It can be regarded as understanding the matter.
Zhao Yunjin entered Tibet rashly without adequate preparation. Even though she knew the name and address of the school, she couldn't tell the difference between east, west, and north.It was snowing heavily, and I lost my way after leaving the car. Fortunately, I met a herdsman nearby and sent him here.
The principal said: "It's rare to come here, and there is nothing to entertain you..."
Zhao Yunjin, with a sweet mouth, would come and take the bowl of butter tea lightly, and said, "It's okay, this is good. Anyway, I came here to see my friend..." He raised his eyes to look at Jiang Chengbi as he spoke, causing that person to become out of focus.
The principal said again: "It's getting dark soon, here is a distance from the hotel in town, or you can live in the school, I'll clean up a room for you."
Zhao Yunjin: "Don't bother, I'll just sleep in the same room with Chengbi, anyway, we used to be indistinguishable from each other."
What he said was intimate, and the bystanders had no intention of it, and it fell into Jiang Chengbi's ears, but it was ambiguous no matter what he heard.
But when he thought that this might also be Zhao Yunjin's usual provocative method, a trace of ridicule crossed Jiang Chengbi's heart.
The headmaster cast his eyes on him and asked, "Mr. Jiang, is it okay?"
Seeing that they had reached an agreement, it was impossible for Jiang Chengbi to force others to make things difficult for him. He asked the principal to clean up for him, so he nodded: "Yes."
As soon as the principal and the herdsmen left, Jiang Chengbi's face suddenly changed, and he ignored Zhao Yunjin like frost.
And the one surnamed Zhao, like a dog who only smells meat and bones, leaned over to his side.
"I miss you." He said that, as if he had been wronged a lot.
Jiang Chengbi: "It has nothing to do with me."
Zhao Yunjin: "What happened that day... I know I was wrong, I promise, it will be the first and last time. Let's live a good life from now on, shall we?"
Jiang Chengbi: "Only you, not me."
Zhao Yunjin: "No, you have to be responsible to me. If you can't play, I will run away."
Jiang Chengbi: "Who plays who, you know in your heart."
As soon as he became serious, Zhao Yunjin had nothing to say, as if his mouth had been wiped with paste, and he became a dumb man with a mouth and no tongue.
Jiang Chengbi: "Sleep for one night today, and I will send you away tomorrow. You have your life, and I have mine. We are not the same people."
He walked over and turned off the fire, and greeted Zhao Yunjin to leave with him. His attitude was not intimate, it was as perfunctory as a customer service entertaining guests.
Zhao Yunjin didn't dare to refute, and followed him step by step like a little daughter-in-law in the old society, along the long corridor, and soon arrived at the place where Jiang Chengbi lived.
Naturally, the conditions in the small mountain village are not as good as that of the university. The room is only [-] square meters, with a table, a cabinet, a bed and a chair, and there is a toilet next to it, so it is gone.
After Zhao Yunjin took a shower and rubbed her clothes obediently, when it was time to sleep, she huddled in the bed and asked Jiang Chengbi in a soft voice: "Is it because of me that you came here?"
The man didn't speak, so he continued on his own: "I cut my hair, changed my number, and changed my address. I acted like I wanted to make a clean break with the past. Am I just annoying you?"
Jiang Chengbi: "It has nothing to do with you."
The more indifferent he was, the more Zhao Yunjin wanted to prove something, and suddenly hugged him tightly under the quilt, just like what he did when making out before.
Jiang Chengbi bounced all over his body like a shrimp whose tail was touched, and shrank back after reacting.
Such resistance obviously annoyed the other party, the man rushed over and kissed him.
This is an extremely fierce kiss, it is more affectionate, it is better to say that it is a beast declaring its sovereignty.
The lips and tongues became a battle field, one side attacked the city and pulled out the stronghold, and the other side closed the city gate tightly, and swung their spears to fight back.
Zhao Yunjin didn't please for a long time, but only hurt his gums, and the thin smell of blood permeated from the edge.
He stared at Jiang Chengbi, obviously he was the one who struck first, but at this moment he was so wronged that he burst into tears: "I didn't touch him, I didn't do anything, why do you hate me so much?"
Jiang Chengbi was indifferent to his questioning, just wiped his mouth fiercely, then turned around, turned his back to him, and said, "Go to sleep."
So Zhao Yunjin knew that his punch still hit the cotton.
As long as Jiang Chengbi ignored it, no matter how much he said, it would be useless.
But he didn't want to leave, he found this place after a lot of hard work, and he wasn't driven back just to meet him.When I come here alone, I will have a pair when I go back.
He was full of discomfort and resentment, but Jiang Chengbi who was beside him was having trouble falling asleep.
Zhao Yunjin bit the corner of his lip, and the wound is still hurting, but his heart is beating wildly, as if it will never stop.
He has no more love for Zhao Yunjin, he understands.Nearly half a year of friendship, countless cheers, loving words and heart-warming moments are not so easy to forget.
But he couldn't forgive.
Zhao Yunjin's derailment and deceit have exceeded the bottom line he can tolerate.
So he can only run away.
Hiding in this remote plateau, hiding in a remote village, is just to throw Zhao Yunjin out of his life, to avoid the negative impact of this relationship.But never thought that Zhao Yunjin would follow.
Is it because he hasn't played enough love games like this?Or, will you not find a better one for a while?
Jiang Chengbi lay on his back on the bed, staring at the hollow ceiling with his eyes open, and Zhao Yunjin's even breathing sounded in his ears.
Come for yourself?Jiang Chengbi is not so narcissistic, and he dare not have any expectations.
He is a vulgar person, and he doesn't want to live an earth-shattering day, nor does he want to talk about a love affair with ups and downs. He just wants to find someone who loves him and live a simple life.
But even though he had lowered his requirements so low, this peaceful life was still broken by Zhao Yunjin.
He didn't know how far those things had been spread, and he didn't know if it would affect his work and life.He didn't dare to face the scornful eyes of his former colleagues, nor did he have the courage to bear the criticism.
He could only avoid it far away before things got worse, and buried his head in the sand like a scared ostrich.
He no longer had any hope of love.
Although he made up his mind to send Zhao Yunjin away the next day, he didn't want anything to move faster than him - altitude sickness.
The next day, when Zhao Yunjin was lying on the bed and couldn't get up no matter how much she shouted, Jiang Chengbi knew something was wrong: the man's face was flushed, his breathing was short of breath, and his consciousness was already blurred.
He was afraid that there would be a big problem, so he hurriedly asked the principal to borrow a car, and asked a good guide to drive to the hospital together.
By the time the registration was completed and the person was sent to the hospital bed, it was already several hours later.
Jiang Chengbi sat on the chair outside the ward, only to feel powerless.
The situation of altitude sickness can be big or small.The little one took a few days of recuperation and took some relieving medicine, and then he recovered.If it is serious, it will cause symptoms such as emphysema, and even die.
Naturally, Jiang Chengbi didn't want anything to happen to Zhao Yunjin, no matter whether he was his ex-boyfriend or not, Jiang Chengbi couldn't feel at ease if he came for him alone, and had such a funeral.
The principal sent a message asking him about Zhao Yunjin's situation.Jiang Chengbi reluctantly moved his trembling fingers, replied that he was fine, and then asked the principal for leave.
When this happens, someone must accompany him, and he won't be able to go back for a while.
The principal expressed his understanding and said that he would substitute for him and let him take good care of his friends, so he went offline.
Jiang Chengbi was in a state of confusion, and after saying thank you, he said nothing else, sinking into the back of the chair exhaustedly, waiting for the test results to come out.
Perhaps the heavens were also very kind to him. The doctor came and told him that the condition was not serious, and a few bottles of water and some oral medicine would be enough.
Only then did Jiang Chengbi let go of his high-hanging heart, and expressed his thanks repeatedly.
Zhao Yunjin fell asleep in a daze, and when she woke up, she felt tightness in her chest, as if someone had pressed her arm on her body.He thought it was still in the past, and reached out to break it off, but only touched a quilt.
Suddenly arriving on earth from heaven, Zhao Yunjin had to open her eyes to accept the reality.
