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The car was parked in the parking lane on the street of Chongning Avenue, and it was the rush hour. Pedestrians were coming and going on the side of the road, and all kinds of sounds outside the car were mixed together, which was a bit noisy.

The air in the car was dead silent.

In fact, just before hanging up the phone, Ji Liao didn't speak for a long time. Ji Heng on the other end of the phone noticed something, it was just a couple quarreling, and he was so discerning that he didn't call back.

It was indeed a quarrel.

It can't be regarded as a quarrel, strictly speaking, it can be regarded as Ji Liao's provocation.

Ji Liao struggled with it for a long time. He had been thinking about it since the two of them were flirting, thinking about it all the time, thinking that now, this matter had to be brought up no matter what.

The two of them stared at each other for a long time with red eyes, without speaking or moving, and they confronted each other silently for nearly 2 minutes.

Probably due to excitement, Ji Liao used to have a little emotion on Gujing Wubo's face, and he couldn't control his strength when he got angry, only then did he realize that the place where the other party was pinched by him was a little red.

He loosened his hand, feeling a little annoyed, reached out and rubbed it there as if to make up for it afterwards.

"sorry."

Yan Cun lowered his eyes, and regretted that his tone was too aggressive, and said softly: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."

He had a premonition of what Ji Liao was going to say, and when he heard Ji Liao give a soft "um", he withdrew his hand, and said a monosyllable "you" in a hoarse voice, and then there was no more words.

He didn't open his mouth to ask, and still didn't dare to look at Ji Liao, he groped his way to grab Ji Liao's hand back.

Ji Liao's fingertips were cold and trembling a little.

Intertwined with Ji Liao's fingers, covering it for a while, he heard Ji Liao smile bitterly, and completed what he just said: "You are actually not as smart as you think."

The premonition came true, Yan Cun stopped his movements, closed his eyes, and remembered the time he talked with Wen Lianyi during the day.

Ji Liao should know something.

He carefully raised his eyes and touched Ji Liao's eyes, he seemed a little nervous, his eyes wandered, and it took him a long time to give a soft "hmm", and rubbed Ji Liao's fingers non-stop: "You are really... quite clever."

"..." Ji Liao lowered his eyes, "I'm not smart, I just... have a good memory."

He tightly grasped the hand that was kneading due to nervousness, and asked softly, "Didn't you say...you didn't want to? Why...why did you think about it later?"

"..." Yan Cun froze in place, took a breath, his eyes were red, "I..."

He understood what Ji Liao was saying, gritted his teeth, and tried desperately to suppress his emotions.

——I can integrate into the group normally, I can hide that indifferent 'true self' in my heart so that no one can find out, and I can also use my 'external heat' to establish intimate relationships with other people...but I don't want to.

Ji Liao...

Ji Liao has a really good memory.

"When you were talking to Wen Lianyi just now," Ji Liao wanted to clarify the matter, "What were you thinking?"

"I...not...I'm not..."

Yan Cun didn't know what he was afraid of, he desperately denied every sentence, let go and wanted to back away, but Ji Liao tightly held his hand to prevent him from hiding, he turned his head and didn't want to look at Ji Liao, Ji Liao stretched out his hand again Forcibly turned his face back.

"I just want to tell you that I don't believe in evil," Ji Liao's voice sank, "you don't believe it either."

Ambiguity, confession, dating, love... Everything between them progressed too fast and too smoothly, as if all the defense lines of the other party had been completely removed by him, so that he almost forgot the first Yan Cun What kind of person is he.

Hot outside and cold inside.

I don't know when it started, this person very cleverly hid his 'cold' side.At first, Ji Liao really thought that he had just completely gained the other party's trust, that he had seen a hotter soul under the "cold" shell, but he didn't know... the acting was too clumsy and the force was too strong, in fact, he had already discovered the flaw.

What he saw was hidden under this body, lacking a sense of security, sensitive and inferior, afraid that "the indifferent self would not be liked by others"... Yan Cun, who was not perfect but was real enough.

"No... no... I really... I really like you!" Yan Cun almost roared out, his voice trembling a little, and there was a bit of crying at the end, "I'm not! Believe me on this... I'm sure! I'm sure I really like you..."

Ji Liao's eyes were too direct, as if he saw the completely real him through his body, he couldn't hear what Ji Liao was saying right now.

"I know!" Ji Liao interrupted him loudly, paused for a few seconds, then his voice softened again: "...I never doubted this."

The love in the eyes can't be hidden, the two of them like each other can't be false, but this love is not pure enough, one party lacks a sense of security, is too sensitive, and every move is always habitually flattering mean.

Human inferiority.

Whether it is to let him not think too much before, it is good to be a little distracted and consider his own feelings, or it is good to let him not suppress himself and live a little more presumptuously...

Neither did.

"I just want to say that you don't have to pretend to be your 'external heat' in front of me." Ji Liao leaned forward, wanting to reach out and hug him, but because there was something in the middle, he had to go forward with difficulty. The other party embraced him: "You don't have to be like in front of other people, you don't have to think about 'will he be upset if you say this', you don't need to use your social skills, you don't have to think 'he will be happy when you say this at this time'... ...No matter what you are, I will like you."

