Beyond the accident

The moment he fell, Gu Zhili only felt that he was falling continuously, as if he had fallen into a black hole, the surrounding was pitch black, and he tried to grab it with his hands, but he couldn't catch anything.

It was so cold, I couldn't see or hear, Gu Zhili clearly remembered that just now, An Ge was walking towards him, and he was almost able to hold her hand.

And here there is no An Ge, no mothers, and in the endless darkness, Gu Zhili can hardly feel her own existence.

In the ward, Gu Jinghan was sitting on the edge of the bed, his index finger squeezed into the palm of the oak tree, hooking the child's small palm.

After sitting for a long time, her mind was full of past events, she remembered that more than three years ago, Li Li, who was lying on the crib, suddenly held her index finger tightly, grinning at her, and made a small milk sound indistinctly , called her: "Mom."

That was the first time I realized that I was already a mother.

"Liu Li, get up." She said softly, stroking the palm of Li Li's hand.

With a heavy shoulder, Gu Jinghan looked sideways and met Han Peiyun's worried eyes.

Time has passed for a long time, and if it's really all right, the child won't wake up.

"Liu Li is very obedient. I said that when I get up... I never stay in bed." Gu Jinghan looked at Han Peiyun's eyes, and the light disappeared for a moment.

She was the one who comforted Wabao and her parents all the time, but in the end, she also started to get discouraged.

After finishing speaking, there was a soreness in his throat, and Gu Jinghan's lips moved, but he didn't say anything.

Han Peiyun didn't speak, got up and went around behind Gu Jinghan, put her arms around her head, and rubbed her upper body into her arms.

It seems that at this time, only the body temperature of the other party can give me a little strength.

An Ge fell asleep lying on the bedside, Aunt Wang cleaned up the ward and made a pot of porridge, Han Huai and Pei Yashu sat in the corridor and stopped arguing.

Aunt Wang filled a few bowls and sent them to Han Huai and Pei Yashu outside. When she came back, she was about to ask Gu Jinghan and Han Peiyun if they wanted any. Seeing this scene, she turned around wisely and hid in a corner to drink porridge alone.

Swallow carefully, not daring to disturb them with noise.

"Don't have any more things." Han Peiyun whispered almost close to Gu Jinghan's ear.

Gu Jinghan looked at Lili, a little confused: "How could it be?"

"Since you showed up at my door, my life...is all messed up."

Gu Jinghan's heart tightened suddenly, she subconsciously asked: "Do you regret knowing me?"

The close contact made the pulse beating on the neck of the other party very clear. Gu Jinghan could clearly feel it. While waiting for Han Peiyun's answer, she swallowed several times.

She is hesitating, she actually needs to consider whether their encounter should not be.

"I'm just..." Han Peiyun also realized that she shouldn't have said that, and said it weakly, "I'm very confused. I don't know the situation of my parents and Lili, as well as your parents. What can I do."

"It can be solved, you believe me." Gu Jinghan actually thought of the despicable thoughts that had appeared before. When he chose to transplant that embryo by himself, was it because he wanted to keep Han Peiyun more when Han Peiyun wanted to give up her? chips.

"Gu Jinghan." Han Peiyun hugged her even harder.

Every time Han Peiyun called her by her name, Gu Jinghan was afraid for no reason, and always felt that she had done something wrong.

"You are not a god, we are just human beings, it is impossible to solve everything, and you will be tired too."

Gu Jinghan didn't understand what Han Peiyun meant by saying this, so he raised his head and glanced at her, Han Peiyun's pityful eyes just slammed into her eyes.

She saw Han Peiyun's eyes turn red, then her lips trembled, and she said, "I will feel bad."

Gu Jinghan's heart was strongly shocked, she might still not understand love, when she thought she was about to leave her behind, did she feel sorry for her?

A strange touch came from the index finger, Gu Jinghan didn't have time to think about it, he froze suddenly, and then stared closely at Li Li's hand.

The curled fingers twitched again, and Gu Jinghan confirmed that it was not an illusion, and exclaimed in a gaffe: "Qiao Qu woke up!"

Seeing this, Han Peiyun pressed the call bell on the bedside, hurriedly walked to Li Li's side, and raised her hand to cover her small face.

