Why is Dr. Shen like that?

Hurry up! It's almost time to get off work! "

Then he turned his head and asked Shen Yan: "What are you doing here?"

Shen Yan's expression remained unchanged: "The department is not busy today, I will accompany him to discharge from the hospital and get off work by the way."

Jiang Yue replied indifferently: "Oh."

... Is there any time when the oncology department is not busy!Do you think I haven't rotated? !Shen Yan, you can find more casual excuses!

Alas, Jiang Yue thought, for Shen Yan, a friend, he really worried too much.

Shen Yan and Lu Jing entered the elevator together.

Shen Yan wrapped his fingers in a white coat and pressed the floor.

Lu Jing asked strangely: "Why didn't I know you had a cleanliness before?"

Shen Yan just smiled: "It's okay, but the elevator in the hospital is very dirty," and then looked at Lu Jing: "Wait a minute, won't you hold my hand?"

Lu Jing was taken aback for a moment, Shen Yan seemed to be shy these few days, although he never rejected him, he always accepted it passively, now he suddenly said that, which surprised him a bit.

Of course, after the surprise, there was more joy. He showed a big smile to Shen Yan: "Oh, I can wash my hands after a while!"

Shen Yan chuckled and didn't speak any more.

When the elevator opened, two of Xiao Wu's classmates walked in talking and laughing. When they saw Shen Yan, they immediately greeted Shen Yan politely.

"You are Wu Ming's classmates, right?" Shen Yan thought of these two girls, he seemed to have met before: "Are you going back to the department?"

The two little doctors nodded again and again.

Shen Yan said: "When you go back to the department, tell him to get off work when the time comes. I have to go. I didn't see him just now."

The elevator door rang, Shen Yan smiled at the two of them, and went out with Lu Jing.

The two girls were left crying in place.

"Zeng Xinmiao..."

"Sister, stop talking, everyone understands."

"I can not make it……"

"The story of doctor X drug generation! This is the first time it is so real and touching!"

There was no queue at all for Lu Jing's discharge from the hospital, and the aunt at the window saw Shen Yan standing beside her, and kindly took priority over Lu Jing's discharge record.

"Doctor Shen, do we count as jumping in line?"

"Forget it."

"Will it be bad..."

"It's okay, do it early and go back early." Shen Yan's face was not flushed, and his heart was not beating, and he didn't feel that there was any problem with jumping in line with his face.

Lu Jing feels more and more that Shen Yan is a treasure, and there are new discoveries every day.

The author has something to say: a little short... write more in the next chapter~

☆、Chapter 19

Shen Yan, who secretly got off work early for himself, supported the steering wheel with one hand, and looked at the road scene of the co-pilot: "Congratulations on your discharge from the hospital, let's have a meal together?"

Lu Jing's big eyes flickered: "Okay, okay."

Until the car drove out of the hospital, Shen Yan was still thinking about what to eat with Lu Jing.

After thinking about 1 alternative answers in his mind and denying them [-] and one times, Shen Yan finally gave up: "What do you want to eat?"

Lu Jing continued to blink, totally out of the ordinary, as if it didn't matter if Shen Yan took him to do something that violated the core values ​​of socialism: "You can eat whatever you want."

All right, ask in vain.

Shen Yan didn't bother to worry about it: "There is a street near my house that has a lot of food, otherwise I'll park the car first when I get home, and then I'll walk and see what to eat when I get there."

Hearing that Shen Yan wanted to go home and park the car, Lu Jing rolled his eyes: "Why don't we just eat at Dr. Shen's house? You can cook a bowl of noodles as you like."

Isn't it a bit quicker to take it back to your home within a few days of being together?But after these two days, Shen Yan is not worried about what Lu Jing will do to him when he is not willing.

But the point is... Shen Yan is a little embarrassed: "Do you want to make it at home? My kitchen has always been a decoration, and Jiang Yue said that I am a disaster-level master."

"I will, I will! I'll do it for you!" Lu Jing replied excitedly, like a kindergarten kid who finally found a chance to express himself.

Shen Yan looked at Lu Jing with shining eyes and couldn't refuse, so he had no choice but to drive the car to the supermarket and let him buy.

While making selections, Lu Jing asked Shen Yan about his preferences: "Doctor Shen, do you want to eat shrimp? Can you steam garlic shrimp."

"That's right! I just talked about eating noodles... How about buying some flour and making tomato stewed noodles."

