The voice was familiar, but this overly intimate posture made Mu Shaoai feel a little uncomfortable.

too close.

Mu Shaoai turned his head, narrowed his almond eyes slightly, and looked at Lu Ran who stopped him with a cold chill.

Lu Ran shuddered for no reason under Mu Shaoai's intimidating gaze, and withdrew the hand on his shoulder inch by inch.

Mu Shaoai raised his eyelids calmly, seeing that no one noticed this corner, the alienation on his face gradually dissipated, and he felt a little relaxed: "Don't be so messy, didn't I tell you that I don't like being touched by others?" Me?"

Lu Ran didn't actually forget it. After all, the last time someone ignored Mu Shaoai's reluctance and hugged him forcibly, which directly caused a chaotic tragedy. The bottles of Hennessy that had just been put on the table were smashed to pieces before they could be opened. .

I don't know what's going on, but Mu Er, who used to be able to flirt together with her shoulders and shoulders, has mutated into an untouchable big girl after studying abroad.

Lu Ran shrugged, looking careless, but his tone showed that he cared: "I know, I won't do it in the future."

What Mu Shaoai admired most was Lu Ran's sense of humor.

However, this does not mean that he is in the mood to chat with Lu Ran here, he directly asked, "Why do you want me?"

Lu Ran, who had been serious for less than three seconds, was beaten back to his original form, smiling like a weasel who stole a chicken: "I just saw you dragging a man into the back of the balcony, that figure... tsk tsk, you never I have never seen such a superb product anywhere.”

Mu Shaoai raised his eyebrows in surprise.

Unlike him who didn't want to attend too many events, Lu Ran, as the only legitimate son of the offshoot of the Lu family, had no chance of taking over the Lu family, but the annual dividends from the shares were enough for him to spend his entire life in style.So Lu Ran, who was not seeking to make progress in the first place, completely lay flat, and wandered around the scene of various activities to tease cats and dogs. There were not many actors and models he didn't know.

Several of Mu Shaoai's previous lovers were set up by Lu Ran for him.

He also didn't expect that even Lu Ran didn't know Qi Fengyu.

Mu Shaoai frowned slightly, guessing, "He should be an artist from Starry Sky Entertainment, he seems to have a father who owes a loan shark, what else..."

Under Lu Ran's curious gaze, he shrugged: "—I don't know either."

Lu Ran: "..."

"Brother, you are awesome! You dare to follow someone into a small corner without knowing anything, and you are not afraid of being jumped by a fairy." Lu Ran wanted to punch him on the shoulder again, but withdrew his hand resentfully under his cold gaze.

Mu Shaoai curled his lower lip: "I'm not stupid. It just happened that you mentioned this matter, and you are well informed. Please check him for me. His name is Qi Fengyu."

Lu Ran smiled and made a gesture of salute: "De Ling."

Mu Shaoai thought this was why Lu Ran was looking for him, so he planned to leave after speaking.

But he had already walked a few steps, but Lu Ran suddenly lowered his voice and said very softly: "Mu Er, you didn't even notice me when you dragged that man over just now, I saw you The look on your face...you shouldn't be serious about him, right?"

Mu Shaoai's pupils dilated slightly, and he stopped walking.

When he dragged Qi Fengyu around the field just now...Have you seen Lu Ran?

He doesn't remember.

At that time, all his senses were focused on the place where he was in contact with Qi Fengyu, thinking how could he take a longer detour, how could he notice other things?

He didn't speak, but answered Lu Ran's question in a disguised form.

"You—" Lu Ran's voice sounded lower, as if he was suppressing some emotions: "Don't get caught up so easily. Don't you remember the last time you got serious? What have you gained? One A car accident that nearly killed you?"

"Enough! Stop talking!" Mu Shaoai subconsciously interrupted loudly, his forehead twitching.

Lu Ran's words were like playing tricks on a minefield. Even if he wanted to persuade him, he didn't have to bring up such a sensitive topic.

Mu Shaoai's head was throbbing with sharp stabbing pains. He raised his trembling hand and pressed his temples forcefully, with a bit of impatience in his tone: "I know what I'm doing."

"...I'm just worried about you." Lu Ran's tone was also somewhat dissatisfied.

Mu Shaoai took a deep breath, suppressed the seemingly invisible headache, and tried hard not to be so sharp, but failed miserably.

"That has nothing to do with you, stop meddling in your own business."

He really hated others trying to interfere in his life, and his tone inadvertently revealed some emotion.

Oops.

He didn't mean that.

Mu Shaoai wanted to open his mouth to explain, but his mouth seemed to be stuck together, tightly pressed together, unable to make any sound.

"..." Lu Ran fell into silence, the air was getting heavier and heavier, almost suffocating.

I don't know how long it took before Lu Ran said dryly: "You didn't mean that... right?"

"...Mmm." Mu Shaoai raised his eyelashes and wanted to say something, but his indifferent face locked all his emotions in his body, making it almost impossible to tell whether he was perfunctory or not.

Lu Ran looked at him suspiciously for several times, and finally let him go for the sake of growing up together, "I'll help you find out about that Qi Fengyu, yourself... Forget it, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Lu Ran took a deep look at Mu Shaoai, turned around and left without saying hello to him.

