Why is Dr. Shen like that?

Put it away, and followed Jiang Pei to the duty room.

On the way, Jiang Pei asked casually: "Actually, Director Cao is coming back from a business trip. If your company is not in a hurry, it's best to wait for him to come back. Dr. Shen has a lot of things to do these days, and he has to go to university for classes—yes Now, which company do you belong to? XX Pharmaceutical? Or YY Group?"

Lu Jing was full of question marks.

Jiang Pei: "Are you new here? Your company didn't give you a business card?"

It was only then that Lu Jing realized that he was being regarded as a "medical representative", so he could only bite the bullet and follow Jiang Pei's words: "Yes, I'm from ZZ Pharmaceuticals, and I'm still a newcomer hahahaha..."

——Dr. Shen actually told others that he was a drug substitute? ?

Jiang Pei saw that Lu Jing still had a little childishness of a teenager, and his bewildered appearance suddenly made her feel that it is really not easy to do anything in the medical related industry. She came out at such a young age and suffered all kinds of expressions, so she couldn't help her tone A little bit softer: "It's okay, don't be nervous, Dr. Shen has a good temper... But you are just starting in this line of work, so my sister will say a few more words, remember that when you see Dr. Shen, you must talk from the patient's point of view Let's go, don't be like the one next door talking about hype, but you don't even follow the authoritative guidelines..."

Lu Jing could only nod seriously and awkwardly.

Jiang Pei also knew that he couldn't say any more: "Then you wait here first, Dr. Shen should be here soon. I'll go to work first."

Lu Jing said, "Okay."

So Jiang Pei was no longer polite, turned around and continued working.

Shen Yan came back a bit late, and smelled a familiar coffee aroma as soon as he came in.

He thought to himself, didn't he put his coffee at Jiang Yue's place, when did he get it back?

Then he saw Li Kai tinkering with the coffee machine, Jiang Pei nibbling on an avocado, several Gui Peisheng eating potato chips, and Xiao Wu holding a pudding in his hand, looking a little embarrassed to open it...

What's this?Departmental picnic?

Jiang Pei saw Shen Yan and waved to him: "Doctor Shen, someone is looking for you!"

Shen Yan said: "Who?"

"I just sent this bunch of things," Li Kai raised his head, "The one from ZZ Pharmaceuticals has been here for a while, but he hasn't left yet. He said he was waiting for you, and he is in the intern duty room... Hey, I said, why should I?" I haven't heard that ZZ Pharmaceuticals has made a big move? Don't they come to our hospital very often, this time they come to buy so many things? And the coffee beans don't look cheap, they seem to be those blue mountain pearl beans... ...Did they take advantage of Director Cao's absence and want to fight each other?"

It was Shen Yan's turn to have question marks all over his face... No, Shen Yan wouldn't put question marks on his face.

He murmured in his heart, isn't this the coffee he put at Jiang Yue's place?

He still didn't change his face and said: "Understood, I'll go and have a look."

Then he went straight to the duty room without changing his clothes.

He has an intuition that whenever strange things happen to him recently, they are always related to someone, so if there is no accident this time...

Shen Yan opened the door, and sure enough, he saw Lu Jing who was lying asleep on the desk in the duty room.

Shen Yan's breath stagnates in his throat, neither angry nor smiling.

ZZ Pharmaceuticals?Medical representative?

The Venetian Macao?Taobao brush order?Issue tickets on behalf of you?Gu Beicheng?

"Chen Di"?

Really...

He was at a loss for words for a while, looking at the sleeping Lu Jing in front of him, he didn't know what to say, so he was silent for a moment, and didn't wake him up.

What is he...

Ugh.

Shen Yan wore a dark blue windbreaker, just came back from the outside, and his body was still slightly cool with autumn.

He looked at the road scene, wondering if he had some good dreams, his brows stretched out, and his sleeping face was soft.

He sighed, feeling that the room was a bit cold, so he walked over to turn on the air conditioner... but the air conditioner in the duty room here turned out to be broken.

Shen Yan frowned, hesitated for a moment, then took off his windbreaker, and covered Lu Jing lightly.

He doesn't even know what he thinks now.Maybe what Jiang Yue said was right, he didn't really want to refuse, but just didn't want to admit that he also had a crush on him.

At this moment, the door of the duty room opened, and the two girls from the same batch of interns as Xiao Wu walked in, talking and laughing.