Jiang Chengbi didn't go far, and sat beside the hospital bed, peeling apples for him.
Zhao Yunjin loved his hands so much in the past, even when he was happy, he would put them in his mouth and gnaw lightly, but now those slender fingers are holding a plane, peeling apples into long strips.The owner of the hand didn't wear the glasses that got in the way, and his clear and bright eyes were slightly absent-minded, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Zhao Yunjin wanted to call his name, but when he opened his mouth, the sound of his breath turned into white mist on the breathing mask.
However, Jiang Chengbi was attracted by his movement, quickly put away his things, and went to help him instead: "Are you awake? Don't move, be careful of the needle."
Zhao Yunjin obediently didn't move, and looked at the person who was close at hand without blinking, as if she was in a dream.
Because of this illness, Jiang Chengbi changed from yesterday's indifference and became considerate, which made Zhao Yunjin quite flattered.
Jiang Chengbi: "What do you want to eat? I bought soup and rice, which are still hot."
Zhao Yunjin went to break off the breathing mask and said, "Everything is fine."
Jiang Chengbi didn't dare to let him move around, so he hurriedly rang the nurse's bell and asked the nurse to help him deal with it.
After the breathing mask was taken off, Zhao Yunjin lay on the head of the bed with a happy face, and said to Jiang Chengbi, "I miss you."
Even in the previous dating, he was never so tired.
Jiang Chengbi didn't say anything, he picked up the spoon obediently, scooped up a spoonful and fed it to his mouth.
Zhao Yunjin made an inch, and went to grab his hand again.This time Jiang Chengbi quickly escaped.
Under the slightly disappointed eyes of the other party, Jiang Chengbi said: "The doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow at most."
Zhao Yunjin heard the expulsion hidden in his words, and the smile on his face gradually faded.
Jiang Chengbi: "I hired a nurse for you, and I won't be here for the next two days. If you want to leave someday, I'll buy a ticket for you. The climate on the plateau is very different from that on the plain, so you should go back to where you should be." where to go."
Zhao Yunjin hurriedly grabbed his wrist, as if to keep him from leaving, and said, "Did I cause you trouble? I'm fine. I can adapt to the plateau. I can leave the hospital today. Don't drive me away."
Chapter 54 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (9) "He showed great hospitality, or suddenly repented. These belated gestures, like rotten strawberries on a cream cake, lost their original sweetness, and even a little nauseated."
Jiang Chengbi: "You don't need to compromise so much, the relationship between us is not so deep. Maybe you can live happier without me?"
Zhao Yunjin: "How could it be possible to be happy? You have been away for more than a month, and I have lost my soul. I have been looking for you day and night..."
Jiang Chengbi: "You're just used to it, and you won't be able to adapt in a while."
Zhao Yunjin: "What do you mean, do you think I'm lying?"
Jiang Chengbi: "Yes or no, it doesn't matter now. Our relationship is over, Mr. Zhao. You haven't kept any of the promises we made. I don't think we are suitable for being together. Maybe we left in a hurry and didn't To fully convey this meaning to you, let me say it again now."
He spat out decisive words to Zhao Yunjin word by word, as cruel as a butcher swung his knife at the meat on the chopping board: "We broke up."
Ignoring Zhao Yunjin's shocked and distressed eyes, he got up and left the ward on the pretext of washing the cups.
After escorting, Jiang Chengbi returned to the classroom.
Although this mountain village is remote and difficult to find, due to the strong support from the government, the school is well-equipped with roof tiles.However, due to the lack of teachers and the mixed size of students, we can only adopt a mixed teaching method:
Classes are divided into batches for each grade, and the higher grades attend the lectures, while the lower grades do the homework, and vice versa.
During recess, Jiang Chengbi would also come out of the classroom to blow some air and watch the students play with rubber bands or kick shuttlecock. Sometimes when there were not enough people playing, he would lean over to help lift the rope.
There were also a few bold ones in the senior class who got to know him well, so they winked at him and said, "Mr. Jiang, look, that weird man is here again."
As soon as Jiang Chengbi raised his eyes, he saw the man who was hiding at the school gate, trying to hide, but his eyes caught him.
After being discharged from the hospital, Zhao Yunjin did not leave as he wished, but ran back to the school like a clingy follower.
It is called a teaching assistant, and it is said that it can help with cleaning, and the most important thing is that it does not charge money, and only needs to eat and live.
Although he is not as experienced as Jiang Chengbi, he is a college student after all, more than enough to teach the children in these mountain villages.Besides, he didn't pay much attention to food and lodging, and he didn't charge wages. After coming and going, the principal was a little tempted. He was only worried that Jiang Chengbi would not be happy, so he never agreed.
After a few days, even the principal who was on the sidelines could see that something was wrong between the two of them: they looked like debtors and creditors instead of best friends who had come all the way to meet each other.
The folk customs here are simple and honest, and the principal didn't think about homosexuality. He just felt that Mr. Jiang, who treated the students carefully, was as cold as ice in front of Mr. Zhao.And the one surnamed Zhao was not discouraged at all, he used his hot face to stick someone's cold ass again and again, and became more frustrated and courageous.
Zhao Yunjin couldn't squeeze into Jiang Chengbi's room this time, so she managed to find a dormitory not far from him to live in.Because Zhao Yunjin is not a well-established teacher sent from abroad, there is no subsidy for staying here, she just relies on love to generate electricity.
He enjoyed it, but Jiang Chengbi felt extremely troubled.
When he was in class, that person would eavesdrop outside the window sill, or sneak into the classroom and stay in the last row to attend class.
At night, I find all kinds of reasons to borrow things. This will mean that the lights are not on, and later it will be said that the faucet is out of water.
But Jiang Chengbi only sealed his heart with ice, no matter how he showed favor or harassed him, he remained motionless.
Thinking of this, Jiang Chengbi turned his gaze back, and said to the students: "It's okay, just ignore him, you guys continue to play."
As soon as the class bell rang, Jiang Chengbi led the children back to the classroom, took the books and chalk, and began to teach them.
Zhao Yunjin had no choice but to stay in the yard, sweep up the garbage and fallen leaves with a broom, put it in a small dustpan, and dump it into the trash can.
Looking from the window, his back is even a bit bleak, full of loneliness and desolation.
[System delayed broadcast: The main character Zhao Yunjin loves +10, and the current love value is 85. 】
The ten points of data are naturally not a one-time achievement, but a collection of bits and pieces over the past two months.
With a lollipop in his mouth, Qin Zhuang yelled, "Bitter tricks, bitter tricks."
System: "A bitter trick? I think he is quite honest."
Qin Zhuang: "I used to be very honest, didn't I not get his sincerity? Love is a luxury. You don't want it when you get it, and you can't get it when you want it."
System: "Based on your previous two stories, this is not a scumbag. It's just a little bit of effort, and now I have changed my mind."
Qin Zhuang: "There have always been only 0 times and [-] times of cheating. It doesn't matter whether he makes it to the end. What matters is that the trust between two people has been destroyed."
He spread his hands and continued to act as an emotional master, saying: "He showed great hospitality, or suddenly repented, these belated gestures, like rotten strawberries on a cream cake, lost their original sweetness, and even a little nausea.
What if he does it again next time?What if he doesn't cherish it after recovering it?And he has a criminal record, even if he really reconciles, he still has to worry about whether he has gone out to steal sex every day. He laughs at the screen of his mobile phone whether he has a new love, and he is trapped in doubt and suspicion again and again. It was so torturous. "
System: "So, there is no possibility at all?"
Qin Zhuang raised his eyebrows, pointed to the person who was cleaning under the tree, and said: "That depends on him."
A few days later, Zhao Yunjin, the cleaner, officially started working and became a small teaching assistant in the school.
His tasks were easy, mainly to help the primary school students with their homework, or to help with lectures when Jiang Chengbi was overwhelmed.
Although Zhao Yunjin had never been a teacher before, after a few days, she got used to it pretty well.
The students gave him a warm welcome, and called him "Teacher Zhao" instead of "Strange Man".
Jiang Chengbi still pretends that he does not exist, and leaves after finishing his own work every day, never actively communicating with him.
