Mr. Incompetent Bodyguard

On Saturday morning, Shen Qingyu went to the club as usual.However, today he did not train according to the original plan - he is going to participate in "Duel of Warriors" soon, and the opponents he will face afterwards will be real professional fighters.After the opponent's level improves, it will become more and more difficult for him to crush the opponent, and more strategies and tactics are needed to help him win in the ring.

The club has obtained the information of his opponents in the next match. Shen Qingyu and the coaching team had a meeting throughout the morning, conducted a comprehensive analysis of the opponent's characteristics and habits, and worked out a training plan for next week.After the meeting ended, it was already noon, and Shen Qingyu went home.

When he got home, he immediately went into the house to change clothes.

It took him a long time to come out, wearing a crisp shirt and trousers, he stared blankly at Ji Jin who was waiting in the living room.

Although it is not the first time for Ji Jin to see Shen Qingyu in a formal suit, today this shirt is Shen Qingyu's new one, and it fits his figure very well.After this period of devil training, his shoulders became wider again, with neat shoulders, slender limbs, and looming muscle lines under the shirt, just like a clothes hanger.

Ji Jin stared at him for a few seconds before regaining his senses, stepped forward and put his arms around his waist: "Aren't you hot wearing so much?"

"It's a bit hot." Shen Qingyu embraced Ji Jin, "But I want to impress your parents, so I'd better dress formally."

Recently, Ji Jin is slowly repairing the relationship with his parents.A while ago, they just sent text messages and made phone calls. Last week, Ji Junqian offered to hope that Ji Jin could go home for a meal on the weekend. After all, there was always a layer of separation between phone calls and text messages. They wanted to see Ji Jin's condition with their own eyes to be at ease.

After thinking about it, Ji Jin agreed, and proposed to take Shen Qingyu home with him.

He had already talked to his parents on the phone about his relationship with Shen Qingyu.Neither Ji Junqian nor Yin Qing objected—not to mention that both of them are engaged in literary and artistic work, and they are very open-minded in this respect.Let’s just say that with Ji Jin’s disease, it’s already pretty good to live a good life, and his parents don’t have any extravagant expectations for him.

"Don't worry." Ji Jin rubbed his face and said, "They know how good you are to me, and they will definitely like you."

This sentence is sweeter than any love words.Shen Qingyu couldn't help but kiss him once, and kiss him again.

The two filled Shen Damao with cat food and water, took the car keys and went downstairs.

……

Half an hour later, the two arrived at the door of Ji's house.Before Ji Jin could ring the doorbell, the door was already opened, obviously Ji Junqian had been waiting for a while.

"Xiaojin, Xiaoyu, you are here." Ji Junqian greeted the two of them kindly.Although he had met Shen Qingyu last time, at that time Shen Qingyu was only Ji Jin's bodyguard and assistant, and Shen Qingyu and Ji Jin left before the reception was over, so he didn't have a chance to pay attention .Now that I took a closer look, I realized that Shen Qingyu was really a talent.

Ji Jin lowered his eyes and whispered, "Dad."

Shen Qingyu respectfully handed over the gift in his hand: "Hello, Uncle Ji, I brought you and Auntie some small gifts. It's not a respect, so don't dislike it."

"The family has a meal, what gift do you bring?" Ji Junqian smiled, "Come in, the meal is ready, and I'll be waiting for you."

The two changed their shoes and went in, Yin Qing sat on the sofa in the living room.Seeing them coming in, Yin Qing slowly stood up while supporting the backrest, and smiled faintly.

"mom."

"Hello, Auntie, my name is Shen Qingyu."

Yin Qing nodded slowly: "I know."

Yin Qing has been ill for many years, her symptoms are more serious than Ji Jin's, and the side effects of taking medicine are also more serious than Ji Jin's.She has difficulty even communicating with people now.

Ji Junqian stepped up to make a rescue: "Let's eat first."

The food on the dining table had already been set, and everyone sat down and chatted while eating.

