There is a bend

Lin Nian is a monkey, he can run faster than ghosts, he can still see when he first runs, but when he runs into the school gate, no one is there.

Bian Yue wore trousers and leather shoes, and drank alcohol. He usually ran faster than Lin for a year, but now he was slower.

He ran for a while, stopped, and combed as he walked.

Sexuality changed?like boys?

If it's not true, or just went too far in the car, I feel that I kissed him on my own initiative, so I'm ashamed, ashamed, and use such a stupid excuse.

If this is true...

Bian Yue tugged on his neckline, feeling that his breathing was tight.

If it's true, if it's true...

Bian Yue's lips seemed to still have the warmth and softness not long ago, and the mood repelled by the cool wind and Lin Nian's abnormality surged again.

He couldn't restrain himself and began to imagine that if what Lin Nian said was true, what A Xu said was true...

Bian Yue tugged at the neckline again, sweating profusely all over his body.

Lin Nian rushed back to 517, already thinking about it, once the door is closed, Bian Yue will sleep wherever he likes tonight, he...

The door was unlocked, and it opened as soon as it was pushed.

Lin Niannian didn't know, he rushed too fast, he jumped in and almost fell on the floor cabinet facing the door.

Just as he stabilized his feet, he turned his head. Sheng Ningyu was sitting on a chair, and Lu Beibei was sitting on Sheng Ningyu's lap. The two of them looked at each other, their lips were moist.

Lin Niannian: ...

Lu Beibei: ...

Sheng Ningyu: ...

Lu Beibei bounced off Sheng Ningyu's legs with a groan.

After a year of experience tonight, Lin was already a knowledgeable person. He stood up straight, signaled Lu Beibei and the others to continue, turned around and was about to go out.

Walking to the door, I remembered that Bian Yue was squatting behind and chasing him, probably already up the stairs, closed my eyes and let out a breath, and closed the door.

Lu Beibei blinked, Sheng Ningyu raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you going?"

Lin Nian walked back to his seat without looking sideways: "No."

He said again: "If you are not finished, I will stand on the balcony for a while."

Lin Nian's chest was heaving, he was panting heavily, his face was flushed, his forehead and nose were covered with sweat, and he sat down on the chair.

Lu Beibei sensed that something was wrong with him, and asked, "One year, what's wrong with you?"

Lin Niannian: "Nothing."

He asked them in the same tone as usual: "Why are you back, don't you live there anymore?"

Lu Beibei: "Well, Lao Qiu said that he has pretty good feet, and he didn't want to sleep in the same bed as Ning Yu, so we came back."

Lin Nian nodded his head, he didn't care to spoil a few words, he lay down on the table, his head slumped in his arms.

Lu Beibei hesitated to speak, Sheng Ningyu shook his head at him, Lu Beibei silently moved his lips to Sheng Ningyu, "Bian Yue?" Busy with everyone.

Lin was up and down throughout the year, and his heart was beating wildly.

He forbids himself to think about messy things, and plans to wait until tomorrow morning, when Bian Yue sobers up, he is ready to say what he should say again.

He also wondered, are the four words "I like you" so difficult to say?

He is not a shy person either.

The words have come to the edge of my mouth, I have already admitted that I have turned my back, what will happen if I tell the other half?

Lin Nian wanted to smack himself for being so unbelievable.

He waited, planning to wait for Bian Yue to chase him over, not to open the door, and let him go back to his bedroom to sleep today.

No matter what Bian Yue said, that's all for today, and we'll talk about it tomorrow morning.

That's what he planned.

As a result, the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and Bian Yue didn't catch up. Looking at his phone, it has been 10 minutes.

Lin Nian's heart skipped a beat. Bian Yue drank a lot tonight. Could it be that he lost his footing while running and fell to the ground and fell asleep?

Lin Nian got up, walked quickly to the door, opened the door and was about to go out.

As soon as it was pulled open, an arm lay across the door, pressed against it, and pushed in.

Bian Yue!

Lin's scalp was blown for a year, and he has experienced first-hand what it means to "soldiers never tire of deceit".

He also put his hands against the door, pushed it out, gritted his teeth and said, "Go back to your dormitory to sleep today! Don't sleep here with me!"

Thinking of something, he shouted again: "Beibei and the others are back, they are all here!"

The voices of two boys from the next bedroom came from outside the door. They obviously didn't know anything, and they wanted to mix it up: "Bian Yue, let's help you, fuck him!"

The door was pushed open at once.

Lin Niannian: ...

This is the end of too many acquaintances.

Bian Yue entered the door, looked at Lin Nian, and closed the door with his backhand.