"How about buying a chicken? Forget it, I can't finish one..."

"Otherwise, buy some eggplant and minced meat, you can make lantern eggplant..."

"By the way, do you have an oven at home? If so, you can bake something!"

Shen Yan felt that if he hadn't stopped him later, his refrigerator might not be able to hold it.

However, Lu Jing still brought food for at least six people back home.

Shen Yan's eyelids twitched, silently watching Lu Jing move the shopping cart into the car.

After getting into the car again, the joy on Lu Jing's face increased significantly, and Shen Yan couldn't help laughing: "Is cooking so happy?"

"Happy," Lu Jing said: "Cooking, watching a bunch of simple food become delicious will be very happy, but it's even more fun to cook for you... This is a rare skill that I can show."

"Okay." Shen Yan stretched out his hand to rub his little teacher's hair: "Then wait for you to show your talents. Go home."

Lu Jing moved his eyelashes after hearing the word "go home", and said softly: "Okay." Then he gently held Shen Yan's hand on the joystick.

Shen Yan felt the temperature from the back of his hand, and hooked the corners of his mouth.

That's ok, drive a little more steadily like this.

After arriving home, Shen Yan obediently gave up the kitchen to Lu Jing: "Should I help you? But I can wash the vegetables."

Lu Jing said, "No need, no need! I'll just come, the doctor's hand is very precious."

Shen Yan laughed: "I'm not a surgeon."

Lu Jing chuckled: "Anyway, you are precious."

Why are kids nowadays so shameless?

Shen Yan thought with a smile when he was pushed out of the kitchen by Lu Jing.

Shen Yan was in the living room, turning on the computer to process work emails. He could hear the symphony of pots and pans coming from the side, and the kitchen was filled with warm light full of life. He suddenly felt that what Jiang Yue said last time seemed to be wrong. Wrong, it feels good to be taken care of.

So after finishing his work, he found the letters that Lu Jing had sent to him these days, and quietly marked them with stars.

Lu Jing moved very quickly, and when Shen Yan came back to his senses, there were four exquisite dishes and one soup on the table.

Seeing that Lu Jing was about to roll up his sleeves and make another one, Shen Yan quickly stopped him: "Enough is enough, we can eat these for two days."

Lu Jing's craftsmanship is really good, with good color and fragrance, which is much better than Jiang Yue's level of frying vegetables to ensure that no one will die.

But I don't even seem to know how to fry vegetables, Shen Yan thought.

"It's obviously to celebrate your discharge from the hospital, but why did you cook for me in the end?" Shen Yan said.

Lu Jing raised his head and smiled, looked into Shen Yan's eyes and said, "There is no difference, whatever is fine."

Why is this kid full of love words!Really, don't you know how to be reserved!

Shen Yan lowered his head, blushing a little.

Lu Jing really did too much, Shen Yan tried his best to eat more than usual, just as he put down his chopsticks, his cell phone rang.

He stared at the caller ID for a moment, and then answered after a few seconds: "Hello, Mom."

"Well, it's working fine."

"Others are fine. Your body is the most important thing."

"Well. I... will go home in a few days."

"……Um."

"Yes. I see."

Lu Jing looked at Shen Yan who was on the phone with a respectful tone, but the original gentle smile gradually disappeared. He was a little curious, but he didn't ask much.

Shen Yan hung up the phone, paused for a while, and said, "Xiaolu."

"Huh?" Lu Jing put down his chopsticks and looked at him seriously, feeling that Shen Yan would have something to say.

"Is my personality... not so good?"

Lu Jing shook his head again and again: "No way."

Shen Yan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Look at me, when you pursued me, I clearly refused and kept hanging on to you, but later I agreed, but you always took the initiative to tease me and make me happy. Now you are out of the hospital , and cook for me..."

"I...according to Jiang Yue's words, to put it nicely, I won't offend others, but to put it bluntly, I want to save face and suffer."

"I'm not very good at responding to other people's feelings..."

Shen Yan said a little dejectedly.

Then his hand was taken.

Sitting opposite him, Lu Jing looked at him without blinking and said, "You are fine. I think I am really very lucky."

Shen Yan's hands gradually felt the warmth of being clenched, he hooked his fingers to Gou Lu Jing's palm, and then held him back.

Lu Jing continued to say: "You may not believe it, I have never been in a relationship before, and I have no special desire to be with anyone, but when I saw you, that wish was gone subsided."