"When Mr. Li asked me to go to the radiotherapy room to pick up things today..." one of them said vaguely while biting the pearl milk tea toast bought by Lu Jing.

Then when the girl raised her head, she saw Shen Yan who was putting on clothes for Lu Jing.

"Cough, cough... Shen... Hello, Teacher Shen!" She was taken aback and almost got the pearl stuck in her throat.

Another girl who came in behind was holding a triangle rice ball with purple rice meat floss and egg yolk in her hand. Just as she was about to speak, the first girl quickly made a "shh" gesture to her.

The second girl came in and saw this scene, she nodded very sensiblely.

The two girls glanced at each other, quickly and tacitly kept silent, trying to use it as an invisible background board.

Shen Yan didn't speak, and nodded to the two little girls as a response, with a calm face and a little embarrassment in his heart.

Why are these two kids so weird?

But these two trainee girls seem to be quiet and well-behaved, if they want to help others put on their clothes, they probably won't think too much about it.

In order to be able to meet Shen Yan today, Lu Jing rushed to work all night last night. After sitting in the duty room for a while, he accidentally fell asleep.However, he slept very lightly, and felt vaguely covered by something, and the sound of talking came from the door again... He rubbed his eyes and woke up.

The two interns walked around the duty room carefully, trying to minimize their presence, so when Lu Jing opened his eyes, he saw the profile of Shen Yan standing beside him.

Lu Jing raised his head and looked up at Shen Yan, still feeling a little drowsy.Dr. Shen is really a person who has no dead ends, such as the chin, the bridge of the nose, and the iconic little mole!

Lu Jing felt that 1 voices were shouting in his heart: "Doctor Shen! I can!!!"

He moved, feeling as if there was an extra layer of clothes on his body, and then glanced at Shen Yan who was only wearing a single shirt in front of him - damn it! !Dr. Shen put on clothes for me!Fuck!Fuck!

Lu Jing's drowsiness completely dissipated.

"Are you awake?" Shen Yan asked, "Representative Xiaolu?"

Lu Jing nodded, then shook his head.

Wake up is awake, the brain is still a little sluggish.

No, Dr. Shen, I am not a drug substitute!

After all, there were other people in the duty room, and Shen Yan didn't make much fun: "What do you want me to do, go to my office and talk about it?"

"Oh." Lu Jingshun nodded obediently, got up and rubbed his face, and then handed over the clothes with some embarrassment: "Thank you, Dr. Shen..."

"It's okay." After Shen Yan finished speaking, he left the duty room first.

Lu Jing also walked with him.

There are two interns who are finally not used as background boards.

"...Is this the drug agent from ZZ Pharmaceutical that Sister Pei mentioned just now? It's so young."

"Why do I think it's a bit sweet... I don't mean the snacks he bought!"

"It's more than a little sweet!! Super sweet, okay! Look at that eye contact!"

"No wonder Wu Ming said that he has never seen Mr. Shen have a girlfriend...you stop me and don't make me think too much, sister!"

"I can't stop it! The gentle and elegant doctor Gong X has appeared in my mind, and the soft and cute misty medicine is accepted!"

"Wow, stop talking, what kind of CP is this that makes people cry..."

"The two of them went to the office together, Dr. Shen's office."

"Hey woo woo..."

When Shen Yan changed his clothes and sat down in the office, a car carrying him and Lu Jing had already driven through several streets whistling in the minds of the two girls.

In fact, it's not a loss, anyway, he is number one in that car.

When Lu Jing passed the corridor, he found that the snacks and coffee he tried to bribe Shen Yan had been divided by the department by default, so he had to sit down empty-handed.

In fact, it is not impossible to bribe the department, I would have bought more if I knew it...

And Shen Yan scolded Jiang Yue in his heart for being a picky eater.

So the two sat facing each other, and each was silent for a while.

"Doctor Shen..." Lu Jing said tremblingly, "I didn't mean anything else, I just wanted you to be on duty, so I bought something to eat in case you were hungry..."

Shen Yan only looked at him and smiled: "You bought so much, are you going to be on duty for me?"

"No!" Lu Jing thought for a while and couldn't find any other excuse: "I, I just want to find an opportunity...to come and see you."

In fact, he still wanted to ask, Dr. Shen, why did you tell the people in the department that I was a pharmaceutical agent, but you were too embarrassed to speak up.

