Beyond the accident

These days, Gu Yeheng has been looking through materials related to Quercus's condition in his study room, some of which he asked Gu Jinghan for, and some of which he found on the Internet.

He is not good at getting close to children by nature, he used to be Gu Jinghan, now he is Gu Zhili, but his concern is real.

Some ideas are worth practicing, he thought about it all afternoon, and planned to discuss it with Gu Jinghan.

I thought it was a discussion, and waited to talk to her at the dinner table, but the tone of habit became an order again.

"I want to send the oak to the United States for treatment, where the medical technology is better."

No one was talking at the table, not even the sound of tableware tapping against the wall of the bowl, Gu Yeheng's thick voice was like a thunderclap, Gu Zhili was sitting beside her mother obediently scooping a small ball of rice into her mouth Suddenly, his eyes widened, like a frightened deer.

Gu Jinghan found that he still couldn't smell the meat, so he deliberately led his thoughts to the phone call with Han Peiyun in the afternoon, which was still uninteresting but still interesting, and ate a few mouthfuls of vegetables hastily.

When she heard Gu Yeheng's words, she calmly looked at the leafy vegetable on her dinner plate, feeling disgusted like a huge dragon in her stomach, as if it was about to burst through her throat.

Shen Qin echoed: "I think it's okay, you're too busy, and your dad and I will go over there to accompany the child."

Gu Yeheng hummed, this matter is settled like this.

Gu Zhili put down her chopsticks and rubbed her hands under the table uneasily. She opened her small mouth, but took a deep breath and closed it tightly, unable to utter a word.

She was afraid, afraid that saying no would make her grandparents unhappy and stop liking her.

However, it seemed that he was even more afraid that he would never see An Ge and Mother Han again.

Gu Jinghan saw Lili's gloom in his eyes, resisted the discomfort in his body, lowered his head to meet the child's downcast eyes, and encouraged her to speak out what was in his heart: "Qingli doesn't want to go, does it?"

Gu Zhili raised her head, looked at her mother in surprise, the tears that were rolling in her eyes gradually disappeared, and then nodded quickly and vigorously.

"Nonsense, how can you let the child decide for himself." Gu Yeheng put down his chopsticks in displeasure.

Gu Zhili panickedly grabbed the corner of her mother's clothes, and tugged tremblingly with her small hands.

Gu Jinghan wrapped the child's immature palm in her own, and Li Li still looked at herself nervously. She bent her lips and gave the child a smile.

"She can make her own decisions." Gu Jinghan looked at her father again, the gray-haired old man always had a straight face.Her mother used to laugh and say that when she was very young, she cried when she saw her father's fierce face, as if she saw a scary monster.

She never disobeyed any decision of her parents before she wanted to make her own claim and run to have a child.

That's how she said she couldn't be the one to call the shots.

Seeing her father's angry look now, it's funny to think that she seldom smiled at Lili before, whether she has also become a terrible monster in the eyes of children.

Gu Yeheng knocked on the table without any doubt and asked: "How big is the oak? What is the owner? If something happens, can you be responsible?"

Gu Jinghan responded: "I can, I am her mother."

Shen Qin didn't understand what her daughter was insisting on, and smoothed things over aloud: "Hanhan, you just listen to your father, we will contact the best hospital in the United States in the past few days and send the oak tree to us."

Aunt Wang brought warm hand towels at this time, and put one around Li Li. The child's black and white eyes looked at her earnestly. Say something inappropriate to your face.

Gu Zhili looked around at the adults, and finally called out timidly: "Mom..."

"Doctor Qian from the Municipal Blood Disease Hospital is a top expert in this area in China and even in the world. If Dad has read all the information I gave you, he should know the situation of Quercus. Stem cell transplantation, insisting on taking her abroad, is there any other meaning besides making the child afraid in an unfamiliar environment?" Gu Jinghan finished speaking in one breath, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead due to the strong discomfort.

Gu Yeheng: "There is no matching donor, so just wait? Waiting for the child..."

Gu Zhili looked at his grandfather in a daze, Gu Yeheng met the child's eyes, gritted his teeth, and slammed down the table heavily with red eyes.

He forgot that he was going to discuss it with Gu Jinghan, he had already thought about everything, what do young people know?

Gu Jinghan's face was pale, and he didn't speak, just clutching the chopsticks in his hand, desperately clenching them tightly.

Shen Qin looked at her feeling uneasy, she thought that Gu Jinghan would get angry and throw the chopsticks on the table.

As a result, Gu Jinghan held his chopsticks absentmindedly and ran upstairs at an extremely fast speed. Shen Qin was still wondering, and then heard a heavy closing sound of the door.

