He struggled for a long time, with question marks in his head, why why why why... oh!

"What?" Lei Xiu said suddenly.

Fei Lan was also taken aback: "What?"

Lei Xiu looked at Fei Lan suspiciously, and suddenly approached him and said, "You just said something like 'why', what's wrong?"

Fei Lan remained silent.

Lei Xiu suddenly patted his head in understanding: "Are you worried about Xiao Liang? It's okay, I will ask clearly."

Fei Lan looked up at Lei Xiu with complicated eyes: "...why?"

"I'll ask..."

"Why do you take drugs?"

The room suddenly became quiet, as if even the air had become stiff.

Fei Lan saw that the other party's black eyes contracted imperceptibly. He was originally standing bent over in front of Fei Lan, but now he stood up straight and sat on the single sofa next to him.

Fei Lan pursed his lips, a little bit wanting to beat himself up, the timing was too bad, but about this kind of topic, no matter what, he couldn't find a suitable time to talk about it.

He just wanted to know too much.

Fei Lan watched Lei Xiu begin to smoke a little irritablely. He always thought that Lei Xiu didn't smoke, but now it seems that he just doesn't smoke in front of him.

The warm air in the conservatory smelled of smoke, Fei Lan waved his hand subconsciously, Lei Xiu paused, and extinguished the cigarette in his hand in the ashtray for display.

Fei Lan said awkwardly, "I... didn't mean that."

Lei Xiu gave a soft "hmm" and didn't continue talking.

Fei Lan thought for a while, poured a glass of water for Lei Xiu, and then sat on the armrest of Lei Xiu's sofa.

Lei Xiu: "..."

Fei Lan lowered her head and said, "I seem to... have ceased to be your teacher since a long time ago."

Lei Xiu looked up at him: "Don't say those strange things."

Fei Lan sighed: "I shouldn't take care of your business," his tone was helpless and sad, his eyes quickly glanced at Lei Xiu, would it be a little shameless to use the identity of a teacher to suppress him now?But to Fei Lan, Lei Xiu is like his relatives, like a student, like a younger brother... maybe even closer.

"...It happened after you—Gao Yongxia passed away," Lei Xiu said suddenly, with a tired tone, "How did you know?"

Fei Lan had a painful expression on his face: "Sure enough, if you don't care about you as a teacher, you can't do it... I heard someone say it, gossip, probably because you have become popular recently, of course, I have heard many singers before. Ah, what kind of drug use experience, your circle is really messed up!"

Lei Xiu said flatly: "I'm not from the entertainment industry, don't forget that I only play the piano to help you."

Well, it is.

Fei Lan said again: "Are you... are you looking for inspiration? I have heard some people say it before, but it seems to be more popular in creation. Is it true for you? Xiaoxiu, I always thought that you did not engage in creation. Talent, did I hit you...?"

"I didn't intend to engage in creation," Lei Xiu couldn't laugh or cry.

Fei Lan suddenly turned Lei Xiu's face to face him: "It's wrong to take drugs, you know that?"

"I've already quit, my brother took me there forcibly," Lei Xiu said.

"Did it get on by accident?"

Lei Xiu shook his head and muttered something softly.

"Why is that?" Fei Lan approached him, unable to hear the words clearly.

Lei Xiu was stunned, the other party's breath brushed his face, and his own face was reflected in those bright eyes.

He suddenly remembered many afternoons, when this person was playing the piano, he would suddenly turn his head and smile at himself.

Fei Lan was still chattering over and over, telling him not to do it out of curiosity, and to teach him not to do it again in the future.He was so close to the ground, it was as if he could have it by reaching out.

"I've seen a lot of young people on this matter..." Fei Lan lectured his disciple seriously and earnestly. Unexpectedly, the other party's lips were pressed against his own, and he immediately silenced himself.

Fei Lan's first reaction was that Gao Yongliang appeared!behind you?Probably because he was too absorbed in the lesson, so he didn't hear it. I don't know how much Gao Yongliang said just now, how will he explain it later...?

"Concentrate," Lei Xiu's voice was a little annoyed.

Fei Lan protested in her heart, there is no need to do this every time!Do you understand by borrowing a seat?

