Beyond the accident

"So, that Caoyun gave birth to your child, and the child you raised for four years is actually Caoyun's child?" Liu Yisi couldn't turn her head around, and took a sip of wine. , enlightened for a moment, "It means that you are the biological mothers and adoptive mothers of the two children at the same time?"

Gu Jinghan took off his glasses, and said weakly with his face on his face: "Her name is Han Peiyun, and Caoyun is the WeChat name she removed Yun from."

"Amazing..." Liu Yisi became more energetic the more he drank, and put his arms around Gu Jinghan's shoulders, "You actually picked up a child's mother for nothing?"

Gu Jinghan laughed wryly after hearing this, and pointed to himself: "According to what you said, she also picked me up?"

Liu Yisi ignored her rhetorical question, his eyes lit up, as if he found a new world: "Look, she took apart the word Caoyun, and you took the word Rihan, one grass, one day, a natural pair."

Gu Jinghan didn't understand what she meant by this sentence at first, and was stunned for half a minute, then suddenly his face darkened: "If you make such a low-level joke again, don't blame me for not treating you as a friend."

Seeing that Gu Jinghan was really angry, Liu Yisi poured wine for her with a smile on his face, emphasizing that he had drunk too much and was talking nonsense.

"You said... As a mother, am I really terrible?" Gu Jinghan remembered the way Han Peiyun looked at her during the day, and just thinking about it could make her fall into self-doubt.

When I was young, my parents often ignored her in order to run the company. I vaguely remember that when I was very young, I expected them to pay more attention to me. However, after going to school, I seemed to agree with their way of getting along, so that I became a parents like them.

The irony is that he ignored her when she was a child, but when she reached the marriageable age, she cared about the major events of her life all the time.

Gu Zhili was not a child born out of her love for her child, she was more like a tool used to take revenge on her parents.

"You are really irresponsible." What Han Peiyun said to herself during the day was absolutely correct.

In fact, without Liu Yisi telling her, Gu Jinghan knew that being a mother was terrible.

Liu Yisi thought about it very carefully: "If I have a mother like you, I will be very happy."

There was light in Gu Jinghan's gloomy eyes.

"As long as my mother has money, nothing else matters." Liu Yisi agreed with what she said, and nodded after speaking.

The light in Gu Jinghan's eyes went out in an instant, but what he wanted was a lot of love, and the self who never knew what love was...how should I give it?

Han Peiyun nestles in the small study at home to search for information related to leukemia. Every night before nine o'clock, she tells An Ge a story to lull her to sleep, and the rest of the time is left for her to type and update the text. When the inspiration strikes, it is before twelve o'clock I can wash and sleep, but occasionally Calvin may not be able to hold back a chapter until dawn.

She doesn't plan to update tonight. It is important to understand Gu Zhili's disease. As a strange aunt who has only met the child once, she can check the information for her all night. Thinking of the one who has raised the child for four years and calls her mother Gu Jinghan, who was ashamed to go to drink... Han Peiyun touched the phone that she had left in the corner.

Knowing a person starts from her circle of friends, and Gu Jinghan's circle of friends basically does not have any personal content except for a few forwarded business news.

The avatar is even more boring, it is a small grass growing in a flower pot.

The computer page stayed on the website of the search engine, and Han Peiyun was tired of reading medical literature for several hours, so she casually typed three words in the input box: Gu Jinghan.

Immediately afterwards, information about this person appeared overwhelmingly in front of her eyes.

The Encyclopedia of People carefully recorded her date of birth, family situation, and graduate school, as well as some excerpts from interviews with reporters. Han Peiyun read it from the beginning to the end, and then jumped to the last related news link.

At four o'clock in the morning, she closed all the pages, and at the same time, she began to wonder if the devil who had no emotions and six desires, was resolute and ruthless, was the annoying Gu Jinghan she knew?

Although the woman has facial paralysis, she is not the kind of cold-blooded animal that others said?

No, a woman whose child is seriously ill and goes to drink is not a cold-blooded animal?

It's just cold-blooded, nothing wrong with it.