"Shen Yan, I'm afraid you will think it's too frivolous if you say you love me now, but I really like you very much, very, very much."

"I made the determination to resist the war for eight years! I didn't expect it to go so smoothly. Even if I did so many stupid things, you still like me!"

Shen Yan looked up at him.

"I know Dr. Shen! I can see it. Maybe you can't say it, it's okay, I... I'm not in a hurry. "

"I really feel your response these days!"

"When I pursue you, even if you reject me, I will continue to work hard; teasing you and making you happy is all I want, and cooking for you is also my wish... I do all these things willingly and willingly, You don't have to worry about it at all."

"You just don't know how good you are..."

"During the few days I was in the hospital, I was always so happy that I couldn't sleep. It was like a dream, and I felt that I had found a treasure."

"Doctor Shen, tell me, why is my luck so good?"

It might be that Lu Jing's hands were too warm and his words were too sincere, Shen Yan felt his whole body warm up.

Looking at the young man in front of him who always confessed to himself, his heart felt soft, and the stiffness that had arisen just now turned into feathers, gently brushing against his heart.

He pinched Lu Jing's fair face, it was soft.

In fact, I am the one who picked up the treasure.

Shen Yan lowered his head, unconsciously scratching Lu Jing's finger: "Well, I like you too."

He heard Lu Jing take a breath.

Shen Yan said: "The call just now was made by my mother."

"I came out to my family before, and my family couldn't accept it at that time... I just moved out by myself and went back once a month."

Shen Yan continued to speak with some difficulty: "Just now my mother let go on the phone and said... If there is a boyfriend, I will bring him to meet him next time I go home."

"I would like to!!"

Before Shen Yan finished speaking, he was interrupted loudly by Lu Jing.

Lu Jing picked up the soup, took a big gulp and put it down: "I, I am willing to accompany you home!"

Lu Jing seemed to be worried that Shen Yan would be embarrassed to continue, so he took the lead and said for him: "As long as, as long as you think I'm good enough for your boyfriend... I, I will, I will accompany... ..."

When Lu Jing said this, he realized that his words were so straightforward, and his face flushed suddenly.

Then he saw Shen Yan standing up, holding his face across the dining table, and lightly pecked his lips.

The dining table reflected the light from the ceiling. Lu Jing always thought that the yellow light was too dark and not bright enough, but now he felt that the light was soft and just right.

"Okay, then you are going home with me? My little boyfriend."

Lu Jing sat on the chair in a daze for a long time.

——Damn it!Doctor Shen!Dr. Shen took the initiative to kiss me!

——I am not young!A boyfriend is a boyfriend, why a little boyfriend!

——Ah, wait! !I haven't wiped my mouth just now!

Shen Yan looked at Lu Jing's appearance and couldn't help laughing: "What's wrong? Is your mouth a switch? You can pause it with a kiss?"

Lu Jing just woke up like a dream: "I... I'm going to wash the dishes."

Shen Yan felt that he couldn't just do nothing, but Lu Jing insisted on washing the dishes, so he could only let him do it.

And Lu Jing... even secretly rinsed his mouth after washing the dishes.

Then when Shen Yan was about to send him away, he finally didn't report this time, and suddenly kissed Shen Yan when Shen Yan turned around.

This time, Lu Jing's tongue was fierce, and his offensive was extremely fierce. He seemed unwilling to let go of any inch of the opponent's mouth, and his hands hugged Shen Yan tighter and tighter, as if the two could be integrated into one.

Shen Yanxian was only surprised for a second, then closed his eyes, wrapped his arms around the road scene, and began to respond gently.

...So no surprise, he felt a slight change in a certain part of the person hugging him.

Lu Jing didn't realize until more than ten seconds later that he seemed... seemed... pushed Shen Yan for a while.

He immediately let go of Shen Yan, his face was blushing, he didn't know if it was because of shyness, or the aftertaste of the kiss.

"I..." Lu Jing tugged at his pants: "I'm going back first..."

Shen Yan didn't seem embarrassed at all, and looked at him narrowly with a pair of eyes: "Okay, I'll see you off."

☆、Chapter 20

How to send it!Pants, pants and...

Lu Jing blushed and rushed into the toilet: "Wait for me."

Shen Yan looked at the slammed toilet door and laughed silently.

It's not that I didn't respond, but fortunately, the young man was more vigorous, so he wasn't discovered.

After 5 minutes, Lu Jing came out of it, and his whole body was covered in pink.

