The strongest scum after me

"cherry,

Let the child be born, and I will raise it. "

Shimizu Sakura: "...?!!"

Her first reaction was that she had a hearing problem.

What the hell is this sudden face change?

What is going on with this speech that is similar to the spare tire declaration?

Mr. Dazai, wake up!You are not this kind of person, you are ruined!

Shimizu Sakura looked at the man who suddenly changed his face to be full of affection, and said dumbfounded: "Mr. Dazai! You, did you speak just now? Or am I having auditory hallucinations?"

Osamu Dazai sighed faintly: "Sakura,

Even if you don't want to accept it, you don't have to use the reason that you can't hear me..." He said melancholy and sincerely, "Give birth to the child,

I take the child's last name. "

Shimizu Sakura: "?!?!?!?!"

Just as she was shocked, terrified and confused by the other party's series of operations, a familiar figure suddenly appeared at the door of the ward.

A tall slender boy with a ball head came in. He had obviously heard the conversation between the two, and there was a little surprise and seriousness in his brows and eyes: "Sakura,

you……"

"Xia You-kun?" Shimizu Sakura was also a little surprised, "Why did Xia You-kun come to Yokohama?"

She remembers filling out the job application form,

Xia Youjie Mingming chose to stay at the Tokyo Metropolitan School of Magic and Magic, why did he appear here?

"The holidays haven't started yet,

It just so happens that there is a shortage of conjurers here in Yokohama,

I'm here to help. "Xia Youjie briefly explained the situation on his side,

The topic returned to her again,

"It's you..."

Osamu Dazai poked his head over,

Seeing that there was no one else behind Xia Youjie, a hint of disappointment appeared on his face: "Ah...there is no one else, I thought..."

He hesitated.

Shimizu Sakura was alert: "Think? Mr. Dazai is expecting something?"

"Why? I didn't expect anything!" Osamu Dazai said with a serious face,

"I'm not the kind of fff member who deliberately creates misunderstandings between lovers!"

what won't? !You have clearly expressed your true thoughts!

Shimizu Sakura: "..."

"Well,

This is not the point.Since Miss Shimizu's friend is here,

Just leave space to you for now. "

Dazai said with a smile,

He put his hands back into the windbreaker pockets, turned around and left the ward leisurely.

Originally, I wanted to talk to him when I was in Hot Spring Villa, but I never found a chance to do so.

Then I was delayed by various things.

This seemed to be the first time she was alone with Xia Youjie after she had a complete dream.

He pulled out a chair, sat down beside her bed, and peeled the washed apple beside him. His eyes were lowered, his voice was still gentle and peaceful, but the words he said were straight to the point: "...it is enlightenment. Your child? Has Shimizu-san thought about how to deal with it?"

Shimizu Sakura shook her head, and after a while, nodded again.

To be honest, when she first heard the news, she was mostly at a loss and at a loss.The arrival of this child was not in her plan, and now that she had already made up her mind to break up with Wujo Wujo, it was not a surprise, not to mention that she originally planned to say goodbye to everything in the magic world and pursue her true feelings. Interesting dreams, and pregnancy and childbirth will inevitably delay the process... No matter from which point of view, it is "superfluous".

【Excess】.

When thinking of this word, Shimizu Sakura felt a slight pain in her heart.

She suddenly remembered her parents.

Before the age of eight, she was a girl who grew up in a honeypot. Although her family was not very rich, her parents gave her the most love.

However, after the age of eight, everything turned upside down.

She still remembers being abducted at the age of 14 and seeing her unrecognizable mother in a shrine.

Mom said she hated her, regretted running away with her, and regretted giving birth to her even more.

She even wanted to let her daughter become the curse spirit for her, so as to get relief.

Even now, Shimizu Sakura didn't resent her for what she said or what she did.

Parents are not born to be parents, they are themselves first, there is no reason to blindly ask parents to sacrifice themselves for the sake of their children, and always put their children first, Shimizu Sakura understands all this.

So at some point later, she would also think, is it better if her parents didn't take her to escape, but chose to hand her over.

Wouldn't it be better if she had never been born.

Someone like her who has spent half her life in pain and sorrow always has this thought—if only I hadn’t been born in this world.

but……

She also thought that if she hadn't been born in this world, then she wouldn't have met Gojo Satoru, Xia Youjie, Inaru Nitiko, Dazai Osamu, the reliable senior and the lovely... The younger generation will not meet those who treat her well.

What a pity it would be if none of this happened.

There are so many bad people in the world, but there are always more good people. There are so many sad things in the world, but the moments of happiness are always more memorable.

As far as she is concerned, even if she knew everything she would experience in the future before she was born, she would still choose to be born into this world.

Because, if she is not born, there is only one possibility for her life, which is to be silent and annihilated forever.

But if she is born, even if it is sad and painful, there are thousands of possibilities in her life.

So there is nothing to hesitate.

For Shimizu Sakura, choosing this child is not because its father is Gojo Satoru, nor is it because she is lonely and wants a companion, nor is it because it is her only relative who is her blood-linked child.

Just because, it is a new life.

One, with countless possibilities, a brand new life.

"...I probably understand what you're thinking." Xia Youjie said, "Do you plan to tell Wu?"

