dark blue vodka

Familiar music echoed in the earphones, and Su Yi closed her eyes and leaned on the seat of the ship heading to Capri.

In the month since returning from the "Clam Company" dance, Dino has taken Su Yi almost all over Italy.Although it is great to have such a free tour guide, Su Yi, who is used to living alone, rejected Dino's invitation to take her to Capri Island on the first day of the second month.

Of course, there are other reasons as well.

Dino's personality often reminds Su Yi of Qian, who is equivalent to a sunflower.

A relaxed pace of life, a sunny nature full of enthusiasm for life, easy to find the good side of things, not too ambitious, although sometimes you will suddenly be useless and make things mess up, but when necessary , but extremely reliable.

Perhaps out of longing for her friend, Su Yi will unconsciously put her affection and dependence on Qian on Dino.

Over time, it deteriorated into another kind of emotion.

Therefore, she couldn't get any closer to Dino.She can control all her emotions, except for a person's love.

The Capri Island that Su Yi is going to is also known as Banshee Island. It is strange and mysterious. According to historical records, Capri Island was the lifelong pursuit of a generation of Roman emperors. I spent ten whole springs and autumns on the island.Before leaving for Italy, a friend told Su Yi: "If you go to Italy without shopping, it means you haven't been there."

This weird suggestion made Su Yi laugh at the other party for a long time. She didn't go on a trip, but just borrowed the beauty or customs of Italy to draw some inspiration for her first illustration collection, and—to avoid those two people.

Capri Island is indeed the first choice for shopping in Italy, but Su Yi doesn't mean to go shopping, she just wants to see the famous "Blue Cave" here.

The Blue Hole is a natural cave located on the sea.The appearance can be said to be unattractive, but as long as you change to a super small boat and pass through the cave, you will find something strange.The seawater in the cave will reflect an incredible blue light due to the sunlight.It's a pity that the actual visit time is only 5 minutes, which makes Su Yi a little disappointed.

After returning to Rome from Capri, Su Yi was so tired that she didn't want to move any more, she fell down on the bed and passed out.

Dino sat in the bar that he and Su Yi had been to before, staring at the glass of dark blue vodka in front of him, lost in thought.After maintaining the same movement for a long time, he said to Yichen who was busy in the bar: "You are, Yichen, right?"

"En? Do you need anything?" The Chinese girl stopped working and looked up at Dino.

"There are some things I want to ask you about Su Yi."

"Are you Yi's friend? I really want to answer you, but I'm working now." Yichen smiled shyly and pointed at the wine in his hand.

"Romario... Please help Yichen to ask the boss for leave."

"I see, BOSS." Romario tactfully ran to the side and asked where the boss was.Ever since Su Yi rejected Dino's invitation, Dino has maintained this state for a long time... No need to reason, he also knows what is going on in his family's sometimes useless, sometimes handsome BOSS.

"Yichen, the boss said you can take a break." A young man beside Yichen said.

"Eh? You're pretty good." Yichen put down the work in hand and said to Dino.

"Now, can I ask some questions?"

"Sure, whatever you want."

Although Dino knows that it is not very moral to inquire about other people's past, but he just wants to know more about that Chinese girl who sometimes shows a sad expression...

"Su Yi has a friend named Qian. What happened to her? When she saw Van Gogh's "Sunflower" before, it seemed to bring back very bad memories."

"Ah, Qian." Yichen thought for a while, as if she was sorting out her thoughts, and said, "She was Su Yi's best friend in high school, but she died in a car accident in her sophomore year."

"A car accident?" Dino looked at Yichen in disbelief.

"The transportation in China is not as good as in Italy." Yichen looked at Dino's expression and suddenly wanted to laugh.

"I see. No wonder she has that expression on her face."

"Su Yi's favorite flower is actually sunflowers. Besides, you don't have to blame yourself too much for that. She is not the kind of woman who is defeated by sadness when she sees memories that can be brought back."

"No, it's not about self-blame..."

"Huh?" Yichen looked at Dino with raised eyebrows, as if he understood something instantly, and said, "You don't want to chase her, do you?"

"Huh? No, no, no, I didn't think... ah..."

Romario, who was walking from a distance, looked at his boss shaking his hands desperately, as if he was explaining something, and then he got agitated and fell to the ground with his chair.

"Puha..." Yichen laughed as he watched Dino's useless actions.

——It’s too obvious...

"Boss? Are you okay?" Romario quickly helped Dino up on the ground and asked with a half-smile.

