After losing his memory, he was chased by his green tea ex-boyfriend

The car left the city center and drove along the elevated road, the trees were overgrown, and the scenery on both sides of the road became more and more desolate.

Qi Fengyu remembered that this elevated road seemed to lead to the only cemetery in Shengjing.

However, Mu Shaoai's parents and elder brother are still alive, who does he want to take him to meet?

Qi Fengyu turned his head to look at the pensive side face of the young man beside him, and saw that he was immersed in his own thoughts with a sad face, but in the end he didn't ask anything.

You will know when you get there.

Soon, the car drove the two of them to the cemetery in the south of the city. Mu Shaoai got out of the car and took out a bouquet of lilies prepared in advance from the trunk, asked the driver to wait in the parking lot, and took Qi Fengyu to the cemetery.

The road in the cemetery is smooth, the white jade floor tiles are neat and clean, and the tombstones on both sides have their own styles.

Mu Shaoai led Qi Fengyu through the roads, and finally stopped in front of a simple white tombstone.

The photo of the tombstone is a girl with a sick face, but still smiling warmly and brightly when facing the camera. She is wearing a white dress loosely covering her body. If you don’t look closely, you can hardly notice the stripes under her body. shaped hospital bed.

She was still very young when she died, and the best moments are forever frozen in this photo.

The moment he saw the girl's face clearly, Qi Fengyu's eyes moved slightly.

He knows her.

The girl's name was Yu Wanwan. Before the car accident, Mu Shaoai had invited him to visit Yu Wanwan who was hospitalized, and he said that he wanted Wanwan to meet him.

When inviting him, Mu Shaoai had a rare shy face, and a little nervousness in his clever eyes, as if he was not taking him to meet a friend, but his own parents.

Mu Shaoai's expression when he mentioned Yu Wanwan was like his expression when he thought of his mother.

He didn't know when Yu Wanwan died, if she also left in the year after Mu Shaoai's accident...

Qi Fengyu's heart sank, feeling unbearable.

Parents, elder brothers, friends, loved ones, and even your own health...

How much more did he have to lose before it was enough?

Thinking of Mu Shaoai's extraordinary tolerance towards Josnian, Qi Fengyu finally had a clue about his condition.

It rained last night in the south of the city, the ground became damp, and a fine layer of water droplets fell on the granite tombstone.

Mu Shaoai took out a tissue from his pocket, wiped the surface of the tombstone and the surrounding floor tiles carefully, and then put the lily in his arms in front of the tombstone.

He squatted in front of the tombstone, with a pitiful and nostalgic expression, and said softly: "Wanwan, I came to see you, and I brought your favorite lilies."

Mu Shaoai closed his eyes, and it seemed that the girl's gentle and suppressed joy sounded in her ears again.

If she was still alive, she would pull out the bouquet she put in the vase and smash it into his arms.

It was only after her death that Mu Shaoai found out why she would get angry every time, even though she liked Lily very much.

Yu Wanwan has never been treated kindly in her life. In her knowledge, flowers are only needed when visiting the dead.

She's afraid of death, she doesn't want to die yet.

Mu Shaoai didn't think about it for too long, and quickly got up and held Qi Fengyu's hand, pulled Qi Fengyu who was standing stiffly behind him, and stood a little forward, and said to the little girl in the photo: "Wanwan, let me introduce you For a moment, this is Qi Fengyu, it's me..."

He paused, the breeze brushed the flowers on the ground, and the corners of his lips opened into a soft arc: "—— is the person I like now. After so many years, I finally came out...Wanwan, you You know, you must be happy for me, right?"

Mu Shaoai squatted down and talked to Yu Wanwan for a long time, until it started to rain, he said goodbye to Yu Wanwan, and dragged Qi Fengyu to the pavilion next to him to shelter from the rain.

Under the pavilion, Mu Shaoai patted the hem of his coat to wipe off the water droplets on it, the corners of his lips always had a natural upturned arc, and his whole personality was extremely relaxed.

Qi Fengyu vaguely realized that the fact that Mu Shaoai was willing to bring him to visit Yu Wanwan meant that he had let go of some of his defenses.

He tentatively asked, "When did she die?"

Mu Shaoai was a little surprised. He originally thought that Qi Fengyu would ask who Yu Wanwan was first, but since Qi Fengyu asked, he naturally knew everything: "Seven years ago, I had a car accident——"

Before he finished speaking, Qi Fengyu suddenly stretched out his hand to hold him, put his fingertips on his wrist, and locked it tightly.

Mu Shaoai wasn't annoyed when he was interrupted, he patted him, and comforted him: "Relax, that was a long time ago, am I fine now?"

Qi Fengyu's face was pale, looking at him with a pair of dark eyes, his lips trembled slightly with complex emotions, as if he wanted to say something, but he couldn't open his mouth.

Mu Shaoai's consolation hurt him even more.

He was afraid of seeing Mu Shaoai's trusting eyes, so he looked back in panic.

Mu Shaoai couldn't figure it out, thought he was worried about himself, thought for a while, took Qi Fengyu's hand, got into the coat, stuck it to his chest through a thin layer of sweater, and said with a smile: "Feel it." , I'm healthy now."