He was a little embarrassed, he didn't look up at Shen Yan, but he still lowered his head and took Shen Yan's hand, and shook it firmly: "Let's go."

The two went downstairs holding hands, Shen Yan was thin-skinned, afraid of being seen downstairs, he wanted to let go, but he turned his head to look at Lu Jing's red ears, and gave up again.

Forget it, let him go... Anyway, there are not many acquainted neighbors.

It's just that I'm almost thirty, and I'm still holding hands with boys like college students... Is it a little tired.

"Just send it here, my family lives in the school, just take a taxi and go back." Lu Jing said.

"It's okay, get in the car." Shen Yan didn't agree, but still pulled him into the car: "I'll take it for a ride."

Shen Yan lived not far from the school, and he drove to the gate of the school in a short while. He stopped the car, and Lu Jing was still sitting in the co-pilot, a little reluctant: "Can I pick you up from get off work tomorrow? Today... ...I haven't finished eating today's dishes, and there is still something in the refrigerator, so I can make some more."

Shen Yan flicked the tip of Lu Jing's nose: "OK."

"Then I can come the day after tomorrow? I should be fine the day after tomorrow."

Shen Yan looked at him with a smile: "Don't you have my duty list? I will be on duty the day after tomorrow."

Lu Jing grabbed the seat belt with one hand and said, "That's what Chen Di found for me! After I'm with you, I won't bother him anymore..."

Shen Yan didn't ask much: "Okay. But this time I won't drive my intern classmates back."

Lu Jing's eyes sparkled: "It's okay! I'll just wait for you to get off work."

"Also, Dr. Shen! Can I—can I call you Yanyan? I want to be called that too."

Shen Yan deepened his smile: "Okay. But Dr. Jiang only called me that when I was a year older. If you call me that, I'm not afraid to call myself old?"

"Not afraid, not afraid!" Lu Jing grinned at him, and suddenly thought of something: "By the way, I... I just casually mentioned the name of a pharmaceutical company last time, can you... clarify it in the department when you have time! I It's not a drug substitute!"

Shen Yan still nodded: "Okay."

It seemed that he would not refuse anything Lu Jing said.

"Then, then I'm leaving." Lu Jing finally unbuckled his seat belt.

"it is good."

"May I ask for a goodnight kiss!" Lu Jing, who had unbuckled his seat belt, came closer, his eyes sparkling with anticipation, like some kind of small animal.

Shen Yan was also very curious, why he always compared him to small animals, the other party was clearly a boy who was taller than him.

He heard his own voice answer happily: "Okay."

He met Lu Jing's expectation, and gently kissed the other person's forehead: "Then say goodnight to you in advance."

Satisfied, Lu Jing opened the door and got out of the car.

"Lu Jing." Shen Yan stopped him.

"About...that aspect," Shen Yan seemed a little embarrassed, "give me some more time."

Lu Jing was stunned for a moment, and it took a few seconds to realize what Shen Yan was talking about.

Remembering that I pushed the people in the car for a while just now, my face blushed again, and I said like a repeater: "No hurry, no hurry, no hurry! I, I, I, I was sorry just now! Good night, Dr. Shen Shenchen!"

Then Lu Jing ran into the family area of ​​the school in a flash, turned around until the corner, and waved at Shen Yan who hadn't driven away yet.

Shen Yan watched the road scene disappear out of sight, then turned the car key and drove away.

After Lu Jing returned home, he recalled the conversation just now... Wait! !

Dr. Shen is 1 or 0! !

if!What if he is 1! !

Chunyi Lujing frowned, and fell into one of the few difficult choices in his life.

If... Yan Yan is 1... then I...

no!unacceptable!

...but the other party is Shen Yan!

Either...or...

Lu Jing grabbed his hair with both hands.

...doing 0, will it hurt?

Woo woo woo.

Just as Lu Jing was fighting at home, Dr. Shen saw an inconspicuous small box at the gate of his own community on the way home.

"Contraceptives enter thousands of households, and happiness blooms in every household."

It turns out that our community has always had this kind of thing?

this……

After Shen Yan parked the car, he fell into deep thought.

Now he also understands his own mind, he really likes Lu Jing very much.

but.

Is the road view 1 or 0?

if!If he is 0?

No, I have no experience with this!

in case... in case...

Forget it, I should be fine.

As for when it will come to that step?

This Shen Yan didn't think about it, but why don't you get one first, just in case you need it.