Shen Yan didn't continue to ask: "I didn't sleep well yesterday, the dark circles under my eyes are so heavy." He looked out the window again, and the sky had already darkened: "Have you eaten yet?"

Waypoints.

"Then I'll order takeaway by myself," Shen Yan picked up his phone and said, "You will see me if you want, it's getting dark... you should go back early."

"I...I'm not leaving yet." Lu Jing whispered.

Shen Yan didn't speak, just looked at him questioningly, the meaning was obvious: Then when will you leave?

Lu Jing looked into Shen Yan's eyes: "I said, I won't give up until you hate me - I finished all the tasks for today, I'm fine tonight, I'll stay with you in the hospital. "

Shen Yan frowned even deeper, without saying a word.

Lu Jing bit the bullet and finished: "I'll go back. When Dr. Shen is almost done with your work, I, I will take a taxi and go back by myself."

"It's fine for me to talk with you here, or Dr. Shen can pretend that I don't exist!"

Shen Yan sighed.

There was a full 2 ​​minutes of silence between the two.

Lu Jing was unwilling to leave easily, so he continued to stand in a stalemate, staring at Shen Yan without dodging or avoiding.

Then he saw Shen Yan picking up the phone as if he had made a decision: "Xiao Wu, come here."

Wu Ming was still writing the medical records, and came quickly after hearing Shen Yan's call: "Mr. Shen, what's the matter?"

Shen Yan took a breath, pursed his lips again, and said, "Are you still living in the school? You don't have to be on duty with me tonight. You can go back after you finish writing the medical records. Just come over early tomorrow to take over the shift."

"But teacher, if you are as busy as last week..."

Shen Yan didn't explain the reason much, he just waved his hand at Xiao Wu: "It's okay. Go back early."

After Xiao Wu left the office, Shen Yan walked over and closed the door.

He leaned against the door and folded his hands, not saying a word, but looked at Lu Jing with good eyes.

When Lu Jing was looking a little hairy, Shen Yan finally spoke.

"If you want to accompany me on duty so much... I have an extra bed in the duty room, so I'll make do with it tonight? Have you brought your washing tools?"

Lu Jing instinctively restrained himself from starting the small theater 3.0 in his brain, but he was already stupid.

After Shen Yan finished speaking, he turned his eyes away unnaturally.

He still wants to live in his own greenhouse that is like spring all the year round.

But every time he saw the hopeful eyes of the young man, he couldn't bear to say more indifferent words.

Either way.

Shen Yan thought, anyway, he had clearly rejected him, and just now he told him to go back, but he just refused to leave... It's not unusual to treat him as a hospital to take him in for one night.

As for himself...

Shen Yan was a little confused, forget it, let nature take its course, take your time.

The author has something to say: I want to bring a chicken coop to Lu Jing

☆、Chapter 13

Xiao Wu finished writing the medical records obediently, packed up his things and went to the intern's duty room to change clothes and leave work, just in time to meet the two background board girls who were also planning to go back.

"Wu Ming! Aren't you on the night shift today?"

Xiao Wu told the truth: "Mr. Shen just told me to go back tonight, it's not worth it."

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!

Xiao Wu suddenly remembered that the "ZZ Pharmaceutical Agency" in Teacher Shen's office just now was the one who came to the clinic two weeks ago?Teacher Shen even asked me to ask about the medical history.

"It seems to be..." Xiao Wu thought for a while, "Mr. Shen seems to be going to give up the bed in the duty room to his friend? The one who came today... from ZZ Pharmaceutical..."

The four ears of the two girls suddenly stood up.

"What? How do you know!"

"Wu Ming, do you know more details, please share!"

"Speak softly, Zeng Xinmiao! Don't be overheard!"

"Oh, Wu Ming, you continue to talk..."

Xiao Wu didn't quite understand why his two classmates suddenly became engrossed: "I just went to see him in his office. There is no one else in Mr. Shen's office, and he usually doesn't let me go. This drug agent seems to have come to the clinic last time. I called Dr. Shen..."

Xiao Wu roughly talked about the previous outpatient clinic: "I don't know why he came last time. I asked about the medical history and there is no major problem... What's the matter with you?"

"Nothing, nothing!" The two immediately said in unison: "Then Wu Ming, let's go first."

So Xiao Wu looked at the two of them holding their faces in their hands, and helped each other to leave.

"Damn sister, is this real? Hey woo woo!!"

"Wu Ming said it all! Now the two are still in the office!"

