Mr. Incompetent Bodyguard

Ji Jin woke up before dawn the next day.He had never slept well, and when he woke up, he lay in Shen Qingyu's arms and couldn't bear to get up.

He looked at Shen Qingyu at close range, and thought of the change in the relationship between the two, the more he thought about it, the happier he became. He couldn't help but leaned over to kiss Shen Qingyu's forehead and nose like Shen Qingyu kissed him last night, He pecked his lips lightly again.Not so long ago, he could only do it secretly, but now he can actually kiss openly!

He was so excited that he was about to take off, and all the emotions that had been suppressed in his heart were now erupting, so sweet that he could squeeze out juice.

Shen Qingyu was woken up by him, and muttered: "What time is it?"

Ji Jin grabbed the mobile phone next to the bed and took a look: "04:30."

Shen Qingyu hasn't slept enough yet, and his voice is full of tiredness: "Sleep a little longer."

"Go to sleep." That's what he said, but Ji Jin couldn't control his hands at all, fiddled with Shen Qingyu's thick eyelashes for a while, and drew the bridge of his nose with his fingers for a while.

Shen Qingyu couldn't bear the disturbance, turned over and pressed Ji Jin with one arm and one leg: "Don't make trouble."

With half of his body pressed up, Ji Jin felt the touch on his waist, and his face suddenly burned up: the flag that the man raised early in the morning hit him...

He lay down obediently and stopped moving, and fell asleep in a daze while lying down.

At [-]:[-] in the morning, this time it was Ji Jin who was woken up by Shen Qingyu.

"Get up quickly." Shen Qingyu had already brushed his teeth and washed his face, sat on the edge of the bed vigorously and patted him, "Go out for a morning run with me."

Ji Jin stretched on the bed, and heard that his waist froze in mid-air: "Run in the morning?"

"Well. If conditions permit in the future, you and I will go to bed early and get up early, eat regularly, and exercise regularly."

"what?"

He tried to distinguish the joking elements from Shen Qingyu's face, but all he saw was seriousness.

"...Run ten kilometers??" His ending tone changed.

"Don't rush, take your time. Run as far as you can."

Ji Jinlai refused to get up on the bed: "I don't want it! I don't want to run away!"

Shen Qingyu pulled him to sit up in a coaxing tone like a child: "Ah Jin, good boy, regular exercise is good for your body."

"No!" Ji Jin shook his head in horror.It's okay to let him run for a day, but going to bed early and getting up early every morning and running in the morning will kill him. "I exercise! It's not like you don't know, I have fitness classes twice a week!"

Shen Qingyu patted his head: "Regular exercise would be better."

This is not the first time he proposed to help Ji Jin adjust his life schedule. Since he learned of Ji Jin's condition, he has searched a lot of information on the Internet.Ji Jin refused to take medicine, so he could only start by improving his lifestyle.Ji Jin's current lifestyle is too unhealthy. He doesn't sleep for a few days and nights, and then sleeps for a few days and nights to make up for it. No matter how healthy a person lives like this, he will get sick!

Not only eating and sleeping regularly, exercise is also essential.Shen Qingyu himself has learned a lot of kinesiology. He knows that exercise can regulate the endocrine of the brain. When he was a coach in the gym, he also witnessed that patients with depression greatly improved their condition through persistent exercise.Whether depression or bipolar disorder is a problem with the secretion of brain chemicals, even if exercise does not completely cure the disease, it will always have great benefits.

Seeing Ji Jin's unhappy face, Shen Qingyu continued to coax in a soft tone: "Will you run with me? I want you to accompany me."

Ji Jin couldn't refuse this sentence, but he didn't want to go downstairs, and stared at Shen Qingyu resentfully.

Shen Qingyu met his gaze with a smile.If it was left before, as long as Ji Jin put on an obviously unhappy look, Shen Qingyu would follow him.However, this time the two looked at each other for a while, Shen Qingyu's attitude did not waver in the slightest, on the contrary Ji Jinxian couldn't bear the defeat.

"You, you, you..." Ji Jin was wronged, "You have changed, you used to listen to me for everything!"

Shen Qingyu knew that he had given in, so he couldn't help but twitched his lips: "What do you want to eat at noon? After running, I'll go shopping and cook something delicious for you."

Ji Jin still remembers Shen Qingyu's promise yesterday that he would make him whatever he likes to eat, but he clearly didn't say that there were additional conditions when he made the promise!He jumped out of bed angrily and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Not long after, the two changed into sportswear and went downstairs to warm up for a run.

It's early summer in June, and the sky is clear and clear with blue sky and white clouds at seven o'clock in the morning.When Ji Jin just went downstairs, he still resisted in his heart, but when the warm morning sun shone all over his body, and the clear morning breeze blew across his cheeks, his spirit naturally lifted up.

There is a trail in the mansion complex, and Shen Qingyu led Ji Jin to run slowly.

In fact, Ji Jin's daily fitness classes are still effective. Although his physical strength is not as good as Shen Qingyu's, it is not bad, especially as a singer who is good at regulating breath.He didn't feel tired after running for about five kilometers, so Shen Qingyu slowed down and walked with him in the community.