Before Fei Lan's protest was finished, the other party reached out and pulled Fei Lan into his arms. He was originally sitting on the armrest of the sofa, so he just sat in Lei Xiu's arms.

"Going away?" Fei Lan asked softly.

Lei Xiu glanced at the empty door, lowered his head and kissed Fei Lan's lips: "...No."

"Hmm..." Fei Lan was perfunctory at first, but he didn't expect Lei Xiu's arms to hold him tighter and tighter, and their lips that were just touching turned into a deeper wet kiss.

The young body reacted immediately, Fei Lan subconsciously wanted to struggle, but this kind of struggle in the opponent's arms seemed to be luring the opponent.As the buttocks pressed against Lei Xiu's legs, he also felt something hard between the opponent's legs pressing against him.

How could this happen, Fei Lan thought sadly, and was about to see if Gao Yongliang was gone, but she heard Lei Xiu say: "After you die, I will never forget you."

Fei Lan was startled, his mind went blank.

He looked at Lei Xiu again, and the other party's black eyes were fixed on him, and the indifference and indifference he was familiar with had long since disappeared.

As if he understood for a moment, he turned his head, the door of the conservatory was empty, and there was no one there.

xxx

Fei Lan drank his coffee distractedly, wrote a verse on the paper with the tip of the pen, and crossed it out irritably.

"Where's Lei Xiu?"

"I don't know!" Fei Lan replied angrily, not even knowing why she was angry.After answering, he realized that it was his sister's voice. He turned his head and found Gao Yongliang looking at him suspiciously.

He casually piled up the score on the table, threw it aside into a wastebasket, looked at his sister and said, "That... I didn't mean to be so loud."

Gao Yongliang came over and sat on the chair next to her. She seemed to have just woken up, but with dark circles under her eyes, she looked at Fei Lan resentfully.

Fei Lan felt guilty when she saw her, and poured her a cup of coffee from the coffee pot: "That... coffee?"

Gao Yongliang nodded, yawned, and took the coffee cup that Fei Lan handed over.

Fei Lan continued to probe: "Can I cook you a scrambled egg?"

Gao Yongliang continued to nod.

Fei Lan fried her a poached egg with two slices of bacon.

Gao Yongliang looked at the breakfast on the plate and asked, "No class in the morning?"

"There is no class this morning," Fei Lan replied, but he knew that Lei Xiu had, so Lei Xiu should not be here now.

Gao Yongliang couldn't help complaining: "Yesterday Lei Xiu dragged me to drink, look at my dark circles!"

Fei Lan was stunned, and looked at Gao Yongliang: "Say... what did you say?"

Gao Yongliang shook his head: "Xiaoxiu is just...drinking, he didn't say anything anyway, let me stay with him, and don't let me play with my phone!" Very overbearing!

Fei Lan nodded, it was really boring to watch other people drink.

Gao Yongliang continued: "Do you know about his drug use? Did he explain it?"

Fei Lan didn't want to pursue it at first, he was still Lei Xiu's teacher in the past, but now...it seems that he has no position to pursue it, so he shook his head carelessly.

Gao Yong said leisurely: "Don't mind, this guy is..." She stopped here, looked at Fei Lan and said, "You know he loves you, right?"

Fei Lan looked at Gao Yongliang depressedly, as if if he didn't agree, the subsequent conversation would not be able to continue.

Seeing Fei Lan's depressed eyes, Gao Yongliang seemed to think for a while and said, "After his former teacher, that is, my brother passed away, he found out that he actually likes my brother."

A thunderbolt from the blue sky, to Fei Lan, but there was no sense of disobedience, as if the incident was unexpected but expected. Fei Lan found that he was only surprised when he heard it, and then felt that the fact was Such.

Gao Yongliang ate the poached egg, fiddled with the bacon with a fork and said, "I only found out later, maybe he thought it was a pity that he didn't tell my brother about this before he was alive..." She thought for a while before saying , "His previous relationship was a bit... male and female, and my brother is also a very slow person..." Her eyes were a little blurred, as if recalling the past, "He is the kind of person who is not told to him If not, he himself will never be able to return to his senses."

"I... heard Lei Xiu talk about it," Fei Lan found that he couldn't talk about his former self with Gao Yongliang, and he suddenly realized that he didn't seem to understand himself at all.