Han Huai and Pei Yashu from outside the ward followed closely. Aunt Wang excitedly picked up the porridge that had been hanging out for a long time. When she walked over, she realized that she might not be able to eat the porridge when she woke up, so she put it back.

Han Ange woke up in a daze. She rubbed her eyes and saw that the eyelids of Lili were moving, and then slowly opened her eyes.

The adults gathered around Oak Oak, calling her name and asking how she was feeling.

Li Li blinked his eyes, looked at the ceiling, and did not speak, as if his consciousness had not yet recovered.

Han Ange lay on the edge of her pillow and lightly poked her face.

Then, Gu Zhili slowly turned her face to the side, and saw An Ge beside her, her dry lips moved, and the corners of her mouth were pulled up.

Han Ange showed a smile together with her: "Lili slept for a long time, it scared us all."

"Mom." Lili looked at Gu Jinghan, then at Han Peiyun.

Her hand tightly grasped her mother's fingers, Gu Zhili remembered that in the endless darkness, she finally grabbed a rope, and then there was light in front of her eyes.

She saw Han Huai and Pei Yashu again, and after a while, she remembered that it was the grandparents she had just met, and they also called out.

At least half of Pei Yashu let go of this heart, otherwise she would have the heart to kill Han Huai.

"Mom, I want to go home." Lili felt that her mother had the final say here, so she finally looked at Gu Jinghan.

"Quercus still lives here for treatment, and will return home when he recovers."

As soon as Gu Jinghan finished speaking, Li Li sniffed her nose and two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes. She didn't know what to do for a while, and looked at Han Peiyun for help.

Instead of Han Peiyun coaxing, Lili has always been sensible, but he is sad, but he doesn't make trouble with adults.

Paramedics came in and made sure the children were in stable condition so they could be reassured.

After getting the doctor's affirmation, Aunt Wang brought the porridge.

Han Peiyun wanted to pick it up, but Gu Jinghan took it first: "Let me come, you, An Ge, and uncles and aunts go eat something first."

"You eat first, you have a bad stomach and now..." Han Peiyun stopped here when she saw her parents from the corner of her eye.

Gu Jinghan understood, smiled and said in relief: "I'm really fine."

The porridge was left for a while, and the temperature at the entrance was just right. Gu Jinghan fed the porridge one spoonful after another, and she was already able to do the feeding well.

Pei Yashu and Han Huai said that they had eaten just now, and they felt relieved when they saw the children woke up. They would not be of much help if they stayed here, so they simply went out for a stroll and asked Han Peiyun to pick them up.

After walking out of the hospital, Pei Yashu, who hadn't spoken to Han Huai for a long time, suddenly turned her head and looked at him with straight eyes.

"The children are fine, so stop arguing." Han Huai thought she still had to settle accounts with herself.

Pei Yashu said, "I don't want to worry about it anymore."

Han Huai naturally knew what she meant, and after a moment of silence, he said, "You can't control it."

"Xiaoyun likes her very much, I can see that."

Han Huai thought of the interaction between the two of them when they were together, and said, "Those two children also recognize her two."

Pei Yashu said: "I'm just afraid that the guy surnamed Gu will bully her and treat her badly."

"That's what you said..." Han Huai shook his head after listening, "It's been so many years, you're the one who bullied Xiaoyun, right?"

Not letting his daughter go home, nor letting him contact her, almost broke the relationship for the rest of her life.

Pei Yashu remained silent, stubborn as usual, unwilling to admit that she had a problem.

Han Huai took her into a fast food restaurant near the hospital. He just had a few mouthfuls of porridge, but he was still hungry.

After dinner time, there were very few customers in the restaurant. Han Huai held up the menu and asked her what she wanted to eat. Seeing that she didn't answer, he handed the menu, only to find that Pei Yashu's eyes were red.

"Why did this happen to our family?" Pei Yashu sighed, rubbing away the moisture in her eyes.

How can there be a daughter who likes the same sex?How could there be such an unheard of thing as the wrong child?How can a good child get terminally ill?

"It's not easy for Xiaoyun." Han Huai said in a deep voice.

