I fell off the horse in front of my boss

Human.

From the very beginning, she lowered her stance to pursue Lin Ran, and she put all the decision-making power in the hands of the other party.

However, Lin Ran was not as mature as she imagined.In other words, maybe her expectations of Lin Ran were too high from the very beginning.

So now she is no longer obsessed with reconciling with the other party.The problems that existed between them were too obvious to be ignored any longer.

Lin Ran is not mature enough, and the way of handling things is too childish.And she is still unable to make a decisive choice in terms of family.

Maybe they all need to grow up and become better selves.

It is the best choice for her to go abroad for development. Only in this way, Lin Ran, who is no longer bound by feelings, can become a better version of herself.

As for her, although she has firmly expressed her uncompromising attitude to her family, she is only in a stalemate with them.

Only let the family know that my attitude is as firm as that of my little uncle back then.

Let them know that if this continues, they will lose their only daughter, and they will compromise.

Thinking of this, Bai Yi's choked up voice carried a trace of firmness.

"Lin Ran, we all need to achieve a better version of ourselves. We also need a certain distance and time to think carefully about what the other party means to us, and whether we must have each other."

Lin Ran bit her lip firmly, her red eyes were full of unwillingness and anger.

She got off the bed, walked up to Bai Yi, and forcibly turned his head to face her.

I don't know when Bai Yi also burst into tears.

She just kept silent all the time, making such a decision made both of them feel uncomfortable.

Bai Yi felt worse than Lin Ran. She was very passive from the beginning, she seemed to be the active one, but in fact the initiative was always in Lin Ran's hands.

"You look at me."

"If you want to go abroad, I won't necessarily wait for you. Are you really sure you want to go abroad?"

Lin Ran held the other person's face and asked again.Although tears had begun to well up in her eyes, she still held back her life so that they would not flow down.

"I know that when I made this decision, I had already considered this issue."

Bai Yi stretched out her hand to wipe away her tears, but she couldn't wipe them off no matter how she wiped them off. The tears seemed to be on, and they couldn't be turned off.

She knows that during her time abroad, she may meet all kinds of different people.

You will meet a lot of interesting and good-looking girls of all kinds, who may be younger than her and more considerate than her.

Perhaps Lin Ran would feel more comfortable staying with them than staying with himself, and would have more common topics of conversation.

She has seriously considered all these.The decision she made was not hasty, but deliberate.

"So how long are you going to go?"

Hearing such an answer, Lin Ran miraculously calmed down slowly.

Bai Yi said that she had thought about it, yes... With her rigorous personality, how could she not think of such a simple question.

Suddenly a little discouraged.

It seemed that she couldn't shake the other party's decision.

"Whenever we really understand what each other means to us, I will come back."

Bai Yi didn't say how long it took, but just gave a very vague sentence, which made it sound like he was perfunctory.But this is her truest thought.

Lin Ran couldn't help protesting, and now she was feeling irritable again.

She doesn't like how powerless she is now!

"What does it mean to really understand? If you never understand, you will never come back? Are you really not afraid of losing me at all? Or are you too confident in yourself, do you think I will wait for you?"

Lin Ran couldn't help raising her voice, she couldn't understand Bai Yi's logic at all!

When did you really understand?What if she couldn't understand it for the rest of her life?

"I don't have this kind of self-confidence, and I'm also very afraid that you will meet someone better than me. I'm more afraid than you. But Lin Ran..."

She is 30 years old this year, but Lin Ran is at the best age for a girl.

Young and beautiful, with a sweet mouth and a good family background.

To make such a decision, in fact, looking left and right is the most detrimental to her.

In a few more years, she will be in her thirties, and Lin Ran, even in a few more years, will be just right.

Bai Yi paused for a while, and then slowly said the next words again.

"I said, you are free. After I leave, you can have whatever relationship you want with whoever you want."

"When you realize what I mean to you, when you realize that you must have me, I will come back. No matter how difficult it is, I will stand with you and we will face it together. .”

"But if I don't have this blessing, then let someone else stay by your side instead of me."

I will also sincerely wish you happiness in a foreign country.