So Shen Yan parked the car, walked to the entrance of the community like walking, and took a box of condoms from the box of "contraceptives enter thousands of homes, every household is full of happiness" under the kind eyes of the security guards.

Later, for half a month, Shen Yan didn't have the nerve to go through the main entrance, and spent a few extra minutes every day to go to work through the back entrance, for fear that the security uncle would see him familiar.

But without mentioning this, when Shen Yan was taking a lunch break the next day, Jiang Yue was about to come to look for him, and as soon as he opened the door, Jiang Yue yelled loudly: "Yanyan, let me tell you—"

Shen Yan leaned on the sofa: "Don't call me that."

Jiang Yue didn't react: "Ah? What?"

"I said, don't call me Yanyan all the time," Shen Yan said dissatisfied, "Just like my mother."

Jiang Yue: "???"

Jiang Yue was puzzled: "Didn't I call you that often? Why did you suddenly...?"

Shen Yan glanced at him, without explaining the reason: "Now I suddenly don't want you to call me that."

Although Jiang Yue was dumbfounded, he still obediently listened to Shen Yan's words: "Oh, okay."

It just so happened that at this moment, Shen Yan's mobile phone on the table rang, indicating that a new message had been received.

Jiang Yue was about to hand the phone to him, but saw the new message just sent displayed on the brightly lit screen.

Shujian Xu Mingshi: Yanyan, what time do you get off work today?

Jiang Yue: "..."

Seeing color forgets righteousness!Emphasis on sex over friends!The wrath of man and god!Sour and smelly!

Jiang Yue: "You!"

Shen Yan: "Me?"

Before Jiang Yue left the office in grief and indignation, he said to Shen Yan angrily: "You! If you have a partner, forget your father!"

Shen Yan was indifferent: "I know, I know."

Then, without looking at Jiang Yue, he picked up his phone and replied to Lu Jing's WeChat.

Director Cao finally came back in the hope of the general practitioners, and Shen Yan became even busier.

Liu Ping finished a cycle of chemotherapy, but the effect was not satisfactory.

She had shaved her head, wore a hat she knitted herself, and her complexion was getting worse.

After all, it was the first patient he handled, Xiao Wu's expression often became more and more serious, and sometimes he always asked Shen Yan a lot of questions.

"Mr. Shen..." Xiao Wu felt a little compassionate: "A person like her can..."

Shen Yan looked at the young doctor's hesitant eyes, and said softly: "It's okay, as long as she treats according to the standard, she can still control it. Since it is your first patient, then you must take it more seriously. How long will you go back?" Read the book and learn more. Is Liu Ping's radiotherapy scheduled?"

Xiao Wu nodded: "The physicist plan has been completed, and we can start after Director Cao's review."

"Okay, you go to work first."

In the afternoon, another stranger came to the department.

He was carrying a bag of fruit, put on a neat suit, and said, "Hello, Director Cao, I am the medical representative of ZZ Pharmaceuticals."

Shen Yan: "..."

It's over, he hasn't told the department that the one who came last time is not from your company.

Isn't ZZ Pharmaceutical basically not coming to our hospital? ?

Jiang Pei said first: "Hey? Didn't you come here last time? Are you still looking for Dr. Shen?"

The drug agent was stunned for a moment: "No, our company specifically said that we will wait for Director Cao to come back."

Jiang Pei: "Then last time..."

The two intern girls exchanged glances in the corner.

Seeing that Director Cao also looked over, Shen Yan smiled calmly and said, "The one from last time is not from your company."

Now that the master is here, he just took this opportunity to put Lu Jing and the department aside: "That kid is here to find me."

Jiang Pei looked at Shen Yan strangely.

Shen Yan bowed to the drug agent: "That's a friend of mine... just happened to be interested in your company's research, so I took the liberty. I apologize to you on his behalf."

Seeing that Shen Yan offered to apologize, Jiang Pei quickly said: "Yes, yes, he didn't tell me that he was a medical representative last time. It was I who admitted my mistake before telling Dr. Shen that I should apologize. .”

The drug agent didn't expect to receive two apologies the first time he came to the department. He was flattered and felt that his company's new drug launch was promising, so he hurriedly went downhill in fear.

At this point, the discussion about who the last "ZZ Pharmaceuticals" was came to an end, but Shen Yan still did not explain who the young man who came to him at that time was, and why he used the name of ZZ Pharmaceuticals. And know.