"Oh my god, Teacher Shen sent Wu Ming away because of him!"

"When I entered the hospital and saw Mr. Shen, I felt that such a perfect person, what kind of person is worthy of it! Now don't you think this little brother Yaodai is really great? Hey, there is no sense of disobedience at all. Oh my god, I can see such beautiful love in real life!"

"That's right, it's a pharmaceutical agent! Will we have a close cooperation with ZZ Pharmaceuticals in the future?"

"Damn it, you said that! I even made up a 20-word story of 'the new pharmaceutical agent originally only wanted to fight for business performance, and tried every means to get close to the doctor, woo and lobby, but in the end it was self-defeating and really fell in love!!"

"It's so real, it's so real that I want to open my LOFTER and write!"

……

A car is going fast!Go farther and farther!

Shen Yan came in with the takeaway, saw Lu Jing was still standing aside, and said, "Why, can't you sleep on the bunk bed in the duty room of the hospital? Why don't you go back?"

Lu Jing hurriedly shook his head.

If you can't wish for it, Dr. Shen can let you sleep on the floor!

Although Shen Yan let Lu Jing accompany him, he didn't delay his work. While having dinner, he opened the intranet to handle the work.

The road scene is also very interesting, never disturbing when it should not be disturbed, and silently swiping his phone beside him.

He remembered that before he came today, he sent another email to Shen Yan as Chen Di, but Shen Yan has been busy until now and has no time to reply to himself. He suddenly felt a little embarrassed, and he obviously only asked the question to get close to him However, Dr. Shen replied every letter seriously...

Forget it, Lu Jing thought, since the distance between himself and Dr. Shen is slowly getting closer, he doesn't need to pretend to be a student to bother him anymore... It just so happens that after this week, Shen Yan's one-month substitute class will end, so I have to wait for a while. It's time to explain clearly to Shen Yan. I hope Dr. Shen won't be too angry after knowing the truth.

Looking back on my past few weeks, I was really obsessed and stupid.

But... how can someone who is attracted at first glance be willing to just be friends.

Just be stupid.

But he didn't have much time to continue thinking about it, Jiang Yue, the shit doctor, came to him to blame him.

Jiang Yue: [Small program - get in the car!The happy star drop has begun! ]

Shujian Xu Mingshi: I have something to do tonight, I can't talk, let's make eye contact.

Unknowing Jiang Yue: No problem, no problem!I pull you.

If Jiang Yue knew that Lu Jing was sitting in his brother's office at this time, he would definitely regret inviting him.

And Shen Yan, who was working at his desk, stopped and frowned slightly in front of the computer.

——This broken medical record system is stuck again!

——The internal network card is a dog, and the printer is convulsed again!

Fortunately, Shen Yan was well prepared. The hospital system is always criticized. In order not to waste time, he brought his own notebook with him when he came to work. Get ready for class.

He got up and took out his notebook from the locker, and turned it on to prepare for lessons.

By the way, Xiaolu seems to have sent himself an email today, why not reply to him now.

Shen Yan looked at Lu Jing and opened the mobile game, and combined with Jiang Yue's rainbow farts to Lu Jing in the past two days, he knew with his feet that Jiang Yue must have dragged Lu Jing into the dark again.

This one eats grass from the inside out.

Originally, Shen Yan wanted to wait for his reply to see Lu Jing's reaction, but now he didn't know why he wanted to bully Lu Jing a little and make him pay attention to himself.

"Xiao Lu, are you busy?" Lu Jing had just formed a team with Jiang Yue when he heard Shen Yan calling him.

Shen Yan showed an impeccable smile to Lu Jing: "Can you help me pass the book on your right? I'll check something."

Lu Jing was taken aback by that smile, he forgot to click OK when he entered the game, and the Kaihei duo was forced to retreat to the room.

Lu Jing handed the book to Shen Yan, and inadvertently glanced at the screen of his laptop——

Dr. Shen is replying to himself!

The road scene was a little stiff immediately.

Shen Yan pretended to be ignorant, and continued to add: "When I go to your school, a student always sends me an email to ask questions. It is very easy to learn. Some things are applicable to clinical practice but may not match the book. You have to read them carefully. Just sort out the books."

"... Oh." Lu Jing nodded mechanically.

Jiang Yue sent a WeChat message: Xiao Lu, what do you do?