Mu Shaoai's heartbeat was strong, and the chest under the palms was covered with a thin layer of muscle, and it was no longer as skinny as it was when I accidentally saw it last time. Thinking of the time the two had spent together, Qi Fengyu's ugly face gradually softened down.

He circled Mu Shaoai's wrist to measure it, and softly snorted noncommittally: "It's better than before, but it's still far from being healthy."

Mu Shaoai pursed his lips and snickered.

Qi Fengyu's distorted way of caring made him suddenly want to get close to him.

Mu Shaoai simply maintained this posture, pushed Qi Fengyu back until there was no way to retreat, his back touched the wall, and then he slightly lowered his head and pressed against his shoulder.

"Don't interrupt me, I haven't finished yet, do you want to listen?" Mu Shaoai pushed Qi Fengyu's hand out, imitating his posture last night, shutting him between the wall and his body .

Qi Fengyu, who was pinching his waist and intending to change their positions, raised his hand and put it back when he heard this.

He resolutely said: "Listen."

Mu Shaoai smiled slyly, satisfied with the current offensive and defensive situation, and said in his mouth: "The reason why I met Wanwan was because I injured his younger brother. At that time, I was pushed out by Josnian Pot, my parents found out after paying the medical expenses, so my parents forced me to go to the hospital to apologize."

He met Yu Wanwan in the ward.

On the chair at the door of the ward, Yu Wanwan was so thin that the shape of bones could be seen, holding an empty metal lunch box in her thin arms, silently looking at the loving family in the ward.

Plainly dressed middle-aged men and women surrounded the little boy on the hospital bed, asking for his health. Seeing Mu Shaoai, the culprit, coming to visit their son, they didn't show much hostility—their son didn't learn well, and fought with those little bastards every day. It wasn't the first time he had hurt himself, but it was the first time that someone took care of the medical expenses like this time.

They knew that Mu Shaoai's family conditions were unusual, and when they saw him coming in, they forcibly pulled out a hypocritical smile, "You came to see Tenglong, right? Hey, it's all children's fights, it's not a big deal. Come on, Tenglong, say hello to others, don't pull your face."

At that time, Mu Shaoai didn't know that his parents had stuffed money into Yu Wanwan's parents, and he felt uncomfortable being treated so kindly by the victim's family.

Yu Tenglong didn't take what his parents said seriously at all, and didn't give Mu Shaoai a look.

Mu Shaoai stood there awkwardly, not knowing where to put his hands and feet.

Yu's father didn't want to make the atmosphere embarrassing, so he turned his head and taught Yu Wanwan a lesson: "Wanwan, why are you standing there? Didn't you see any guests coming to visit my brother? I don't know how to peel an apple for someone. I don't have any eyesight." See."

Mu Shaoai was stunned for a moment, only then did he notice that there was a fifth person in the ward.

She and Yu Tenglong look very similar, and they can be seen as siblings at a glance.

Yu Wanwan gave an obedient "hm", put the lunch box aside, walked over from the door, picked up an apple and a knife, and sat back to peel the apples.

Yu Wanwan peeled two apples, gave one to Mu Shaoai, and cut the other into small pieces, put them in the lid of the lunch box, and brought them to her younger brother on the hospital bed.

Yu Tenglong was angry when he saw Mu Shaoai, but his parents gave him winks over and over again, and they had specifically told him not to embarrass Mu Shaoai before. Wan body.

He lifted the lid of the lunch box, and the apple pieces hit Yu Wanwan's body and bounced to the ground, spilling all over the floor: "I told you I don't like apples, so you don't need to peel them for me."

"Oh dear, don't waste food if you don't eat it." Mother Yu hurriedly coaxed Yu Tenglong, glanced at the fruit on the ground regretfully, and when she turned her head to talk to Yu Wanwan, her tone was not so doting , "Wanwan, clean up the floor, it's fine if Tenglong doesn't like to eat."

Yu Wanwan didn't speak, she silently cleaned up the apple pieces on the ground, threw them into the trash can, turned and left the room.

She is obviously a member of this family, but she is like an outsider, she has no sense of existence, and no one cares when she leaves.

From the moment Mu Shaoai noticed the girl, he vaguely noticed the similarity between the two.

When he saw Yu Wanwan being treated like this by Yu Tenglong without even resisting, he was even more aroused into an indisputable anger.

He dealt with Yu's father and his mother's words, then left in a hurry, and turned to chase after Yu Wanwan.

As expected, Yu Wanwan didn't go far, but changed from sitting in a chair in the ward to sitting in a chair outside the ward. She took out an exercise book, put it on her lap, and studied hard stand up.

Mu Shaoai sat next to her, tugged at her exercise book, and asked, "He treats you like that? Your parents don't care?"

Yu Wanwan ignored him and concentrated on doing the questions.

Mu Shaoai waited patiently for a while, seeing that she didn't respond, he continued to grab her exercise booklet.

After tugging for a while, Yu Wanwan couldn't take it anymore, she turned her head and rolled her eyes at him, and closed the exercise booklet.

She sighed, "Yes, as usual."

