Run the rivers and lakes

The bamboos are secluded, the wind and the moon are broken, the distant mountains are washed in a continuous black color, and the bamboo houses are spotless in the tranquility.

Liu Yunsheng stood at the door of the house, watching Tang Yungu take the pulse of Wei Shuxing who was sleeping on the bed.It seems that Wei Shuxing was seriously injured, and passed out on the way out of the town, and now lying on the bed, as quiet as a jade statue.

Liu Yunsheng was quite restless, counting leaves at the door to pass the time, and finally waited until Tang Yungu walked out of the house, before he could speak, Tang Yungu asked first: "When do you plan to return to Yunshan?"

Liu Yunsheng was stunned for a moment, lowered his eyes, and slowly replied: "Master,... I may not return to Yunshan for the time being."

Tang Yungu didn't show superfluous surprise, but opened his mouth in surprise, expressionless: "For the teacher, change the way of questioning——after Wei Shu dies, will you go back to Yunshan?"

"Ah?" Liu Yunsheng was stunned as if cold water had suddenly passed through his head.

Tang Yungu's tone remained flat: "So you don't know? Your friend doesn't have much life left."

Knowing that Master would not joke about human life, Liu Yunsheng was stunned, as if he heard a piece of porcelain shatter in his heart, the air seemed to freeze, and his breathing was stagnant.After being in a trance for a long time, he finally regained consciousness, his voice trembling unconsciously: "...why?"

Tang Yungu looked at Liu Yunsheng, his eyes were like a deep pool without waves, and silently picked up a sighing leaf: "Leaving aside the messy external and internal injuries he suffered, he was infected by a kind of Gu, according to the master. I know, this Gu is extremely poisonous, I don't know how much hatred the person who cast the Gu has, so that he will brand him with such malice."

Liu Yunsheng was puzzled: "I know that Brother Wei has been hit by a Gu, but he has always controlled it very well, and only had one attack at the beginning..."

"That's the problem - he controlled it." Tang Yungu said slowly, "This Gu must be controlled by him, or he will die with everyone. It cannot be suppressed."

Liu Yunsheng opened his mouth slightly, his eyes were full of shock, and suddenly he couldn't say a word.

Tang Yungu continued: "This Gu, Wei Shuxing will either accept it and let it be at his mercy, or be tormented and exhausted by it. Judging from the pulse, he may have made a choice long ago."

"Is there no solution to this Gu?" Liu Yunsheng insisted.

Tang Yungu shook his head: "Even if I am a teacher who claims to know everything about the world, I don't know how to explain this Gu. I am afraid that the only person who knows the solution is already dead."

"The current Wei Shuxing is equivalent to a thorn rampaging in his body. If he compromises, the thorn will stop and become a part of his body. If he does not compromise, the thorn will torture him until he dies."

Every word of Tang Yungu's words pierced Liu Yunsheng's heart, causing endless pain.

Liu Yunsheng has always lived a smooth life, and the saddest thing ever was just being fined to sweep away the thick snow accumulated on the top of Yunshan Mountain, which made him exhausted.A life that doesn't care about worldly affairs makes him very insensitive to the sadness of the world, and after the dullness passes, the grief hits like water that is too full, and it completely washes away people without any gaps, and all kinds of moods are driven away. His body was smashed to pieces, leaving only vain grief, hoarsely roaring with an incomprehensible sound.

He finally knelt down against the railing powerlessly, covered half of his face with his hands, and buried his unsteady voice in his throat, as if hiding his sadness in a bottomless abyss: "I don't know anything..."

Tang Yungu was silent for a long while, then patted Liu Yunsheng on the shoulder, and said: "According to his physical condition and willpower, I estimate that he can live for another ten years as a teacher. Short-term pain is worse than long-term pain--you really don't want to go back?"

Liu Yunsheng buried his face and remained silent as if he was thinking about something. After a long time, he raised his eyes and looked in the direction of the room, his eyes were broken in a trance.

"You may have also noticed that he gradually began to lethargy, because the circling of the poison in his body will consume too much energy in him."

Liu Yunsheng still didn't reply.

Tang Yungu said in an understated tone: "In the ten years he has left, he will first find that his vision is getting more and more blurred, then he will be completely blind and become blind, and then he will gradually lose hearing and become deaf. , and then his limbs began to become numb... In the end, he will die like a cripple,——the greater possibility is that he can't bear the pain, succumbs to the poison, and becomes a lunatic who does all kinds of evil, and he no longer suffers , and what will you do if you insist on staying, kill him?"

"Master, you don't need to say any more." Liu Yunsheng closed his eyes, his brows were furrowed in distraught, and his expression was instantly covered with exhaustion.

Tang Yungu sighed in his eyes: "Let's go first as a teacher, you should think about it yourself."

Liu Yunsheng sat on the ground in a daze. After a long time, he finally got up, pushed open the door of the room, and found that Wei Shuxing had already woken up.