Bai Yi silently added something in her heart.

For this sake, the words have been said to death, and there is no room for turning back.

Lin Ran lost control of his emotions, and finally couldn't help but hugged Bai Yi.Her chin closed on the other's shoulder, sobbing non-stop.

Both hands hugged each other tightly, refusing to let go, as if the other party said that he wanted to go abroad, and he would go abroad immediately the next moment.

Bai Yi also hugged her back very cooperatively, no matter how hard Lin Ran hugged her, she remained silent.

This hug is probably the closest the two have been since these days.

"Bai Yi."

A slightly broken sound came from Lin Ran's throat, which made people feel distressed.

"You better hope I don't fall in love with someone else."

"I don't allow you to fall in love with others over there."

"I'll curse you every day for not meeting anyone better than me."

Bai Yi smiled through tears.

Why does this curse sound so cute?

...

The day Bai Yi went abroad happened to be the day before Chinese New Year's Eve.

These days, she has been busy, going through the procedures needed to go abroad and the handover of resignation.

Lin Ran spent the rest of the time with Bai Yi, except that he was occasionally called home for a meal these days.

Eating and sleeping, wishing to stay with each other 24 hours a day.

Because she always felt that after a while, she and this person would be goodbye forever.

The two of them tacitly kept silent on the matter of their imminent separation, as if there was no such thing.

When Lin Ran was alone, she gradually figured out what Bai Yi did. She respected the other party's decision and took it as a test for herself.

True love must stand the test.

If she could fall in love with someone else, even if Bai Yi never came back, she would not lose anything.

If she can no longer fall in love with others, then it doesn't matter if she waits so that the two of them can be together better in the future.

This is not a one-sided test for Lin Ran, but a test for the two of them.

Bai Yi could feel that the closer the day of going abroad, the more obvious the restlessness in Lin Ran's body.

Although the other party tried his best to conceal it, she still felt it very sensitively.

Lin Ran became more and more clingy to her, and became more and more anxious, and sometimes even had to repeat a topic to her several times.

On the day Bai Yi left, Lin Ran didn't see her off.

Obviously she was still helping him pack his luggage the night before, but when it was time to leave the next morning, Lin Ran listened to Bai Yi getting up, squinted his eyes and lay on the bed pretending to be asleep.

She was afraid that she would cry again on the spot at the airport.I don't want to make it so sad, as if I will never see you again.

obviously it is...

Must be back soon.

Certainly.

she left

Bai Yi knew that Lin Ran was pretending to be asleep, but she tacitly did not try to expose him.

She pretended that Lin Ran was fast asleep as usual, and Lin Ran pretended that she was still in a dream.

The two pretended to each other, but in fact they were extremely bitter in their hearts.Lin Ran closed his eyes, listening to the other party's soft dressing in the room, and finally seemed to walk to his side.

Bai Yi squatted down, squatting beside the bed, looking at Lin Ran's 'sleeping' face, as if she wanted to imprint this face deeply in her mind.

Even with his eyes closed, Lin Ran's eyelashes were still trembling slightly.Although it can be seen at a glance that he is pretending to sleep.

She felt that Bai Yi was close at hand, and she didn't dare to move, just wanting to continue her clumsy performance.Once you open your eyes, you have to say goodbye to the other party.

She didn't want to say goodbye to each other.

Often after seeing each other again, we never see each other again.

Bai Yi left the keys to the house.

She said, Lin Ran, when you think it over and think that you don't need me to appear in your world anymore, you can put this key on the table in the living room, and I will naturally come back to get it.

The weather was still gloomy as usual, and it was snowing on the day Bai Yi left.This city has not seen such heavy snow for a long time.

The flight of the plane was delayed due to the weather.

It seems that even God can't bear to let such a pair of people who love each other separate.

Mother Bai finally showed up at the airport.

Although the family has always disagreed with Bai Yi's going abroad, it is obvious that the family's opinion is not very important to Bai Yi.

Papa Bai was so angry that he cursed and told her not to come back after she got out, as if he didn't have this daughter.This man really did what he said, and he didn't even come to see him off at the airport.

But Mama Bai doesn't