Gu Yeheng was so angry that he crossed his arms, the gray mustache on his lips trembled because of his rapid breathing: "Is she still reasonable?"

"Oh, it's not like you don't know your daughter's temper." Shen Qin picked up a prawn and put it into Gu Yeheng's bowl, with a small smile on his face, the more abnormal he felt in his heart.

Taking advantage of the adults' inattention, Gu Zhili quietly slid down from her seat and walked up the stairs.

"Liu Li." Shen Qin turned his head and called to stop the little man who had just walked a few steps.

"Grandma." Gu Zhili turned around.The eyes are still a little red.

Shen Qin beckoned: "Have you only had a few mouthfuls of rice? Obediently finish eating before leaving."

"Mom, she's not feeling well." Gu Zhili put her hands behind her back, and subconsciously pressed her right hand on her left wrist. That's where she wears a phone watch, but she doesn't wear it now. She plans to tell An Ge about her mother's illness in a while. It's still not good, the two of them plus Mother Han's kiss is useless at all.

"Your mother is angry." Shen Qin approached the child without surprise, and coaxed her to come back for dinner.

Gu Zhili explained to grandma seriously: "Mom is sick, she... yesterday..." Thinking of his mother not allowing him to mention Han Mama and An Ge in front of grandma, the little guy didn't know what to say for a while.

"Ill?" Shen Qin asked.

"Yeah," Gu Zhili nodded repeatedly, "It was like this yesterday, and then mom vomited."

Shen Qin couldn't figure it out, but seeing what the child said seemed to be the case, he asked again: "Did you really vomit?"

Gu Zhili nodded again: "Yeah."

Shen Qin wasn't sure whether Gu Jinghan needed her care at this time, followed Lili upstairs to the door of her room, the child pressed the doorknob without stopping to go in, she stood at the door, listening to the movement inside was really moving vomit.

Gu Jinghan knelt in front of the toilet, throwing up again and becoming dizzy.

Gu Zhili trotted into the bathroom, imitating what Mother Han did before, patting her mother's back every now and then.

Gu Jinghan didn't notice that there was someone behind her, his little hand gently patted her on the back, first she turned her face in surprise, and then met a pair of big eyes that looked like crying bags, no matter how weak she was, she could still laugh.

"Mom..." Gu Zhili kept patting her mother's back, with a serious expression on her small face, "You want uncle doctor to give you an injection."

Gu Jinghan complied, smiled and moved her face closer: "You kiss mom, and mom won't feel bad."

Hearing this, Gu Zhili hurriedly kissed her, still looking worried: "It's useless to only kiss with Lili."

"It's useful." Gu Jinghan calmed down a bit, stood up and rinsed his mouth.

Shen Qin heard the movements in the bathroom clearly, hesitated to come and go, and still wanted to see Gu Jinghan's state.

Gu Zhili didn't know that grandma was standing at the door, and said sadly: "It would be great if Mother Han was here..."

Seeing grandma suddenly appear, the little guy quickly covered his mouth.

"What are you talking about?" Shen Qin thought it was a child calling her mother, and she asked Gu Jinghan seemingly casually, "Hanhan, are you sick?"

"I'm not sick." Gu Jinghan also didn't expect her mother to follow her, and she frowned. Can you tell me about this?

"Mom is just sick. She vomited for a long time yesterday, but she didn't want to get an injection." Gu Zhili expressed her understanding, "Grandma, tell mom to let her go to the doctor."

Gu Jinghan looked at Lili helplessly, and pressed the knot between his eyebrows.

Only then did Shen Qin take the child's words seriously, and realized that the matter was more serious than he thought, so he asked Li Li to go out first, and came to persuade her mother by himself.

Gu Zhili was anxious to report to An Ge about her mother's latest situation, but her grandmother told her to go, so she ran out quickly.

Shen Qin was still standing at the door, looking at Gu Jinghan who was silent in front of the mirror, and asked worriedly: "What's wrong? Can you vomit so much?"

Gu Jinghan looked at the woman with luxurious makeup not far from him in the mirror, and asked her for no reason: "Mom, when I was young, would I kiss you?"

Shen Qin sighed in surprise, and immediately replied: "Of course not."

Gu Jinghan raised his eyebrows: "Do you want me to kiss you?"

The surprise in his heart could not help floating on the surface, Shen Qin's eyes widened.

Back then, I still hated this child for not getting close to adults, but now that he is in his thirties, why would he ask such a question?

"Children are so cute. They think that if they kiss adults, they won't hurt them anymore." Gu Jinghan didn't mention An Ge, but thought of An Ge again, with smiles in the corners of his eyes.

