Beyond the accident

"Gu Zhili..." Han Peiyun repeated the name. Is Gu Jinghan's daughter his own?

The phone vibrated, and there was another message from Aunt Wang: "Liu Li refuses to eat, and insists on waiting for you to come over to eat together."

Gu Jinghan's expressionless face now showed obvious compassion.

She clutched the phone tightly in her palm, opened her mouth and closed it again, as if a rusty iron nail was stuck in her throat, the pain was so painful that she couldn't make a sound.She has lost control of her emotions. She has never lost control in her [-] years of life. Even when she received Gu Zhili's medical certificate and even confirmed that she was not her own daughter, she could restrain herself very well and maintain her consistency. calm and calm.

"She's sick." After only four words, Gu Jinghan's voice trembled unreasonably, and he continued, "Acute leukemia."

Han Peiyun forgot that there were still tears on her face, and she froze there. She looked at Gu Jinghan motionlessly, and another string of tears fell down.

What's the matter?He came to tell him that his daughter was not his own, and that his own daughter was seriously ill again.

"We're going to start chemotherapy, but the best cure is bone marrow transplantation. If you're lucky, you'll be like a normal person after the transplant. But I'm not her biological mother, and the bone marrow is not good enough, so I came to you." Gu Jinghan said slowly. After coming over, she told Han Peiyun the real purpose of her visit, "She has your blood on her body, I think..."

"Where is she now?" Han Peiyun interrupted her suddenly.

"City Blood Disease Hospital, do you want to see her?" Gu Jinghan watched her stand up quickly.

"You take me there and give her my bone marrow." Han Peiyun took Gu Jinghan's hand and walked out of the room impatiently.

Gu Jinghan was led by her, and almost fell down. When they reached the entrance, the two of them put on their shoes one after the other.

"Mom, where are you going?" Han Ange saw the adults in a hurry, trotted over and put on his little leather shoes.

"Go to the hospital." Han Peiyun knelt down and supported An Ge's shoulder, "An Ge, can you stay at home by yourself?"

"No." Han Ange quickly waved his hand, plausibly saying, "An Ge will be very scared at home alone."

Han Peiyun didn't want An Ge to follow her, she didn't know what would be waiting for her in the hospital.

Gu Jinghan looked at her in a dilemma, and it was really unreliable to let a child stay at home alone, so he simply reached out to Han Ange: "Then go out with us."

Han Ange blinked at Gu Jinghan, turned her face to look at her silent mother, and finally passed her hand carefully.

Han Peiyun looked at Gu Jinghan and An Ge's handshake, feeling extremely complicated.

In the elevator, she stood on the other side of Gu Jinghan, hesitantly approached her ear again and again, and said in a very low voice: "Can you not tell them about the children?"

"Okay." Gu Jinghan immediately agreed. Han Peiyun actually didn't need to explain this point. Judging from Gu Zhili's current situation, it was not the time to tell the children at all.

When she got downstairs, Han Peiyun walked towards her car, Gu Jinghan called her to stop: "I came by car, take my car, I'll take you there."

Before she could make a decision, Han Ange had already happily followed, wandering around Gu Jinghan's car.

"Mom! Auntie's car is so beautiful. The teacher in the kindergarten showed us the logo of the car. I know it's a Porsche." Han Ange put his hands behind his back and puffed up his chest, waiting for his mother to praise him.

"Yes, Porsche." Han Peiyun took her to the back seat, and couldn't help complaining, "What's wrong with your teacher telling you to recognize? Recognize the car logo... I know how to compare cars when I'm a small class. Swap a good Toyota for a BMW."

"Little Fatty said, mom, you drive a cheap BMW X1, and his dad's X6 is much more expensive than ours." Han Ange looked at Gu Jinghan who was driving in the back seat of the car, "Auntie, what kind of BMW is in your car?" Can I have a story?"

"An Ge..." Han Peiyun felt a pain in her chest. Her An Ge was a well-behaved child, why did she talk so much in front of Gu Jinghan?

"What story?" Gu Jinghan asked her.

"Little Peppa Pig, there was a pig cry at the beginning." Han Ange poked the tip of his nose with his index finger, and imitated two pig calls.

"An Ge!" Han Peiyun hurriedly grabbed her hand, and scolded her fiercely, "How many times have I said that I can't pretend to be a pig's nose like this, and I will grow an upturned nose in the future, do you know?"

Han Ange put down his hand, feeling unwilling again, let out a weak pig cry.

Gu Jinghan found it interesting listening to the conversation between the two of them. Han Ange was lively and active, and also very eccentric, which was very different from Gu Zhili in his own family.

That child in Lili... is so well-behaved that she doesn't match her actual age, or maybe I paid too little attention to her, so I don't even know if she has a mischievous side.

There is a flower and fruit shop at the entrance of the hospital, and several small supermarkets. When Han Peiyun saw it, she asked Gu Jinghan to wait.

"What does she like to eat? Does she like to drink milk?"

She didn't know anything about Gu Zhili's child, but it was not easy to go to the hospital empty-handed to visit patients. An Ge liked to eat fruit and drink cocoa milk, so how about buying some for that child?

Gu Jinghan was stunned: "I don't know very well."

Han Peiyun looked at her in disbelief: "How can a mother not know what her child likes?"

"I haven't taken her much... so..." Because Han Peiyun's identity is Gu Zhili's biological mother, Gu Jinghan said it unconsciously with a little shame.

"You want a child and don't bring it with you, so why do you want her?" Han Peiyun was not happy to hear her say that, at least she had to be responsible for the life she brought into this world.

Gu Jinghan drove the car into the parking lot, and there was no sound for a while.

Han Peiyun waited for the car to stop and took An Ge out together. After walking a few steps, she came back and said to Gu Jinghan reluctantly: "Wait for me."