Although Zhao Yunjin hit a snag, she also discovered new joys in her life as a teaching assistant.For example, in the gap between teaching students, look up at Mr. Jiang who is writing hard on the blackboard, see his serious posture immersed in work, see his short black hair, and see his thin face.
When he saw this person before, he had more desire than love.
Looking at it now, I am worried about the faint dark circles under his eyes, worrying about whether he will not be able to sleep well, or whether he will not eat well.
It is love more than lust.
In small mountain villages with inconvenient transportation, there are also express delivery services.
Zhao Yunjin ran to the post station to get things, opened the package, and brought the sunscreen she bought to Jiang Chengbi like a treasure.
"Ultraviolet rays are strong, take good care of them and don't get sunburned."
Jiang Chengbi just glanced at it and walked away.
He is soft on people and short on mouth when he eats people. He doesn't want to get involved with them, so naturally he won't accept this gift.
But when he returned to his residence that night, the sunscreen was still neatly placed on his desk. No need to think about it, it must be the masterpiece of Mr. Zhao.
After the short-term depression caused by the breakup, Zhao Yunjin quickly changed her mind.
If you break up, let's break up, at worst, chase again, anyway, Jiang Chengbi has to stay here in the near future, if he can run away from the monk, he can't run away from the temple.
He didn't believe that this lonely man couldn't spark the spark of love.
Jiang Chengbi is here to cultivate his body, and Zhao Yunjin also eats vegetarian food and recites Buddhism. All his pao friends in the past have been wiped out, and all flirtatious ones have been blacklisted. A few acquainted friends thought he had seen through the world and became a monk.
Zhao Yunjin: "Fart NMD! I have met true love this time."
"True love? Are you stupid? In this circle, who would be serious?" Friends didn't believe it.
Zhao Yunjin looked up at Jiang Chengbi, who was cooking for the children, the warm gleam shone on his face, like a layer of holy gold.
Zhao Yunjin's heart moved slightly, and she replied: "He is different, very different."
After not opening for three years, he suddenly bubbled up and asked, "Did you go after him?"
It was rare for Zhao Yunjin to catch this guy, and immediately poked into the private message and fired: "Don't talk too much about me, don't make public about Chengbi and me, or I'll kill you when I go back!"
Not opening for three years: "I understand, understand, I deleted all the posts, and I dare not do it again."
Zhao Yunjin: "It's all your fault!"
Not opening for three years: "Okay, okay, blame me, blame me. Take good care of your teacher Jiang, don't lose it this time."
Zhao Yunjin replied with an "um" as if making an important promise, and when she raised her face again, she was already smiling happily, just like a Shiba Inu with a broken bone that can't see its teeth.
Happy days always seem short, and before I know it, I have been in Tibet for more than three months.
Jiang Chengbi's body is also weird. He didn't see any problems when the mountains were covered by heavy snow, but he was caught in the wind and cold in the sunny spring day. His mind was confused, top-heavy, and he couldn't get up in bed.
Fortunately, today is the weekend, and the children don't have to go to school, so there is one less thing to worry about.
As soon as he was absent, Zhao Yunjin sensed it immediately, and ran over to knock on the door. Seeing that he would not open, she opened the window with ease - the folk customs here are simple and simple, and even the windows are not burglarproof.
As soon as he landed, Zhao Yunjin saw the sweating man lying on the bed, leaned over and asked, "What's the matter, are you sick?"
After speaking, he went to touch his forehead, the tentacles were hot, obviously he had a fever.
Jiang Chengbi recognized the person by his voice, but unfortunately he didn't have the strength to respond, so he just lay there stiff and didn't answer.
"Don't get up first, I'll look for antipyretics for you." Zhao Yunjin rummaged through Jiang Chengbi's usual medicine box as she spoke. After a while, she found the medicine, and took the electric kettle to boil water. busy.
After feeding the medicine and water, Zhao Yunjin brought another basin of water over, twisted the towel, and went to take off Jiang Chengbi's clothes.
The latter was so ill that he was in a daze, but he still didn't forget to reach out his hand to block it. Zhao Yunjin had a burst of coke when he saw it, and said, "Why are you nervous? Do you think I'll take advantage of others? I'm not such a beast."
Jiang Chengbi was a little annoyed, he had to close his eyes and his face was morbidly red, but no one could see it.
Chapter 55 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (10) "I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you don't drive me away. If you can't give it in a lifetime, it will be ten years; if you can't give it in ten years, it will be one year. Those who have seen the light, can't stand the darkness."
Zhao Yunjin wiped his body with a towel, from top to bottom, and wiped his chest and back after wiping, which was more dedicated than the doctors and nurses in the ward.
Jiang Chengbi hummed softly from time to time, his sweaty and flushed face was very similar to the situation when they did that kind of thing.
Zhao Yunjin was sure that he couldn't move, so she leaned over to kiss him on the cheek, this time she really took advantage of his danger.
Jiang Chengbi waved his hand angrily to hit him, but was in vain. It was Zhao Yunjin who grabbed his wrist in a playful way, and slapped himself.
Even his actions were controlled by others, and Jiang Chengbi became even more angry in an instant.
Zhao Yunjin cleaned the towel, folded it into small strips and placed it on Jiang Chengbi's head to cool him down.After helping him cover the quilt, he grabbed his hand again and whispered: "Sometimes I think, why don't I just live like this. The mountains are high and the land is far away, far away from the mundane world, just the two of us live here, two people, lifetime."
"Usually you always ignore me, but this time it's good. The tiger fell into the sun and fell into my hands. I know you can hear me, so I will chatter with you and talk about what is in my heart." He sighed Angrily, Ming Ming is not very old, but he is a bit more old-fashioned: "Chengbi, my parents' generation did not show good behavior, which made me believe in instinct but not in love. What's more, homosexuals don't have that kind of marriage certificate." When proven, it is not as stable as heterosexuality."
"That year, I made my first boyfriend. At that time, I was a fledgling, so stupid that I couldn't even accept a kiss. I thought that dating would last forever, but soon, he went our separate ways."
"The circle is very chaotic. Many people cheat on marriages and have promiscuous sex. There are even more outrageous ones everywhere. It's like a big dye vat. I live in such an environment and think this is the norm."
"I admit that when I first saw you, I didn't love you, I just coveted your face and body. But slowly, I fell in love with this peaceful life, and began to look forward to meeting you when I got off work. I miss you every morning and don't want to leave. At first, I just wanted to play with my life, but now I start to think about the eternity with you."
"Before I met you, I had a miserable life. I didn't get the care of my parents, and I didn't have any goals in life. I just got by day by day. After you, except for the time when I almost crossed the line, I never touched anyone else .”
"I'm not afraid of your jokes. Before I came here, I resigned and brought all my savings with me. I made a desperate decision. What I thought was, if there is no way to get you back, I don't need to go back."
He lowered his gaze, and although Jiang Chengbi on the bed had his eyes closed, he was not asleep, as if he was listening quietly.
"I don't expect your forgiveness, I just hope you don't drive me away. If you can't give it in a lifetime, it will be ten years; if you can't give it in ten years, it will be one year. Those who have seen the light cannot bear the darkness. You just shine into me The light in the world, I would go crazy without you."
He grabbed Jiang Chengbi's hand, lay down beside him, and coaxed softly: "I'll be here with you, go to sleep."
Xu was accompanied by someone, Xu was surrounded by a familiar atmosphere, Xu's illness lowered his defensiveness, in short, Jiang Chengbi really fell into a deep sleep listening to that spell-like coaxing sound.
Time passed slowly, the grass grew outside the window, the warblers flew, the crows and magpies twittered, it was so quiet as if this was a lifetime.
When Jiang Chengbi woke up, it was already dark, and by the light of the daylight outside the house, he could barely see the scene beside him: Zhao Yunjin was lying beside him, sleeping a little more soundly than him.
The movement of him getting up awakened the man, and the latter sat up almost instantly, took two seconds to discern the situation, and quickly pressed him back on the bed.
"Take a good rest and don't run around. Are you hungry? I'll cook for you."
He was so nervous that Jiang Chengbi felt uncomfortable.
