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"At first, I didn't want to deal with other people in the team. I didn't want to get so close to the people in your detachment. In fact, I didn't want to have any interaction with you at the time. I exposed you because your disguise was too clumsy. At that time, I couldn't bear it. Let me say a few more words..."

Ji Liao was speaking faster and faster, his eyes were red, and there was a little gasp between his words, which was different from Ji Liao who was calm and stable in the past, and even a little emotionally ups and downs from the previous quarrel.

It was as if... finally released the beast that had been locked inside for a long time.

Kind of unfamiliar.

Aunt Chen, who was looking for things with them outside, heard the movement, and just wanted to enter the house to ask them what happened, when she opened the door and saw such a scene inside, she understood, and closed with a "click". After closing the door, he quickly left this place of right and wrong.

Maybe it was because Liang Wanyi was a little noisy after she got sick. After closing the doors and windows, the room was so quiet that it made people feel flustered.

"At the beginning, I entered the detachment to approach you for a purpose. I became interested in you incidentally. I got close to you just out of curiosity. I wondered whether there is warmth in your cold shell. If you don't believe in evil, you have to pick out your remaining warmth..."

"Hmm..." The hand that scratched Ji Liao just now was clamped in reverse, Yan Cun let out a 'hiss' from the bottom of his heart, it hurt so badly, the conditioned reflex also forcefully squeezed it back, and after realizing the reaction, he quickly let go of his strength , "Don't, Ji Liao... don't get excited..."

Now he didn't care about the pain, stretched out his other hand to run along Shun Jiliao's back, and said softly as if soothing: "It's okay, I'll listen to you, I'll listen to you... Take it easy ,relax."

The atmosphere was really depressing.

He remembered that Ji Liao said 'I hope to be a person who has no secrets'. Compared with the atmosphere, it may be Ji Liao's heart that is more depressed.

"No, I can't relax," Ji Liao seemed to suppress something in his throat, "Actually, I'm not as simple as you imagined, at first I thought the same as you, I wanted to end it all, I was just deceiving Myself, I just use you as an excuse to decide my direction. I always tell myself 'I am determined to go this way because I like you', 'I made this decision because of you'...so I always think, what qualifications do people like me have to accuse you?"

"It's okay, Ji Liao..." Yan Cun replied in a low voice, and patted Ji Liao's back lightly with one hand, "Don't do that, calm down first."

He half-jokingly said: "It's okay, it's not a big problem, anyway, just fall in love now, the process is not important."

Now that he finally knew Ji Liao's true inner thoughts, he was not too surprised, but it was the first time he saw Ji Liao so out of control, he was suddenly a little scared.

In fact, he had thought about this question a long time ago, and he knew that Ji Liao had a lot of secrets. Besides, if Ji Liao really just fell in love with him inexplicably, it made him feel unreal.

This secret is still acceptable.

It may also be because he is not in the right state now, has experienced too many incredible things, and is now too optimistic. As long as it does not touch the bottom line, he can accept it.

"..." Ji Liao seemed startled by this answer, and remained silent for a while, his hands loosened.

"Don't worry, it's a big deal," Yan Cun smiled helplessly, "You can't think like this, aren't you implying double standards on me? Tell me every day, 'I like you no matter what you are', change me Don't you have the confidence?"

He recalled it carefully, Ji Liao's character hidden in his bones was actually a bit crazy, he usually looks stable and steady, but at other times he was very presumptuous, biting his neck was quite ruthless, how can he be as usual? A cold and gentle look.

Perhaps this is Ji Liao's true normal state now.

So he pressed the person to the corner, covered the other person's eyes with one hand, and kissed Ji Liao's lips lightly: "It's okay, don't think too much, you deserve it, be confident."

"..." Ji Liao lowered his eyes, "No, I never thought about it that way."

"?"

Ji Liao put his hand on the opponent's waist, was pressed against the wall, closed his eyes, and slid down with his arms around him as if losing his strength, and sat on the ground: "No, you don't understand... Xiao Zhiyu asked me I can't answer him about your matter, because I haven't been so firm from the beginning to the end."

"...Ah?" Yan Cun relaxed his strength, half of his body was on Ji Liao's body, and he almost forgot where they were, so he asked, "What do you say?"

This place is quite dirty, full of dust, what hygiene habits does Liang Wanyi have? ?

But forget it, now I can't take care of this at this time, anyway, I have to leave later, so it shouldn't waste much time to say a few words.

"I always tell myself that we are not together because you are still confused, because you haven't figured it out," Ji Liao said. lie to yourself."

"No," Yan Cun said confidently, "You are not."

"..." Ji Liao's eyes dimmed, "Actually, you are the one who really held me back...Before this, I never worried that I would not be able to get away."