Pei Yashu finally made a decision: "Go back in a few days, we will only cause trouble for her here."

Han Huai came down and ordered a few dishes. After a long time, Pei Yashu seemed to be still stuck in those questions.

Her tone seemed to be praying: "It's a blessing, it's a curse, it depends on her luck."

At around nine o'clock in the evening, Liu Yisi sent a message, informing Gu Jinghan that her parents were going home, and asked her to take the oak back quickly.Liu Yisi didn't know that Lili had returned to the hospital, and Gu Jinghan didn't say anything, and planned to ask her parents to go home and see that she and Lili were not at home.

Although she said she didn't have to cry or worry, she didn't want to face their accusations, so she could delay as long as she could.

Lili and An Ge were whispering, and they seemed to have endless topics to talk about.

When it was time to part again, Han Peiyun took Gu Jinghan's hand, and the two walked to the empty stairwell tacitly.

Before Han Peiyun could speak, Gu Jinghan stretched out his arms and held her in his arms.

"Gu Tizi..." Han Peiyun felt that time was running out, and they had no extra time to flirt here.

Unexpectedly, Gu Jinghan chuckled and hugged her even tighter: "When you call me that, I feel at ease."

Han Peiyun also laughed, hugged her and asked helplessly: "Are we going to hug her till the end of time?"

Gu Jinghan wanted to cling to her forever: "Is it possible?"

Han Peiyun stopped joking with her, and got down to business: "I just want to say, if something really happens in the future, let's face it together."

As if knowing what Gu Jinghan was worried about, Han Peiyun smiled briskly: "Compared to the irritability of dealing with things, I am more afraid of facing the fear of the unknown, so don't hide anything from me. Don't let one person do everything, I can stay with you."

Hearing Gu Jinghan humming, Han Peiyun let go of her, with a slight smile on her face, and patted her on the head like a kitten with frizzy fur: "Be good, Gu Tizi, if I can't come to see you, You have to take care of yourself and the oak as well."

"Come and see tomorrow, I'll just send my parents away."

Just as she was talking, Gu Jinghan received a call from her mother. Facing Han Peiyun's concerned eyes, she picked it up and said calmly: "Mom, I'm taking Lili back to the hospital. It's fine."

She listened to the complaints on the phone, and then said: "Then come over here, Ward No. [-] in the north area of ​​the fifth floor."

After hanging up the phone, Han Peiyun spoke first: "I took An Ge home, and my parents are still waiting for me to pick it up."

Gu Jinghan followed her back to the ward to pick up An Ge, and said, "If you want to see Lili, tell me in advance, I can really arrange it."

"Okay, I remember to put on heavy makeup." Seeing that she was nervous, Han Peiyun joked and changed the subject, "I'm going to Shanghai in a few days."

"Going to play?"

"Did you forget? I promised the editor to go to Bilian's celebration, or did you encourage me to go?"

Gu Jinghan remembered, he was busy all day, and suddenly became excited: "Call for you!"

"Why?" Why are you calling?

"Isn't calling a phone call?" Gu Jinghan explained solemnly, "I see that your fans have forwarded it to you and want to call you, so why are you calling?"

"Hahaha...call," Han Peiyun realized that no matter how miserable life is, Gu Jinghan is still her power bank and source of happiness, "It's good, next time you have a word you don't know, go ask Liu Yisi first .”

Gu Jinghan thought he had been praised, so he looked relaxed and happy, and went back to the ward to say goodbye to An Ge and Li Li, and gave her and Kui Bao a kiss.

When parting, Han Peiyun instructed: "If you finish dealing with it, please let me know. I will write until very late at night."

Gu Jinghan responded with a good voice, and gestured for a phone call: "Call you."

Han Peiyun laughed helplessly, why does this hoof know how to use trendy words and still insist on using them blindly?

Seeing through but not telling, nodded: "OK, call."

The author has something to say:

要虐了要虐了！！感谢在2021-10-0402:20:59~2021-10-1300:50:32期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who cast mines: Chen Ling 2; 39694513, ... 1 ellipsis;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 11 bottles of beanbean; 8 bottles of Qinghe; 5 bottles of longing; 1 bottle of Guan Hanqing;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!