Jiang Chengbi bit his lower lip, his ears were flushed with embarrassment, and it took him a long time to say: "Go to the toilet."
"Oh oh oh." Zhao Yunjin felt sorry for this, scratched his head in embarrassment, and went to help him up again.
Jiang Chengbi did not refuse due to fatigue and weakness after illness.
After taking care of him, Zhao Yunjin also realized that it was getting late, so after telling Jiang Chengbi, she went to the school kitchen to make food.
It was the weekend, the principal was absent, and the students didn't have to come, so there were only the two of them left in such a big school.
There were still some potatoes and radishes left in the ingredients. Zhao Yunjin was afraid that the nutrition was not enough, so he went to find a piece of duck meat in the refrigerator, put half a bottle of beer in it, stewed it into a pot, and brought it to Jiang Chengbi's room.
Bright white energy-saving lamps are suspended above by wires, and the aroma is emitted from the iron pot, which makes this small dormitory feel warmer.
Zhao Yunjin packed rice and soup for him, and delivered them to him with thoughtful service.
The Jiang Chengbi burn has gone, and I just finished taking the medicine, so I don't have any appetite at all, seeing the white jade-like radishes and golden potatoes protruding from the pot, I also have some appetite, so I picked up the chopsticks to cook the rice.
"Don't just eat vegetables, eat some meat." Zhao Yunjin took a piece of good meat and sent it to Jiang Chengbi's bowl.
The latter didn't say anything, and obediently ate the duck meat, and delivered the meal to his mouth mouthful.
Seeing that he was so obedient, Zhao Yunjin felt a sense of satisfaction that "my family has a baby who is just growing up", so she greeted him more vigorously.
After eating and drinking enough, Zhao Yunjin went for a walk outside the house with him to digest food.
Their range of activities is not large, they are purely going around the school's walls.
The grass blades were covered with dew, shining brightly.Zhao Yunjin deliberately stepped on the weeds on the side of the road, and hurriedly jumped away when she stepped on it, looking more childish than a seven or eight-year-old elementary school student.
Jiang Chengbi walked slowly along the cement road, occasionally looking back at him.And Zhao Yunjin can accurately catch his gaze every time, and return a bright smile.It was so sensitive and quick, as if it had been waiting for him.
"Chengbi." Zhao Yunjin was tall and long-legged, jumped to his side a few times, and asked after him, "Do you remember that painting? The one you promised me?"
Jiang Chengbi: "What's wrong?"
Zhao Yunjin: "You must finish the painting. Otherwise, I won't charge you for the care fee this time, and you can use that painting to pay off the debt, okay?"
Jiang Chengbi rolled his eyes at him and said, "I even asked for a day off for your altitude sickness. Why is it not worth the money for me to hire a nurse for you, and it's still a charge for you to take care of my fever?"
"Didn't I want you to continue painting... Hey!" He suddenly called out as if he had discovered some new world: "Are you just kidding me? You actually said one, two, three... more than 40 words, Is the sun out in the west?"
"Living treasure." Jiang Chengbi didn't bother to talk to him, but he followed step by step, reaching for Jiang Chengbi's hand.
"doing what?"
Undoubtedly, it was opened.
Zhao Yunjin said cheekily: "It's nothing, just touch your hand to see if it's cold, lest you get sick again."
As he said this, he pulled the man's hand and put it in his pocket to warm it up.
Jiang Chengbi struggled twice but didn't break away, so he let him go.
After walking and taking a shower, Zhao Yunjin ran over to share a bed with him on the grounds that he was afraid that he would not be able to take care of herself.
Jiang Chengbi naturally refused to let him go, and even beat and kicked him to drive him out, but Zhao Yunjin hugged him around the waist and held him firmly in his arms.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, let me stay here one more night."
"Leave tomorrow? What are you doing?" Jiang Chengbi didn't understand, so he asked one more question.
Seeing that he stopped running away, Zhao Yunjin felt relieved, but her voice was still muffled, and she explained, "Go back."
Jiang Chengbi: "Aren't you coming?"
Zhao Yunjin: "It's still coming. It's just... it may take a long time to come."
Jiang Chengbi fell silent after listening.
Before, he tried his best to drive Zhao Yunjin away, but this person also refused to leave.Now he finally got used to the existence of this person, but he was about to leave again.Anyway, I feel a little lost.
Jiang Chengbi: "Tired?"
Sure enough, young people are all greedy for the momentary novelty, like the new and dislike the old.he thinks.
"No, how is it possible." Zhao Yunjin laughed, and grabbed Jiang Chengbi's slender and white fingers, playing with them, and said: "I don't want to go on like this, I don't want to dawdle around, and I don't want to live without a fixed place. I What you covet is not a momentary novelty, but your whole life."
He was very close to Jiang Chengbi, and his breath almost fell on the man's ear.
"You have a high degree of education and good looks. Even if you support education in the mountainous area, you can get a stipend. I am an unemployed vagrant, living on my laurels. No matter how you look at it, it is a bit wrong. I didn't think about the gap between the two of us before, but Now... I want to go up, become a person worthy of you, and officially settle in your life."
He slowed down and added: "I borrowed some money from my mother and wanted to study software engineering. I always liked that, but I didn't dare to try it. Now that I have you as my goal, I'm not so afraid."
He was afraid that Jiang Chengbi would think too much, so he pointed to the sky and swore: "I promise, it's just for further study, not for this or that. I will send you a video every day, and if I dare to steal, let Tianlei chop me up Die, let me be a eunuch in the next life, and no one will love me for the rest of my life!"
Jiang Chengbi: "I'm so suspicious?"
Perhaps it was because of her sincerity that Zhao Yunjin couldn't treat sweet words as beans like before, and had to think carefully about every sentence for a long time before she dared to say it to the other party.
"Chengbi, if I succeed in three years, let's be together, okay? Although I don't have a marriage certificate, and I don't have relatives and friends to witness, I will treat you as my partner—the only, the only one." one of."
He said: "I don't dare to say too much now, I am afraid that if I say too much and do too little, I will make you unhappy."
He pinched Jiang Chengbi's ring finger, wrapped the soft ruler that had been prepared earlier around its base, and quickly pulled it away after measuring.
"The engagement ring will come back with me. You wait for me, don't look for others, I will use practical actions to prove my determination."
"I love you."
He said such words, and leaned over to give each other a kiss.I wanted to kiss his lips as before, but I was afraid that he would hate him, so I could only kiss the corner of his lips.
[System prompt: 50% of the wish of "one couple in one lifetime" has been achieved. 】
[System delayed broadcast: The main character Zhao Yunjin loves +5, and the current love value is 90. 】
Chapter 56 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (11) As soon as Jiang Chengbi looked up, the eyes of the two people who had been separated for a long time met in the air. stars.
Zhao Yunjin withdrew from his life at a faster speed than when he came.
Jiang Chengbi didn't notice it at first, but when he looked up at the classroom, he couldn't find the voice of the one who was rubbing lessons in the back row or teaching the children to do their homework.
The fallen leaves by the wall have not been swept for a long time, and they have accumulated a thick layer.
There is no one in the kitchen to add extra meals, using the most common ingredients to cook delicious and delicious dishes, which made the children's index fingers twitch, and they ate several bowls in a row.
Getting used to leaving is much harder than getting used to coming back.
It's just that there are video calls every day, sometimes when I wake up in the morning, sometimes during the lunch break, and sometimes after dusk.
Zhao Yunjin likes to talk to him, and can tell him the trivial things in life into a long list.When I hung up the phone, I was still reluctant to let go, and finally hung up. I saw the time displayed, and I realized that I had chatted for more than half an hour.
Sometimes Jiang Chengbi doesn't have a lot of free time. He often puts his mobile phone aside and goes to do other things, such as writing lesson plans, or washing rice and cooking.Every time at this time, Zhao Yunjin would scream over there, like an abandoned concubine who had been treated coldly by the emperor.
When Jiang Chengbi put down what he was doing to look at him, he immediately smiled.
