The strongest scum after me

When I first established a puppet contract with Shimizu Sakura,

Gojo Satoru didn't think too much, he just wanted to save her, so it doesn't matter if he temporarily becomes a puppet,

After Shimizu Sakura recovers,

Just cancel the puppet contract again.

There will be no change in their relationship.

But I don't know when,

He gradually felt that his eyes began to be attracted to her uncontrollably,

It's almost impossible to take your eyes off her.

She has long pale blonde hair.

Her empty eyes.

Her fair and pink cheeks.

Her lips are as soft as cherry blossoms.

Her long, soft fingers.

Her delicate and delicate collarbone.

And her neck, which was so weak that it seemed unbearable to grasp.

Everywhere is so lovely.

just looking at her,

There was a burning thirst in his throat, some kind of madness,

Obscure,

Desires/desires never before sprouted from the bottom of my heart, just around the corner,

All it takes is a spark to burn into a sea of ​​flames.

At first, he didn't understand what that desire/desire really meant.

until one day,

He dreamed of Shimizu Sakura.

Her white and slender hands wrapped around his neck,

He seemed to be bullying her so much that she kept lying under him whimpering,

It's not a sad or sad cry, it's more like the coquettish meow of a kitten.But the more she cries,

The more he didn't want to let her go, in the dream he almost did all the things he could and couldn't do to her, forcibly holding her waist so that she couldn't escape,

her messy hair,

white skin,

The red eyes from crying, as well as every kiss and every touch made him tremble with extreme excitement.

In the dream he kept pestering her,

I wish I could be entangled with her forever, as if I would never know tiredness and boredom. After all, everything about her is so lovable, so that he will never be bored with her one day.

After waking up from the dream, Gojo Satoru fell silent facing his bed sheet.

Is it because she is the only girl around, and I haven't been in touch with other girls for a long time, so I subconsciously regard her as this kind of heroine, right?

In order to prove his guess, he browsed no less than [-] photos of various girl idol groups in one day, and even dug out their videos. Although they may not look better than Shimizu Sakura, they all have great figures , the allure of sexy eyes and expressions is definitely much stronger than that of Shimizu Sakura with an innocent and childish face.

But it was useless, that night, the heroine in his dream was still Shimizu Sakura.

In every dream after that, he would dream of her.

Although most of the time it is the kind of dream that cannot be described, there are also very gentle and fresh dreams. In one dream, he just sat with her by the lake and watched the cherry blossoms. They watched like that all night, even if nothing happened. Instead of just watching her, when he woke up the next day, there was still an extremely gentle sense of satisfaction in his heart.

So he gradually understood that it was not because he always dispelled Shimizu Sakura that he would have that kind of dream in adolescence, but because he wanted to dream of Shimizu Sakura, so she would appear in every one of his dreams.

But... this is wrong.

He obviously... doesn't like her, doesn't he?

Why did his eyes start to rest on her uncontrollably, why he couldn't look away at all, why did he always dream of her even in his dreams?

It was only later that he learned from the clan population that this turned out to be one of the side effects of the [Puppet Agreement]—in order to facilitate the control of the puppet, the [master]'s greatest wish for the [puppet] would be reflected in the [puppet].

Although Shimizu Sakura didn't know that there was a puppet contract between them.

But she likes him, so her subconscious wish for him is——

"I hope Wu will like me too."

Puppet Qi responded to her wish.

After thinking about all this, Gojo Satoru began to resist his love/desire for her.

He can accept saving her and establish a puppet contract with her, and he can accept voluntarily becoming the [puppet] side because of saving her.But with his pride and self-esteem, he really couldn't bear his emotions being manipulated by a puppet contract, being driven to do things that he didn't want to do from the bottom of his heart.

But under the influence of the puppet contract, the love and desire/desire for her seemed to be deeply rooted into his bones, so strong that it almost became his instinct.

He doesn't want to lose to it.From the age of 14 to the present, Gojo Satoru tried all kinds of methods to resist and escape. He avoided her, ignored her, and deliberately treated her badly... He tried all kinds of methods, but he was defeated without exception.

Every time she cries, every smile, every movement, every expression pulls his emotions, making him involuntarily guess why she smiles, why she frowns, what she is thinking when she looks at the sunset in the sky , What kind of emotion was in the eyes she lowered when she caught the falling cherry blossom petals.

He even wants to know every dream she has.

I want to know if in her dream, it will be like him dreaming of her, and the hero in her dream is also all him.

The love and desire/thought for her are so strong.

The desire to protect her and the desire to ravage/ravage her are intertwined and grow wild like weeds. Sometimes, Gojo Satoru even feels that he is split.

Half of Gojo Satoru said that he should stay away from her, protect her, and set her free.Just like he'd intended, just like he'd promised.

But the other half of the Five Enlightenment has only one thought.

He wants to possess her.

He wants to possess her.

He wants to possess her.

He really wanted to... possess her.

This kind of desire/desire is like a poison/drug that has been integrated into his blood, making him addicted for a long time.Just like a person who is dying of thirst but cannot drink water when he sees it, every word she said to him, every smile, every breath, even she didn't say anything, just stood quietly beside him Everything within his sight is a fatal temptation to him.

But he couldn't do anything.

Every minute and every second of endurance is the ultimate torment and torture, especially since he also knows that she likes him, as long as he brings it up, she will definitely give him everything she has willingly.

But he actually endured for four years in this situation.

One thousand and 460 days and nights.

One thousand and 460 days and nights are enough to make people crazy.

The more she endured, the more possessive she became.

After entering the high school, they met a new classmate. He was no longer the only one beside her, but there were Jiarui Nizi and Xia Youjie.

Intellectually, he knew that this was right, she should not be alone by her side, but should learn to make more friends.