Oh, by the way, the car driven by the two interns next door on the LOFTER is ready to drive elsewhere.

In the evening, Shen Yan saw the long-awaited road scene downstairs in the internal medicine inpatient department as scheduled.

After all, they were still in the hospital, Lu Jing also took Shen Yan into consideration, and did not do anything out of the ordinary, but as soon as the two got into the car, Lu Jing grabbed Shen Yan's somewhat cold hands.

"Is it cold?" Lu Jing also noticed that Shen Yan was afraid of the cold, and while talking, he used his own hands to warm Shen Yan.

Shen Yan let him go, his hands slowly warmed up: "It's not cold. Go home for dinner?"

Lu Jing is always happy when he hears the word "go home": "Okay."

Shen Yan suddenly remembered that he seemed to have forgotten his mobile phone in the department.Just as he was about to get out of the car, someone knocked on his window from the outside.

He rolled down the car window, Xiao Wu's face was revealed, and he handed over the phone: "Teacher! You forgot to take your phone."

Then Xiao Wu saw Lu Jing.

His hand was still on Teacher Shen's!

As dull as Wu Ming, he also felt something was wrong.

"Cough." Shen Yan was a little embarrassed: "I was just about to go back to get it, but you sent it here. Thank you Xiao Wu, you should get off work too, don't be too late."

Xiao Wu nodded and watched Shen Yan's car leave.

☆、Chapter 21

"Your student seems...to see it?" Lu Jing blamed himself a little: "I didn't realize it just now."

"It's okay." Shen Yan didn't seem to care, "Xiao Wu is a good boy."

"You..." Lu Jing looked at Shen Yan, hesitant to speak.

"What's the matter?" Shen Yan drove the car out and asked.

Lu Jing thought for a while, and then said: "I thought you would be very concerned about this kind of thing..."

After all, Dr. Shen is a very face-saving person.Lu Jing swallowed the second half of the sentence and didn't say anything.

Shen Yan put his hands on the steering wheel and smiled: "I really care."

Lu Jing froze for a moment.

"But if you are trapped by face, you may miss a lot..." Shen Yan turned his head to look at Lu Jing while waiting for the red light: "For example, you."

"Jiang Yue told you that I'm a stubborn old man, right? He's right. Before I met you, I always felt that I was fine by myself," Shen Yan tapped his fingers on the steering wheel and said, "My I treat everyone equally, I don’t want to offend anyone, but I don’t want to get close to anyone, we can get along very well even though there is a protective film, why do you have to go out of your way to open yourself to another person?”

Lu Jing felt hot in his heart: "I..."

Shen Yan took the time to shake Lu Jing's hand: "He once said that I want to save face and suffer. That's right. After all, since I don't show my sincerity to others, isn't it good to maintain my image?"

Lu Jing nodded in confusion.

"And..." Shen Yan laughed: "Since I've been out with my family long ago, it means that I don't actually value face so much."

"It's just that I didn't find the right one."

Lu Jing held his breath.

"You suddenly didn't contact me for several days, and I realized that I had been trapped by my so-called face earlier."

"I have seen so many patients, professional reasons, so many joys and sorrows in the world, I thought I was used to it, but I accidentally saw you lying in the ward that day... Even though I knew it was just a small operation, I also know that Jiang Yue didn't tell me it must be because the problem is not serious, but I still have some fears."

"It's ridiculous, I didn't know what I really wanted in my heart at that time."

Shen Yan also couldn't imagine why he was so rambling these two days.

Probably affected by the road view.

But there seems to be nothing wrong.

Shen Yan parked the car, opened the door, and watched his little boyfriend get out of the car.He walked over and took his hand: "Let's go."

The voice was unprecedentedly gentle that he hadn't even realized.

In the next few days, the department was still quiet.

Although Xiao Wu has doubts in his heart, it is only in the bottom of his heart.

Teacher Shen... Teacher Shen likes men?

He set off a stormy wave in his heart, and then convinced himself.

Although Teacher Shen likes men and women, Teacher Shen is still so powerful.

So Xiao Wu, who was the only(?) in the department who saw the truth of the matter, quietly buried the matter.

Those two girls don't count, after all, CP is reversed.

But the people in the hospital found that Dr. Shen seemed to have changed recently.

It became... with a breath of human fireworks.

Although Shen Yan in the past was perfect, he always felt like a precise clock, moving step by step according to the established instructions.

