dark blue vodka

The author has something to say: I hope this chapter can convey a little strength to my dear readers,

I don't know if my writing can make you feel this way.

But hope, just hope ^

This chapter can inspire you.

If I hadn't met at the beginning, maybe I wouldn't be who I am now.

Su Yi returned to China with Yichen. Looking at the familiar streets and buildings, she suddenly found that they were not as familiar as before.There is a strange smell in the surroundings, as if I am not from this country, as if I am just a tourist who will never belong here...

Unfortunately, when they returned to China, they encountered moderate rain.After a few chilling words with Yichen, Su Yi took a deep breath and walked towards her home.

It's only been more than half a year, and the scenery around me hasn't changed much, what has changed is only my heart.

The memory that Dino gave to Su Yi is a lifetime of happiness.

Memories are useless by themselves, instead they take up space in the mind.However, if we don't have these memories that should be left behind, maybe we will feel unnatural instead.

Unexpectedly, the dream I had in the past would actually happen in front of my eyes.

Holding an umbrella, Su Yi looked in shock at the two figures standing in front of her who were equally shocked, and then, a big arc was drawn at the corner of her mouth.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"Long time no see." Li Zhe and Xiao Yi didn't seem to expect Su Yi to appear so suddenly.Because in the past 5 years, they have never met Su Yi in this city.Over time, even they thought that Su Yi had left this city, or even China.It's just that they would never have thought that the smiling person in front of them was avoiding their chance encounter in the past five years.

She almost abandoned the will that Qian taught her.

It was Dino who, with his sunny spirit and smile to the limit, made her decide to be cheerful and face the past calmly from now on.

At that time, Su Yi thought so.

"How are you doing recently?" Su Yi broke the silence first, without intending to move her position, and said.

"Not bad. Ordinary work, ordinary life..." The person who answered was Li Zhe.

If Su Yi's memory is not confused, the four of them talked about their future dreams in high school.Maybe it's because friends are like-minded, they said the word "plain" in unison.

These two words sound like lavender-flavored milk tea, which is sweet but not greasy, and has no taste in the mouth, but aftertaste, it has a very strong and beautiful taste.

"It's fine, and I'm fine too, very happy." With this sentence, Su Yi lied.

Not to show how strong and happy she is in front of the two of them, but to say something to Dino, Qian and herself.

——I am fine, very happy.

——I'm fine, but I don't have Qian by my side, and I'm working hard to be happy.

——I'm fine, with Dino around me, I don't need to let happiness and pain pull each other.

——I’m fine, I’m happy after leaving Italy and Dino, but I want to be happy.

……

"That's good. I thought about Qian's matter..." Xiao Yi hesitated to speak, as if afraid that Su Yi would collapse in the next second. Yi answered the call.

"Qian, that guy of her must be very happy too. Between the few of us, she is the one who is happy all day. That guy must be in heaven now, pestering the Jade Emperor to play with her."

"Well... this is Qian." Xiao Yi smiled friendly at Su Yi.Perhaps it was an illusion, Su Yi could read a trace of apology from her eyes.

It turned out that she was not the one who was ruthlessly betrayed and abandoned.

No one can smile at the other person unconsciously when they do something that hurts the other person.They are no longer the single-minded adolescent students in high school.

They have grown up, experienced things that youth have not experienced, and felt the beauty and pain that youth cannot feel.

The mood and mentality are naturally different from the past.

Once a person walks into a fork in the road, if he keeps walking unconsciously, he will eventually head towards death.

In the past, just a little bit short, Su Yi ran to the end of no dream, it was Qian who pulled her back.

Now, it's just a little bit short, Su Yi is running towards the end of her pursuit, it's Dino who taught her to be happy from the bottom of her heart.

Don't be envious of the happiness that others have. What you think you don't have may be on the way.

Never, never lament the injustice of the world.

Because, everything will be fine.

>>>

In the few months after returning to China, Su Yi took a paintbrush and did not draw a line for a long time.

It's not that she can't draw, and it's not that she has no inspiration. The trip to Italy has given her a steady stream of inspiration.It's just that there seems to be something, something necessary for painting, that doesn't exist in her heart.

So she couldn't paint.

Works without emotional integration can only belong to the trash can.

I don't know how long she was in a daze, but her mother called Su Yi back to the real world, reminded her a few homework, and at the same time revealed some information about the blind date, Su Yi refused without thinking.

Right now, she just wants to use paintings to outline her past, her present, and her future...

Entering the room with my mother, there is also a small box with exquisite packaging and a letter.

The mother looked at Su Yi gossipingly, as if expecting the other party to open the letter and box immediately.However, for Su Yi, who has lived with her mother for a long time, it couldn't be easier to see her mother's mentality.

"Don't you read it? Maybe it's a love letter." Mother said.

"Stupid, have you seen any children who opened love letters in front of their mothers?"

"Puha, yes, then take a good look, I'll just go out."

Chasing away her mother who was addicted to gossip, Su Yi carefully opened the envelope.The Italian written in a blue pen was very beautiful, and the faint warm breath smelled in the letter allowed Su Yi to confirm the identity of the other party in an instant.

On a large letter paper, there is only one line:

【how are you? 】

It’s like bosom friends chatting with each other, there is no sense of disobedience, and when I open the box, it is a bottle of dark blue vodka made in Italy.Interestingly, there is an eye-catching sunflower printed on the mouth of the vodka bottle.

"This idiot..." Su Yi chuckled, picked up her phone, and dialed a number.

>>>

It was almost a few months before Dino received the letter from China.Same as what I sent, only one sentence:

[I'm doing okay, neither good nor bad, neither surprised nor happy, everything is just okay. 】

When Dino woke up, Romario told him that Su Yi had left Italy.He didn't hear a long conversation between Su Yi and him, but there was a familiar voice in his memory talking to him constantly.

That person... should be Su Yi.

If Su Yi left because he was a mafia, no matter what, he couldn't accept this reason.It's just that he has no chance to ask again...

Missing someone does not require words, but courage.

Some stories don't need to be told to others; some feelings don't have to be conveyed by some actual objects.

No matter how far the distance is, or the two ends of the world, the feelings of longing for each other must be conveyed.