Beyond the accident

An Ge finished school and sat in her mother's car. As usual, as soon as she sat down firmly, she began to describe her day in kindergarten vividly.

Han Peiyun kept smiling and praised a few words from time to time, but she was a little absent-minded. She was thinking about the phone call she made to Gu Jinghan today.

On the phone, Gu Jinghan's voice always had a suppressed emotion that she couldn't fathom. She said that she was going to a meeting at the company, and hung up the phone after chatting for a few words.

Han Peiyun was very dissatisfied with her attitude at first, always felt that Gu Jinghan had turned back to the workaholic she used to be in the past few days, and she didn't even have time to talk when she was so busy.But she persuaded herself that she must understand her, Gu Tizi is very hard, and she will come to take care of herself when she is done.

However, after hanging up the phone for a long time, her brain was still thinking wildly uncontrollably. She found that Gu Jinghan would apologize to herself and come to coax her when she was done with her work, but in the case of the phone call just now, her tone and attitude seemed to be evasive.

She didn't want to talk to herself more, as if she was afraid of being discovered by herself.

"Mom, are you listening to me?" Han Ange saw that he had just said a lot, but his mother didn't respond at all, so he stretched out his little hand and poked her arm.

"Ah?" Han Peiyun came back to her senses, her train of thought was completely broken at this point.

"I'm going on a spring outing next week." Han Ange took out the plush toy in his schoolbag, "Also, I exchanged Buzz Lightyear for He Xiaole's Peppa."

"Didn't Mom buy you a lot of Peppa Pig dolls?" Han Peiyun thought of Gu Jinghan again, and said helplessly, "Mother Gu also bought a lot of Peppa Pig toys for you and Oak before."

"It's different!" Han Ange showed the special features of the toy to her mother. It was actually a doll with recording function.

Seeing that she couldn't put it down because of this toy, Han Peiyun asked her amusedly, "What's the difference between this and the recording-only bear you gave me earlier?"

Han Ange looked like her mother was not smart, and held up the page in her hand: "Peppa is a pig, and I gave it to Oak before as a bear."

Han Peiyun glanced at the toy during the break at the red light, and casually laughed at her: "The Buzz Lightyear that mom bought for you is very expensive, so why don't you just exchange it for this?"

Losing money in the business, he lost a lot of money, this kid didn't inherit Gu Tiaozi's business acumen at all.

An Ge was about to explain, but she opened her mouth and coughed. She has had a cold for more than half a month. She takes a bunch of pills every day, and needs to do atomization at home at night.Fortunately, there were signs of improvement in the past few days. Han Peiyun patted her on the back lightly with one free hand to calm her down. An Ge coughed a few times and it was all right.

"I haven't called me for a few days. Her grandma must be in charge! I'm afraid that I will miss me, but I can't go to the hospital to see her. So I told Peppa what I wanted to say. Listen, mom help me take it to Oak, if she misses me, just squeeze Peppa's little hand."

"How do you know that Lili misses you?" Han Peiyun deliberately teased the child.

Han Ange shook his head, showing off his cleverness, and said, "I just know, and I also know that Mama Gu misses you too."

Han Peiyun's hands holding the steering wheel trembled. She seemed to have finally found her way in the fog that had been stuck for a long time.

After arriving home, Han Ange went straight to the sofa, holding Paige and wanted to record what he wanted to say to Oak. This toy can only keep one recording, and if there is something incomplete, it can only be re-recorded.An Ge recorded a few times and felt that there was always something missing, so he hugged the toy in a daze, determined to say the whole thing next time.

Han Peiyun was not in the mood to cook, so she ordered takeaway, watched An Ge entertaining herself, thought for a while, went into the room and dialed Gu Jinghan's number.

No one answered the phone for a long time, and Han Peiyun waited anxiously until a mechanical female voice reminded her that no one answered and suggested to call again next time.

On the head of the bed was the paper-folded heart that Gu Jinghan gave her on New Year's Eve. The five correct fonts on it showed the heart's owner's sincere love for her all the time.

She said, this is "Gu Jinghan's heart".

When she gave away this heart, she had a silly yet serious smile on her face, which Han Peiyun can still remember till now.Such Gu Jinghan is as warm as the sun in the sky, radiating light and heat from his body to himself without hesitation.

In the relationship between the two of them, she was the one who took the initiative at the beginning, and she was the one who told herself to be brave. Every time something bad happened, she was the one who stood in front and stood up.

So, how can it be possible not to miss and ignore that feeling that is so hot that it cannot be suspected?

Han Peiyun rummaged through the address book on her mobile phone, and her finger crossed Aunt Wang's name. She paused, and finally stopped on Zhou Qin's name, and touched it lightly with her fingertips.

The call was connected almost in a second, and Zhou Qin was a little surprised by her call: "Miss Han?"

"Excuse me, is Gu Jinghan in the company?"

"President Gu, she..." Zhou Qin opened his mouth, and then changed his voice, "Miss Han, why don't you call President Gu directly?"

Han Peiyun understood: "So she is not in the company, right?"

Zhou Qin was silent. She didn't know the specific situation of the big boss, but hearing the other party's tone, she felt that she couldn't tell the truth.

The big boss hasn't come to the company for several days. She went to the hospital to deliver the documents two days ago, handed them to the big boss in the corridor and came back.