The last time Ji Jin saw his parents was at Yin Qing's birthday party.At the dinner table, Ji Junqian asked again about Ji Jin's recent situation, but he didn't talk too deeply about his illness, fearing that it would affect the mood and appetite of everyone at the table.

After a while, Ji Junqian changed the topic to Shen Qingyu.

"Xiaoyu," Ji Junqian asked, "I heard from Xiaojin that you are an athlete now? What kind of games do you play?"

Shen Qingyu hurriedly said: "I'm going to participate in "Duel of Warriors" soon."

"Can you watch your game on TV?"

"Yes. Jiangsu Satellite TV and several local stations will broadcast it, and you can also watch it on several major online video sites."

"Oh? When will it air?"

Ji Junqian was more interested in Shen Qingyu's career. After asking him about the viewing time of the game, he asked him some topics such as the rules of the game.During the whole process, Yin Qing and Ji Jin's mother and son only interjected a few words occasionally, and ate in silence at other times.

Halfway through eating, Yin Qing stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a piece of chicken. Because his hands were shaking so badly, the meat fell on the table before it reached the bowl.Ji Jin saw it, and silently picked up a new piece of chicken and put it in his mother's bowl.

Yin Qing looked up at him, but he avoided Yin Qing's gaze.

It didn't take long for everyone to eat and put down their chopsticks.Although Shen Qingyu was not full, this was his first visit to the "father-in-law"'s house, and he was embarrassed to eat too much, so he stopped chopsticks with everyone.

Seeing this, Ji Jin hurriedly picked up his chopsticks to pick up food for him.Ji Junqian also said with a smile: "Xiaoyu eat more, don't be polite. Xiaojin told us specifically that you are an athlete and eat more than others. So many dishes, if you don't finish them, you will waste them."

Shen Qingyu's heart was hot, he couldn't help holding Ji Jin's hand under the table, and gently scratched his palm.

After the meal, the dishes and chopsticks are cleaned by the nanny.Ji Junqian said to Shen Qingyu: "Xiaoyu, there are several books on physiology in my study. You are an athlete and you should understand it. Can you help me find out which book is well written?"

What he said clearly meant that he wanted to chat with Shen Qingyu alone for a while, but Shen Qingyu had nothing to do with it, but Ji Jin's body stiffened instantly - because of Yin Qing's unpredictable personality, he was not good at being alone with his mother since he was a child.

It's a pity that Ji Jin couldn't insist on keeping Shen Qingyu by his side, and could only watch Shen Qingyu and Ji Junqian go away.

……

After entering the study, Ji Junqian did not close the door, so that they could go out in time if there was anything outside.

He pulled Shen Qingyu to sit down in front of the desk, and asked kindly: "Xiaoyu, I heard from Xiaojin that you have been together for more than three months?"

"Yes, Uncle Ji."

"May I take the liberty to ask, why are you with Xiaojin?"

Shen Qingyu said without hesitation: "Because I love him."

Ji Junqian was slightly taken aback.

Shen Qingyu smiled and said, "Uncle Ji, do you want to ask if I mind his condition?"

Ji Junqian was silent for a while, nodded and said, "Yes...do you find it hard to be with him?"

If Shen Qingyu said it was not hard work, Ji Junqian would not believe it.He knows better than anyone what it's like to be with a patient.The hardships in life are actually nothing, but when a patient is sick, he is like an emotional black hole, which will continuously suck the energy around him, and eventually make others feel exhausted.

Shen Qingyu thought about this question for a while, and answered seriously: "How should I put it...There is nothing in life that is not difficult. In order to fight against the disease, A Jin himself worked harder than me...He made me feel that what I did It's all worth it."

If the one-sided efforts are not responded to, he may give up because of his hard work.But he was never one-sided.Ji Jin was also working hard to get closer to him.Even if he doesn't like his job, Ji Jin supports him to do it; even if he hates taking medicine, Ji Jin swallows pills in large quantities every day, and suffers for it... and the little things in their lives Look out for and support each other...

Shen Qingyu didn't want much.As long as there is love, he believes that there will be no difficult ordeals in this world.