Wei Shuxing propped up his upper body and leaned against the head of the bed. His face was as pale as if he had just woken up from a devastating nightmare. Seeing Liu Yunsheng push the door, the corners of his pale lips tried to make a weak smile.

"I'm fine." Wei Shuxing's voice was as soft as wind that couldn't be grasped.

Liu Yunsheng suddenly shed a tear.

Wei Shuxing was a little helpless: "Why are you still crying, like a child."

Liu Yunsheng stepped forward and gently hugged Wei Shuxing into his arms, feeling his clear and distinct body outline and slightly cold temperature, wishing to warm him up.Wei Shu put his hands on Liu Yunsheng's back and said in a low voice, "I heard you."

Liu Yunsheng's heart trembled instinctively, and he immediately knew what Wei Shuxing would say in the next sentence, so he suddenly became firm, and he was ahead of him, cutting off his words directly: "You can't drive me away, Brother Wei, I won't leave."

Wei Shuxing had known for a long time that he would answer like this, so he looked deeply into the distance, and sighed, "...then what should we do."

"I usually don't have any wishes, I just want to stay with you for a little longer." Liu Yunsheng's voice was entangled in an inescapable whisper, "Since I already know the worst outcome, are you still afraid that I will suffer? My painful thing should be that you know that I have made up my mind, but you still push me away."

Wei Shuxing leaned his face on Liu Yunsheng's shoulder, and slowly closed his eyes: "If I die..."

"If you die..." Liu Yunsheng's voice fluttered, as if about to be blown by the wind, "If you die, I will plant flowers and trees in your Jinling courtyard and bury you under the flowers. Then continue to live with your share, do what you want to do, go to places you haven't been to, and every spring, I will go back to Jinling to make wine for you under the flowers, and tell you these stories... On the rivers and lakes No one else will know about us anymore, so I want to have a strong memory, and then live a long life. When I am empty, I will recall the days with you again and again-these are the happiest days in my life. "

Wei Shuxing's eyes were inexplicably hot, and his deep voice was hoarse and choked: "I thought that in this life, people come and go alone, live and die alone, and they are all bitter and happy. Wei, what virtue can he do? Delusion to have today's companionship... It's an extravagant hope to think about the world for a long time, and from now on, every day of being together is my luck."

Liu Yunsheng gently brushed Wei Shuxing's face with his fingertips, and said deeply: "You are the one who belittled yourself, God owes you a lot."

Wei Shuxing laughed softly: "Seeing that you have easily expressed the most desperate results, I suddenly don't feel sorry for you, so let me be a little more selfish -- the only selfishness in my life is to be with you. Together."

Liu Yunsheng raised his eyebrows a little: "Don't underestimate me, I'm quite open-minded, what I'm afraid of is that you have no selfishness."

After Wei Shuxing fell asleep again, Liu Yunsheng went out of the house, and looked up to see Tang Yungu standing on a high slope in the distance, with the moon hanging brightly above his head.

Liu Yunsheng landed on Tang Yungu's side lightly, and heard him ask: "How, have you finished saying goodbye?"

Liu Yunsheng shook his head and said with a smile: "Not yet, I will tell you when you are going back."

Tang Yungu showed a slight surprise, but soon felt relieved, and said with emotion: "It turns out that Master didn't fully understand you, and he was self-righteous as a teacher."

Liu Yunsheng teased slightly: "Master, although everyone in the world thinks you know everything, maybe you really haven't fully understood anyone."

Hearing this, Tang Yungu was stunned for a long time before suddenly sighing: "...That's all."

"So, you haven't answered the master's question yet. If one day Wei Shu becomes obsessed with fire, will you kill him?" Tang Yungu looked at Liu Yunsheng solemnly, and asked again.

Liu Yunsheng said without hesitation, "Yes."

He didn't look at the change in Tang Yungu's expression, he just explained to himself, but his eyes were rare and indifferent: "But I didn't do it because I abide by benevolence, righteousness and morality, or because I have a compassionate heart like Master, I did it just because, ——This is what he hoped. Sometimes I even wonder, besides him, do I really have any extra feelings for this world? I behaved like a worldly person, and now I realize that my In the world of mortals, there is only him."

"You really can do it?"

"If things had really developed like this and were irreversible, then he would have died in that body long ago." Liu Yunsheng said indifferently, "I killed him, and I am the one who is healthy and alive, and I am the one who is dying of pain. He will no longer feel any pain, and he can even be released from the bondage. He will no longer be in pain, why can't I do it."

"You're in so much pain, how do you live?"

"I don't know. Let's see when the time comes. It's impossible for people to be sad all the time. Let me take a break." Liu Yunsheng smiled wryly, "If I finish thinking about the future now, what will I think about in the future? He's not very kind."

Tang Yungu said: "As a teacher, I can't understand you."

"Perhaps Shanren's ingenious plan is not so easy to use." Liu Yunsheng said, "Don't think of people too simply, Master."

The author has something to say:

I was too busy before, thank you for waiting for me, I will work hard to complete the text bit by bit during the holidays these days

Also, I really won't abuse him