After losing his memory, he was chased by his green tea ex-boyfriend

Qi Fengyu stayed on the first floor to chat with Mu's father and Mu's mother, while Mu Shaoai followed his brother to the second floor and entered his father's study.

It wasn't until the door was closed that Mu Jingzhou leaned on the desk and looked at Mu Shaoai, and said in a deep voice, "Shao Ai, have you thought it through? Being with a man is not a choice that Mu's heir should make .”

Mu Shaoai originally wanted to walk towards him, but when he heard this sentence, he simply stopped.

He took a step back and leaned against the door, folded his arms, lowered his head and stared at the patterns on the carpet, and let out a dry laugh that didn't sound like a laugh: "Isn't that just right? Anyway, I didn't want to be the heir of the Mu family."

Mu Jingzhou didn't expect him to say that, his body trembled, and then he closed his eyes lightly, unable to speak for a long time.

The air in the study room became silent.

It wasn't until Mu Shaoai began to twist his body uneasily, hesitating whether to interrupt today's conversation, that Mu Jingzhou sighed and said, "Shaoai, do you still mind those things from the past?"

His voice was a little hoarse, and he could vaguely hear the suppressed regret and pain.

Mu Shaoai was surprised that his elder brother was easily stabbed by his own words, and the guilt just now was awakened again.

He knows that his own problem will sometimes cause harm to the closest people, and he also wants to control it, but it is difficult...

It's really tough.

Mu Shaoai's body tensed slightly, her protruding shoulder blades stood upright against the door panel, she deliberated on the words, and tried to explain with difficulty: "No, no, it's not like that, I don't, I don't care about the past, The past is over, it's just... well... I don't want to inherit the Mu family, besides, you have done a good job yourself, so there is no need for any changes."

The more he talked, the smoother it was, obviously this wasn't the first time this thought came up.

Mu Shaoai lowered his eyelids slightly, immersed in memories for a moment.

In Mu Yan's generation, several blood brothers fought for the family property, and in the end, there was even a life lawsuit. Because of the impact of this incident, when Mu Yan and Li Qin got married, they only planned to marry each other. To have a child, this child is destined to become the heir of the Mu family.

But when Mu Jingzhou was eight years old, Li Qin got pregnant by accident.

Mu Shaoai was the crystallization of their love, but it was also an unexpected accident.

I don't want to see what happened between the Muyan brothers again. Under the intentional indulgence of the parents, the outstanding eldest son was treated as the heir and received strict training and received more attention, while the second son was raised by pampering. Unlearned dude.

In fact, this is already the basic operation of the family. They will select suitable or favorite heirs and start cultivating them early, while other ineffective heirs will be left alone, or they will deliberately cultivate them in the direction of ignorance and incompetence.

Mu Yan and Lu Ran, as well as the few children they played well, are actually abandoned children.

For most of the young masters and ladies who have neither the heart nor the ability to inherit the family business, this is not bad. After all, being born in such a family itself already represents endless money, and more money than ordinary people. easy access to power.

But for children who are too sensitive, such differential treatment is the most obvious partiality.

Especially the Mu family has only two children, and the elder brother is Mu Shaoai's only control group.

When he was a child, Mu Shaoai never understood why his parents didn't care about him even though he was the child of his parents.

Dad will take time out from his busy work to ask his brother's tutor about his homework, and even if he is punished at school, the housekeeper or dad's assistant will always come to see the teacher; He specially flew abroad to accompany him, but he never knew how much Mu Shaoai got in the exam and how many punishments he received.

In fact, Mu Shaoai is not that stubborn by nature, it is just a child who instinctively hopes that his parents can pay more attention to himself, so he causes troubles and fights everywhere, just because when his mother teaches him a lesson, their eyes Those few seconds that can fall on me.

But what he doesn't know is that once he strives for what he wants in the wrong way, the result will only be to push it further and further away.

Gradually, Mu Yan Liqin thought that he was such a child, and completely let him go, and lowered his requirements to as long as he didn't commit crimes. Most of his friends enjoyed similar "freedom". When he expresses his distress, he only laughs at it.