Now, according to the words of the nurse at the guidance desk: "Since Dr. Shen has become gentler and more humane, his smile is inexplicably ten times more handsome than before!"

But that's an afterthought.

A few days later, Shen Yan told Lu Jing not to come to the hospital when he was busy with work, and would go to school to find him when he was free.Lu Jing didn't insist on it all the time, and came to cook for him in different ways when he was free. In order to let Teacher Lu fully demonstrate his cooking skills, Shen Yan dragged an oven back from the mall one day and let him do his best.

Every time Shen Yan sees busy figures in the kitchen, he always feels his heart sinking steadily.

In addition, Shen Yan finally succeeded in winning the right to wash the dishes. One cooks and the other washes the dishes. After the meal, the two of them will take a walk along the path. When they are not going out, they will hug each other on the sofa and watch TV for a while, and then Shen Yan will study. Road View works, or vice versa.

Shen Yan never mentioned that he slipped a condom quietly, and the road scene was not in a hurry, he didn't ask, sometimes he would go to the toilet to put out the fire when it caught fire, Shen Yan sometimes looked at his back, feeling a little guilty, thinking Pull him back and say... In fact, you don't have to accommodate me like this.

But this matter... He is not very easy to talk about when it comes to the door, so he has to give up every time.

Shen Yan didn't know what was going on with Lu Jing. He had also thought about letting Lu Jing move in to live with him, but Lu Jing didn't mention it, and he was also afraid that the other party might have something to hide.

But no matter what, the relationship between the two became more natural and sweet.

"Come on," that evening, after the two of them had dinner, when Shen Yan was sorting out his work emails, he saw the letters he had set as a star. Pretend to be the email Chen Di sent me?"

"Remember! Arrhythmia. I came to ask you after looking through Xueba's notes. What else was there later?" Lu Jing scratched his head: "The pacing mechanism of the sinoatrial node, what else, oh, I'd better read the book about alveolar surfactant and so on! Dr. Shen!" Lu Jing only had these professional terms in his mind, and he forgot all about the specifics.

Shen Yan just finished washing the dishes, and leaned comfortably on Lu Jing's back: "Oh? Then tell me, how much do you remember?"

"This, this..." Lu Jing turned his head around, took Shen Yan's hand, hugged him firmly in his arms, and tried to get away with it: "I, I don't remember clearly..."

"The alveolar surfactant is to prevent people like you from overinflating..." He slowly explained: "Have you finished the task assigned by your boss this time? Are you still lazy? You have to do it like last time." Do you not see anyone for a few days?"

Lu Jing nodded quickly: "It's done, it's done! I'll take care of it when I come to pick you up from get off work today!"

Shen Yan felt the temperature around his body, and the strong heartbeat from the opponent's chest. His heart moved. He took Lu Jing's hand and stuck it to the place where the heart was beating, and continued to carry out the popularization of physiology in a serious manner: "Sinus room Jie, he is a very domineering guy, relying on his own speed, he occupies other people's positions, and suppresses others... just like you."

Lu Jing's eyes widened: "How can I!"

Shen Yan smiled and rubbed his head: "I don't know who came to register with me? Huh? Who came to the department to look for me after I refused?"

Lu Jing didn't expect him to bring up the old story again: "I am..."

"However," Shen Yan moved his hand down an inch, stretched out his finger and pointed at Lu Jing's forehead: "It is because of this that the heart can beat normally. Otherwise, there will be an arrhythmia."

Lu Jing seemed to understand, but he didn't seem to really understand.

Shen Yan let go, and looked into Lu Jing's eyes: "In the future, if you have nothing to do, you can look through my books here, so don't keep asking Xueba to borrow notes."

No, wait.

Lu Jing slowly savored the twists and turns.

So, he is, thanking himself for the "stalker" of the sinus node, not discouraged?Let... let his heart, uh, pace normally?

Didn't I say that your doctor took so much effort to confess? !

Lu Jing thought sweetly and annoyed.

It's another new week, and Lu Jing finally ushered in the day to go to Shen Yan's house.

Jiang Yue's eyes widened, and he exclaimed, "I didn't expect to see the day when Shen Yan brought his boyfriend home in my lifetime." Shen Yan rolled his eyes at him, and then learned from the scriptures: "We haven't been together for a long time, will it be true?" Will it be too fast? So, I still feel a little uneasy, and you can give me some advice."