Ji Junqian was silent again for a long time.

Three months is not a long time, and he was very worried that Shen Qingyu was so dazed during the love period that he underestimated the predicament he was facing.But he couldn't say anything demanding of Shen Qingyu.

In the end, he just patted his shoulder lightly, and said in a low voice: "Good boy. I hope to meet you, it is Xiaojin's luck."

"I hope I am too." Shen Qingyu turned his head and glanced at Ji Jin who was sitting on the sofa outside the door, his eyes were gentle, "I was also lucky to meet him."

……

In the living room, the mother and son were chatting one after another.

Yin Qing said: "Xiao Jin, have you..."

She stopped suddenly, and after a while repeated blankly: "Is there any?" Before she finished speaking, she had already forgotten what she wanted to say.

Ji Jin looked up at her, then lowered his head and continued peeling the oranges.After peeling an orange, he gently placed half of it in front of Yin Qing.

Yin Qing picked up the orange and ate two pieces, then suddenly remembered again.She asked Ji Jin: "Xiao Jin, have you ever had delusions?"

Ji Jin shook his head: "No. But I occasionally have auditory hallucinations, and I can hear all kinds of music."

If bipolar disorder is severe, there will be hallucinations, delusions and even cognitive impairment, and it is difficult to distinguish reality from fantasy.Ji Jin wasn't serious enough for that.

Yin Qing smiled and said slowly: "Some time ago I always felt that I was a bow and arrow, and I wanted to fly to the bull's-eye of the world. But your father thought I was crazy and took me to see a doctor..." She couldn't help but glanced out the window.

Ji Jin followed her gaze and found that the windows on the tenth floor had newly installed anti-theft nets, apparently to prevent Yin Qing from jumping off.Perhaps it is the empathy of the artist, this topic just makes Ji Jin curious: "Where is the bull's-eye in the world?"

Yin Qing shook his head: "I'm just an arrow. The target is aimed by the archer, not me. I haven't been able to fly there yet, so I don't know."

Ji Jin pursed his lips, and asked again: "Then do you still have such fantasies now?"

Yin Qing sighed softly, as if feeling very sorry: "After taking the medicine, it will be gone."

Ji Jin thought for a while and said, "I prefer to be a bird, at least I can choose my own direction."

Yin Qing just smiled: "The arrow flies faster, and you don't need to use your own strength."

At this moment, Yin Qing's cell phone rang suddenly.She picked it up and looked at it. It was an alarm clock to remind her to take medicine - because there are too many medicines to take every day, and it is easy to become forgetful after taking medicine. Most patients need to set several alarms every day to remind themselves to take medicine .

Yin Qing went to the cabinet, opened the drawer, and took out colorful medicine boxes.Seeing this, Ji Jin poured her a glass of warm water.

Yin Qing said, "Thank you."

She opened one pill box after another, took out seven or eight pills and swallowed them one by one.

Ji Jin couldn't help asking: "Do you have any side effects from taking so many medicines?"

He didn't know any patients, and he didn't want to talk to Shen Qingyu about the side effects of the medicine, lest Shen Qingyu feel uncomfortable.In this regard, it is rare to have a common topic with my mother.

Yin Qing looked down at his trembling and swollen hands, blinked, and repeated: "Side effects? If you don't take medicine, you can't think normally, if you take medicine, you can't live normally... Maybe that's it."

Ji Jin was silent for a while, then asked again: "Then do you want to give up?"

Yin Qing raised his eyes, and the mother and son looked at each other silently, this time Ji Jin did not avoid it.

"I've thought about it. There are thirty tablets in this bottle of Debakin. Last time I swallowed ten tablets at once, and when I was about to eat the remaining twenty tablets, your father came out of the study..."

Ji Jin thought it was Ji Junqian who stopped Yin Qing from swallowing the medicine, but Yin Qing went on to say, "Your father told me that you also started to heal your illness. I went to the toilet to pick out the medicine and spit it out."

Ji Jin was taken aback.Have something to do with yourself?