Although he didn't say anything, Mu Shaoai could tell that he was hurt.

This sense of powerlessness...

Mu Shaoai stood there for a while, and when everyone had left, he suddenly came back to his senses and walked out of the hotel in a daze.

When Mu Shaoai walked to the entrance of the hotel, the driver was already waiting there. He got into the car, and pressed his forehead to the cold car glass to relieve his emotional discomfort.

The car drove smoothly into the traffic flow, his breath created a pool of white water mist on the car glass, and the brilliant neon lights outside the car passed through the water mist, forming a group of confusing variegated colors.

As soon as he mentioned the car accident seven years ago, his head would ache from stress. He didn't want others to mention his past, and it was never just because he felt ashamed.

When he was in the third year of high school, Mu Shaoai was madly infatuated with a certain person. Regardless of his repeated rejection, he licked his face and chased him for a whole year, but it ended in a dismal ending—he failed to embrace the beautiful woman. It was a car accident that almost sent him directly to God.

That car accident caused him to lose his memory of the whole year of senior year of high school, and even the memory of the years before that became a little blurry.

He had doubted whether the "Aphrodite" he imagined was based on the person he was after, and immediately asked his parents and brother about it after he had doubts.

In the end, he got the answer of "the person he liked was a girl, and she died not long after the car accident".

But his "Aphrodite" was a man.

For a long time, Mu Shaoai was immersed in a trance about her sexual orientation and doubted her life. She didn't understand why a car accident suddenly turned her around.

Yet life must go on.

After the car accident, he practiced for more than half a year, and then his parents sent him to study abroad.

Six years later, he finished his double master's degree and returned to China because he couldn't stand his mother's nagging.

But even after so many years, he still gets a headache every time he thinks about the car accident, which has not been relieved by the passage of time at all.

Mu Shaoai gently rubbed his forehead against the cold car glass to relieve the pain.

Lu Ran's eyes were really poisonous.

Although he had never been cut off from the people around him before, he had never felt really tempted.

Until today, he opened the curtain because of a momentary curiosity, and Qi Fengyu's thin and thin back came into his eyes, and also into his heart.

After seven years, his heart seemed to learn to beat again.

It was past eleven o'clock when I got home, Mu Shaoai hurriedly took a shower, washed off the smell of alcohol, and began to sit in front of the computer to deal with the backlog of work for the past two days. Looking at the watch, I realized that it was past twelve o'clock.

Mu Shaoai rubbed his sore wrist, and lazily retracted into the soft sofa cushions, feeling indescribably relaxed because he was at home.

It was just dark outside the window.

His apartment is located on the top floor of a high-rise building in the city center. The huge floor-to-ceiling windows allow for a bird's-eye view of the entire city. Even though it is early in the morning, the city is still full of traffic and brightly lit, as if it never sleeps.

Mu Shaoai seemed to have also integrated into this city and lost sleep with it.

His routine has always been regular, and things like this are not common.

Mu Shaoai didn't like the feeling of insomnia, it reminded him of the year when he first went abroad to study.

At that time, his body had already got rid of the impact of the car accident, but his mental state was not very good all the time. Thinking that a change of environment might improve him, he followed his parents' advice and decided to study abroad.

But after arriving abroad, everything was settled properly, but his condition not only failed to improve, but worsened.

In the year when he first went abroad to study, he suffered from insomnia all night long. In order to prevent his body from collapsing, he had to rely on drugs. Later, his classmates found out that he replaced the sleep aid drugs with alcohol.

So for him, alcohol has become a sleeping pill in another sense, a panacea for intoxicating his mind.

Mu Shaoai didn't intend to fight against his weak willpower, and surrendered in a second.

Pulling on his slippers, he took out a bottle of red wine from the freezer, took out a transparent wine glass, and walked back to the bedroom.

The light-colored lips were soaked in the wine and became crystal clear and soft, and soon a bottle of wine entered the stomach.

Alcohol made Mu Shaoai's eyes a little blurred. The bedroom was huge, but the furniture was pitifully small. He never thought it was a big deal in the past, but today he somehow felt that this apartment, which had always felt like his home, was a bit empty. cold.

...Maybe it really needs someone beside the pillow?

No no no, that's impossible, he'll just mess everything up.

As before, it's good to ask Xiaoqinger out for dinner and drinks when needed, and then go back to the apartment to rest before bedtime.

That's enough.

Mu Shaoai put down the wine glass, his mind began to become chaotic, drowsiness welled up, his beautiful almond eyes narrowed in a daze, he couldn't find the focal length, and the reflection on the glass was very beautiful.

He stood up in a daze, and fell down on the bed with a heavy weight. It took him a long time to drag the quilt to his waist. The pure black sheets reminded him of Qi Fengyu's inorganic eyes. It flashed before my eyes.

Not to mention, his light blonde mid-length hair is really beautiful.

Maybe it was the effect of alcohol, Mu Shaoai's heart beat a little faster.

The author has something to say:

The car accident said: I don't take the blame

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