"My brother likes music very much, playing the piano," Gao Yongliang's tone was slightly mocking.

Fei Lan said modestly: "It's amazing."

Gao Yong said coolly, "I don't know anything except playing the piano."

Fei Lan: "..."

Gao Yongliang said casually: "It's over, don't hold on to it, he really likes you now, the past... forget it."

Fei Lan nodded wildly, hesitated for a while before saying: "Then you came from Europe, what can you do with Lei Xiu? Can I...can help?"

Gao Yongliang shook his head, but said instead, "I'll be leaving in two days."

Gao Yongliang didn't seem to plan to tell, and it seemed that he wouldn't tell Lei Xiu either.

Why is this?

Fei Lan tentatively asked, "Can't Lei Xiu help?"

Gao Yongliang pursed his lips, his eyes were stubborn: "This is my own business."

Fei Lan frowned, Gao Yongliang had always been a stubborn little girl, and no one else could persuade her of what she believed.He opened his lips, but finally fell silent.

The morning sun slanted into the dining room, and the open kitchen was filled with the aroma of baked bread and fruit.The weather has gradually warmed up, Gao Yongliang propped his chin, his legs dangled boredly, as if he was thinking about something.

This girl had been with him for many years, and she was the only one to rely on in this huge world.

Fei Lan vaguely remembered that in the hospital, he was lying on the hospital bed, half asleep and half awake, and saw his sister turn off the oxygen supply system with her own hands...

Is that person her?Fei Lan looked at the girl sitting in front of her, her eyes were clean and clear, her skin was fair, she was wearing a loose trade dress, and her long golden hair was simply tied up.When holding the violin, she is neat and arrogant. In the kingdom of music, she is the reigning queen. The light touch of her fingertips drives everyone's emotions... Did those hands also end his life?

After he was reborn, he didn't even have the courage to ask, didn't have the courage to recall that matter again, no matter how much Lei Xiu asked him, he was unwilling to bring it up again.He wants to forget, but it's impossible to forget, he can only avoid those areas and think only of their happy days.

He also didn't want to think about Gao Yongliang needing all their money because of the investment failure, and he didn't want to think about how many times they had quarreled because of this, those memories... It would be nice if they disappeared.If they were still like before, at the quiet table, the girl ate breakfast boringly, while he drank coffee and read the newspaper.

But he is already Fei Lan.

"I... don't tell Lei Xiu," Gao Yongliang said suddenly, "Because I don't want you two to quarrel anymore, Lei Xiu seems to really love you."

Fei Lan suddenly didn't want to hear it anymore, he thought, so it's good that Gao Yongliang leaves in two days.The relationship with Lei Xiu is messy enough now, so it's better to take it easy.

Gao Yongliang remained silent again, and Fei Lan poured her a cup of coffee: "If I can help, I will definitely help. I have no problem with money..." Because he is now the rich second generation!

Gao Yongliang was a little surprised when he heard Fei Lan's words, and then shook his head with a wry smile: "It's not money...it's my brother's business."

"Isn't your brother already..."

"The one who was killed is looking for the murderer," Gao Yongliang said.

Fei Lan was stunned: "The murderer...isn't it a medical accident?"

Gao Yongliang took a sip of his coffee and said flatly: "No." After speaking, he put down his coffee and left.

xxx

Lei Xiu stood in front of Fei's mansion, leaning against the door to smoke.

The doorman of Fei's house also looked at him confusedly, wondering what's wrong with this young master.

The iron gate suddenly opened, Lei Xiu took a look, Gao Yongliang was about to drive his car out.

"Where are you going?" He walked over and knocked on Gao Yongliang's car window.

Gao Yongliang pressed the window of the car: "Take a stroll."

"Take me with you," Lei Xiu quickly pulled the car door, unexpectedly, the other party was even faster than him, and locked the car door.

Lei Xiu: "..."

Gao Yongliang glanced at him contemptuously, and the latter raised his hand in surrender.

"It's fine in the past, but it's still like this now," Gao Yongliang put on his sunglasses, showing no expression, "You still really have no ambitions."

Lei Xiu was dissatisfied: "What does the little girl know?"

