, with a smile on the corner of her mouth, and her eyebrows and eyes were pretty.

But at that time, Baochai Ren was intoxicated by Daiyu's sight, so she didn't think much about it.

Now that he has been reminded by Chongyu, and when he meets Daiyu's focused gaze, he can't suppress the many strange things in his heart.

She blushed unconsciously, and avoided Daiyu's eyes unnaturally, so she also missed Daiyu's sad expression at that moment.

"Sister Bao, I also drank the medicine, it's not too early now, why don't you go back and rest first?"

Baochai couldn't help looking into Daiyu's face again.

In the weather of this season, Daiyu, who was lying on the bed with the quilt still tucked in, still had a slight coolness on her face.

The paleness and abnormal flush caused by drinking and vomiting the medicine before did not dissipate.

Baochai sighed.

"How can I go back with peace of mind when you're like this? I'm just worried about you when I go back."

Daiyu felt even more sour.

There are thousands of words in my heart, but I can't utter a single word, I can only grab Baochai's hand that is still lingering on my face.

But he didn't dare to hold it too tightly, he only held it loosely, close to his heart through a layer of quilt.

There are still clothes inside, so layer upon layer separated that she can no longer feel the beating of her heart, but Baochai feels that something is pulling her, bit by bit, to Daiyu's side.

It is not the physical distance in the world, but the throbbing of the heart.

Over the years, how has she ever met another person who is as capable as Daiyu, and with her, there are many times when only a look in the eyes is needed to understand each other?

Occasionally, Daiyu's mouth is quick, and she can understand her reminder with a glance.

Occasionally at Jia's house, she saw that she was recognized by Mrs. Wang as her goddaughter, and she was now living in Jia's house. Baoqin, who was waiting for her wedding day, wanted to mention some things that Baoqin should pay attention to in Jia's house. After discussing with Daiyu in advance, the two can sing together and cooperate with each other tacitly.

Baochai still remembers a time when Baoqin gave everyone guesses about the poems chanting ancient poems written by Baoqin. She saw that the contents of two of the poems were related to crooked books that are not liked by righteous literati, so she wanted to remind Baoqin, It's just that this statement also exposes the suspicion that I have read these books.

At that time, it was Daiyu who was quick-witted and quickly covered it up with the things in the script.

These things are not too big, just the accumulation of bits and pieces, and it is also a day-to-day habit.

"Sister Bao."

Daiyu's muffled voice was very close, but it seemed very far away.

"Before you came to see me, you should have heard from Chongyu, right?"

Baochai didn't know how to answer, so she nodded.

"Then you should know that when I heard about the marriage given by the empress, I suddenly had such a big reaction, not because of Baoyu, who I only regard as my cousin, but because of you, right?"

The heat has been rushing to the face, and even wants to continue to surge upward.

Without touching it, Daiyu also guessed that her cheeks were probably hot.

But this is a rare opportunity for her, one that Chongyu won for her.

If she had to fight alone, she might never dare to say these words in front of Baochai.

But thinking of Chongyu briefly speaking to Baochai on her behalf, and thinking of how her younger brother caused a huge battle at home because of her own affairs, Daiyu knew that if she didn't say anything today, she would be disappointed. You are not the only one.

There is also Baochai who may also have feelings for himself, but is also hindered by the world, and dare not even admit this love.

There are also Chongyu, Mo Zhongliang, Xiangling and others who know that her love is not allowed by the world, and fight for a chance for her.

With these people behind her, how could she step back at this moment?

Therefore, even if Baochai didn't respond, she continued to speak.

"Sister Bao, I like you and want to be with you for a long time."

"In the beginning, I should just envy you. I envy that you are not as weak and sick as I am. I envy that you can easily get the approval of the servants of Jia's family. Even if I am loved by the old lady, I still have to be gossiped by them behind my back."

Baochai stared at her blankly.

Is that right?

At that time, she was also envious of Daiyu.To be loved by Jia's mother, to have a motivated younger brother, and to have a father who is far away in Yangzhou but can support the Lin family.What is a servant's broken mouth?People can say whatever they like, and no one can control other people's mouths, not even the emperor.