Yin Qing raised her hand, stroked Ji Jin's cheek slowly, and said softly: "If I really give up like this, you will be very sad."

Ji Jin instantly felt as if his acupuncture points had been tapped, and he couldn't speak a word.

Not long after, Shen Qingyu and Ji Junqian came out of the study.

Today Ji Jin just brought Shen Qingyu back for a meal. The relationship between parents and children is not alienated in a day, nor can it be repaired in a day.What's more, people who have taken the medicine have less energy than ordinary people. Yin Qing needs to rest in the afternoon, and so does Ji Jin.

Ji Junqian didn't keep them any longer, he stepped forward and hugged Ji Jin lightly: "Xiao Jin, go back and have a good rest, and come see us next time."

Ji Jin nodded stiffly.

Yin Qing went back to the room to rest first, and Ji Junqian also went back after sending Shen Qingyu and Ji Jin downstairs.

Shen Qingyu was about to get into the driver's seat to start the car, when Ji Jin suddenly grabbed him and pointed to the back seat.

Shen Qingyu was slightly taken aback, and got into the back seat with him.

"Ah Jin, what's the matter?" Shen Qingyu hugged Ji Jin into his arms.

Ji Jin said, "Hold tighter."

Shen Qingyu hugged him even tighter, wishing he could knead him and stick to his body.

Ji Jin said, "I'm very sad, but I can't cry."

He has been symptom-free for a month since he started treatment, but the absence of symptoms does not mean he is cured.His emotions were suppressed by drugs, and his body was also sealed by drugs.His rationality tells him that he should be happy, sad, excited, and nervous now, but his body has lost the ability to perceive.It's a strange feeling, like the soul temporarily dwelling in a numb body.

He wanted to cry but couldn't.These words made Shen Qingyu's eyes turn red quickly.

Shen Qingyu held back his tears and asked with a smile, "Why are you sad?"

Ji Jin had many thoughts in his mind, but he couldn't explain clearly.He hugged Shen Qingyu tightly, buried his face in his neck, and repeated over and over again: "Shen Qingyu, I love you so much...I love you so much, I love you so much."

Even though the body will be numb, the power of love penetrates into his bones and blood.If it wasn't for this love, he wouldn't have the courage to challenge treatment again without the confidence to recover; if it wasn't for this love, he wouldn't have persisted until now.

Shen Qingyu didn't know how his thinking jumped from sadness to love.He held Ji Jin's face, kissed him over and over again, and said the most heartfelt love words, serious and hypocritical: "A Jin, I belong to you, everything from head to toe belongs to you..."

The two kissed more and more intensely in the back seat of the car. Ji Jin first unbuttoned Shen Qingyu, and Shen Qingyu put him down on the back seat.There was nothing rh in the car, Shen Qingyu didn't want to hurt him, so he just hugged him and kissed him.

Ji Jin said: "It's okay, you come in." This time it was not for self-torture, but he hoped that the pain would add more feelings to himself.

Before Shen Qingyu could speak, the sudden ringtone of the phone interrupted the hormones that were emitting in the car.Ji Jin touched the phone that fell on the ground, and pressed the caller without even looking at it.

However, within two seconds, the bell rang again, this time it was Shen Qingyu's cell phone.

Shen Qingyu grabbed the phone and saw that the caller ID was Su An—Ji Jin was on vacation recently, and Su An wouldn't have called rashly if he hadn't got something serious to do.

Ji Jin also wanted to press Shen Qingyu's phone, but Shen Qingyu grabbed his hand, kissed his fingertips as comfort, and answered the phone anyway.

"Sister An?"

"Xiaoyu," Su An's voice sounded a little anxious, "Is Ah Jin by your side?"

Shen Qingyu glanced at Ji Jin who was frowning under him, and gently flattened the wrinkles between his brows with his fingers: "Yes."

Su An breathed a sigh of relief: "If you are free now, can you come to the company?"

"What happened?"

"It's something, it's not a big deal..." Su An hesitated, as if it was a bit difficult to say, "It's better for you to come over, and we can discuss how to deal with it face to face."