Beyond the accident

Before Han Peiyun came, Gu Jinghan deduced countless times in her heart what words she should say to comfort her after she learned the result, even if those words were not convincing or deceiving herself, it was better than saying nothing at all.

The truth is, Han Peiyun's reaction was exactly as she had imagined, her eyes turned red immediately after learning the result, but her chest was firmly pressed down by a big rock, which made her unable to move, let alone speak. Voice.

There was a deathly silence in the office.

Time passed minute by minute, silently as if it had been half a century in the past, Han Peiyun's lips moved slightly, and her nasal voice was thick: "Isn't it appropriate?"

She was asking Gu Jinghan, and seemed to be muttering to herself.

Gu Jinghan tightly grasped a pen on the document, treating it as a life-saving straw, it seemed that only by doing so could he not let himself sink, and not be overwhelmed by the emotion called despair.

"Then what should I do?" Han Peiyun asked her again, also asking herself, she had no clue.

"Wait, wait for the news from the bone marrow bank." Gu Jinghan finally spoke out with difficulty, and in a trance, she felt extremely strange to her hoarse voice.

The last bit of light in Han Peiyun's eyes dimmed, saying these words meant that there was not much hope left.

"So many people across the country are waiting, how many people can wait for the right one?"

How is this different from finding a needle in a haystack?

"There are a lot of people waiting." Gu Jinghan said calmly.

It was obviously a comforting word, but after listening to Han Peiyun, there was a storm in his chest. There are so many people, how long can a child as young as Gu Zhili wait?

"There are also many people who waited until they died, but they didn't." Han Peiyun didn't want to speak so cruelly, but simple consolation sounds useless. It's better to have a mental preparation earlier and hope less, so that you won't be too desperate in the end.

The moment Gu Jinghan heard the word "death", his heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a hand.

After Han Peiyun came in, Gu Jinghan didn't dare to look her in the eyes. At this moment, she subconsciously covered her chest, and raised her eyes to meet her gaze.

Wanting to know her expression when she said these words, Gu Jinghan's eyes were stung by Han Peiyun's tears.

I would rather never know her, and cry every now and then, she's just a crying bag.

Han Peiyun wiped away a couple of tears, her vision was foggy, she looked at Gu Jinghan with a stern expression in the fog, rubbed her eyes, and suddenly stopped crying.

A distance away from a desk, Han Peiyun looked down at Gu Jinghan who was sitting upright in a daze.

"Stop crying?" Gu Jinghan tried to be more natural, she stood up, her legs were weak, and she returned to the chair heavily.

Han Peiyun quickly walked around the desk, turned the armrest of the chair, bent down and reached out to cover her forehead.

"You really...do you still need to touch your face if you don't have enough hands?" Gu Jinghan held down Han Peiyun's hand and looked at her with blurred eyes.

"Do you have a fever?" There was a scorching temperature in the palm, but the hand on the back was cold. Han Peiyun was impatient, and habitually pressed her forehead to the other's forehead.

When An Ge had a fever, Han Peiyun was used to using this movement to estimate the temperature.

Gu Jinghan's half-closed eyes opened quickly, and looked in amazement at Han Peiyun who was so close that he almost touched the tip of his nose, only three centimeters away, and even the fine hairs on her face could be clearly seen.

She seemed to smell the milky scent on Han Peiyun's face that only children have.

"Why are you so hot? You said it's okay, I thought you were very busy when I came in!" Han Peiyun got up and looked around in her office, as if looking for something.

The more she looked at Gu Jinghan just now, the more she felt that something was wrong, and when she saw that she didn't even have the strength to stand up, she almost had a heart attack from fright.

"It's really fine." Gu Jinghan looked at her panicked look, her lips were slightly opened, her health was not good, she often suffered from headaches and stomach pains, and she survived the attacks by taking some medicine.Even if she had a high fever, her own mother was not as anxious as Han Peiyun.