Shimizu Sakura did not hesitate, and shook her head: "I have no intention of telling him."

She didn't want to know his reaction when he found out that she was pregnant. Whether he planned to choose responsibility for the sake of the child, or coldly told her not to find him responsible, that was not what she expected.

Now that the plan was broken, what would it matter if he was involved with the child again.

What she wants is the purest emotion, if it is not because of love and decides to live together, then what is the point.

While she was thinking briefly, Xia Youjie had already peeled the apple and handed it to her. He peeled the apple into a cute little milk cat with small ears and a few shallow marks on the cat's face , as a beard.

In the dream, Xia Youjie, her childhood sweetheart, would often coax Shimizu Sakura like this when she was crying.

Shimizu Sakura took the apple, and lightly bit the kitten's ear, the sweet juice of the pulp splashed between her lips and teeth, with a hint of sourness.

"Actually, it was like asking when I was at the Hot Spring Villa, but I never found a good time." She said softly, "Mr. Xia You... When did you recover your memory?"

She didn't explain much, but she believed he knew what she was asking.

"Not much earlier than classmate Qing Shui." Xia Youjie said, "At that time, it seemed that I was the only one with memories, and even I doubted whether it was the past life or the parallel world, or it was just a scene that was too far away. A real dream. Since I can't confirm it myself, I can't tell you and Wu directly."

"...That's why everything in the dream didn't happen."

Shimizu Sakura suddenly realized.

In the dream, they failed in the task of [Astral Body], Xia Youjie killed his relatives and defected, none of these happened in reality.

The dream has indeed changed.

"...Is there something that hasn't changed?" Xia Youjie smiled lightly, and said in a low voice, "For example, I missed you twice."

"The last time I treated you like that, you still gave up Wu, who has taken care of you for ten years, and chose to die with me." He said, "Maybe there is such a thing as karma in the dark, so this time, from a I've lost the chance to fight from the start."

Shimizu Sakura was at a loss for a moment, she wanted to say something, but recalling everything that happened in the dream, she could only remain silent in the end.

The yellowed picture album was buried with them in the flames in the last life. The story about the little fox and the little milk cat is over. What's the point of saying it now?

Is it true that some people have something, and they always have to wait until it is irreparable before they can feel the taste of regret.

"I'm not saying this to make Qing Shui feel uncomfortable or feel guilty." Xia Youjie smiled at her, "I mainly want to show that, after all, it was a long time ago. Compared with us in the 'dream', Too many things have changed, it’s not fair to directly equate who I used to be with who I am now. I’m not Xia Youjie in “Dreamland”, and you are no longer Shimizu Sakura in “Dreamland”. The dream is over, it’s better to say that the reality is starting again.”

"Mr. Xia You..."

"Call me by name, Sakura." He stood up, the water droplets sprayed from the fountain pool outside the window refracted colorful rays of light in the sunlight, the faint fragrance of flowers floated in the air, and the light and shadow reflected on his side face, Tranquil and distant, "This time, it's a reacquaintance."

Shimizu Sakura chose to temporarily settle in Yokohama to recuperate.

The area she rented was in good order, and she could see the sea from the window. The blue sky and the deep sea formed a line, and the seabirds hovered under the clear sky, which made her feel gentle and open.

Just a few days later, she received a request from a senior working in the magic world.

Senior became an assistant supervisor after graduation, and was stationed in the Yokohama branch doing a job similar to that of a clerical staff.Recently, something happened to the senior's family, and she needed to go back immediately to deal with it. However, Yokohama is short of manpower, and it is really difficult to find someone who can take over her job, so I had to temporarily ask Shimizu Sakura, who is on vacation in Yokohama, to help.

Everyone will encounter emergencies, and Shimizu Sakura also received help from her seniors when she was in school. She thought about her current physical condition and felt that it was fairly stable, so she really had nothing to refuse, so she agreed to her senior request.

As an auxiliary supervisor, she doesn't need to go out to deal with the magic spirits in person on weekdays. All she needs to do is to give information and orders to the magicians.Shimizu Sakura already had experience in this area at school, so she got started quickly, and the conjurer assigned to her was actually Xia Youjie who was just brought in by the Yokohama branch to help.

It's really two temporary workers getting together.

Xia Youjie knows that she is in a special physical condition now, and many things that can be solved by herself will not bother her, so she often takes care of her when she is working.The overall working atmosphere and environment are very relaxed, working from [-] to [-], without overtime, Shimizu Sakura does not feel pressured or tired, and sometimes even has the illusion that she is still on vacation.

The good days lasted for less than a week. One day, the superior suddenly announced that a conjurer had been transferred to Yokohama to help. Because Shimizu Sakura had fewer people in charge, the conjurer was assigned to her. .

Even if there was one more magician, including Xia Youjie, she would only be in charge of two magicians now.

Shimizu Sakura agreed.

But the moment she saw this "new conjurer", she regretted it.

In the not-so-spacious office stood two young men of very oppressive height. When they saw each other, they were stunned at the same time, raising their eyebrows, frowning and frowning, and said in a bad mood——

"Jay, why are you here?"

"Wu Wu, what are you doing here?"

Then at the same time, he turned his head to look at Shimizu Sakura——

"...why is he here?"