After losing his memory, he was chased by his green tea ex-boyfriend

Qi Fengyu didn't expect him to be so bold, his pupils suddenly dilated, and he gasped.

He grabbed Mu Shaoai's struggling hand, looked at the latter's still red eyes, gritted his teeth slightly and said, "Don't act recklessly... I don't want our first time to happen like this .”

Mu Shaoai bit his lower lip slightly, bent his fingers, and poked it forward. His face burned even more, but he looked at Qi Fengyu pretending to be innocent, and bewitched, "Don't tell me...you don't want to?"

"Of course I want to!" Qi Fengyu was a little irritable by his torment, he tried hard to control the boiling thoughts in his mind, and said with restraint: "You are emotionally unstable now, and it is not surprising that you do anything under impulse... I am not No, I'm afraid you will regret it later!"

"What if I say, this is what I want?" Mu Shaoai stretched out his hand persistently, his face was blushing like he was about to bleed, his pupils trembled slightly, but he refused to take back his hand no matter what.

Under the warm yellow light in the bathroom, those amber eyes are as stubborn as stones, with a hint of pleading in them, firmness and fear coexisting, but there is no desire and desire that is as dark and turbulent as Qi Fengyu's eyes.

So Qi Fengyu understood that Mu Shaoai's courtship with him was not because he really wanted it, but because he hoped to determine something through such behavior...

Qi Fengyu's heart felt like a needle prick, and then there was boundless bitterness.

Obviously it is the one thing that he longed for the most for a long time, a loved one he only dared to touch in his dreams, but what is about to happen does not make Qi Fengyu happy.

When he was young, he had fantasized about their first time countless times, imagining how they would hug each other with fiery affection, get close to each other, and finally blend together completely, no longer separated from each other.

But that purest feeling finally stopped in that year.

If this is what Mu Shaoai expected...

"Little liar." Qi Fengyu sighed, and as he wished, he leaned over and pressed down, and covered Mu Shaoai's soft lips with his own lips.

Qi Fengyu's movements were extremely gentle and full of affection, but Mu Shaoai felt a little like crying.

He closed his eyes slightly, pecked and kissed back cautiously, and suppressed the tears from the bottom of his eyes.

This is what he asked for, and he is... willing.

He wanted to convince himself like this, but deep down in his heart, there was some astringency.

Uneasiness was rooted in his bone marrow, and he could only desperately grasp the straw in his hand.

……do not leave me.

The next morning, Mu Shaoai rarely overslept. When he woke up, it was past ten o'clock, but the sunshade curtains in the room were still drawn, leaving a quiet darkness.

Mu Shaoai was exhausted last night, his back was still sore, and his spirit was a little sluggish. His eyes were half-closed and he yelled hoarsely: "Feng Yu, are you awake?"

The room was silent.

Mu Shaoai suddenly opened his eyes, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to touch the position beside him.

There was still a little warmth in the quilt, but the person who was supposed to be lying next to him was gone, replaced by a small post-it note that he took out from the side of the pillow.

After touching something, Mu Shaoai's heart affirmed it, sat up, turned on the desk lamp, and saw the post-it note that said:

Go out for something, come back later, wait for me obediently at home, love you-3-by Qi Fengyu

His slightly cold fingertips warmed up again because of the cute emoji, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he kept rubbing the handwriting on the post-it with his fingertips.

Qi Fengyu had expected that he would not see his own reaction after waking up, so he put such a post-it note in Mu Shaoai's most convenient place in advance, and easily entrusted Mu Shaoai's heart that is always easy to worry about gains and losses. He put it down.

"...Like an idiot." Mu Shaoai muttered softly, not knowing whether he was talking about himself or Qi Fengyu.

Having said that, he opened the phone case in his hand, carefully folded the small post-it note, clipped it into the back of the phone, and planned to carry it with him.

He turned on the screen and took a look, and found that it was almost eleven o'clock, and there was a voice message from Qi Fengyu on WeChat.

Now that he has overslept and is late, Mu Shaoai is not in a hurry to rush to the company.

He leaned lazily on the pillow, pressed the voice, and heard Qi Fengyu's deep and panting voice: "Shao Ai, morning. There is something urgent at home to find me, I will go back first, and when I am done, I will Come back, wait for me obediently at home. After you wake up, don’t rush to the company, breakfast is put in the refrigerator for you, remember to warm it up before eating..."

It was after nine o'clock when Qi Fengyu sent this voice, he should have just left the house, accompanied by the sound of panting and the noise of traffic outside, he walked in a hurry, but he still tried his best to calm down his voice and muttered After explaining a lot of things, it took three 60-second voice calls to complete the explanation.

The corner of Mu Shaoai's mouth became even more smiling. After listening to it once, it was not enough, so he listened to it twice before slowly typing to Qi Fengyu:

wake up early.Don't worry, take care of your family affairs and come back early.

He first sent a message, and then continued to type: If you need help, just tell me, no matter what you want, I will help you.

After typing, he felt that the implication of this sentence was a bit too strong, and he was afraid that Qi Fengyu would see the clue, so he hung his finger above the send button for a while, Mu Shaoai thought about it, and deleted it word by word. .

Re-enter after deleting: Tell me if you need help, and wait for your message.

He checked it carefully twice again, and made sure that this short sentence did not imply any other meaning, so he sent it out.

After posting this message, Mu Shaoai followed Qi Fengyu's "instructions" and went downstairs to enjoy a loving lunch.