Han Peiyun stopped thinking about her, and opened the Weibo registered as the author before going to bed. The Weibo was forced to open by the editor at the beginning. Updates, new books, and adapted new dramas had to be promoted on it if they wanted to be starred. .Although Han Peiyun never shares her private life on Weibo, she still has more than 10,000 fans who follow her. When she opened it, she was prompted to receive hundreds of new messages.

It's all here to urge the update, Han Peiyun posted a Weibo: "Sorry everyone, it's not convenient to update tonight, I will make it up tomorrow."

Someone responded immediately to the Weibo that was just sent out.

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Feida has appeared! It's very late, go to bed!"

"Fei Da pay attention to your body, we are not afraid to wait."

"Fei Da, I just bought your new book, I love you ahhhh!"

Han Peiyun's eyes were fixed on the Weibo post saying she loved her, and her lips could not help but curl up slightly.

love me?

The reason why I insist on writing books for so many years is because I like the feeling of being liked by others. Being loved without any burden...it's so good.

Han Peiyun sent An Ge to the kindergarten in the morning, went back to sleep, slept until three o'clock in the afternoon, and went out to pick her up after school.

After Han Ange got into the car, he took out a palm-sized teddy bear toy from his schoolbag, raised his head to look at it, and kissed it again.

"An Ge, where's the little bear?" Han Peiyun waited for the red light to find time to ask her, she didn't remember buying this toy for her child.

"I gave my George to Xiaopang, and Xiaopang traded this little bear for me." An Ge liked this little bear so much that he never let it go.

"Your George is much bigger than this little bear." Han Peiyun couldn't say that An Ge had done a loss-making business, and she agreed that children should be educated mainly with encouragement.

"No, this little bear can talk, and I want to give it to Yueli." Han Ange pressed the little bear's left hand, cleared his throat, "I will always be with Yueli."

When she let go, she pressed the little bear's right hand, and the little bear started to play the voice recorded just now: "I will always be with Oak Oak."

Han Peiyun heard this chanting, and forgot to release the brake when the green light turned on. The car behind her kept pressing the horn to remind her, and she finally reacted and stepped on the accelerator.

"Do you like Oak Oak very much?" It's a good thing that the two children can get along together, Han Peiyun thought so, but it was because the relationship developed too fast and she was a little uncomfortable.

Han Ange nodded quickly: "I like it, Lili likes me too, I promise her to go play with her today."

Han Peiyun slowed down the car, she also wanted to see that child, but she didn't dare to think about her all the time, Gu Zhili's mother was Gu Jinghan, she didn't have much position on that child.

But if An Ge wants to see her, Han Peiyun is willing to go with her.

"Mom, let's go." Seeing that her mother ignored her, Han Ange stretched out her little hand and shook her arm.

"An Ge, don't move, mom is driving." Han Peiyun was startled, and quickly let her sit down.

"Mom, let's go." Han Ange was like a repeater, repeating it over and over again, endlessly.

"We're already on our way to the hospital." Han Peiyun was driving the car, using his peripheral vision to check whether An Ge was sitting upright. At first glance, An Ge's facial features reminded her of Gu Jinghan again.

When they arrived at the inpatient department, Han Peiyun dared to use the update at night to bet that Gu Jinghan would never appear in the ward, and went into Gu Zhili's ward to see, sure enough, the little guy was only surrounded by Aunt Wang.

"Qingli!" Han Ange cheered to Gu Zhili who was on the hospital bed, and raised the teddy bear doll in his hand high, "I'm coming!"

Gu Zhili didn't have an infusion now, and seeing Han Ange was full of surprises, she jumped out of bed and ran over: "Ange! I thought you weren't coming!"

She stood in front of An Ge, raised her face to Han Peiyun, and smiled obediently: "Hello, Auntie."

"Hello." Han Peiyun bent down and touched the little guy's face.

"Li, this is for you. When you are alone, no one will play with you. Just press its right hand." Han Ange said, showing Gu Zhili a demonstration.

"I will always be with Lili." Little Bear's big black eyes looked at Gu Zhili, playing An Ge's immature but firm voice.

Gu Zhili looked at the little bear, her eyes slowly opened wide, she took the little bear hesitantly, and asked in a low voice as if in disbelief: "Is it really for me?"