Although the two places are separated, they often receive some small gifts from that person.sometimes lotion, sometimes
Zhao Yunjin entered Tibet rashly without adequate preparation. Even though she knew the name and address of the school, she couldn't tell the difference between east, west, and north.It was snowing heavily, and I lost my way after leaving the car. Fortunately, I met a herdsman nearby and sent him here.
The principal said: "It's rare to come here, and there is nothing to entertain you..."
Zhao Yunjin, with a sweet mouth, would come and take the bowl of butter tea lightly, and said, "It's okay, this is good. Anyway, I came here to see my friend..." He raised his eyes to look at Jiang Chengbi as he spoke, causing that person to become out of focus.
The principal said again: "It's getting dark soon, here is a distance from the hotel in town, or you can live in the school, I'll clean up a room for you."
Zhao Yunjin: "Don't bother, I'll just sleep in the same room with Chengbi, anyway, we used to be indistinguishable from each other."
What he said was intimate, and the bystanders had no intention of it, and it fell into Jiang Chengbi's ears, but it was ambiguous no matter what he heard.
But when he thought that this might also be Zhao Yunjin's usual provocative method, a trace of ridicule crossed Jiang Chengbi's heart.
The headmaster cast his eyes on him and asked, "Mr. Jiang, is it okay?"
Seeing that they had reached an agreement, it was impossible for Jiang Chengbi to force others to make things difficult for him. He asked the principal to clean up for him, so he nodded: "Yes."
As soon as the principal and the herdsmen left, Jiang Chengbi's face suddenly changed, and he ignored Zhao Yunjin like frost.
And the one surnamed Zhao, like a dog who only smells meat and bones, leaned over to his side.
"I miss you." He said that, as if he had been wronged a lot.
Jiang Chengbi: "It has nothing to do with me."
Zhao Yunjin: "What happened that day... I know I was wrong, I promise, it will be the first and last time. Let's live a good life from now on, shall we?"
Jiang Chengbi: "Only you, not me."
Zhao Yunjin: "No, you have to be responsible to me. If you can't play, I will run away."
Jiang Chengbi: "Who plays who, you know in your heart."
As soon as he became serious, Zhao Yunjin had nothing to say, as if his mouth had been wiped with paste, and he became a dumb man with a mouth and no tongue.
Jiang Chengbi: "Sleep for one night today, and I will send you away tomorrow. You have your life, and I have mine. We are not the same people."
He walked over and turned off the fire, and greeted Zhao Yunjin to leave with him. His attitude was not intimate, it was as perfunctory as a customer service entertaining guests.
Zhao Yunjin didn't dare to refute, and followed him step by step like a little daughter-in-law in the old society, along the long corridor, and soon arrived at the place where Jiang Chengbi lived.
Naturally, the conditions in the small mountain village are not as good as that of the university. The room is only [-] square meters, with a table, a cabinet, a bed and a chair, and there is a toilet next to it, so it is gone.
After Zhao Yunjin took a shower and rubbed her clothes obediently, when it was time to sleep, she huddled in the bed and asked Jiang Chengbi in a soft voice: "Is it because of me that you came here?"
The man didn't speak, so he continued on his own: "I cut my hair, changed my number, and changed my address. I acted like I wanted to make a clean break with the past. Am I just annoying you?"
Jiang Chengbi: "It has nothing to do with you."
The more indifferent he was, the more Zhao Yunjin wanted to prove something, and suddenly hugged him tightly under the quilt, just like what he did when making out before.
Jiang Chengbi bounced all over his body like a shrimp whose tail was touched, and shrank back after reacting.
Such resistance obviously annoyed the other party, the man rushed over and kissed him.
This is an extremely fierce kiss, it is more affectionate, it is better to say that it is a beast declaring its sovereignty.
The lips and tongues became a battle field, one side attacked the city and pulled out the stronghold, and the other side closed the city gate tightly, and swung their spears to fight back.
Zhao Yunjin didn't please for a long time, but only hurt his gums, and the thin smell of blood permeated from the edge.
He stared at Jiang Chengbi, obviously he was the one who struck first, but at this moment he was so wronged that he burst into tears: "I didn't touch him, I didn't do anything, why do you hate me so much?"
Jiang Chengbi was indifferent to his questioning, just wiped his mouth fiercely, then turned around, turned his back to him, and said, "Go to sleep."
So Zhao Yunjin knew that his punch still hit the cotton.
As long as Jiang Chengbi ignored it, no matter how much he said, it would be useless.
But he didn't want to leave, he found this place after a lot of hard work, and he wasn't driven back just to meet him.When I come here alone, I will have a pair when I go back.
He was full of discomfort and resentment, but Jiang Chengbi who was beside him was having trouble falling asleep.
Zhao Yunjin bit the corner of his lip, and the wound is still hurting, but his heart is beating wildly, as if it will never stop.
He has no more love for Zhao Yunjin, he understands.Nearly half a year of friendship, countless cheers, loving words and heart-warming moments are not so easy to forget.
But he couldn't forgive.
Zhao Yunjin's derailment and deceit have exceeded the bottom line he can tolerate.
So he can only run away.
Hiding in this remote plateau, hiding in a remote village, is just to throw Zhao Yunjin out of his life, to avoid the negative impact of this relationship.But never thought that Zhao Yunjin would follow.
Is it because he hasn't played enough love games like this?Or, will you not find a better one for a while?
Jiang Chengbi lay on his back on the bed, staring at the hollow ceiling with his eyes open, and Zhao Yunjin's even breathing sounded in his ears.
Come for yourself?Jiang Chengbi is not so narcissistic, and he dare not have any expectations.
He is a vulgar person, and he doesn't want to live an earth-shattering day, nor does he want to talk about a love affair with ups and downs. He just wants to find someone who loves him and live a simple life.
But even though he had lowered his requirements so low, this peaceful life was still broken by Zhao Yunjin.
He didn't know how far those things had been spread, and he didn't know if it would affect his work and life.He didn't dare to face the scornful eyes of his former colleagues, nor did he have the courage to bear the criticism.
He could only avoid it far away before things got worse, and buried his head in the sand like a scared ostrich.
He no longer had any hope of love.
Although he made up his mind to send Zhao Yunjin away the next day, he didn't want anything to move faster than him - altitude sickness.
The next day, when Zhao Yunjin was lying on the bed and couldn't get up no matter how much she shouted, Jiang Chengbi knew something was wrong: the man's face was flushed, his breathing was short of breath, and his consciousness was already blurred.
He was afraid that there would be a big problem, so he hurriedly asked the principal to borrow a car, and asked a good guide to drive to the hospital together.
By the time the registration was completed and the person was sent to the hospital bed, it was already several hours later.
Jiang Chengbi sat on the chair outside the ward, only to feel powerless.
The situation of altitude sickness can be big or small.The little one took a few days of recuperation and took some relieving medicine, and then he recovered.If it is serious, it will cause symptoms such as emphysema, and even die.
Naturally, Jiang Chengbi didn't want anything to happen to Zhao Yunjin, no matter whether he was his ex-boyfriend or not, Jiang Chengbi couldn't feel at ease if he came for him alone, and had such a funeral.
The principal sent a message asking him about Zhao Yunjin's situation.Jiang Chengbi reluctantly moved his trembling fingers, replied that he was fine, and then asked the principal for leave.
When this happens, someone must accompany him, and he won't be able to go back for a while.
The principal expressed his understanding and said that he would substitute for him and let him take good care of his friends, so he went offline.
Jiang Chengbi was in a state of confusion, and after saying thank you, he said nothing else, sinking into the back of the chair exhaustedly, waiting for the test results to come out.
Perhaps the heavens were also very kind to him. The doctor came and told him that the condition was not serious, and a few bottles of water and some oral medicine would be enough.
Only then did Jiang Chengbi let go of his high-hanging heart, and expressed his thanks repeatedly.
Zhao Yunjin fell asleep in a daze, and when she woke up, she felt tightness in her chest, as if someone had pressed her arm on her body.He thought it was still in the past, and reached out to break it off, but only touched a quilt.
Suddenly arriving on earth from heaven, Zhao Yunjin had to open her eyes to accept the reality.
Jiang Chengbi didn't go far, and sat beside the hospital bed, peeling apples for him.