After eating, he contacted the driver to pick him up and went to the company.

The reason why Mu Shaoai insisted on coming to the company was originally because he wanted to divert his attention by concentrating on his work. Don't keep thinking about sending Qi Fengyu WeChat and calling Qi Fengyu when he is free. I can't wait to follow the past.

But the plan is the plan, the reality is another matter.

Because he didn't receive Qi Fengyu's reply text message for a long time, Mu Shaoai became uncontrollably anxious and looked at the phone over and over again, hoping to receive new news.

Why didn't you message me back?What's the problem?What's the matter?Or...going home is just an excuse, Qi Fengyu intends to leave him and never come back?

Mu Shaoai anxiously put down the few pages of documents that he hadn't read in his hand, and began to pace around the office anxiously.

He couldn't calm down to work at all, and he was paranoid that he didn't want to call Qi Fengyu to ask him about the situation there.

Mu Shaoai is very self-aware, he actually knows it very well, because of his fragile mental state, Qi Fengyu has tried to take care of him in every way, but in a relationship, there cannot always be only one person working hard to maintain it, he also wants to control himself The illness, at the very least... at least don't keep causing trouble for the other party.

Asking too much will tire others sooner or later.

Mu Shaoai, stop thinking about it!He promised you not to leave!

Mu Shaoai slammed on the desk irritably, propped his hands on the edge of the table, lowered his head and took a deep breath, trying hard to control his irregular heart beating and his increasingly paranoid thoughts, but with little effect.

It's just that I didn't reply to the message for two hours. Maybe I was just busy and didn't see my phone. It's not a big deal...

Although it made sense logically, Mu Shaoai was completely unable to convince himself with this set of rhetoric.

Because of the truth that his brother told yesterday, he began to doubt everything around him uncontrollably.

He didn't understand, no matter what difficulties he had, why couldn't Qi Fengyu communicate with him?Qi Fengyu kept telling himself to trust him, but did he ever trust him?

A sudden anger almost overwhelmed Mu Shaoai's rationality, he could no longer control the impulse in his heart, he picked up his mobile phone and was about to call Qi Fengyu.

However, the moment he raised his arm, he saw the bruises still remaining on his wrist.

Fingerprints and hickeys.

The position on the inside of the wrist was left by Qi Fengyu last night.

That position can feel the beating of the pulse.

Last night, Qi Fengyu particularly preferred the place where he could feel his heartbeat and pulse. He had been firmly grasping Mu Shaoai's wrist, feeling the intense and steady beating of his thumb, and kissed there again and again.

Qi Fengyu's attitude can almost be called pious.

Mu Shaoai felt a little strange and was too ashamed, but that kind of real emotion was actually conveyed to him, which made him very emotional.

The phone slipped from his hand and fell on the carpet with a muffled sound.

As if he didn't see it, Mu Shaoai rubbed the finger marks on his wrist obsessively.

He suddenly remembered that after the end of last night, he was too tired to lie on the bed and did not want to move, and his mental laziness and excitement made him unable to sleep for a while. In order to coax him to sleep, Qi Fengyu wrapped him up in a ball In his arms, like taking care of a baby, he said to him over and over again: "Sleep well, relax, I promise, I will not leave you."

I don't know if he was tired from talking, but Mu Shaoai fell into a deep sleep in that kind of hypnotic thoughts.

A rare dream.

Thinking of that scene, he suddenly felt like laughing, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help pulling out a stiff arc.

Ever since Qi Fengyu figured out his cause of disease, this sentence has almost become his mantra.

He remembered the voice he had played back over and over again this morning.

Qi Fengyu told him to wait for him obediently at home.

He said, I will be back.

The man's gentle voice seemed to still be echoing in his ears, Mu Shaoai's frowning brows gradually loosened, and the courage that came out of nowhere made him suddenly willing to believe every word Qi Fengyu said.

Just because that person is Qi Fengyu.

Mu Shaoai bent down to pick up the phone from the ground, wiped the dust on it, and with a relaxed smile in his eyes, he muttered softly: "I will obediently wait for you to come back at home, Feng Yu, don't let me down... "

After wiping his phone, just when he was about to sit back and work hard, he suddenly received a call from his brother.

The moment Mu Shaoai saw the word "Big Brother" on the caller ID, Mu Shaoai's heart contracted suddenly, and he felt a kind of fear.

The trust he and Qi Fengyu had built with great difficulty is still hanging by a thread. If his brother tells him any bad news, he really doesn't know what he will do...

Mu Shaoai looked at the phone silently, but didn't answer the call.

However, Mu Jingzhou was particularly persistent this time, and if Mu Shaoai didn't answer, he continued to fight.

The phone has been ringing for almost 5 minutes, and Mu Shaoai was upset, knowing that if this continues, he might be out of control and start thinking wildly again, so he took a deep breath and picked up the phone: " Brother, what's the matter with you?"

Mu Jingzhou paused, and then said: "Shao Ai, I want to apologize to you, I'm really, really sorry. After listening to what I'm going to say next, you may never forgive us, because you're afraid that you will Such a thing happened, so my brother procrastinated again and again, and he should have told you a long time ago, but he never dared to say it."

Mu Shaoai had never heard such a tired voice from his brother, and his heart sank.

"After what happened yesterday, my brother thought about it all night, and felt that no matter what, I should tell you the truth of that year..."