"You can't do anything, Lili is still waiting for you to see her, don't expect me to replace you, that child only recognizes you as a mother." Han Peiyun searched around the office but couldn't find it, and asked Gu Jinghan, " Do you have a towel? Let me apply it for you first? Or we can go directly to the hospital."

Gu Jinghan stood up with a corner of the desk, Han Peiyun immediately went to hold her arm when seeing this.

"I didn't fall asleep last night, I want to lie down for a while." Since the day the results came out, I haven't slept well every night. The bad news one after another, like a knife, stabbed Gu Jinghan's flesh and blood into thousands of wounds Hundred holes.

"Alright, then you need to take antipyretics, I'll buy them for you." Han Peiyun helped her into the lounge in the office. Gu Jinghan always worked overtime in the company at night. There was a big bed in it, and there was a wardrobe next to it.

Gu Jinghan lay flat on the bed, stared at her with his head tilted and did not speak.

Han Peiyun touched her forehead again, took off her glasses and put them on the bedside.

"Thank you." Gu Jinghan whispered.

"Thank you? Aren't you my child's mother?" Han Peiyun said it as a matter of course, but felt that it was inappropriate to say it, biting her lower lip and staring at Gu Jinghan.

Gu Jinghan just smiled.

When she walked out of the office, Han Peiyun was still thinking, Gu Jinghan's smile just now was really ugly, it looked like she was crying.

Unknowingly, there was a burst of warmth on his cheeks, and another stream of tears fell.

Han Peiyun was not familiar with the streets near the office building. She used her mobile phone to search for nearby pharmacies and walked a kilometer to buy what she needed.It had been half an hour since I got back to the office, and the whole room was so quiet, she thought Gu Jinghan had fallen asleep.

She tiptoed into the lounge, and there was only a ball of high-arched quilt on the bed. When Han Peiyun approached, the ball of quilt moved.

"Gu Jinghan?" Han Peiyun sat on the edge of the bed, pinching a corner of the quilt.

The quilt did not move, Han Peiyun was afraid that she would suffocate in it, so she raised her hand and lifted it away.

Under the quilt, Gu Jinghan curled up into a ball, covering his face with his hands.

She is really thin, at least 1.7 meters tall, with long hands and feet huddled together, only a small ball.

Putting away the untimely affection, Han Peiyun patted her on the back: "Get up first, take the medicine."

Han Peiyun was sure that Gu Jinghan was awake, but she didn't respond at all.

So he took out the trick he used to deal with An Ge, and grabbed her ear: "Why are you disobedient?"

Unexpectedly, Gu Jinghan sobbed suddenly, and the very small and broken cry penetrated into Han Peiyun's ears, which made the heart tremble suddenly.

"Hey." Han Peiyun patted her again.

When people are sick, they do become extra vulnerable.

"Stop crying." When Han Peiyun was coaxing her, she forgot that she was the one who cried tears down her face an hour ago.

She coaxed Gu Jinghan to cry even harder, his sobs turned into sobs, his hands covering his face were clenched into fists, and he hugged his chest like a defensive posture.

The strands of hair were messy and stuck to her face with tears, and she didn't know how long she had been crying before she came in, and the bed sheet under the side of her face was wet a lot.

This enlarged version of An Ge who was crying out of breath made Han Peiyun feel really distressed.

"You cry harder than me." Han Peiyun found the wet wipes she just bought, opened them and wiped Gu Jinghan's face.

"I don't usually cry..." Gu Jinghan said, hiccupping.

Maybe because he felt ashamed, he paused and burst into tears again.

"Oh my god, you don't usually cry, and you can't stop crying when you cry." Han Peiyun stuffed a fever-reducing medicine into her mouth, and forgot to pour water in a hurry. After stuffing the medicine, she ran to the office outside to pour water come over.

The bitter taste of the pill melted in Gu Jinghan's mouth, she grinned and cried unscrupulously, her heart was too bitter, and what she tasted was also bitter.

"It's too bitter, it's too bitter..." She cried, her stomach was churning, her head stuck out of the bed, and she made a vomiting motion.

