Rebirth on top

The days seem to have returned to tranquility, and nothing seems to have changed in the past.Zhou Yang still sings in the bar, and still lives in this house. Every day when he opens his eyes, he still has the same ceiling and plane trees.

But the earth-shaking inside, only he knows.

During the day, he no longer went to fast food restaurants. While waiting for the game, he found another easy part-time job: a cafe that only needs to go to four days a week.There are very few people in the cafe during the day, so Zhou Yang is idle most of the time.The owner, a gentle middle-aged lady, has a row of bookshelves filled with books.When he had nothing to do, Zhou Yang just read the books.He was deeply impressed by one of the authors, although he could not express any thought-provoking insights, he just simply thought that the book was very good-looking: the author who lost his legs interpreted life with experience, and magnified the infinite with his tiny self world.

During that time, Zhou Yang looked at the book over and over again.

People live a lifetime, each with a different fate.Setbacks and tribulations are inevitable, as well as sadness and pain.Even in the face of great misfortune, many people still go on bravely.There may be bad moments at first, but self-pity and depression won't solve anything.

One month, two months, half a year, or even a year, Zhou Yang thinks that he can always overcome the past and recover completely.

But at this moment, the most important thing is the game. He wants to go further and better.

Apart from work, I only practice singing for an hour a day.

At home, Chen Shijie would occasionally listen to Zhou Yang sing.After listening carefully, he always applauded and said, "It's already very good. After these few games, you have really improved a lot."

"It will become more and more difficult in the future," Zhou Yang said while drinking water, "I don't want to be eliminated."

"...Are you going to sign a contract with Hua Chen?"

"If you can't sign a contract with Huachen, then this period of time is basically wasted."

"But, but..." Chen Shijie looked terrified, "That's the No. Maybe I don't know... This kind of circle is more complicated. I heard before that many draft activities end up forcing you to sign very unfair terms in order to advance. What should you do if you encounter this situation?"

"How unfair?"

"This... I don't know."

Zhou Yang laughed, "Then what are you worrying about? Let's talk about it when we get to that point. Besides, Hua Chen shouldn't be so third-rate."

Chen Shijie shrugged, "Anyway, you won't follow the crowd, right?"

The smile on Zhou Yang's face has not faded, but his tone is serious.He looked at Chen Shijie and said, "I will."

"..." After three seconds of silence, Chen Shijie gasped, "You're kidding me!"

Holding his belly and rolling around on the ground for a few times, Zhou Yang was so teased that tears came out, "Hey, don't be like this all the time, okay..."

Chen Shijie rested his chin on the coffee table depressedly, and complained extremely, "What's wrong with me..."

However, such a depressed mood only lasted for a short while, and the energetic classmate Chen suddenly cheered up, "By the way, my lord! Let me be your assistant in the future!"

Zhou Yang lay on the ground and gave him a sideways glance, contemptuously, "Aren't you a man who is inspired to become a manager?"

Chen Shijie pointed his fingers like a little daughter-in-law, "I think... my big personality doesn't seem suitable..."

"... Then you are the right assistant?" What kind of logic is this guy?Zhou Yang didn't want to laugh at him anymore.

"The assistant sounds very simple... let me try!"

"I'm talking about you," Zhou Yang sat up straight, and asked the doubts in his heart, "After all, you are also a student from the Conservatory of Music, why don't you want to be famous?"

Chen Shijie became angry when he heard it, "Who said I don't want to! I really want to! But..." He said in a low voice, "I want to debut with the band, that is Blast. You should also know that in China, this kind of unknown It’s not so easy to catch a lot of small bands. We can’t even release an album now, we can only record songs in a friend’s music studio...”

Zhou Yang didn't understand even more, "Then if you are an assistant, wouldn't you diverge further?"

"No! You will definitely be popular! If I hang out with you, there will be a great chance!"

... Zhou Yang wanted to kneel down to him: Big brother, where do you have the confidence... Wake up, it's still daytime!I don't even have such a burst of confidence, okay?