Zhao Yunjin loved his hands so much in the past, even when he was happy, he would put them in his mouth and gnaw lightly, but now those slender fingers are holding a plane, peeling apples into long strips.The owner of the hand didn't wear the glasses that got in the way, and his clear and bright eyes were slightly absent-minded, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
Zhao Yunjin wanted to call his name, but when he opened his mouth, the sound of his breath turned into white mist on the breathing mask.
However, Jiang Chengbi was attracted by his movement, quickly put away his things, and went to help him instead: "Are you awake? Don't move, be careful of the needle."
Zhao Yunjin obediently didn't move, and looked at the person who was close at hand without blinking, as if she was in a dream.
Because of this illness, Jiang Chengbi changed from yesterday's indifference and became considerate, which made Zhao Yunjin quite flattered.
Jiang Chengbi: "What do you want to eat? I bought soup and rice, which are still hot."
Zhao Yunjin went to break off the breathing mask and said, "Everything is fine."
Jiang Chengbi didn't dare to let him move around, so he hurriedly rang the nurse's bell and asked the nurse to help him deal with it.
After the breathing mask was taken off, Zhao Yunjin lay on the head of the bed with a happy face, and said to Jiang Chengbi, "I miss you."
Even in the previous dating, he was never so tired.
Jiang Chengbi didn't say anything, he picked up the spoon obediently, scooped up a spoonful and fed it to his mouth.
Zhao Yunjin made an inch, and went to grab his hand again.This time Jiang Chengbi quickly escaped.
Under the slightly disappointed eyes of the other party, Jiang Chengbi said: "The doctor said that you can be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow at most."
Zhao Yunjin heard the expulsion hidden in his words, and the smile on his face gradually faded.
Jiang Chengbi: "I hired a nurse for you, and I won't be here for the next two days. If you want to leave someday, I'll buy a ticket for you. The climate on the plateau is very different from that on the plain, so you should go back to where you should be." where to go."
Zhao Yunjin hurriedly grabbed his wrist, as if to keep him from leaving, and said, "Did I cause you trouble? I'm fine. I can adapt to the plateau. I can leave the hospital today. Don't drive me away."
Chapter 54 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (9) "He showed great hospitality, or suddenly repented. These belated gestures, like rotten strawberries on a cream cake, lost their original sweetness, and even a little nauseated."
Jiang Chengbi: "You don't need to compromise so much, the relationship between us is not so deep. Maybe you can live happier without me?"
Zhao Yunjin: "How could it be possible to be happy? You have been away for more than a month, and I have lost my soul. I have been looking for you day and night..."
Jiang Chengbi: "You're just used to it, and you won't be able to adapt in a while."
Zhao Yunjin: "What do you mean, do you think I'm lying?"
Jiang Chengbi: "Yes or no, it doesn't matter now. Our relationship is over, Mr. Zhao. You haven't kept any of the promises we made. I don't think we are suitable for being together. Maybe we left in a hurry and didn't To fully convey this meaning to you, let me say it again now."
He spat out decisive words to Zhao Yunjin word by word, as cruel as a butcher swung his knife at the meat on the chopping board: "We broke up."
Ignoring Zhao Yunjin's shocked and distressed eyes, he got up and left the ward on the pretext of washing the cups.
After escorting, Jiang Chengbi returned to the classroom.
Although this mountain village is remote and difficult to find, due to the strong support from the government, the school is well-equipped with roof tiles.However, due to the lack of teachers and the mixed size of students, we can only adopt a mixed teaching method:
Classes are divided into batches for each grade, and the higher grades attend the lectures, while the lower grades do the homework, and vice versa.
During recess, Jiang Chengbi would also come out of the classroom to blow some air and watch the students play with rubber bands or kick shuttlecock. Sometimes when there were not enough people playing, he would lean over to help lift the rope.
There were also a few bold ones in the senior class who got to know him well, so they winked at him and said, "Mr. Jiang, look, that weird man is here again."
As soon as Jiang Chengbi raised his eyes, he saw the man who was hiding at the school gate, trying to hide, but his eyes caught him.
After being discharged from the hospital, Zhao Yunjin did not leave as he wished, but ran back to the school like a clingy follower.
It is called a teaching assistant, and it is said that it can help with cleaning, and the most important thing is that it does not charge money, and only needs to eat and live.
Although he is not as experienced as Jiang Chengbi, he is a college student after all, more than enough to teach the children in these mountain villages.Besides, he didn't pay much attention to food and lodging, and he didn't charge wages. After coming and going, the principal was a little tempted. He was only worried that Jiang Chengbi would not be happy, so he never agreed.
After a few days, even the principal who was on the sidelines could see that something was wrong between the two of them: they looked like debtors and creditors instead of best friends who had come all the way to meet each other.
The folk customs here are simple and honest, and the principal didn't think about homosexuality. He just felt that Mr. Jiang, who treated the students carefully, was as cold as ice in front of Mr. Zhao.And the one surnamed Zhao was not discouraged at all, he used his hot face to stick someone's cold ass again and again, and became more frustrated and courageous.
Zhao Yunjin couldn't squeeze into Jiang Chengbi's room this time, so she managed to find a dormitory not far from him to live in.Because Zhao Yunjin is not a well-established teacher sent from abroad, there is no subsidy for staying here, she just relies on love to generate electricity.
He enjoyed it, but Jiang Chengbi felt extremely troubled.
When he was in class, that person would eavesdrop outside the window sill, or sneak into the classroom and stay in the last row to attend class.
At night, I find all kinds of reasons to borrow things. This will mean that the lights are not on, and later it will be said that the faucet is out of water.
But Jiang Chengbi only sealed his heart with ice, no matter how he showed favor or harassed him, he remained motionless.
Thinking of this, Jiang Chengbi turned his gaze back, and said to the students: "It's okay, just ignore him, you guys continue to play."
As soon as the class bell rang, Jiang Chengbi led the children back to the classroom, took the books and chalk, and began to teach them.
Zhao Yunjin had no choice but to stay in the yard, sweep up the garbage and fallen leaves with a broom, put it in a small dustpan, and dump it into the trash can.
Looking from the window, his back is even a bit bleak, full of loneliness and desolation.
[System delayed broadcast: The main character Zhao Yunjin loves +10, and the current love value is 85. 】
The ten points of data are naturally not a one-time achievement, but a collection of bits and pieces over the past two months.
With a lollipop in his mouth, Qin Zhuang yelled, "Bitter tricks, bitter tricks."
System: "A bitter trick? I think he is quite honest."
Qin Zhuang: "I used to be very honest, didn't I not get his sincerity? Love is a luxury. You don't want it when you get it, and you can't get it when you want it."
System: "Based on your previous two stories, this is not a scumbag. It's just a little bit of effort, and now I have changed my mind."
Qin Zhuang: "There have always been only 0 times and [-] times of cheating. It doesn't matter whether he makes it to the end. What matters is that the trust between two people has been destroyed."
He spread his hands and continued to act as an emotional master, saying: "He showed great hospitality, or suddenly repented, these belated gestures, like rotten strawberries on a cream cake, lost their original sweetness, and even a little nausea.
What if he does it again next time?What if he doesn't cherish it after recovering it?And he has a criminal record, even if he really reconciles, he still has to worry about whether he has gone out to steal sex every day. He laughs at the screen of his mobile phone whether he has a new love, and he is trapped in doubt and suspicion again and again. It was so torturous. "
System: "So, there is no possibility at all?"
Qin Zhuang raised his eyebrows, pointed to the person who was cleaning under the tree, and said: "That depends on him."
A few days later, Zhao Yunjin, the cleaner, officially started working and became a small teaching assistant in the school.
His tasks were easy, mainly to help the primary school students with their homework, or to help with lectures when Jiang Chengbi was overwhelmed.
Although Zhao Yunjin had never been a teacher before, after a few days, she got used to it pretty well.
The students gave him a warm welcome, and called him "Teacher Zhao" instead of "Strange Man".
Jiang Chengbi still pretends that he does not exist, and leaves after finishing his own work every day, never actively communicating with him.