Gao Yongliang didn't bother to pay attention to him, and drove away, almost causing Lei Xiu who was leaning against the car window to fall.

"Can't you drive more slowly!" Lei Xiu said angrily.

"are you back?"

Lei Xiu turned around and saw Fei Lan coming out, who seemed to be following Gao Yongliang, so he quickly said, "She said to go out for a stroll."

Fei Lan nodded absently, and waved to Lei Xiu: "Come here, let me tell you something."

Although Gao Yongliang said before that he should not tell Lei Xiu about this matter, but Fei Lan did not agree, so he told Lei Xiu completely.

After hearing this, Lei Xiu had a complicated expression.

"You should have told me before," Lei Xiu said, "Who killed you?" This sentence is so awkward!

Fei Lan poured the cup back and forth in his hand: "I don't know, Xiaoliang didn't say anything, she..." He stopped here, turned to look at Lei Xiu, "She only talked about you .”

Lei Xiu was just thinking about something to divert Fei Lan's attention, at least it doesn't need to be so embarrassing. According to his personality, he just pretended he didn't hear about this matter, so forget it.Although it is a big event, after all, it is related to the matter of being killed in the previous life, but for the two of them, it is a matter of the past, and now they are not very attached to the matter of that time.Although Lei Xiu was surprised, his state of mind did not have the same ups and downs as at that time, but he was a little concerned about what happened last night, but who would have thought that Fei Lan would turn his attention to himself when he changed the subject.

Lei Xiu stammered, "I, what's the matter with me?"

Fei Lan put down his glass and looked at Lei Xiu with a strange expression: "I never knew you liked me before."

Lei Xiu stuttered even more, he suddenly had the urge to run back to the door: "I, I didn't know."

Fei Lan nodded and asked, "What should we do now?"

This is how Lei Xiu answered. His opponent's eyes were clear and bright. Under the sun, the opponent's appearance was delicate and delicate. They overlapped with the person who played the piano a long time ago. Time flies, but his eyes still follow this place.He searched for traces of that person's life, listened to the piano played by that person, and then one afternoon, in the corridor of a school, he heard again...

"Let's date," Lei Xiu said softly, "I've always liked you." He has fallen in love with this man since long, long ago, when those afternoon pianos began to accompany him through the loneliest time of his life.A man with slender fingers and a clean smile, he instinctively wanted to get closer, but he didn't understand why. He lacked an elder in his life to tell him something, and he didn't realize until the other party died unexpectedly that it turned out to be a kind of love.

He stood up and knelt down on one knee in front of Fei Lan: "God, please date."

Fei Lan's expression seemed a little distressed, and he paused before saying: "...I want to ask you, what about Xiaoliang's matter."

"Ah, so it's this..." Lei Xiu looked at Fei Lan depressedly.

It seems that Gao Yongxia's character has not changed even after being reborn. This kind of thing is still a forbidden area for him.Lei Xiu subconsciously stood up following Fei Lan's extended hand, scratched his hair and said, "Well... I'll ask Xiaoliang again, about your matter..."

Fei Lan shook her head: "Don't tell her, Gao Yongxia is dead."

Lei Xiu sighed, and pointed to the door: "Then I'll go find her..." He walked to the door, paused, and turned to look at Fei Lan.

Fei Lan seemed to be thinking about something, his hair was a little long, covering his eyes obliquely, his fingers tapped on the table unconsciously, with a slow rhythm, a rhythm that Lei Xiu had never heard.

Is this a rejection?But why am I not sad at all... As long as I can look at him like this, it seems to be the best reward, watching him occasionally play the piano, watching him bored holding a book of economics as thick as a brick and looking sleepy Looking at him casually wearing earphones, his eyes don't stay anywhere.

Just because they have been lost, these are very precious.

"Okay."

Some abrupt voices sounded.

Fei Lan turned to look at him: "Let's date and see.

Lei Xiu was startled, and quickly walked over to embrace that person in his arms.

"...I can't breathe!" Fei Lan protested in Lei Xiu's arms.

Lei Xiu rubbed the other person's hair without speaking.

Fei Lan sighed, and put his arms around Lei Xiu's back, yes, he thought... because he has lost it, so he knows how to cherish it.

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