"Romario? When did you come back? I'm fine, not at all." Dino quickly got up from the ground, patted the dust off his body, and sat back in his seat with a calm face.

"It's useless. Although you are very handsome, you are indeed the type that Su Yi would like. But Su Yi doesn't seem to want to fall in love recently."

"Huh?" Dino shook his hand, causing the wine in the quilt to sway.

"Besides Qian, Su Yi also had two good friends in high school, they seem to be Li Zhe and Xiao Yi." Seeing that Dino didn't mean to interrupt her narration, Yichen could only continue: "Li Zhe Zhe is the person Su Yi has been in love with for three years. Of course, Li Zhe also knows about it. Maybe it was because boys at that time liked to show off, so he didn't pay much attention to Su Yi's love. I have to say, When Su Yi told me about the past, I had the desire to beat someone more than once."

"Cough..." Dino was taken aback by Yichen's sudden tone, and coughed violently, choked by the wine.

"Are you OK?"

"It's okay, cough cough, you continue."

"For him, Su Yi discarded the most important self-esteem, let go of the reserve that a woman should have, and tried her best to please and like her, and even confessed three times. She said that Qian once persuaded her to let go of this doomed fruitless relationship. feelings, but she didn't listen to it at that time. Li Zhe finally accepted Su Yi's confession, but in the last year of high school, Su Yi accidentally saw the picture of Li Zhe and Xiao Yi leaning together. , She also deceived herself and persuaded herself not to think too much. Until that day, those two people were almost sticking together and told Su Yi that they were together, please don't disturb their happiness, and bless them..."

"..."

"Perhaps you don't know, Su Yi's aversion to lies is beyond everyone's imagination. Facing the arrogant attitude of those two people, Su Yi just replied coldly, 'How unfavorable are you guys? , but you still want to put down your body to ask me for this worthless blessing?'. Although I said so, I didn't really get out of the pain. You know, the most unbearable blow to a person is the blow from a relative or a close friend. betray."

"Su Yi didn't tell me more about what happened later. It's just that I can feel that she never dared to step over the memory that has been entangled for a full five years."

"..." Dino put down the wine glass in his hand and remained silent.

From the time he got to know Su Yi, he only felt that Su Yi likes to live alone, her attitude of facing everything by herself, and her faint sadness, which may be the unique atmosphere of people who engage in art.

Everyone has a past, and Su Yi also has her own past.It's just that he didn't expect that that paragraph was too much about a close friend, but also about betrayal...

Before I knew it, it was raining lightly outside, but the rain in Italy came and went quickly.

Su Yi opened her eyes again, she doesn't like rainy days, gloomy and damp.

The cheeks of Li Zhe and Xiao Yi appeared in front of her eyes again, like ropes, tightly strangling her neck, prompting her to wake up from deep sleep again and again.

If she hadn't experienced it personally, she might have felt for the rest of her life that the cheating plots in TV dramas would never come true in reality.Compared with the false drama of crying and screaming, the reality unfolded in front of my eyes without reservation is even more tempting to cry without tears.

After learning about that incident, for many, many afternoons, Qian sat with her on the roof of the school, staring at the sky in a daze, squandering a lot of time, and didn't stand up until sunset and went home.During the period, we may chat a few words, or we may not speak for a whole afternoon.

Su Yi knew that even if she didn't speak, Qian could still hear her cry from the bottom of her heart.

She is lucky to have such a close friend.

Love, what words should be used to describe its broadness and narrowness?

Because of love, so trust.It's just that the soreness at the tip of the nose reminds me all the time that my trust was once regarded as a funny feeling like a clown by others.

She has been thinking and exploring for 5 years, but she still hasn't got a satisfactory result.

What led to this ending was because she was too active, so active that she was regarded as a cheap product; or because she took the sympathy they gave as a due emotional return, and when the sympathy expired, she insisted on think they are the victim...

No matter what the reason is, there is no need to pursue it further.Maybe they have separated, or maybe they are still happy together... What reason do I have to continue to avoid possible encounters?

It was Qian who, when she was most helpless, held her hand that had retracted to her chest.

Tell her that she can't ruin her future because of this immature relationship, or even break the wings of a dream that has grown up for more than ten years with her own hands.

Sunflowers are flowers that always face the sun and have the wonderful ability to illuminate people's hearts.

Su Yi always hoped that there was someone who could understand her, even if she didn't say anything.It is lucky to meet Qian; what is it to lose Qian...?

Su Yi no longer wants to discuss this issue.

Because, losing a person is just a process in life, and losing a friendship is only a small episode in life.People always see the most beautiful scenery in the deepest despair...