Lin Nian bit his lips against the tips of his red ears, turned around speechlessly, and went into the bathroom to take a shower.

Lu Beibei looked at them in surprise: "Bian Yue? What's wrong?"

Sheng Ningyu also looked over.

Bian Yue: "Nothing."

The follow-up is that Lin Nian didn't say a word from going in to take a shower to coming out to climbing the bed, and no one paid attention.

Crawled on the bed, buried his face in the pillow, like a dead fish.

Before climbing into bed, Lu Beibei typed a line on his mobile phone and asked Bian Yue: Did you quarrel?

Bian Yue shook his head.

The dormitory turned off the headlights, turned on the desk lamp, and was silent.

When Bian Yue climbed the bed ladder, Lin Nian stretched out his feet, which meant to let him sleep on the opposite side, not here.

Bian Yue climbed onto Qiu Kunpeng's bed, stepped on it, and crossed the railing between the two beds to Lin Nian's side.

Lin Niannian: ...

Just as Bian Yue sat down, Lin Nian got up, hugged the pillow and stepped over to Qiu Kunpeng's bed, Bian Yue followed, and Lin Nian got up again.

After going back and forth like this five or six times, Lin Nian was too lazy to move, lying on his bed like a dead fish, Bian Yue lay down next to him, Lin Nian immediately turned over and turned his butt towards him.

Bian Yue covered him with the quilt.

Sheng Ningyu and Lu Beibei witnessed the whole process, as if watching an absurd pantomime, just watching the two go back and forth between the two beds.

Seeing Bian Yue and Lin Niannian sleeping in the same bed at last, Sheng Ningyu said speechlessly, "This is the dormitory, do you really want to sleep like this?"

Neither he nor Beibei...

Bian Yue resented him: "Aren't you good?"

Sheng Ningyu: ...

Just as Sheng Ningyu was about to speak up, Lin Nian raised his hand, "Shut up, don't make any noise!"

He snapped his fingers, "Beibei! Do me a favor."

Lu Beibei got up from his bed with the pillow in his arms, and moved it to Sheng Ningyu's place.

The bedroom is quiet and the world is peaceful.

Bian Yue looked at the back of Lin Nian's head in the dark, feeling unreal as if the world had been turned upside down.

He has not slept.

When midnight was approaching, Lin Nian turned over, closed his eyes, and muttered "Happy Birthday" in a low voice - sending another blessing like every year when the birthday is coming to an end.

After speaking, he turned around.

Bian Yue's mood was surging, and he took a deep and slow breath before holding back, not touching Lin Nian in front of him.

Early the next morning, Lin Nian sat down in front of Meng Ran with a cup of coffee.

Meng Ran was not frightened this time and got used to it.

He calmly made a "wait a moment" gesture, packed his schoolbag, and walked out of the classroom with Lin Niannian.

Once outside, Meng Ran immediately asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Nian drank his coffee with a detached expression on his face: "I told him."

Meng Ran was surprised: "Have you confessed?"

That's all.

Lin Niannian: "No, I told him I was bent."

Meng Ran: "And then, what's his reaction?"

Lin Niannian: "He asked me 'who'."

Meng Ran: "He asked who you like? You didn't say?"

Lin Niannian: "Yes."

Meng Ran thought for a while and said, "His reaction is too strange."

If a straight man finds out that a friend of his has cheated, he shouldn't be surprised or shocked, and then ask "Are you kidding me?" or "What's the matter with you, how did this happen".

Who will come up and ask who they like.

This way of asking is the same as that straight man who cares a lot about who Lin Nian's partner will be after he gets married.

weird.

Meng Ran was about to tell Lin Nian this strange place, but Lin Nian stepped forward and said, "I can't say it."

Meng Ran:?

Lin Nian took another sip of coffee, as if in shock: "Tell him I like him, I can't say it."

Can't say it?

Meng Ran thought for a while, then nodded. For first love, it is really not easy for the first time.

Meng Ran first asked: "Do you want to tell him?"

Lin Nian nodded.

Meng Ran: "That's not easy, if you can't say it, just send him a message."

After typing, send out with a send point, and you can't even undo it after a few seconds, so the confession is over.

How simple.

Lin Niannian: "I tried."

No success.

This morning, Bian Yue was called back to the company by a phone call. He was still pretending to be asleep.

After Bian Yue left, he lay on the bed, held his phone in front of his eyes for almost half an hour, the phrase "I like you" was typed in the dialog box, and he didn't have the courage to click send.

Meng Ran: "Then why don't you write a note and put it somewhere so that he can get it by himself?"

Meng Ran: "How about in English? French? Russian? Spanish?"

Meng Ran: "What on earth are you thinking?"