Shen Qin was a little unnatural. She remembered when she was still holding Gu Jinghan in her arms, and couldn't help but kiss this pink and tender little ball over and over again: "I think...I want to."

That little meatball grew taller than herself, Shen Qin thought a little sadly, what was going on, the cute and giggling little fanboy in the past, now always has a cold face and a bad temper.

Gu Jinghan turned around to look at the figure of her mother in reality, met her confused yet somewhat gentle eyes, inexplicably warmed her heart, she walked over and got closer.

Han Peiyun taught her to express love, but love goes both ways, right?So she would find it so difficult to do something intimate with her mother at this moment.

Shen Qin supported her two arms, and asked with concern: "Are you suffering from a stomach problem? Oh, I told you earlier, I told you to drink less alcohol and have irregular meals, right?"

Gu Jinghan didn't say anything, she had a stomach problem very early, but her mother didn't know about it, and she didn't ask about it.

"Yes." She agreed, and she could see that her mother still felt distressed in her eyes.

"Oh, your dad has a serious stomach problem, but he didn't vomit like you did." Shen Qin thought for a while, then opened the address book on the phone, "I asked the professor your dad knew to go to the hospital tomorrow Class, I will give you a good inspection."

"Mom." Gu Jinghan pressed her hand, this matter has nothing to do with Kui Bao and An Ge, and she will always know about it later, so she doesn't need to hide it.

"You're still young, and you still have such a serious stomach problem?" Seeing that her face turned pale, Shen Qin insisted on picking up the phone.

"It's morning sickness." Gu Jinghan said calmly.

Shen Qin didn't hear it clearly, and complained patronizingly: "You still don't go to see a doctor even if you vomited, I'm worried for you"

Gu Jinghan slightly raised his tone: "I'm pregnant."

Shen Qin's fingers flicking on the screen of the phone stopped, and in the next second, the phone hit the ground without paying attention.

"You said..." Her ears were buzzing. She suspected that she was deaf, so she must have heard it wrong just now.

"I'm pregnant." Gu Jinghan repeated.

"You, you mean..." Shen Qin would rather be deaf.

Gu Jinghan nodded, she should understand her original intention well, right?

"Which wild man?" Shen Qin believed that his face was paler than Gu Jinghan's at this moment, such a big accident happened to the child, can this mother still play with it?

Gu Jinghan sighed tiredly, why is she such an image in her mother's eyes?

"What do you think?" Shen Qin couldn't hold back, raised his hand and hammered Gu Jinghan's shoulder, "It's fine if you didn't discuss with us at the beginning, but what's going on now?"

Gu Jinghan patiently told her mother about her plan. Shen Qin understood, but didn't understand some problems: "Even if this child can help you, why do you have to give birth by yourself? It wasn't born by you."

She removed the reason why she wanted to experience Han Peiyun's process of conceiving An Ge, and said in a general way: "Be curious."

"Just because of curiosity?" Shen Qin covered his heart and hit Gu Jinghan again.

"What's more... the cycle of the incubator is very difficult to wait, and only two can be transplanted at a time." After Gu Jinghan finished speaking, thinking of the expression on the crying bag when he knew that she had used more than one embryo, he couldn't help but frowned.

Shen Qin was dumbfounded: "What do you mean?"

Gu Jinghan used his good-looking right fingers to compare a number that made Shen Qin's eyes go dark.

"One more child, one more hope." She said calmly.

Shen Qin patted his heart. During the day, he still dreamed of having a group of children and grandchildren, but when the dream came true too quickly, it was like a roller coaster, which was unbearable.

"You..." Shen Qin couldn't breathe.

"So Lili doesn't need to go abroad, I can take care of it."

"I really..." Shen Qin wanted to cry but had no tears. How could there be such a daughter? ? ?

Gu Jinghan raised and lowered the hands placed beside her hesitantly. She thought her mother's appearance was quite interesting, so... would she really want to kiss her?

Would a lady living in her own fantasy expect a dispensable kiss?

Gu Jinghan thought, this time he finally hugged her mother, since he is too old to kiss her, so he should hug her mother tighter.

Shen Qin petrified instantly, motionless like an ice sculpture.

The author has something to say:

A lot of things happened after the end of April, and I don't want to mention them. Then I got seriously ill again, and was only discharged from the hospital a few days ago.

It took a long time to regain the mood of code words, and I didn't know what to say other than saying sorry.

写这章的时候想起了前几天在看的一部韩剧《虽然是精神病但是没关系》，僵尸小孩的故事很好哭，想想顾景晗也是僵尸小孩吧，她现在终于知道，妈妈其实也很温暖感谢在2020-04-2023:54:40~2020-08-1601:30:24期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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