Although Zhao Yunjin hit a snag, she also discovered new joys in her life as a teaching assistant.For example, in the gap between teaching students, look up at Mr. Jiang who is writing hard on the blackboard, see his serious posture immersed in work, see his short black hair, and see his thin face.
When he saw this person before, he had more desire than love.
Looking at it now, I am worried about the faint dark circles under his eyes, worrying about whether he will not be able to sleep well, or whether he will not eat well.
It is love more than lust.
In small mountain villages with inconvenient transportation, there are also express delivery services.
Zhao Yunjin ran to the post station to get things, opened the package, and brought the sunscreen she bought to Jiang Chengbi like a treasure.
"Ultraviolet rays are strong, take good care of them and don't get sunburned."
Jiang Chengbi just glanced at it and walked away.
He is soft on people and short on mouth when he eats people. He doesn't want to get involved with them, so naturally he won't accept this gift.
But when he returned to his residence that night, the sunscreen was still neatly placed on his desk. No need to think about it, it must be the masterpiece of Mr. Zhao.
After the short-term depression caused by the breakup, Zhao Yunjin quickly changed her mind.
If you break up, let's break up, at worst, chase again, anyway, Jiang Chengbi has to stay here in the near future, if he can run away from the monk, he can't run away from the temple.
He didn't believe that this lonely man couldn't spark the spark of love.
Jiang Chengbi is here to cultivate his body, and Zhao Yunjin also eats vegetarian food and recites Buddhism. All his pao friends in the past have been wiped out, and all flirtatious ones have been blacklisted. A few acquainted friends thought he had seen through the world and became a monk.
Zhao Yunjin: "Fart NMD! I have met true love this time."
"True love? Are you stupid? In this circle, who would be serious?" Friends didn't believe it.
Zhao Yunjin looked up at Jiang Chengbi, who was cooking for the children, the warm gleam shone on his face, like a layer of holy gold.
Zhao Yunjin's heart moved slightly, and she replied: "He is different, very different."
After not opening for three years, he suddenly bubbled up and asked, "Did you go after him?"
It was rare for Zhao Yunjin to catch this guy, and immediately poked into the private message and fired: "Don't talk too much about me, don't make public about Chengbi and me, or I'll kill you when I go back!"
Not opening for three years: "I understand, understand, I deleted all the posts, and I dare not do it again."
Zhao Yunjin: "It's all your fault!"
Not opening for three years: "Okay, okay, blame me, blame me. Take good care of your teacher Jiang, don't lose it this time."
Zhao Yunjin replied with an "um" as if making an important promise, and when she raised her face again, she was already smiling happily, just like a Shiba Inu with a broken bone that can't see its teeth.
Happy days always seem short, and before I know it, I have been in Tibet for more than three months.
Jiang Chengbi's body is also weird. He didn't see any problems when the mountains were covered by heavy snow, but he was caught in the wind and cold in the sunny spring day. His mind was confused, top-heavy, and he couldn't get up in bed.
Fortunately, today is the weekend, and the children don't have to go to school, so there is one less thing to worry about.
As soon as he was absent, Zhao Yunjin sensed it immediately, and ran over to knock on the door. Seeing that he would not open, she opened the window with ease - the folk customs here are simple and simple, and even the windows are not burglarproof.
As soon as he landed, Zhao Yunjin saw the sweating man lying on the bed, leaned over and asked, "What's the matter, are you sick?"
After speaking, he went to touch his forehead, the tentacles were hot, obviously he had a fever.
Jiang Chengbi recognized the person by his voice, but unfortunately he didn't have the strength to respond, so he just lay there stiff and didn't answer.
"Don't get up first, I'll look for antipyretics for you." Zhao Yunjin rummaged through Jiang Chengbi's usual medicine box as she spoke. After a while, she found the medicine, and took the electric kettle to boil water. busy.
After feeding the medicine and water, Zhao Yunjin brought another basin of water over, twisted the towel, and went to take off Jiang Chengbi's clothes.
The latter was so ill that he was in a daze, but he still didn't forget to reach out his hand to block it. Zhao Yunjin had a burst of coke when he saw it, and said, "Why are you nervous? Do you think I'll take advantage of others? I'm not such a beast."
Jiang Chengbi was a little annoyed, he had to close his eyes and his face was morbidly red, but no one could see it.
Chapter 55 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (10) "I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just hope you don't drive me away. If you can't give it in a lifetime, it will be ten years; if you can't give it in ten years, it will be one year. Those who have seen the light, can't stand the darkness."
Zhao Yunjin wiped his body with a towel, from top to bottom, and wiped his chest and back after wiping, which was more dedicated than the doctors and nurses in the ward.
Jiang Chengbi hummed softly from time to time, his sweaty and flushed face was very similar to the situation when they did that kind of thing.
Zhao Yunjin was sure that he couldn't move, so she leaned over to kiss him on the cheek, this time she really took advantage of his danger.
Jiang Chengbi waved his hand angrily to hit him, but was in vain. It was Zhao Yunjin who grabbed his wrist in a playful way, and slapped himself.
Even his actions were controlled by others, and Jiang Chengbi became even more angry in an instant.
Zhao Yunjin cleaned the towel, folded it into small strips and placed it on Jiang Chengbi's head to cool him down.After helping him cover the quilt, he grabbed his hand again and whispered: "Sometimes I think, why don't I just live like this. The mountains are high and the land is far away, far away from the mundane world, just the two of us live here, two people, lifetime."
"Usually you always ignore me, but this time it's good. The tiger fell into the sun and fell into my hands. I know you can hear me, so I will chatter with you and talk about what is in my heart." He sighed Angrily, Ming Ming is not very old, but he is a bit more old-fashioned: "Chengbi, my parents' generation did not show good behavior, which made me believe in instinct but not in love. What's more, homosexuals don't have that kind of marriage certificate." When proven, it is not as stable as heterosexuality."
"That year, I made my first boyfriend. At that time, I was a fledgling, so stupid that I couldn't even accept a kiss. I thought that dating would last forever, but soon, he went our separate ways."
"The circle is very chaotic. Many people cheat on marriages and have promiscuous sex. There are even more outrageous ones everywhere. It's like a big dye vat. I live in such an environment and think this is the norm."
"I admit that when I first saw you, I didn't love you, I just coveted your face and body. But slowly, I fell in love with this peaceful life, and began to look forward to meeting you when I got off work. I miss you every morning and don't want to leave. At first, I just wanted to play with my life, but now I start to think about the eternity with you."
"Before I met you, I had a miserable life. I didn't get the care of my parents, and I didn't have any goals in life. I just got by day by day. After you, except for the time when I almost crossed the line, I never touched anyone else .”
"I'm not afraid of your jokes. Before I came here, I resigned and brought all my savings with me. I made a desperate decision. What I thought was, if there is no way to get you back, I don't need to go back."
He lowered his gaze, and although Jiang Chengbi on the bed had his eyes closed, he was not asleep, as if he was listening quietly.
"I don't expect your forgiveness, I just hope you don't drive me away. If you can't give it in a lifetime, it will be ten years; if you can't give it in ten years, it will be one year. Those who have seen the light cannot bear the darkness. You just shine into me The light in the world, I would go crazy without you."
He grabbed Jiang Chengbi's hand, lay down beside him, and coaxed softly: "I'll be here with you, go to sleep."
Xu was accompanied by someone, Xu was surrounded by a familiar atmosphere, Xu's illness lowered his defensiveness, in short, Jiang Chengbi really fell into a deep sleep listening to that spell-like coaxing sound.
Time passed slowly, the grass grew outside the window, the warblers flew, the crows and magpies twittered, it was so quiet as if this was a lifetime.
When Jiang Chengbi woke up, it was already dark, and by the light of the daylight outside the house, he could barely see the scene beside him: Zhao Yunjin was lying beside him, sleeping a little more soundly than him.
The movement of him getting up awakened the man, and the latter sat up almost instantly, took two seconds to discern the situation, and quickly pressed him back on the bed.
"Take a good rest and don't run around. Are you hungry? I'll cook for you."
He was so nervous that Jiang Chengbi felt uncomfortable.