Chen Erque on the side has fallen into the vision of a bright future, drooling uncontrollably.Zhou Yang couldn't bear to see him again.

Last week's promotion match went well, and in a few days, it will be the national top [-] to enter the [-]th match, which is very important.It should be said that since participating in the draft, every game is very important.

Although he has made sufficient preparations, Zhou Yang can't guarantee that everything will be safe, he just doesn't want to fail.

As usual, on days when he doesn't have to go to a cafe, he'll be at home practicing his vocals, hoping to keep at 100%.

After practicing for about ten minutes, someone started knocking on the door, and the rhythm was interrupted.

Putting on the slippers, Zhou Yang went over and pulled the lock, and then he found... the person standing outside the door was something he didn't really want to see.

Shi Wan's face was full of surprises, as if she didn't expect that someone would actually come to open the door. "You..." He took a deep breath and said, "Where did you go! I've been knocking for almost half a month, what are you doing this time?"

When Zhou Yang saw Shiwan, he remembered his relationship with Lu Xie in his previous life. These two people reminded him how he died all the time.

This is also the first time he has read Shiwan seriously since the accident that night, and Zhou Yang feels that the person in front of him is so strange that he dare not recognize him.The best brother in two lives and the person he likes in this life were lovers in the previous life, and because of this, he became cannon fodder.

Irony can't be more ironic.

"Wang Jiamu called me to ask me about you, why didn't you tell me anything?" Shi Wan said angrily, "I said that the conflict between us, can you stop everyone from knowing? Do you understand how inconvenient it is for me to come out now?"

"I didn't ask you to come, and I don't know what you want to come to me again and again." Zhou Yang didn't get angry at the other party's barrage of questioning, he didn't even frown, "Besides, we have been together for a long time. No contact, what is there to hide?"

Shiwan asked, "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is, don't be afraid that Brother Wang will know, because we won't have any contacts in the future."

Constantly explain yourself: don't think about it, just relax and look forward.But it can't be done, at least not yet.It is completely impossible to hypnotize yourself that nothing has happened.

Shi Wan wasn't the one who directly caused her death, so what?Leaving aside the relationship between the other party and Lu Xie in his previous life, just based on the idea that this person is getting far away from him now, it is doomed that they will not be able to walk on the same path again.In fact, this fact should have been understood a long time ago, but at that time Zhou Yang subconsciously avoided the conflict because he didn't want to create a gap with the other party.

But it doesn't matter, he doesn't want to suppress his thoughts blindly.

After hearing Zhou Yang's words, Shiwan's complexion changed a few times, and her voice sank, "Obviously I come to you first every time, why are you so confident?"

"It's not that I'm confident, but for you, I've never done anything wrong."

"Then you're saying I did something wrong?" Shi Wan turned cold, "What did I do wrong? Are you going to talk about me tricking you into going to Kaisheng again?"

"Zhou Yang," he continued, "have the two of us run out of words now? If you keep doing this, I really don't know what to say to you."

Zhou Yang was unmoved, "That's just right, you can go, don't send it off." After finishing speaking, he directly closed the door.

Shiwan didn't know how to react for a moment, he was stunned for half a minute before he came back to his senses.

This situation... has never happened before.The person in the room has always been accommodating to him. When did he slam the door at him?

Furious, he began knocking on the door angrily.

Zhou Yang ignored it, put on his earphones and turned up the volume, pretending he didn't hear it.

He is not in the mood to have a good conversation with the other party at this moment, let alone be calm.Even after reading the poem more, the memories of the past will be rolled over more and more.

He had to admit his own narrowness, all because of Lu Xie's relationship.

Zhou Yang liked Lu Xie, so there is nothing to hide.But because of this, he couldn't accept the truth.Even though it was something from the previous life, it did exist, it was neither a dream nor an illusion.

Maybe they can live well if they don't remember the cause of death in the previous life.But now it is impossible.

it's fine.

"It's okay" these three words he always used to comfort himself recently.After all, after passing this hurdle, there is still a long way to go.