Gu Jinghan sat in the car and waited for her. Ten minutes later, Han Peiyun came back with a huge pink plush toy in her arms. Han Ange followed her, hugging a bouquet of flowers with both hands.

"You don't need to buy this, she doesn't play with toys." Gu Jinghan took the bouquet from singer Han An, and the little guy thanked her.

Han Peiyun ignored her, and let her lead the way with a toy: "You don't even know what she likes to eat, so how do you know that she doesn't play with toys?"

"All children like Peppa Pig." Han Ange looked eagerly at the toy in her mother's arms. She wanted such a big Peppa for a long time, but her mother always said that it would take up too much space and not buy it for her.

Gu Jinghan didn't know what to say for a while, sighed, and walked ahead with her bag in her hand. In fact, she knew that Quercus doesn't eat durian and coriander, but she didn't know what she likes to eat, because the little guy likes things It's just too much.

It seems that as long as she buys everything for her, she likes it very much.

There are only a few VIP wards on the northernmost side of the fifth floor of the inpatient department. Occasionally, nurses will pass by in the corridor. Most of the time, there is no one. It is deserted and unpopular.

Gu Jinghan stood still in front of the ward at the end of the corridor, Han Peiyun and An Ge stood side by side behind her, her hand stayed on the doorknob for a few more seconds, then suddenly withdrew her hand, and seriously discussed with Han Peiyun: " Lili only knows that she is sick, and I told her that she will be well soon."

Han Peiyun understood and nodded: "Don't worry, I know how to say it."

Only then did Gu Jinghan push open the door, and the nurses and Aunt Wang were there in the ward. Seeing her coming, Aunt Wang took out a bowl of rice from behind as if conjuring, and held it to Gu Zhili who was on the bed: "Liu Li, your mother is here." Okay, can we eat now?"

Han Peiyun led An Ge's hand in, turned around the small kitchen at the door, turned sideways, and faced the big bed in the center of the ward.

The little guy on the bed was originally wrapped in the quilt, and he refused to eat no matter how hard he coaxed his head in it. When Aunt Wang said that his mother was coming, he hurriedly got out of the quilt, his eyes sparkling.

"Mom!" Gu Zhili opened her arms to Gu Jinghan who was standing at the end of the bed.

Han Peiyun was standing behind Gu Jinghan. When Gu Zhili called her mother, she thought she was calling herself.

His head felt as if he had been hit hard with a stick, and he became dizzy sullenly.

"Be careful, I'm getting an infusion." Gu Jinghan walked to the bedside and hugged Gu Zhili into his arms.

"It doesn't matter. The nurse said that the tube in my hand will not fall off. You don't need to prick me if you need to prick the tube in the future." Gu Zhili raised the indwelling needle tube that had just been placed in her hand. It's an amazing baby.

"Wow, that's amazing." Han Ange leaned over and took a closer look at her arm, "My mother used to prick the back of my hand when taking me to the hospital for infusion, but it hurt me to death."

Gu Zhili turned her face away from her mother's arms, looked curiously at the child beside the bed, and then looked at the aunt who walked to the child's side.

"Who are you?" Gu Zhili left her mother's arms and sat down beside the bed.

"My name is Han Ange." An Ge took the huge Peppa Pig doll from her mother, and placed it beside Gu Zhili, "I'll give it to you."

Gu Zhili's eyes widened, and she reached out to touch the doll, which looked taller than herself.

All her surprises were seen by Gu Jinghan, thinking of what Han Peiyun said just now, she was right, she really didn't know the child, she didn't know much better than she did when they met for the first time.

"Do you like it?" Gu Jinghan gently rubbed Gu Zhili's hair.

The little guy hugged the doll and nodded vigorously: "I like it!"

"Then what are you going to say?" Gu Jinghan asked persuasively.

Gu Zhili took Han Ange's hand and grinned, "Thank you Ange!"

"What else?" Gu Jinghan looked at Han Peiyun who was on the side.

"This is my mother." Han Ange hugged her mother's thigh and said with a smile.

"Thank you, auntie." Gu Zhili saw that the auntie had entered the room without saying a word, and kept staring at herself, which was a bit strange.

"No thanks, no thanks," said Han Ange, who was able to play well with anyone, and she sat by the bed, "We will be good friends from now on!"

Since I got sick, I no longer have any children to play with me. Hearing what Han Ange said, Gu Zhili nodded more vigorously: "Okay, when I recover from my illness, I will take you to my house to play. There is a garden."

"Lili, eat quickly." Aunt Wang came to urge her to eat again.

Gu Zhili's boss looked at Gu Jinghan reluctantly, and acted like a spoiled child in aggrieved way: "Mom, feed me."

Aunt Wang held the rice and handed the rice bowl to Gu Jinghan with a sad face.

Gu Jinghan took it, mixed the food in the bowl together, finally scooped up a spoonful, and just brought it to Gu Zhili's mouth, the rice that was not pressed very tightly in the spoon spilled on the bed.

She looked at the spilled rice grains and put down her rice bowl, feeling a little confused for some reason.

Han Peiyun, who was silent for a long time, couldn't stand it any longer, walked up to Gu Jinghan and pushed her: "Why don't you even know how to feed?"

The author has something to say:

I thought it was a light-hearted article, but I found out it wasn't after I checked the outline, but I still feel light-hearted while writing it

Three-dimensional social barriers, but love Mr. Gu and a quasi-Korean author

Mr. Gu, who is emotionally disturbed and mighty and cold on the outside, but has nothing to do with Author Han

A mother's love overflows, and a mother's love expresses obstacles

And, the two children whose friendship lasts forever

Think about it, it won't be cruel, right?

Thank you for everyone who left a message, okay?