"Does it feel okay?" Shen Qingyu asked.

Ji Jin wiped his sweat with a towel, his throat was dry and hot, he didn't want to speak, just nodded.

Although it is very tiring, after sweating profusely, there is indeed the pleasure of all the pressure disappearing and the whole body relaxing.

After running, Shen Qingyu went to buy breakfast and vegetables for lunch.Ji Jin didn't wear a mask or glasses when he went downstairs, and he was exhausted from running, so he went upstairs to take a shower and rest.

Shen Qingyu just hadn't run enough, so he trotted two or three kilometers to a nearby vegetable market to buy fresh vegetables and beef, brought breakfast along the way, and went home.

The two took a shower and had breakfast, and it was not yet 08:30 in the morning.Shen Qingyu was not in a hurry to prepare lunch, and Ji Jin didn't want to write a song either. The young couple who had just fallen in love sat on the sofa and chatted.

Ji Jin leaned in Shen Qingyu's arms, opened WeChat, and pinned Shen Qingyu's chat window to the top.He opened Shen Qingyu's personal information again. Shen Qingyu's profile picture was a pair of boxing gloves, and his WeChat name was Shen Qingyu, which seemed to have no interest at all.Ji Jin suggested: "Hey, shall I change your nickname for you?"

Shen Qingyu rested his chin on the top of his head, sniffing the scent of shampoo on his hair: "Okay."

"What should I change it to?" Ji Jin muttered to himself and asked, "Do you have a nickname? The one that only relatives and friends know."

Shen Qingyu shook his head.

Ji Jin pursed his lips, thought for a while, and suddenly had an idea.He tapped the screen a few times, changed Shen Qingyu's note name, and held up the phone to show Shen Qingyu: "This will be your nickname from now on!"

Shen Qingyu took a closer look and found that he had changed his note to "Little Fish".Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu?

"I am Jin, you are a fish, and together we are a koi." Ji Jin was very proud of his brain, and couldn't help turning his head to ask for credit, "What a match, what auspiciousness?"

Shen Qingyu looked at the way his eyes were curved and energetic, and felt that his lover was so cute that he couldn't help kissing his eyelids and the corners of his lips.Originally, he was just expressing his love without eroticism, but the kiss on the corner of his lips seemed to Ji Jin to be a seduction.

Ji Jin couldn't help but turned sideways, put his arms around Shen Qingyu's neck and kissed him.

After a long time, a charming kiss ended, and when they parted, their eyes were blurred and their skin was hot.

In the past, they always stayed in the same room and never felt awkward.But now that they have changed their identities, it seems that the two of them suddenly have two more magnetic poles, attracting each other inexplicably, getting closer and closer, and tighter.Shen Qingyu didn't think it would work like this, but he had already reacted after kissing him, and Ji Jin's appearance was probably the same, if this continues, he will definitely be shot!

However, they just confirmed their relationship last night, and it was too soon anyway.What's more, he will play a game half a month later, and he needs to abstain from sexual intercourse a month before the game. Ji Jin will also have commercial performances in a few days, so he can't mess around.

They have to find something to distract them.

"How about we watch "Little Secret of Love" together? It seems that three episodes have been aired." Shen Qingyu suggested.

"No!" Ji Jin immediately refused.He never watched the variety shows he participated in, it was simply a big shame scene.He thought for a while and said, "Why don't you watch a movie."

Shen Qingyu agrees.

Ji Jin had installed a projector at home during the renovations, but he hadn't had much chance to use it before, but this time he finally managed to use it.

After Ji Jin adjusted the equipment, he went online to search for movies.This atmosphere is very suitable for watching romance movies. He browsed the movie high score list for a while, and found a movie he was interested in: "How about we rewatch "Happy Together" together?"

Shen Qingyu blinked: "I haven't seen it. What are you talking about?"

Ji Jin was surprised: "Haven't you watched "Happy Together"?"

Shen Qingyu nodded.As a sports student who doesn't pay attention to the entertainment industry, his leisure and entertainment activities are other sports besides fighting, such as basketball, badminton, swimming, cycling, mountain climbing... The only high-scoring movie on Douban he has watched is " "Titanic", I watched it with my classmates when I was in junior high school.

Ji Jin was speechless.It doesn't matter if Shen Qingyu hasn't seen it, it's just right to watch it together.

The projector was in the corner of the living room, Shen Qingyu was lying on the beanbag sofa, Ji Jin nestled into his arms, and pressed the play button with the remote control.

When the title of the film ends, the first shot of the feature film is the naked Li Yaohui lying in front of the mirror and staring.Ji Jin froze for a moment, and suddenly remembered something.Immediately afterwards, the second scene of the movie is the scene of Li Yaohui and He Baorong being naked and entangled on a small bed in a rental house.

Ji Jin: "..."

He was already numb.From yesterday to today, he always seems to be hinting at something.But the conscience of heaven and earth, he watched this movie many years ago. Apart from remembering that it is a sad same-sex love story, he really doesn't remember the details at all!