Han Ange smiled and nodded: "Isn't Lili afraid that no one will accompany you? You won't be afraid if you have a little bear."

Aunt Wang at the side came over and said, "Lili, am I not with you?"

Gu Zhili pouted, she seemed to have a lot of thoughts at such a young age: "It's different."

"Has her mother been here today?" Han Peiyun frowned and asked Aunt Wang.

Aunt Wang said nonchalantly: "No, my lady is very busy, and she is often too busy to go home and go to work directly."

Han Peiyun was wondering now, no matter how busy Gu Jinghan is, he still has time to drink, is it difficult to come and see the child?

Aunt Wang looked at the time and patted her thigh: "Oh, I didn't buy vegetables, Ms. Han, I'm relieved when you come, help me look at the oak tree."

Han Peiyun said hello, and Aunt Wang hurried away with her bag.

Looking back, I saw the two children sitting on the bed and whispering. Gu Zhili kept holding the little bear that An Ge gave her in her arms, and beside her was the big doll that An Ge gave her yesterday, as if sleeping with her all night.

"Qingli." When Han Peiyun called her, Gu Zhili hurriedly turned his eyes to her, and listened intently to what she said to him.

Han Peiyun has met many children in parent-child activities in the kindergarten, but she has never seen a well-behaved child like Gu Zhili.

But her cuteness makes people feel distressed.

"Do you like the toy An Ge gave you very much?" She got closer to Gu Zhili, and saw her drooping eyelashes, stroking the little bear in her hand over and over again.

"I like them very much. They are so cute, and they were given by An Ge." Gu Zhili looked at An Ge, and the corners of her mouth curled upwards.

"Your mother... hasn't bought you such a toy?" Han Peiyun raised a big smile at the little guy.

"No, my mother would give me a lot of money. She asked Aunt Wang to take me to buy them, but I didn't like the toys in the mall." Gu Zhili couldn't explain why, she did have all kinds of toys. Toys, but I don't like them all.

"Then what does your mother usually do with you?" Han Peiyun kept smiling, looking at Gu Zhili's innocent little face, feeling a dull pain in her chest.

Gu Zhili tilted her head and thought hard, her little face slowly wrinkled into a ball, she turned to An Ge and asked, "An Ge, what will your mother do with you?"

An Ge said without even thinking about it: "Take me to school, take me to buy nice clothes and toys, and we have to go to the naughty castle once a week, ah, by the way, mother said that this year's Chinese New Year we will be together Go to Japan to play."

Gu Zhili opened her small mouth slightly, showing full surprise at An Ge's words.

"Everyone says that as long as I behave well, my mother will grant all my wishes."

"You're already very good." Han Peiyun's nose was sore, she opened her arms and hugged the sensible little guy in front of her.

"No," Gu Zhili shook her head timidly, feeling aggrieved, "I'm not good enough... I always feel that my mother doesn't like me that much..."

"I like you, everyone likes you, you are so good, no one doesn't like you." Han Peiyun sniffed, and the strength of holding Gu Zhili unconsciously increased.

"Mom...you're crying again." Han Ange half-kneeled behind Gu Zhili, her young heart was greatly shocked, seeing her mother cry several times in a row, her mother who was as strong and resolute as a superman...it turns out He also likes to cry like a child.

"Auntie, you can't cry." Gu Zhili stretched out her hand to wipe Han Peiyun's tears. When she was about to cry, she tried her best to suppress it, because she was told that her mother hated crying children the most.

"Stop crying..." Han Peiyun held Gu Zhili's hand, lowered her head to meet this little face that resembled her, and cried even harder.

Someone knocked on the door, Han Peiyun heard it and looked.

I saw Gu Jinghan changing into a small white suit and appearing at the door with two supermarket shopping bags in his hands.

"Why are you crying?" She walked into the ward, and the tears on Han Peiyun's face became clearer.

"You still know to come and see the child?" Han Peiyun didn't wait for her to approach, and rushed towards her fiercely.

"Huh?" Gu Jinghan stood still a few steps away from Han Peiyun, at a loss for a while.

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