Meng Ran: "After the confession, what about chasing him? Or what? There must be a plan for the future, right?"

Still planning?

After confessing, of course he is waiting to accept Bian Yue's "judgment".

He has been thinking this morning, Bian Yue already knows that he is bent, what will happen?

Still digesting?Look at it differently?I still feel disgusted and intend to distance myself...

Depend on!

Lin Nian turned around and left: After so many years of friendship, we can't just break up because of him.

Meng Ran: "Where are you going? Are you leaving now?"

Lin Nian plans to find Bian Yue.

I said half of what I said yesterday, and today I can no longer hesitate and hide.

wait?Waiting for "judgment"?

Just kidding.

Waiting for an "end" is not something he would do in a year.

It just so happened that Bian Yue's mother called and said that it was Bian Yue's birthday yesterday, and she was so busy that she almost forgot about it. She remembered to call her son at night, but Bian Yue didn't answer. She called again this morning. After calling several times, she still didn't answer.

Bian's mother was very worried and asked Lin Nian: "Did anything happen to you at school?"

Lin Nian raised his voice and pretended that everything was fine: "It's fine, it's fine. I spent his birthday with him yesterday."

Mother Bian: "That's good."

Lin Niannian: "He went to the company early in the morning, he was probably busy, so I didn't see him." The number in the hall is [-]

After hanging up the phone, Lin Nian called Bian Yue, and after three or four calls, the last one answered.

Bian Yue: "Are you up?"

Lin Niannian: "Auntie called you, but you didn't answer, and you called me."

Bian Yue: "I had a meeting all morning, but I didn't see it."

Lin Niannian: "Then you can answer her."

After finishing speaking, he was about to hang up, Bian Yue: "You have nothing else to tell me."

Lin Nian was aggressive: "Not on the phone, I'll go to your place now, only in person."

When I arrived at the company, Bian Yue was not in the office, but still in a meeting.

Lin Nian sat leaning against the back of his executive desk, put his arms on the armrests, tilted his head back, and closed his eyes.

Opening his eyes, he saw the gift he gave yesterday was placed on the desk by Bian Yue, and the self in the photo looked at each other with bright eyes and bright teeth.

Lin Nian looked at it and thought to himself: This photo was specially taken for Bian Yue, this is the look in Bian Yue's eyes, the eyes of someone he likes, can't Bian Yue see it?

Lin Nian picked up the photo frame, took out the photo inside, took another pen, wrote "Lin Nian likes Bian Yue" on the back of the photo, and stuffed it back.

Just as the photo frames were rearranged, Bian Yue and Qu Zhijiang walked in through the door chatting about work.

Seeing Lin Nian, Bian Yue didn't bring Qu Zhijiang in. The two finished their conversation at the door briefly. After Qu Zhijiang left, Bian Yue closed the door behind his back and twisted the lock.

Bian Yue: "Aren't you going to run today?"

Lin Nian leaned back in the executive chair, swayed left and right, looked straight at Bian Yue, with a disdainful gesture.

Lin Niannian: "How do you feel?"

Bian Yue looked as usual: "I don't have any feelings."

Lin Niannian: "Busy today?"

Bian Yue: "It's okay, a little bit."

Lin Niannian: "Well, let's talk about it when you're free."

Bian Yue had walked around the table and came in. Lin Nian just got up, he pushed the person back, bent over, put his arms on the armrest, and looked directly at Lin Nian: "You're not joking, are you?"

Lin Nian stared: "Am I kidding you with this?"

Bian Yue looked patiently: "What did you run yesterday?"

Lin Nian made enough mental preparations, knowing that Bian Yue would ask this question, and replied: "I know you have a bad impression of gay, and I didn't plan to tell you at first. When I told you, I was actually a little bit speechless. Feeling ashamed, I ran away."

Bian Yue: "That's it?"

that's it.

Bian Yue: "Is there anything else?"

other?

Bian Yue: "I thought it was because we kissed yesterday and you were shy about this, so you ran away."

Lin Nian leaned back in the chair and was stunned.

He thought about why he couldn't say it all morning, and how Bian Yue would "judge" him, and he was so preoccupied with these things that he couldn't think of anything else.

Now that Bian Yue mentioned it, he just remembered that incident. Several intimate images flashed in his mind, his eyes jumped, and he looked away shyly.

Bian Yue's gaze fell to Lin Nian's lips.

Lin Nian whispered, "It's not because of that."

Bian Yue kissed him suddenly, and quickly kissed on the whispering lips.

Lin Nian was stunned and looked back.