After receiving her confirmation, Mu Shaoai immediately felt empathy for her, and said with righteous indignation: "Don't you think it's unfair? You just let them treat you like that?"

Yu Wanwan was a little surprised by his true feelings, looked him up and down for a while, and her tone softened a lot: "So what if it's unfair? They have their reasons, and I can't change them."

Mu Shaoai hated iron for being weak, and was so annoyed by her resignation, "What's the reason? You shouldn't bear it?"

"I'm a daughter, I'm a sister—" Yu Wanwan's face was always indifferent and calm far beyond her age. She endured it but still couldn't hold it back. She gave Mu Shaoai a look like a fool: " What can I do if I can't bear it? I want them to help me pay the tuition fees, I want to get into a good university and leave here, what else can I do except endure?"

As if she was afraid of being heard by her parents, she subconsciously lowered her voice after speaking, approached Mu Shaoai and whispered: "Not everyone is like you. They are destined to have a good life when they are born, and they can gamble on the chaos of their future." here."

Mu Shaoai: "..."

He was bullied by Yu Wanwan, and he wanted to refute but couldn't find anything to refute, so he was stuck in his heart and felt very uncomfortable.

... Forget it, they probably weren't the same kind in the first place, it was because he was too eager for others' understanding.

Mu Shaoai wanted to leave, but Yu Wanwan suddenly pulled him.

Mu Shaoai stopped and looked down.

Yu Wanwan hesitated for a while before persuading her awkwardly: "You and my brother...you are different. If you are not that kind of person, don't do that kind of thing."

"No matter what you are doing for it, it's not worth betting your future life on it." She weighed her words and peeked at Mu Shaoai's face, "It's because no one will think about you that you should think about Think clearly about what you want and what you should do.”

Mu Shaoai shrank subconsciously with his hands tucked into his sleeves.

He felt that Yu Wanwan was not talking about "you", but "we".

Mu Shaoai hated others preaching to him, but unexpectedly did not resist Yu Wanwan's doing so.

At that time, he felt that if he was born in an ordinary family and had an older sister... then she should be like Yu Wanwan, right?

After that day, Mu Shaoai unilaterally recognized her sister from the bottom of her heart.

Yu Wanwan didn't say anything about his frequent visits to her, but every time she saw him, she always had to say a few words about him.

The year he was in his second year of high school, Yu Wanwan was in his third year of high school.

After the college entrance examination, she accepted Mu Shaoai's invitation for the first time and agreed to have dinner with him.

But when the appointed time came, Mu Shaoai couldn't wait for anyone, and no one answered the phone, and finally rushed out to find someone under anxiety, and just in time to save Yu Wan who was dragged into the alley before the misfortune happened. Wan.

In a fit of rage, he shot out of proportion, he didn't finish his dinner, but he almost ate a meal in prison.

After his parents picked him up, they immediately went through the transfer procedures for him, and Yu Wanwan also found out about heart problems not long after entering college.

"She couldn't wait for the future that she worked so hard for," Mu Shaoai said in a muffled voice, recalling that period of the past again, she still felt a dull pain in her heart, "Not long after my car accident, her illness developed to an advanced stage ... In less than half a year, she really left."

When Lu Ran came to visit him and teasingly asked him why the careful master was not by his side, Mu Shaoai looked blank.

After Lu Ran left, his parents told him that the person he liked was Yu Wanwan.

At that time, Mu Shaoai felt a little strange, he didn't have that kind of charming thoughts about Wanwan, but he really cared about Wanwan, so he struggled for a while, and after his brother said the same, he took it seriously.

The overly sensitive attitude of his parents and elder brother made it difficult for him to accept their kindness calmly, and it was even more difficult for him to admit that they suddenly "loved" him. Before he had time to learn to accept the affection he had lost for so many years, he completely Yu Wanwan was lost.

Qi Fengyu didn't dare to imagine how Mu Shaoai survived these blows one after another at that time, he hated himself for not being by Mu Shaoai's side...

The funny thing is, when he left, he thought it was for the good of Mu Shaoai.

The Mu family failed to find out that the car that hit Mu Shaoai seven years ago was aimed at a young man named Yu Feng at that time.

At the last moment, Qi Fengyu was dazzled by the headlights, and it was Mu Shaoai who pushed him away.

It was Mu Shaoai who replaced him, hired by his blood brother, and crashed into the hospital.

The young man who learned the truth from Qi Yuan felt as if he had fallen into an ice cave, and felt that he would have no face to face Mu Shaoai in his life.

"You don't have to accept him, but please don't hurt him."

The young man was stubborn and proud, he engraved Li Qin's words into his heart, he didn't want Mu Shaoai to be hurt because of him again, but he was completely incapable of protecting Mu Shaoai.

So he chose to leave with Qi Yuan, just to avoid getting Mu Shaoai involved in the Qi family's dispute.

But now, he regrets it.

If he hadn't left back then, but had chosen to stay by Mu Shaoai's side and accompany him to face everything... wouldn't Mu Shaoai have become what he is now?

Qi Fengyu raised his trembling arms, embraced Mu Shaoai's shoulders, and hugged Mu Shaoai forcefully into his arms.

I am sorry.