"I deliberately stabbed you with words, but you still don't care about anything with me. You don't know how happy and bitter I am."

Don't care?Ah, at that time, I only thought about my relative’s little sister, with a sharp tongue, even if the words made people feel a little unhappy, I couldn’t get angry, and even found it funny.How can you think about it?

There is even Xiangyun, who has been jealous of Daiyu's favor, and also takes the initiative to approach him, as if to take advantage of his good reputation in the world now, and prove that everything is not all right for Daiyu.

The two little girls were friendly to each other, and there was a petty quarrel mixed with jealousy, which actually made her envious and happy to watch.

"You seem to be like this to everyone, following the rules everywhere. I don't know when I want me to be in your heart, but a little different from other people, even if this difference is your bad impression of me , I always hope that you can feel that I am different from them."

...Yes, I actually do that to everyone else, just acting according to the worldly expectations of a girl living with relatives.

But frowner, you are different.At that time I already had more extra attention for you.I just never said it!

For some reason, Baochai's heart was full of thoughts, but she still couldn't say a word.

"I doubted your intentions, but later I understood that no matter what your purpose is, your heart is always good and your blood is hot."

Yes, I have ulterior motives.Silly frowner, some of your thoughts about me are not wrong.But me, how can I be as good as you think?

Everyone in the world has a heart of selfishness, why didn't I?

But I am looking forward to your well-being and your happiness.

If I had known that my birth has limited my destiny, then I hope that you can walk towards the beauty I yearn for under the protection of my father and younger brother.

But why would you?why!

"Sister Bao..."

Daiyu couldn't help holding Baochai's hand a little tighter, as if by doing so, she could shorten the distance between herself and Baochai, and get Baochai's affirmative answer early.

"I also once thought that I only thought of you as my elder sister, but my second sister never let me have such thoughts. I don't envy fourth girl and second sister for getting close, and I don't feel bad because I see them making out. "

"But I see that you and Yun'er are on good terms, even if I am also close to Yun'er, I still feel that I have lost something, and I want to prove that I am in your heart, and Yun'er is in your heart is different."

Yes, you are different.

"When I heard the news of Yun'er's engagement, I would be happy for Yun'er and worried about Yun'er. I asked Chongyu to help find out what kind of person Feng Ziying is and how many people are in his family... But I won't be as happy as I heard It's the same as when my aunt wants to look after someone for you, she just feels sad."

I... seem to understand why I didn't want to see him at the beginning, why I felt inappropriate when I saw the man carefully selected by my mother.

If in the past, I didn't have to think about marrying into the Rongguo Mansion with the heart of my mother and aunt, those people should be my ideal choice. If it weren't for the fact that the Xue family is relying on the Lin family and the situation has improved. Not like them.

But I just had a lot of reluctance at that time.

I seem to understand.

"I know that the world doesn't allow this kind of love, and doesn't even give it a chance to show it in front of the world. So I don't dare to be greedy. I just thought that I could spend more time with you, so that I can give more memories to the future. "

The world... yeah, we all live in the world.Frowner, why do you bother to say it?Say it, can you and I solve it?But if you really don't say it all the time, it's like the memories are stained with too much regret, so melancholy that you dare not touch them lightly.

"You don't know how happy I am that you promised me that you will choose someone in Guidi in the future. If you and I can get closer in the future, it will be closer."

I also think the same way, I only hope to be closer to you, so even if I don't trust my elder brother's vision, I still hope that he will choose a husband-in-law for me in Guidi.As long as I come back and let my mother and I have a look, I can choose a good one after all, right?

"But there is a marriage offer, and even you and others are hiding it from me."

I'm sorry, I just wanted to choose a better time to tell you, but I didn't expect that I would hide from you what you care most about, it will only make you more sad.

I didn't understand it before, but I do now.

Frown, frown!

"But I... still look forward to being with you."

"Get together day and night, spend morning and evening together."