He added: "Don't think too much, don't think that your lack of security is too pathological, don't suggest yourself..."

"..." Yan Cun opened his mouth in a daze and remained silent for a long time.

It was too difficult to hug, Ji Liao thought for a while, got out of the car and pulled the person to the back seat, the procedure was too cumbersome and complicated, anyway, the windows were also covered with privacy film, and the sky was quite dark, so there should be no one He leaned against the window like a pervert to look inside.

So he stood up slightly, put down the passenger seat, and simply stepped over to hug him in his arms.

perfect.

"?!" The movement was too fast, Yan Cun was still thinking about what Ji Liao said just now, but he didn't realize it, "Uh...you..."

"So when you talked to Wen Lianyi this afternoon, did you think so?" Ji Liao asked.

"..."

"Say."

"...Yes." Yan Cun said.

He organized his words, buried his head in Ji Liao's arms, and said in a muffled voice: "I may...it's still cold inside."

Ji Liao: "?"

"Learning social skills is too long and deeply ingrained. I still get used to thinking too much when I talk and do things," Yan Cun said. Would it be better to say 'hard work'..."

He lowered his voice, hugged Ji Liao tightly with both hands, and gently grabbed Ji Liao's clothes with his fingertips.

"I'm afraid that someone will find out about my sick passive skill. I'm afraid that you will think I'm fake. I'm afraid that you won't like the real me. So I thought at first, as long as I keep my sense of proportion, you shouldn't notice it..."

"Wait a minute..." Ji Liao narrowed his eyes, "Let me think about it...so sometimes you purposely show your affection in front of Jiang Huai, and even count down the days...Do you want to make me happy?"

"..." Yan Cun interrupted and replied first, "You really looked happy at that time..."

"?" Ji Liao refused to admit it, "Where did you come to the conclusion?"

"..." Yan Cun reacted, "No, no! No! I don't just want to make you happy!"

He took a deep breath: "Are you not happy that you made a mark on my neck? And you made it so obvious? Knowing that Jianghuai can see it, you don't tell me?——I'm doing what I like. I cast it in the right place, and I showed it off. What's more, I'm happy to let other people know about our relationship, the purpose is not strong, this can't be regarded as pleasing you!"

It's true to think too much, and it's true to fall in love, but it doesn't make it to this point!

The atmosphere got a little better, Ji Liao couldn't help laughing for a while, stepped forward to kiss her lightly, and said seriously: "You don't have to please me."

"I didn't please you..." Yan Cun said, "It's just that sometimes I think too much, I think about my childhood, and I wonder if I just learned a little bit of speaking..."

"No, obviously I learned how to express." Ji Liao leaned into his ear and whispered: "I will always love you, always like you, so you don't need to think too much, and you don't need to hold your own in front of me. Just be yourself , don't be afraid of saying the wrong thing, don't be afraid of saying something that makes me unhappy... I will always be tolerant to you."

He added: "You don't want to see my family, you can just say it, don't feel so impolite..."

"No no no no!" Yan Cun said, "No! I want to see it! I want to see it! I'm just not ready for the moment."

He thought about it, and recalled the time when he just received Ji Heng's phone call—it wasn't that he didn't want to see him, but it was because he felt that Ji Liao was not in a good mood, that he was in a bad mood, but he couldn't explain why, couldn't figure it out, and couldn't figure it out. A little irritable, he impulsively sang a different tune with Ji Liao.

It's too naive, and it's really not polite.

But fortunately, he understood the noise, and he finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's okay, just ignore him," Ji Liao said, "Send more than ten messages a day asking me to take you home, such a big gesture, you can't stop it."

He thought for a while, and then said: "If you have to say it, don't do anything to hurt yourself, don't say things that look down on yourself, other than that, I will always be tolerant to you."

She is usually quite obedient, she does whatever she is told to do, she obediently changes her posture when asked to do so, she is even willing to try the cat's tail, so why should she be tolerant.

Just thinking too much.

"My God, don't say such things," Yan Cun was a little moved, "I'm about to burst into tears..."

"Cry, cry for me," Ji Liao bit his ear in displeasure, "I wanted to say it just now, if you don't cry after arguing like this, you have to hold back your tears, I have to...fuck you to be willing to cry cry, right?"

"..." Yan Cun took a deep breath, holding back the tears of emotion, leaned forward and kissed Ji Liao lightly, "I let you find out again, why are you so smart, Ji Xiaoliao."

Ji Liao said, "It's okay."

The two kissed for a long time, and the emotion just now finally disappeared, and the two barely stopped until their breath was hot from the kiss.

There are a lot fewer people coming and going outside the car, and the rush hour is almost over, probably after seven o'clock.

Ji Liao adjusted the seat, returned to the driver's seat with great difficulty, and suddenly remembered the moment of the quarrel just now: "Isn't it habitual to please me? Is it still called Ji Liao? I don't need to say more about it?"

"?" It was getting dark outside, Yan Cun turned on his phone to check the time, and replied, "Don't please, whoever likes to please, please please. Didn't you teach me to be yourself..."

"Of course, unless I really want to scream..." He turned his head to look at Ji Liao, licked his lips that were moistened with kisses, rolled his eyes and shouted with a smile, "Husband."