"Don't throw up!" Han Peiyun grabbed her by the collar and pulled her back. Her head naturally lifted up, and she quickly put the water glass near her mouth. "Drink more water, and you won't suffer."

Gu Jinghan held the water glass and poured it heavily, the water he just drank turned into tears in the corner of his eyes in a blink of an eye.

"Why... are you like a child." Holding the empty cup, Han Peiyun couldn't help but want to smooth out her messy hair, but just as she raised her hand, she still felt uncomfortable holding back.

Gu Jinghan lay upright on the bed, Han Peiyun bought fever-reducing stickers and stuck them on her forehead, Gu Jinghan cried and did not forget to say thank you to her.

Han Peiyun took out the thermometer from the bag again. It was useless to measure the oral temperature. Gu Jinghan cried so much that his teeth chattered. If he was not careful, he could bite the mercury thermometer into pieces.

"Put the thermometer under your arm." Han Peiyun handed it over.

"Then you have to take off your clothes." Gu Jinghan didn't answer, thinking slowly.

"Then take it off." Han Peiyun recalled this sentence again, unbelievable, "You won't...let me take it off for you?"

"No need." Under the quilt, Gu Jinghan's hands were vaguely seen covering his chest, and he unbuttoned the clothes one by one from top to bottom, then straightened up a little, and peeled off the shirt from his body.

Everything was carried out under the quilt, but Han Peiyun still avoided looking and put the thermometer beside the pillow.

"You know how to take your temperature, right?" After getting along a few times, she doubted Gu Jinghan's ability to live.

Gu Jinghan burst out laughing, and after laughing, it seemed like nothing happened, and continued to cry, "Do you think I'm a fool?"

Han Peiyun turned her head and nodded, thinking that it was true. Just in time, Gu Jinghan raised the quilt and clamped the thermometer under his armpit. His eyes inevitably touched the other's chest, which was only wearing underwear. She quickly closed her eyes.

"Tell me, can't you wait?" Gu Jinghan no longer said useless comforting words, she wanted to pour out all the sadness she had suffered in the past few days, Han Peiyun standing by her bed made her suddenly feel , she is no longer alone, she has someone to talk to and communicate with.

Han Peiyun was startled, she knew what Gu Jinghan was waiting for.

At the beginning, I came to comfort her that many people had waited for the right bone marrow, but in fact, they just kept their uneasiness and anxiety in their hearts and digested themselves.

"I don't know. If you're lucky, you'll get it." This luck index is probably as good as the 500 million in the middle.

"On the day the result came out, I rushed to New York overnight. I knew it might be in vain, but I just couldn't be reconciled..." Gu Jinghan sat up against the head of the bed, steadying his sobs, and tried to complete the sentence, "Sperm Curry’s sperm donors are all anonymous, and it is impossible to tell you the real identity of the other party. The purchase records of other customers and the birth records of their children are also kept confidential. Those half-children cannot be found. After negotiating with Ku for two days, there is no other way..."

No wonder she didn't see her children for so many days, no wonder she made herself so embarrassed.

Listening to her narration, Han Peiyun couldn't help but be moved by it. Regardless of the stream of tears that just fell on her face, she stretched out an arm and followed Gu Jinghan's back.

As soon as her palm was attached to Gu Jinghan's back, Han Peiyun's brain immediately went blank. When she saw Gu Jinghan hugging the quilt from the front, only her head was exposed, but when she took off her clothes to measure her temperature, her entire back was exposed.

"I really can't help it." Gu Jinghan cried so much that she desperately needed a support. The moment Han Peiyun stretched out her hand, her body reacted subconsciously and leaned towards her.

So Gu Jinghan's whole body sank into Han Peiyun's arms, she rested on Han Peiyun's thin shoulders, her tears had no end, and quickly soaked the clothes on her left shoulder.

Han Peiyun froze, letting Gu Jinghan lean on her, not daring to breathe.

The author has something to say:

Mr. Gu really didn't cry, but when he softened up, he cried so much that he couldn't move today.

Who is not a baby?

Thanks to all the little fairies who fed in the previous chapter, okay?

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