Bian Yue narrowed his eyes slightly, and there was a deep meaning in his eyes that others could not understand. He looked at Lin Nian's lips again, and before Lin Nian had any reaction, he bowed his head and kissed a few times, and said while kissing: "But I I've been thinking about this since yesterday until this morning."

Lin Nian's mind exploded, and his eyes rolled up.

Bian Yue deepened the kiss, rubbed his lips gently on the lips, and his voice was low and hoarse, bewitching: "So you don't feel disgusted by such a kiss, right?"

Lin Nian was stunned, his mind went blank:

Bian Yue is not straight, isn't he straight?

Bian Yue continued to kiss: "What did you not finish yesterday?"

Lin Nian was so kissed that he lost his mind, only the heartbeat was on the eardrums, and he seemed to be unable to hear anything else.

His hands and feet were sore and weak, and he forgot to push the person away, his body and mind obeyed the intimacy, he closed his eyes after a while, and began to kiss back.

Suddenly opened his eyes wide, his body trembled violently, and he raised his hand to push, Bian Yue!

Bian Yue held Lin for a year, and personally verified the phrase "sexuality has changed".

It has indeed changed.

It took only a few kisses for a reaction.

He hissed, kissed Lin Niannian, and said, "I'll help you."

Lin Nian gritted his teeth in embarrassment and suppressed his voice: "This is the office!"

Are you crazy? !

Bian Yue pulled Lin Niannian up from the chair, sat down by himself, hugged him in his arms, hugged him with one hand, and controlled him with the other, "helping" while kissing.

……

……

……

Lin Nian's feeling this time was even better than last time when he was on the big hotel bed.

This time, his body and mind stopped clamoring for Bian Yue's name, and all the surging emotions in his heart rushed towards the kiss between the two.

……

After the end, Lin Nian sat sideways in Bian Yue's arms, resting on his shoulder and panting.

Bian Yue cleaned up for him, fastened his pants, wiped his hands, wrapped his arms around him, and said softly, "It's a bend, I know."

"I have a bad impression of some gays, not you."

Bian Yue: "It doesn't matter whether you are bent or straight, huh?"

Lin Nian never expected that the final "judgment" would be this result.

He raised his neck and looked at Bian Yue with still passionate eyes: "Really?"

Bian Yue looked at Lin Niannian, couldn't hold back, kissed him on the lips again, and said, "Really."

Lin Nian finally regained his sanity in this post-event sage time.

He was kissed by Bian Yue again, very puzzled: "Aren't you straight, how can you kiss me?"

Bian Yue said indifferently: "Sexuality, whatever."

???

Bian Yue looked deeply at Lin Niannian in his arms: "If you can bend, so can I."

Lin Nian stared, thinking that Bian Yue was not straight, so he thought to himself, it's not such a coincidence.

Bian Yue patted him and asked, "How did you bend?"

Lin Nian paused, and replied, "I don't know."

Bian Yue: "How did you find out?"

Hard on you the day after the basketball game.

Lin Nian couldn't say it, so he made up an excuse: "One time, I asked Kun'er to pass on some videos to me. I didn't feel much after watching it, but I found it."

Bian Yue knew about this, and he happened to meet Qiu Kunpeng that morning.

It turned out to be that time.

No wonder my skin became thinner some time ago, and my ears were always red. It turned out that it was due to bending.

Bian Yue: "I'll study it some other day, that movie is so bad."

What Lin Nian cared about was something else: "Are you straight or crooked?"

Bian Yue looked calm: "I don't plan to be straight."

?

Lin Niannian: "What do you mean?"

Bian Yue: "literally."

Lin Nian was stunned: "Are you going to...?"

Bian Yue stared at Lin Niannian: "Do you want me to watch you fall in love with other boys for the rest of my life?"

Lin Nian blurted out: "I haven't."

He doesn't like other boys.

Bian Yue pinched Lin Nian's face: "That's fine."

As he spoke, he grabbed Lin Niannian's hand and intertwined his fingers, his tone was very ordinary, as if he was talking about where to eat later.

"We've known each other since we were kids and are best friends."

"Two houses are bought together, door to door."

"The houses bought by our parents are also together."

"If you want to fall in love, get married, have a family and have children, this is the law of nature and the joy of human relationships. Of course I will bless you."

"But since you like boys, let me just say it, I can't stand you dating other boys, and I can't stand your relationship being better and closer than me and you."

Lin Nian was shocked by these rhetoric. After one night, Bian Yue actually thought so?

Bian Yue looked at Lin Niannian with the solemnity of entrusting his life: "I don't care if you have someone you like now, who you like, come and break me, I will bend with you."

"I'm bent, you don't need to like other boys, but like me."

"We continue to be together."