Jiang Yue thought deeply for a while: "I...don't know."

Shen Yan turned around and left.

"Hey, don't worry, I'm not an experienced person, let me think about it—" Seeing this, Jiang Yue quickly pulled Shen Yan back.

Jiang Yue, who had an extremely poor emotional experience, thought about his few experiences of bringing his girlfriend home, and said, "Anyway, it's up to you. If your parents are really satisfied, they won't find fault everywhere."

Shen Yan took it for granted: "Yes."

Shen Yan: "Let's go."

Jiang Yue: "??? No, you're done for a while??"

Shen Yan: "Huh?"

How about not?

Because at this moment, he came to Jiang Yue just for psychological comfort, and what Jiang Yue said was not important at all.

He and his parents... hey.

Shen Yan was a child of someone else's family since he was a child. He was obedient, sensible, and good-looking. His parents were also busy, and he didn't have much time for family reunion.The only thing that went out of the ordinary was talking about a senior's boyfriend and happened to be seen by the parents who came to the school.

Shen Yan sometimes has an inexplicable stubbornness in his bones, and he doesn't know why. He obviously has nothing to do with his seniors, but he just beat him to death without compromising with his parents, and he persisted.

There was a survey conducted by Harvard University. In a person's life, there are generally seven opportunities to determine the direction of life, but God always sets some thresholds when giving us these opportunities.

Shen Yan felt that it was a threshold for him to fill out the medical report, and admitting his sexuality was also a threshold, but insisting on coming out to his family... probably is a threshold that is difficult to cross.

But fortunately, it finally crossed the past.

Shen Yan often thinks that if he didn't have that kind of persistence at the beginning, if he continued to develop according to his personality, he might really havetily find a girl to marry in the end.

He tilted his head, Lu Jing was calling a student, with a cheerful expression and bright tone, he didn't look like a teacher, but like a male student with clear eyes in the next department in college.

Well, it's good to get over those hurdles.

Shen Yanan drove the car quietly, turned the car music volume to the minimum, and listened to his boy's brisk voice lingering in the car.

He doesn't seem nervous at all, Shen Yan thought when he followed Lu Jing into the elevator.

Shen Yan took a deep breath, found out the key and opened the door.

The feeling of home that is both familiar and unfamiliar is overwhelming.A few dishes were already set on the table, but the TV was on but no one was watching. Dad should be in the bedroom, but my mother heard a sound from the hallway, walked out of the kitchen, and wiped her hands with an apron.

Shen Yan opened his mouth before she could speak: "Mom, I'm back."

"This is my boyfriend, Lu Jing."

☆、Chapter 22

Shen Yan's mother is like a beauty forgotten by the old times. The facial features of the two are somewhat similar, but Shen Yan is a gentle and graceful son, so Shen's mother can't get caught in it even if she is stained with wind and frost.

And Shen's mother's nose is so beautiful, Shen Yan is her inheritance... But there is a mole on Yanyan, the finishing touch!

Thinking in his heart, Lu Jing bowed respectfully first, and handed over the gift he had chosen for a long time: "Hello, Auntie, just call me Xiaolu."

After all, the number of times he meets his family after work is not too much. In addition, before Shen Yan and his parents have been in a stalemate, and now they finally let go, but they haven't completely opened up their hearts.

Opposite Shen's mother, the young man who looked much younger than her son tried to smile: "Hello, hello. Xiaoyan, please say hello, your dad just came back from a business trip, call him later. I'll go to the kitchen to see Look, otherwise the dishes will be mushy."

Seeing Shen Yan nodding his head, Shen's mother hurried back to the kitchen.

Shen Yan was afraid that Lu Jing would be restrained, so he squeezed his hand quietly, and led him to the living room.

As for Lu Jing, he said he was being cautious, of course he was being cautious, after all, it was the first time he came to Shen Yan's house, but...

Shen Yan felt that Lu Jing was quite calm now.

——At least he is much calmer than when he first met himself.

He poured a glass of water for Lu Jing, handed it over, and asked in a low voice by the way: "Are you not nervous?"

Lu Jing sat on the sofa, took a sip of water, and shook his head: "It's okay."

Shen Yan was curious: "Then why did you see me hemming and hawing and doing a bunch of stupid things before?"

Lu Jing had an expression of "Why do you ask me when you know everything?": "That was... my first time chasing someone... I've made it all the way. I've passed the most difficult stage, so why worry about it? Anyway, I don't believe you