A simple interrogative sentence made Lu Jing, who was under high tension, tremble. He always felt that Jiang Yue was questioning himself on behalf of Shen Yan at this moment.

Are you alright?

Are you alright?

Hello?Are you alright?Pretending to be my student?

Lu Jing replied to Jiang Yue tremblingly: It's okay, I just got a call.

So Jiang Yue clicked to start matching again.

Shen Yan suddenly said again: "Xiao Lu, turn the page for me, I'm looking up another book."

Lu Jing's face turned red suddenly: "Doctor Shen, you... are you so serious every time you reply to the letter? After checking so many books, maybe the students may not be able to fully understand it..."

Shen Yan smiled brightly: "That's the student's problem. I will be the substitute teacher, and I still have to take the responsibility of the teacher."

That's enough, Dr. Shen, stop talking!

Lu Jing roared in his heart.

Jiang Yue sent another WeChat message: Xiaolu, why can't you help others?

Shen Yan took a peek at Lu Jing, whose face was flushed, and stopped teasing him: "You play first, I won't trouble you."

Lu Jing suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and quickly replied to Jiang Yue.

Shujian Xu Mingshi: I was wrong...it's all right now.

Jiang Yue: Alright!Go for your thighs!

Army attack!

In the end, Lu Jing chose a jungler to fill his position.

Although Shen Yan didn't speak anymore, after all, Lu Jing had a ghost in his heart, and he would secretly look at Shen Yan from time to time.

I saw Shen Yan concentrating on turning the pages of the book, outlining key points with a pen from time to time, and then typing in his own language... The recipient is himself, my God.

Lu Jing is playing the game in a happy and guilty state of mind, he can't control the rhythm of the game at all, because at the moment his rhythm is only Shen Yan who is at the side.

Doctor Shen!Don't be so strict!The sender of that email was me!You can just be perfunctory and perfunctory!

Definitely lost the first game.

Shujian Xu Mingshi: I don't think I'm in a good state today, why don't I fight later?

Jiang Yue brazenly said: It's okay, it's not your fault that you lost in the last round! GOGOGO.

In the second round, Lu Jing chose an ADC.

Why hasn't Shen Yan finished writing the email yet!Dr. Shen, you really don’t need to write so much!

Lu Jing was doing two things at once, and was caught by the opposite jungler and exploded.

Jiang Yue: It's okay!It's our family assistant who won't protect you!

In the third round, Lu Jing chose a mid laner.

Originally, the situation was very stable, and he also overwhelmed the opponent's mid laner, and victory was in sight.

——A new email notification popped up on his phone.

Sender: Shen Yan

Lu Jing directly slipped his hand, and the phone happily had an intimate contact with the floor.

Pushed back by the opponent.

The fourth game, the fifth game...

Although the last two Shen Yan went to the ward to see patients, but they couldn't stop the fact that the army was defeated like a mountain.

Jiang Yue ended the game sadly, and then sent a dynamic complaint about the tragic experience tonight.

Taking advantage of Shen Yan's absence, Lu Jing went to the supermarket downstairs to buy toiletries, and then went back to the office to open the email sent by Shen Yan.

After a lengthy piece of medical knowledge that Lu Jing didn't understand, Shen Yan added a sentence at the end: There is still a problem that is difficult to explain in writing, and I will tell you when I come to class on Thursday.

Lu Jing looked at the reply that Shen Yan typed word by word in front of him, and he was ashamed to reply.

Shen Yan was not very busy throughout the night, the two chatted occasionally, Shen Yan teased Lu Jing a little bit and felt that he was in a good mood, but Lu Jing didn't dare to say anything more because he was full of shame, although the atmosphere was quieter , it's not embarrassing.

It was very late at night, Shen Yan checked the room for the last time, and returned to the duty room after washing up.

"Go to bed," he said, "I'll sleep underneath so I won't wake you up at night."

Lu Jingyan obeyed.

"Well," Shen Yan paused, as if he wanted to say something, but he still didn't speak after a while, so he could only say: "Go to sleep."

The atmosphere was suddenly awkward.

Shen Yan thought, why did I agree to him to stay?

But it's good to stay, the way he blushed just now was cute.

No, why do I think he is cute?I……

Shen Yan was speechless, watched the road scene and climbed to the upper bunk, put the extension of the office phone next to his pillow, turned off the lights and went to bed.

The downside of bunk beds is that no matter which party sleeps well, the other party often sleeps poorly too.