But on the other hand, he couldn't help feeling the pain.

She should belong to him obviously, he doesn't want anyone to take her attention away from her, she should always be watching him, thinking about him, whether it's Jie, Nitzi, other teachers and classmates , even the stray cats and dogs on campus, he couldn't bear any of their gazes and sights away from her.

She should be looking at him.

She could only look at him.

She has to keep looking at him.

Only under her gaze can he barely control himself... not to go crazy in the long endurance and torture.

But, obviously he has retreated to this point, why does she still give more attention to others?

Just performing a mission with Jie, can the relationship between the two be brought closer quickly?

In fact, he could tell that Xia Youjie obviously had a crush on Qingshui Ying.

so what?After getting familiar with the next step, will he confess his love to Shimizu Sakura?

And what about Sakura?

Will she give up on him and accept Jay's confession as a matter of course?

They will hold hands, hug and kiss, and do everything a couple should do.

Those things that he did to her countless times in his dreams, but he was reluctant to do to her in reality.

Just thinking about it is driving me crazy.

unbearable.

Totally intolerable.

That night, Gojo Satoru drank wine, and Shimizu Sakura didn't know what he was thinking, but thought he was in a bad mood, so she drank with him.

Gojo Satoru doesn't drink very well, and Shimizu Sakura is worse than him, so she is completely drunk when he is only slightly drunk.Drunk Shimizu Sakura was not as well behaved as usual, she nestled in his arms, sobbing and crying, he hugged her and put her on the bed, Shimizu Sakura cried and asked him if the wound on his chest still hurts, She obviously still felt guilty about the injury he had done to save her, she felt the wound and cried, "It hurts just to look at it, Wu, if I could hurt you for you..."

His breathing was disordered for a moment, he bent down, put his hands next to her face, and wrapped her in his arms: "...Why do you want to hurt me?"

This is asking knowingly, but he just wants to hear it from her own mouth.

Shimizu Sakura was so drunk that she could only stare blankly at the handsome and delicate face in front of her. She hugged his neck in attachment, and meowed coquettishly like a kitten: "I like you , Wu, I have always liked you very much..."

Her hand landed on his cheek softly, looked at him timidly, and kissed his cheek cautiously as if tentatively, seeing that he had no intention of avoiding, she kissed him carefully again .

Little Miaomiao is secretly kissing Big Maomao.

Gojo Satoru smiled, and whispered to himself, "You can't blame me, you did it first."

He bent down, clasped the back of her neck, and directly fell on her lips with a suppressed and passionate kiss, like a gust of wind and rain, making her almost forget to breathe.

The white porcelain vase beside the bed was hit and shattered by the casually thrown clothes, and the red petals fell and shattered on the snow-white shirt.

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He finally did to her what he had long wanted to do.

When he woke up the next day, Shimizu Sakura was still sleeping, the corners of her eyes were red, and she looked extremely sleepy. If she didn't sleep until noon, she might not wake up.

But he felt that she was so cute, of course it was okay to sleep a little longer.

And she is so cute, if she proposes marriage to him, it is not impossible to consider.

he thinks.

But not long after, he dismissed the idea.

Because he learned the second side effect of [Puppet Deed].

If the [puppet] party in the contract does not have the ability to exorcise the [puppet contract] within six years, it will die when the time comes.

The dead [puppet] will give all its vitality to the party that is the [master] in the contract.

Gojo Satoru is the "strongest", with his ability, exterminating a [puppet contract] is a trivial matter.

But the problem is that when Sakura was dying, she could only live on the life he shared with him by relying on the [puppet contract] established with him. Once he canceled the contract, her ending could only be a dead end.

He made a bond with her when he was 14 years old, six years, that is, 20 years old.

And he has passed now, less than two years before his death.

At this time, Gojo Satoru suddenly understood the true meaning of [Puppet Contract].

As the side of the [puppet], emotions, emotions, and life are all no longer under their control. The destiny of the [puppet] is to dedicate everything to the [master].

What he wants to sacrifice is not only his own ideals, morality, and love.

It was his whole life that he had to give.

In fact, as long as he wants to, he can get rid of it at any time.

He stared at himself in the mirror for a long time, staring at the wound in his heart.

But he ended up doing nothing.

Unexpectedly, he suddenly remembered what he had said to Shimizu Sakura when he was eight years old.

"I am not your master, and you are not mine."

"You don't need to dedicate everything to me, and you don't need to sacrifice for me. You don't depend on me to live, and you are not inferior to others."

"You are a human being, a human being with an independent personality like me and everyone else."

He seemed to hear fate's ironic and insolent laughter invisibly.

【At that time, she was about to die, and he just wanted to save her. 】

【He never thought that he would pay such a heavy... price for this. 】

The author has something to say: San Zhoumu's scumbag Mao Mao always thought that he would love Sakura only because of [Puppet Contract], which is part of the reason for his awkward attitude towards Sakura.

But in fact, we can see in the second week that he would still fall in love with Sakura without [Puppet Contract], so this is a point of abuse in the crematorium~

Gojo Satoru's 14-year-old memory chapter is over. For those who don't understand, you can review this chapter (puppet show) based on the comments of these photos. The next chapter will be back to the crematorium~

ps: One more long-winded sentence, I designed the image of Gojo Satoru in this article. I thought so, people have two sides, and it is impossible to deny his other side based on one side.

For example, it is true that Gojo Satoru is good to Sakura. He has always protected her, and even gave her his life. On the other hand, it is also true that he is not good to her. Making decisions for her, embarrassing her, stuff like that.These two sides are one, it's him, you can't look at it separately and simply say that he is a scumbag and I'm sorry for Sakura, or that Sakura owes him too much and I'm sorry for Gojo Satoru~