Jiang Chengbi bit his lower lip, his ears were flushed with embarrassment, and it took him a long time to say: "Go to the toilet."
"Oh oh oh." Zhao Yunjin felt sorry for this, scratched his head in embarrassment, and went to help him up again.
Jiang Chengbi did not refuse due to fatigue and weakness after illness.
After taking care of him, Zhao Yunjin also realized that it was getting late, so after telling Jiang Chengbi, she went to the school kitchen to make food.
It was the weekend, the principal was absent, and the students didn't have to come, so there were only the two of them left in such a big school.
There were still some potatoes and radishes left in the ingredients. Zhao Yunjin was afraid that the nutrition was not enough, so he went to find a piece of duck meat in the refrigerator, put half a bottle of beer in it, stewed it into a pot, and brought it to Jiang Chengbi's room.
Bright white energy-saving lamps are suspended above by wires, and the aroma is emitted from the iron pot, which makes this small dormitory feel warmer.
Zhao Yunjin packed rice and soup for him, and delivered them to him with thoughtful service.
The Jiang Chengbi burn has gone, and I just finished taking the medicine, so I don't have any appetite at all, seeing the white jade-like radishes and golden potatoes protruding from the pot, I also have some appetite, so I picked up the chopsticks to cook the rice.
"Don't just eat vegetables, eat some meat." Zhao Yunjin took a piece of good meat and sent it to Jiang Chengbi's bowl.
The latter didn't say anything, and obediently ate the duck meat, and delivered the meal to his mouth mouthful.
Seeing that he was so obedient, Zhao Yunjin felt a sense of satisfaction that "my family has a baby who is just growing up", so she greeted him more vigorously.
After eating and drinking enough, Zhao Yunjin went for a walk outside the house with him to digest food.
Their range of activities is not large, they are purely going around the school's walls.
The grass blades were covered with dew, shining brightly.Zhao Yunjin deliberately stepped on the weeds on the side of the road, and hurriedly jumped away when she stepped on it, looking more childish than a seven or eight-year-old elementary school student.
Jiang Chengbi walked slowly along the cement road, occasionally looking back at him.And Zhao Yunjin can accurately catch his gaze every time, and return a bright smile.It was so sensitive and quick, as if it had been waiting for him.
"Chengbi." Zhao Yunjin was tall and long-legged, jumped to his side a few times, and asked after him, "Do you remember that painting? The one you promised me?"
Jiang Chengbi: "What's wrong?"
Zhao Yunjin: "You must finish the painting. Otherwise, I won't charge you for the care fee this time, and you can use that painting to pay off the debt, okay?"
Jiang Chengbi rolled his eyes at him and said, "I even asked for a day off for your altitude sickness. Why is it not worth the money for me to hire a nurse for you, and it's still a charge for you to take care of my fever?"
"Didn't I want you to continue painting... Hey!" He suddenly called out as if he had discovered some new world: "Are you just kidding me? You actually said one, two, three... more than 40 words, Is the sun out in the west?"
"Living treasure." Jiang Chengbi didn't bother to talk to him, but he followed step by step, reaching for Jiang Chengbi's hand.
"doing what?"
Undoubtedly, it was opened.
Zhao Yunjin said cheekily: "It's nothing, just touch your hand to see if it's cold, lest you get sick again."
As he said this, he pulled the man's hand and put it in his pocket to warm it up.
Jiang Chengbi struggled twice but didn't break away, so he let him go.
After walking and taking a shower, Zhao Yunjin ran over to share a bed with him on the grounds that he was afraid that he would not be able to take care of herself.
Jiang Chengbi naturally refused to let him go, and even beat and kicked him to drive him out, but Zhao Yunjin hugged him around the waist and held him firmly in his arms.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, let me stay here one more night."
"Leave tomorrow? What are you doing?" Jiang Chengbi didn't understand, so he asked one more question.
Seeing that he stopped running away, Zhao Yunjin felt relieved, but her voice was still muffled, and she explained, "Go back."
Jiang Chengbi: "Aren't you coming?"
Zhao Yunjin: "It's still coming. It's just... it may take a long time to come."
Jiang Chengbi fell silent after listening.
Before, he tried his best to drive Zhao Yunjin away, but this person also refused to leave.Now he finally got used to the existence of this person, but he was about to leave again.Anyway, I feel a little lost.
Jiang Chengbi: "Tired?"
Sure enough, young people are all greedy for the momentary novelty, like the new and dislike the old.he thinks.
"No, how is it possible." Zhao Yunjin laughed, and grabbed Jiang Chengbi's slender and white fingers, playing with them, and said: "I don't want to go on like this, I don't want to dawdle around, and I don't want to live without a fixed place. I What you covet is not a momentary novelty, but your whole life."
He was very close to Jiang Chengbi, and his breath almost fell on the man's ear.
"You have a high degree of education and good looks. Even if you support education in the mountainous area, you can get a stipend. I am an unemployed vagrant, living on my laurels. No matter how you look at it, it is a bit wrong. I didn't think about the gap between the two of us before, but Now... I want to go up, become a person worthy of you, and officially settle in your life."
He slowed down and added: "I borrowed some money from my mother and wanted to study software engineering. I always liked that, but I didn't dare to try it. Now that I have you as my goal, I'm not so afraid."
He was afraid that Jiang Chengbi would think too much, so he pointed to the sky and swore: "I promise, it's just for further study, not for this or that. I will send you a video every day, and if I dare to steal, let Tianlei chop me up Die, let me be a eunuch in the next life, and no one will love me for the rest of my life!"
Jiang Chengbi: "I'm so suspicious?"
Perhaps it was because of her sincerity that Zhao Yunjin couldn't treat sweet words as beans like before, and had to think carefully about every sentence for a long time before she dared to say it to the other party.
"Chengbi, if I succeed in three years, let's be together, okay? Although I don't have a marriage certificate, and I don't have relatives and friends to witness, I will treat you as my partner—the only, the only one." one of."
He said: "I don't dare to say too much now, I am afraid that if I say too much and do too little, I will make you unhappy."
He pinched Jiang Chengbi's ring finger, wrapped the soft ruler that had been prepared earlier around its base, and quickly pulled it away after measuring.
"The engagement ring will come back with me. You wait for me, don't look for others, I will use practical actions to prove my determination."
"I love you."
He said such words, and leaned over to give each other a kiss.I wanted to kiss his lips as before, but I was afraid that he would hate him, so I could only kiss the corner of his lips.
[System prompt: 50% of the wish of "one couple in one lifetime" has been achieved. 】
[System delayed broadcast: The main character Zhao Yunjin loves +5, and the current love value is 90. 】
Chapter 56 From mosquito blood to cinnabar mole (11) As soon as Jiang Chengbi looked up, the eyes of the two people who had been separated for a long time met in the air. stars.
Zhao Yunjin withdrew from his life at a faster speed than when he came.
Jiang Chengbi didn't notice it at first, but when he looked up at the classroom, he couldn't find the voice of the one who was rubbing lessons in the back row or teaching the children to do their homework.
The fallen leaves by the wall have not been swept for a long time, and they have accumulated a thick layer.
There is no one in the kitchen to add extra meals, using the most common ingredients to cook delicious and delicious dishes, which made the children's index fingers twitch, and they ate several bowls in a row.
Getting used to leaving is much harder than getting used to coming back.
It's just that there are video calls every day, sometimes when I wake up in the morning, sometimes during the lunch break, and sometimes after dusk.
Zhao Yunjin likes to talk to him, and can tell him the trivial things in life into a long list.When I hung up the phone, I was still reluctant to let go, and finally hung up. I saw the time displayed, and I realized that I had chatted for more than half an hour.
Sometimes Jiang Chengbi doesn't have a lot of free time. He often puts his mobile phone aside and goes to do other things, such as writing lesson plans, or washing rice and cooking.Every time at this time, Zhao Yunjin would scream over there, like an abandoned concubine who had been treated coldly by the emperor.
When Jiang Chengbi put down what he was doing to look at him, he immediately smiled.
Although the two places are separated, they often receive some small gifts from that person.sometimes lotion, sometimes
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