Shen Yan felt that Lu Jing had turned over several times, but then he seemed to realize that this might affect him, so he turned over cautiously.

After a few minutes, Lu Jing became quiet, presumably falling asleep.

In the silent darkness, Shen Yan seemed to hear Lu Jing say: "Doctor Shen?"

The voice was so small that Shen Yan almost wondered if he heard it wrong.

But Lu Jing seemed to be just trying to make sure he was asleep, and didn't wait for his own response.

After a few seconds, another barely audible murmur came from above Shen Yan's head: "Then... good night, Dr. Shen."

"Good night." Shen Yan replied in his heart.

Shen Yan fell asleep very slowly, until the upper bunk was completely quiet, he still didn't fall asleep, so he simply took out his mobile phone.

He swiped through WeChat and saw that Jiang Yue had posted a Moments message three hours ago: Have you seen the stars in the sky?That's what I lost.

——Xiaolu was really playing games with this fool tonight.Shen Yan showed no remorse for having cheated others a few rounds.

Ten minutes later, Shen Yan finally felt drowsy. He was just about to go to sleep when he swiped his WeChat finger down unintentionally, and a new circle of friends came into view.

Shujian Xu Mingshi: [Moon] [Moon] Good night.

Sharing Music - "Fuerteventura"

It turns out you weren't asleep either.

Shen Yan put away his mobile phone, and curled the corners of his mouth in the darkness.

It was a very fortunate night——Shen Yan rarely had a good dream, and the phone next to his bed didn't ring all night.

When he woke up the next day, Lu Jing on the upper bunk had quietly left, and there was a message in his cell phone.

Shujian Xu Mingshi: Dr. Shen, I'm leaving, thank you for allowing me to stay with you yesterday, although I didn't seem to do anything [Sun]~

There was only Shen Yan in the duty room, the first ray of light came in in the morning, and the air was quiet and warm.

Shen Yan sat on the bed and clicked on the sharing of the road scene last night.

"You're always such a fool,

Andin your eyes so blue,

Iseethelife,

Inever had before.

(My dear little fool—

Through your eyes as blue as the deep sea, I foresee an unprecedented life)"

The author has something to say: Some lyrics and translations are taken from NetEase Cloud

Dr. Shen sleeps on the lower bunk as soon as he arrives... oh

Distressed wave

☆、Chapter 14

In the next two days, Shen Yan never received his emails or WeChat messages, nor did he see Lu Jing himself.

Shen Yan ran into Jiang Yue in surgery on Wednesday, and he tearfully described his bitter history of star loss.

"Let me tell you, after we lost so badly that day, Lu Jing has not been free for the past two days! Then I lost a starry sky in solo row..."

"I told you to play less games and cheat people less. My interns are better at playing games than you." Shen Yan didn't show any sympathy for Jiang Yue's sadness, and said sarcastic words from the side: "Oh, yes, you play black and white!" I was on duty that day."

"What does it have to do with you?!" Jiang Yue glared at him.

Shen Yan squinted at him: "At that time, he was in my office."

Later, Jiang Yue felt that Shen Yan's tone at that time was the same as "he was on my bed at that time", full of subtle determination and showing off.

"I asked him to look up the information for me... But I think you didn't bother him after you started beating me." Dr. Shen said plausibly.

Jiang Yue began to recall, Lu Jing seemed to say that he was not in a good state that day, but he didn't take it seriously...

He angrily grabbed Shen Yan's shoulder and shook wildly: "You pay me stars!!"

……

After calming down, Jiang Yue switched roles and began to speak earnestly: "Yanyan..."

"To shut up."

"You are willing to let him accompany you on duty, why are you still awkward..."

"I'm fine."

"It's okay to be okay." Jiang Yue agreed with disdain.

He paused, and suddenly realized that since Shen Yan was already willing to let Lu Jing approach him, and also accompanied him on duty, it meant that he had actually taken a step forward in his heart!

My son has grown up!better!

... It's just that the rejection was too straightforward before, and it was a bit embarrassing.

What's so good about face?It can't be eaten as a meal.Jiang Yue pouted.

In the evening, after Shen Yan finished preparing for class, his WeChat and mailbox were still quiet.

In fact, Shen Yan wanted to continue asking Jiang Yue what Lu Jing was doing these two days, and was there any urgent matter at school?

But he didn't seem to have this position, and he was too embarrassed to ask.