Seeing such an exciting scene at the beginning, Shen Qingyu glanced at Ji Jin in surprise.Fortunately, he still knew such two famous actors. He believed that this should be a serious movie, so he calmed down and continued watching.

A few minutes later, when He Baorong and Li Yaohui had their first quarrel and broke up, both of them were attracted by the plot, stopped thinking about it and concentrated on watching the movie.

When the movie was halfway through, after He Baorong and Li Yaohui quarreled countless times, Li Yaohui slammed the door and left, and Shen Qingyu heard a soft sniffling sound in his arms.He lowered his head and found that Ji Jin had been crying at some point.

"Don't look at me," Ji Jinweng waved his hands angrily, "Watch a movie."

Shen Qingyu knew that he didn't like being seen by others when he was crying, so he kissed his earlobe lightly, tightened his arms around him, and continued to look at the screen in silence.

Ji Jin still remembers that when he saw this movie for the first time, he thought it was a very sad movie, but this time he rewatched it, he suddenly had a lot of sense of substitution for the role of He Baorong that he didn't have before.

He Baorong provoked conflicts and breakups again and again, isn't it a kind of psychological disease that is difficult to control?And Li Yaohui gradually changed from pain and anger to numbness and indifference in the process of forgiving over and over again, and began to voluntarily escape from this relationship.

How much tolerance does one person have for another?What is the limit of patience?How much weight can love add to this?

While worrying about these issues, he also realized how hypocritical he was.Their love has just begun, and they haven't encountered any troubles yet. Why should he be entangled in these things that haven't happened?Will what he fears really happen?

However, these clear self-awareness and condemnation did not stop his anxiety, but made him more anxious!

Shen Qingyu didn't know what the person in his arms was thinking, he kissed Ji Jin's hair or ears every few minutes to make him feel his presence.

When the movie played until Li Yaohui broke up with He Baorong and ran into Xiao Zhang in a restaurant, Ji Jin turned off the movie.

"I'm in a bad mood," he whispered.

This is a kind of code for him to communicate with Shen Qingyu. When he said this, it meant that he felt that he had entered a depressed state of mind.His manic phase and depressive phase always switch very suddenly. Sometimes he was lying on the bed so excited that he couldn’t fall asleep, and suddenly a strong tiredness hit him, and he fell asleep. He can’t wake up; sometimes he is happily doing what he likes, and at a certain moment all the interest is sucked away by the black hole, and he suddenly can’t understand what he is doing; The heart surged up, and it couldn't subside no matter what.

He didn't know whether it was the movie that aroused his depression just now, or he suddenly entered a period of depression and felt depressed after watching the movie. In short, he didn't want to see any screen of the movie at this moment.

Shen Qingyu was slightly stunned, and helped him stand up: "Go back to the room and rest for a while?"

Ji Jin nodded.

Shen Qingyu accompanied him back to the bedroom, Ji Jin lay down on the bed, Shen Qingyu helped him cover the quilt: "You sleep for a while, I'll make lunch."

Ji Jin didn't speak, and stretched out his hand from under the quilt to grab him.

Shen Qingyu looked down at his pale knuckles and understood what he meant, so he also went to bed and lay down on his side, touching his forehead: "I will sleep with you."

Ji Jin didn't need comfort when he was in depression, and others would even take the initiative to communicate with him, which would even burden him.But it will make him feel better if he has someone who can be there quietly by his side and let him know he is not alone.

Shen Qingyu thought for a while, took out his mobile phone and sent a message to the coach of the boxing gym.Originally, he made an appointment to go to the boxing gym to train after lunch, but now he doesn't go, he exercises at home by himself, so that Ji Jin can find him at any time.

Ji Jin lay down with his eyes closed, but he didn't fall asleep quickly.After a while, he suddenly said softly, "I'm sorry."

Shen Qingyu didn't know why he apologized, was it because he didn't finish watching the movie just now, or something else?He didn't answer, just touched Ji Jin's face.

After a few minutes, Ji Jin asked, "Shen Qingyu, do you like me?"

"like."

After a few minutes, he asked again: "Why do you like me?"

"Because you are Ji Jin, you are smart, kind, handsome, cute, you can write songs, you can sing, you are as dazzling as a star."

"you're lying……"

"I do not have."

"you do not like me……"

"I like."

The conversation was intermittent, sometimes Shen Qingyu thought that Ji Jin had fallen asleep, and Ji Jin suddenly murmured again, so he continued to answer.I don't know how much time passed, Shen Qingyu saw Ji Jin opened his eyes, his expression was blank and numb.

Ji Jin rolled his eyes mechanically, and his eyes fell on Shen Qingyu's face.Shen Qingyu combed his hair lightly, waiting for him to continue asking questions. After a long time, Ji Jin finally said in a low voice: "Don't like me anymore..."

Shen Qingyu seemed to understand what he meant, and leaned down to kiss his forehead lightly: "I'm here, don't be afraid, I won't leave."

Ji Jin slowly closed his eyes.He didn't speak again until he fell asleep.