"From the beginning to the end, 'I' was an insider, and I was calculating from the beginning to the end, but I didn't say anything," he continued numbly, "When Luo Qingsen was about to jump off the building, I had 'see To', I wasn't too surprised when Zhou Hongxin was killed. I actually knew where it happened when I received Lu Xiaorui's call to report the crime. I also realized it when Shen Lin went to the garment factory on his own initiative... I couldn't stop it, but I didn't say anything, I did everything in consideration of 'what will happen to the final trajectory of events', on the surface it seems that I didn't do anything, that's because bad things start with All kinds of methods have been done by others.”

"I left it clean, but in fact I am not much better. I am not much different from the prisoners you interrogated, but I am still making excuses. Because I chose the road you are on, so I Can't do it, so I'm still a good person."

"Do you think I'm scary? Do you want to stay away from me? This kind of me doesn't meet the 'Ji Liao who can pull you out of the abyss' that you want in your heart?"

"..." It may also be that the filter is too heavy. Yan Cun reflexively wanted to answer "no".

——As everyone knows, the person who pulled him out of the abyss is himself the abyss.

so what.

"Actually, when you told me just now, my heart still 'thumped', thinking that you were going to say something important." Now he half stood up and knelt on the ground, this posture made him appear to be a little taller than Ji Liao, so he reasoned Zuo Laocheng stretched out his hand and rubbed Ji Liao's head, and replied, "Actually, it's okay. It didn't touch on the principle. It's a big deal."

He repeated what he said just now, bowed his head and kissed Ji Liao: "Don't think too much, you deserve it, be confident."

Ji Liao replied, "I haven't thought about it that way." He stretched out his hand to press the person on top of him, and said in a low voice, "I just want to tell you that I often feel unworthy, but I don't want to say 'I'm not worthy' , I want to work hard to match. You give me some time, and after dealing with these things, I will try my best to become better..."

He paused for a few seconds, and bit the other's lips fiercely, regardless of whether the wound would be too obvious: "It's useless if you don't give time, I'm not you, thinking every day whether you will leave me in the future ...Don't even try to run, I won't let you run away."

"..." The smell of blood spread from the lips of the two, and the blood beads stained Ji Liao's lips, making the two of them look embarrassed and willful. Yan Cun paused for breath, said nothing, a little bit unable to restrain himself Go forward and lick off the blood bead.

Fishy sweetness.

And Ji Liao's taste.

The breaths of the two were entangled wantonly, biting and tearing at each other, as if they finally released all the suppressed emotions, as if a kind of hearty joy welled up in their hearts.

"Later, I thought about it for a long time," Ji Liao let go of the crumpled neckline, the white and protruding collarbone was constantly rising and falling due to violent breathing, "I never thought about it, maybe there is no need to lie at all."

"Well... no need!" Yan Cun couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed there lightly, and said in a low voice, "You like me, I know, I can see it."

"Well, it should be..." Ji Liao moved his hand up, grabbed the opponent's neck, took the initiative, and pressed the person on the ground with a bit of viciousness, "Later I found out that you are really a very nice and gentle girl. Man, you've been on the mend, you're just not confident, just habitual self-doubt... pretty silly."

He laughed and added: "I'm stupid too, I lied to myself for so long."

"Hmm..." Yan Cun raised his neck impatiently, "Didn't you just say that I was introspective? How good is the word introspection, it's a compliment."

Flirting is like fighting, revealing the nature, it is too fierce.

However, he didn't have any objections, and he enjoyed it quite a bit, panting and said: "Let's lie to you... If you don't lie to yourself, we can't say enough about your character that you don't want to get close to others." Ten sentences."

"Well," Ji Liao groped down with his hands and took off the handcuffs around the opponent's waist, "But I've been cheated here, and there's no turning back."

With a "click", he continued: "We are tied together, you are on a pirate ship, you can't escape."

"Hmm..." Yan Cun thought for a moment, lowered his eyes to confirm that he had the key on him, and then replied with a sigh of relief, "Just go... go..."

"I have never been impulsive a few times in my life. I am the same kind of person as you. Most of the time, I always look forward and backward..." He bit his lower lip impatiently, not thinking about 'whether the police uniform will be wrinkled' and 'cleanliness' With these two questions, I firmly said, "But now I don't think about it...it doesn't matter what the result is, I'm going to board this thief ship."

"Really?" Ji Liao nodded, and joked thoughtfully, "Recognize a thief as your father?"

"...??" Yan Cun was helpless, "What? Using idioms indiscriminately?? Ji Xiaoliao, your language level..."

He paused for a while, then smiled lightly, leaned his upper body up to Ji Liao's ear, and his tone was as soft as possible, with a bit of deliberate provocation: "That's fine, I'm not used to it." Loving you, I am the only one in this world who spoils you so much... Dad."

The author has something to say: the next book is going to write about a cheerful, optimistic and normal child (I am sure) it is probably Jiang Hui in the pre-accepted book