Looking back on the past few weeks, since I met him, Lu Jing has used various reasons to approach him, polite, not noisy, not annoying...

He seems to be always enthusiastic, always full of vigor, and always full of hope.

Tomorrow is the last class... I don't know if Lu Jing will come this time for another reason?

Just then, a newly received email popped up in the mailbox.

Sender: chendidabaobei123456

no subject

"Hello, Mr. Shen! I'm not here to ask questions today.

You said last time that you will answer the remaining questions in person tomorrow, but I am sorry, Mr. Shen, I have to tell the truth, I am not actually a student in your class.

I know you will be very angry when you see this, I am sorry to have lied to you for so long, I am from another major, and I came to listen to this course because I like it very much.

I have something to do tomorrow, so I can't come to your class. Besides, I don't have the face to ask you to answer my questions after lying to you.

I am very sorry.

It doesn't matter if Mr. Shen can't forgive me, but I still want to thank you again for answering me patiently for so many days. I am very lucky to meet a teacher like you!

I will not bother you again, teacher.

Best regards, Chen Di. "

Shen Yan looked at the paragraphs of text, and somehow felt a faint sense of loss.

Didn't Lu Jing want to chase after him?How to give up the branch line of mailbox?

Shouldn't he bully Lu Jing like this?Maybe he is guilty now, so he sent the email.

I don't know what the kid is thinking now.

If the original direction of the story was followed, Shen Yan might really be dissatisfied.

But the script was written backwards - not only was Shen Yan not angry at this moment, but he felt that he had teased him too much.

He even had the urge to call Tong Jing and tell himself that he didn't mind about it at all, because he already knew about it.

Shen Yan picked up the phone and found the contact person, but he hesitated again when he saw the string of numbers.

From the past few days, Shen Yan felt that his state was very wrong.

He admitted that the first few times he saw the little teaching assistant, he had a good impression of him. He envied his bright and clear eyes and his courage to move forward.

But Lu Jing was still approaching him with various postures, but he first asked out the person, pointed out Lu Jing's thoughts and rejected the person...it was himself.

The person who refused, but still indulged Lu Jing's approach, was also him.

Shen Yan laughed at himself, a little disgusted with himself.He is like a naive child, knowing that he is an adult's treasure, he is proud of being favored and has no fear.

He clearly knew Lu Jing's admiration for him, so he should be more decisive, either accept it or reject it, and shouldn't be so ambiguous like now, giving the other party hope, but trying to keep a distance.

How old are people, and they are still so indecisive.

After doing 10 minutes of ideological work for himself, Shen Yan finally admitted that he did have a liking for Lu Jing.

He still didn't broadcast the call, though.

When I see Lu Jing at school tomorrow, I will explain it clearly.he thinks.

Getting along with each other these days made Shen Yan feel that maybe it was like what Jiang Yue said... finding someone to accompany him is not bad.

But now, in order to make Lu Jing no longer entangled and guilty, Shen Yan decided that it would be better to tell him the truth.

Shen Yan opened the mailbox and replied succinctly:

"I'm not angry, Teacher Xiaolu."

And behind a network cable, the road scene was completely petrified in front of his desk.

Fuck!Dr. Shen knows it!

When did he know? ?

Did he know the day he was on duty?If he knew, did he do it on purpose?

Lu Jing is so busy these days that he is soaring in place.

Elder Qin temporarily arranged a case for him. It wasn't a big problem at first, but in the past two days, Elder Qin's daughter got married, and Lu Jing had to help the boss share some work.Besides, there will be classes tomorrow on Thursday, so I have to organize the PPT by myself first... In addition, the school held a postgraduate orientation party, and my parents, as the school's faculty and staff, didn't even ask me, and happily reported for myself according to the usual practice. Name... all the things that came and went have been piled up in these two days, which made him complain endlessly.

Although he was thinking of the high mountain flower in the attached courtyard next door, he had no other skills, so he could only turn his thoughts into motivation and work overtime and work hard.

Love is really a kind of spiritual power!

Lu Jing, who was almost overwhelmed by work these two days, thought firmly.

On Wednesday night, Lu Jing's busyness finally came to an end, and suddenly remembered Shen Yan's reply in the email that day - "There is still a problem that is difficult to explain in writing, and I will tell you when I come to class on Thursday", suddenly like Facing the enemy.