I was struggling and didn't know what to say, and the phone was hung up.

Here, Han Peiyun was on the phone with Zhou Qin, when a call came in from Gu Jinghan, she immediately answered it.

Gu Jinghan's attitude is very good: "Crying bag, I didn't check my phone in the meeting just now, what can I do if you call me?"

Han Peiyun felt that one of her nerves was broken, but she held on tightly so that she could remain calm when she spoke: "Is the meeting over?"

Gu Jinghan hummed.

"Where are you meeting?"

Gu Jinghan didn't seem to understand what she said, and asked, "What?"

"You're not in the company." Han Peiyun said affirmatively, without giving Gu Jinghan a chance to defend herself.

Seeing that Gu Jinghan didn't speak, she said again: "You didn't go to the meeting at all."

On the other end of the phone, there was still no sound.

Silence replaced all the answers, and Han Peiyun raised her hand to press the throbbing temple, struggling to do the last pull.

Slowly bite the words: "You lied to me."

Gu Jinghan is not good at lying, and when exposed, he has nothing to say.

Han Peiyun kept restraint all the time, but those negative emotions seemed to pour out in the next second: "Two guesses, one is someone outside you, and the other is something wrong, which one do you want me to believe?"

"I..." Gu Jinghan spoke out with difficulty, after that, there was still a deathly silence.

"I would rather you have someone, but I know..." Han Peiyun said dejectedly, "You won't."

Gu Jinghan took a deep breath and said, "I'm in the hospital."

"I know." Han Peiyun said, and sent a message to Zhou Qin, asking her to come to the house to take care of An Ge.

"Quercus has changed to a new drug, and the side effects are a bit serious. I don't want you to worry."

Han Peiyun's heart sank suddenly: "What's the matter with Quercus?"

"The situation is okay, but some drug reactions are very tormenting. Specifically... I don't know how to tell you." Gu Jinghan thought, afraid that he couldn't say it.

"I'm going to the hospital now, I want to see Oak Oak."

Gu Jinghan weakly reminded: "My mother is here."

Han Peiyun's nerve was completely broken, and her emotions were completely out of control: "I can't control that much anymore, I must see Oak Oak."

"Can you..." Gu Jinghan's voice gradually dropped, and the last sentence was so low that people couldn't tell what he was talking about.

Han Peiyun stopped holding her coat and held her breath, only to hear Gu Jinghan say: "Can you not be angry with me?"

She covered the sudden surge of tide in her eyes, and there was a sharp pain in her heart.

"Wait for me." Han Peiyun hung up the phone hastily, let go of her hands covering her eyes, and let the tears flow on her face.

I didn't even have time to blame her, did this big pig's hoof get wronged first?

He clearly saw her haggardness and anxiety during this period of time, and he also knew what she was hiding from him. Really...why do you have to be so humble, as if you will definitely blame her?

Han Peiyun was not angry, she just felt that such Gu Jinghan made her feel bad.

After Zhou Qin arrived, Han Peiyun thanked her, took Paige, who had recorded Ange's voice, and drove to the hospital in a hurry.

When I went to the hospital, I went directly to the fifth floor of the inpatient department. As soon as the elevator door opened, Gu Jinghan should have been waiting at the elevator entrance. Seeing Han Peiyun's appearance, the corners of her lips twitched, as if she was trying to squeeze out a crowd. A reassuring smile.

Han Peiyun was wearing a mask, and her eyes were still red from crying. She hadn't seen Gu Jinghan for nearly a week.

Seeing that she hadn't come out of the elevator for a long time, Gu Jinghan turned around and looked at the corridor behind him, then stretched out his arms and asked for her opinion uncertainly: "Can you hug me?"

Han Peiyun didn't speak, stepped forward and hugged her tightly, almost rubbing the person in front of her into her body.

Gu Jinghan was hugged for a long time, couldn't hold back, and said weakly: "It's too tight...it hurts..."

Han Peiyun let go of her, supported her shoulders, and stared deeply at her face.

Gu Jinghan saw the water in her eyes, couldn't bear it, clenched his fists and blamed himself secretly, but didn't dare to avoid her sight.

"I'm sorry..." She apologized to Han Peiyun, "I dare not tell you, it's because you can't be with Lili after you know about it, and you can only worry when you see her suffering, instead you will think wildly. I know you are very busy recently, An Ge is also sick, I really don't want you to..."

"Gu Jinghan." Han Peiyun interrupted her.

Gu Jinghan lowered his eyes, pursed his lips, and his face was pale.

"I will guard the oak tree from now on, can you take a good rest?"

Gu Jinghan immediately raised his face again and looked at her puzzled.

Han Peiyun sighed resentfully: "You have a bad complexion, why do you have to do everything yourself?"

Gu Jinghan's pupils dilated instantly, she was already prepared to be blamed, and her crying words were beyond her expectations.

"I feel sorry for Lili, and I will also feel sorry for you." Gu Jinghan used to protect herself, and Han Peiyun decided to try to be brave again.

"I want to confirm one thing with you. You said you are not afraid of coming out, right? If you come out, your parents can't do anything to you, right?"

Gu Jinghan looked at her puzzled and nodded.

Han Peiyun has done a lot of psychological construction, and at this moment her eyes are extremely firm, and she said in a deep voice, "Let's come out."

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