The most unbearable thing for him was that once he tried to confide his pain to his brother, but he only got contempt from above.

Mu Jingzhou said that he was in the midst of blessings and didn't know his blessings, and that he didn't understand what kind of pressure he was under.

Yes, he doesn't understand what kind of pressure he is under, but has anyone in this family tried to understand him?

Is he really ignorant... or is there no choice?

People always grow up.

Afterwards, Mu Shaoai never exposed the weak part of his heart to anyone again.

After the brothers broke up, Mu Shaoai indulged himself and completely joined Lu Ran and the others, learning how to be a heartless playboy.

If he hadn't met Yu Wanwan by accident, he might have been like that in his life.

Mu Shaoai's distracted appearance was very bluffing, his face was expressionless, and his vivid eyes became dark and bottomless, as if he was angry.

To be honest, even if he wanted to make up for Mu Shaoai because of his past mistakes, Mu Jingzhou had to admit the fact that he had never known how to get along with Mu Shaoai, nor could he guess his thoughts.

In the past years, the pride and self-sensitivity and stubbornness of young people have collided with the strongest explosion. When they grow up, they try hard to bridge the previous rifts, but the scars cannot be easily eliminated.

At this time, the emotions of both of them were not very calm. Mu Jingzhou was afraid of saying the wrong thing, so he could only ask cautiously: "You said... change? What change?"

Mu Shaoai suddenly came back to his senses, and quickly calmed down.

Seeing his brother's hard work, Mu Shaoai tried to express his thoughts more clearly: "I just think that since you were originally raised as the successor of the Mu family, the Mu family has also developed after you gradually took over. It’s getting better and better, so why do I have to get involved and ruin it all? It’s fine now, there’s no need to change.”

Looking at the wrinkles at the corners of his brother's eyes and the furrows between his brows that could not completely disappear, he could completely imagine what kind of life he usually lived.

That's not what he wanted.

What's more, once he enters the Mu family, there will definitely be people with floating minds who want to provoke competition between the two brothers.

It hasn't been long since the relationship between him and his brother has eased. Both of them are working hard to maintain this fragile relationship. He doesn't want to cause more difficulties to each other because of this kind of thing.

Mu Jingzhou saw the sobriety and firmness in his eyes, and his long-standing persistence was shaking, but he still did not give up the idea of ​​persuading Mu Shaoai: "Ke Mushi was left to us by our parents, and we are all parents." Damn child, we are brothers, and you should have what I have."

There was a kind of stubbornness hidden in his tone. Obviously, if Mu Shaoai didn't persuade him, this topic would not be so easy to pass.

Mu Shaoai was stunned for a moment, looking at him blankly, something heavy in his heart was flying out of his body.

At this moment, he realized very clearly that his brother was trying to love him in his own way, trying to make up for those years and those broken relationships.

Representing the huge and terrifying wealth of the Mu family, the identity of the Mu family's heir who symbolizes power and status, and his elder brother hand in hand to support the Mu family's bright future. The elder brother's recognition of his personal ability comes from the approval and pride of his parents. The completely equal attitude of the two heirs...

These were all things he had longed for.

But the past is the past. A person's past shapes his personality, blends into his blood and soul, and becomes a part of him.

The past that has happened can no longer be changed.

Mu Shaoai is more transparent than Mu Jingzhou imagined.

"But, brother..." Mu Shaoai laughed softly, "The price of inheriting the Mu family is that I have to give up the right to love the one I really love, and I am not willing."

"Brother, I like men, and I don't want to give up the right to like men, and—" He tilted his head slightly, and the light curtain that hangs down spread across his face, and the light and shadow flickered, making the young man who had always been alienated from the fireworks in the world Falling into the world suddenly, he was tainted with a trace of stubbornness that only belongs to young people.

It was the first time Mu Jingzhou saw his younger brother's eyes so vivid.

He smiled and said: "—I don't want to let the world change me anymore."