How should I put it?Said that the teacher will ask for leave tomorrow because I have something to do at home, so I won’t come to class?But tomorrow is a small test, and this argument is too far-fetched.

Said teacher, I am shy, I am embarrassed to raise my hand?Come on, Lu Jing himself didn't believe it.

After thinking about it, Lu Jing finally gave up all kinds of fancy reasons, and decided to confess to Shen Yan—of course, the meal needs to be eaten bite by bite, and the progress needs to be advanced step by step. Vaguely stated that he was not a student in their class.

Press Enter on the road view, and the email is sent successfully.

It was impossible to say that he was not nervous, and he began to regret it. Why did he have to do so extravagantly, pretending to be his student and sending him emails?

Maybe it was because she was too impatient when she saw Shen Yan going on a blind date.

Lu Jing picked up the cup, drank several sips of water almost fiercely, to calm down a little.

Soon, an email from Shen Yan arrived.

The reply was only a short line: "I'm not angry, Teacher Xiaolu."

He he he he he he he he he he he he he knows! !

Lu Jing felt that the short eight words made him dizzy, and the "Teacher Xiaolu" at the end repeated in his ears like a sound effect, making him unable to breathe: Teacher Xiaolu, Teacher Xiaolu, Teacher Xiaolu... …

Lu Jing petrified in front of the computer desk.

Do not know why!The surrounding air suddenly cooled down!Lu Jing's room became dark, leaving only a single follow-spot on him!Surrounding this beam of light, snow began to fall all over the sky, and with Lu Jing's sad expression, a BGM called "Yijianmei" came uninvited and rang...

Snowflakes fluttering—the north wind howling—

The world - a piece - boundless...

well.Lu Jing's brain theater 4.0 is so bleak.

The next day, Shen Yan came to the school 10 minutes earlier on purpose, and wanted to take advantage of Lu Jing to make an appointment for dinner with him after class, and then... have a good talk with him.

Shen Yan held it up all day long, and had been with others for a long time, but now he wanted to talk about his feelings with someone who was several years younger than him, and he still couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

Today, he changed into a semi-casual and semi-formal beige coat, and added a pair of white slim trousers, which made him tall and tall, with an elegant demeanor. When he walked into the campus, some students even looked back at him from time to time.

Well, Shen Yan confirmed from the eyes of the passers-by that he was wearing okay today, and the road scene should not be annoying.

With a smile on his lips, he came to the door of the classroom.

It's still a familiar class, and a familiar professor who is teaching the class one by one, but... this time, he didn't see the familiar teaching assistant.

Is Lu Jing not here?

Shen Yan's smile faded a bit, his eyes searched in the classroom, but he still didn't see the figure of the young man.

He lowered his eyes, maybe Lu Jing is too busy these days, so he won't come to the classroom with his boss.

The students in the last class also said that he didn't come often, and he would only show up when he was in class.

Shen Yan's heart sank a little.

He remembered the first time he saw him in this classroom, Lu Jing was wearing punk Mickey, his hair was slightly raised, and his eyes were bright when he turned his head to see him.

Shen Yan: "Today is the last class I give for the students. I will spend 10 minutes to finish the rest of the last class, and then we will do a quiz and give specific answers. Everyone will wait for Teacher Cao to come back." Bar."

In the classroom came the voices of the students who were reluctant to give up.

Shen Yan was in a daze. This was the last time he stood in this classroom. When he left, he wondered if he would see the little teaching assistant who forgot the USB flash drive and came in in a hurry?

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☆、Chapter 15

After Shen Yan finished class, collected all the test papers, and said goodbye to the students who had been with him for a month, Lu Jing still did not appear.

When Shen Yan finally tidied up all his things and left, he stood at the door of the classroom and couldn't help but look back at the podium again - he didn't see that familiar figure again.

Habits are really scary things, Shen Yan thought, within a month, he had already accepted the existence of Lu Jing, the nonsensical emails he approached cautiously, the outstretched hands during the outpatient clinic, and those pair of always Clear and bright, reflecting the youthful texture of the eyes.

He turned on his phone, and there was no new news from Lujing, whether it was email or WeChat.

Shen Yan sighed inaudibly.

The loss that was only superficial at first suddenly surged when I returned to the department.Shen Yan wanted to call directly to ask for clarification, but he couldn't press the call button.Perhaps for him, taking this step is considered progress... He laughed, he was getting more and more hypocritical.

From Shen Yan's point of view, since that morning,