Mr. Xiang, don't be obedient!

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but that I remember everything, but you completely forget it.

Feng Zishan would never have imagined that the reunion between her and Feng Sichen would be like this.

The person is still the same person, but all the memories are gone, and she doesn't remember anything.

"Ah Zi, you came to see me—" Feng Sichen squinted his eyes with a smile, and happily looked at Feng Zishan who stepped in, his face was full of joy, "You haven't seen me for two days!" He said this aggrievedly, "People here don't talk to me, I'm so boring."

Feng Zishan also responded with a smile, but the smile couldn't reach her eyes, "I heard from the palace people that Si Niang is practicing calligraphy these days?"

"Well, Ah Zi, come and see."

Pulling Feng Zishan to the table, pointing to the rice paper on the table, he said, "How is my writing?"

Feng Zishan looked at the crooked ink, and then at the scheming man, not knowing whether it was sadness or joy, "That's right, practice hard." Hehe, Feng Sichen was very good at calligraphy in the past, But I didn't expect that the current characters have become ghostly symbols, which is simply unsightly!But, why did her heart sink as if she had fallen into the sea!Why?

Why did Feng Sichen become like this?But also from three months ago.

A serious illness, just tormenting a person who is barely in shape.

When Feng Zishan arrived at the Jincheng Mountain Resort, the former empress was already unconscious.

That was the first time Feng Zishan saw her after usurping the throne.

The vigorous and heroic woman at the beginning was already haggard, without vigor, without heroic spirit, and only with a strong dead spirit.

She thought she would be fine.Even if she is no longer an empress, she will live a good life.She can do well without her by her side.However, the facts told her that everything was not what she thought.

The doctor came and went, and came again, and changed one after another, and each one finally shook his head and left with a sigh.

At that moment, Feng Zishan realized what was really important in her heart?Is this the throne?No, it's not.What she wants is to stop looking up to this person, to talk to her on an equal footing, and not to be controlled by her.Therefore, only by becoming an empress can she achieve this goal.It's just that in the process, she went against her original intention more and more, so that in the end, she actually put him under house arrest in Jincheng with her own hands.

Knowing that she is such a proud person, knowing the humiliation she has suffered, knowing her thoughts.

Because she didn't dare, because she was afraid, she was cruel, just like she said, never see you again.

Then, never see each other again.

It's just that I didn't expect that they would never meet each other, which almost became a prophecy.

Fortunately, Xi Feiyao invited Wan Wuya's wife "poison doctor" Gong Tianzhu to save him.

It's just that the person who woke up forgot everything, and everything returned to the original point.

But getting her back to normal is very difficult.In Gong Tianzhu's words, the risk is too great, if he fails, he will die.After thinking about it again and again, Feng Zishan didn't dare to take the risk.If there is no memory, there will be no memory, as long as the person is still there, it will be fine.

You forget everything, then I will remember everything for you.

So, she took Feng Sichen into the palace and arranged for an independent sleeping palace, except for her and the servants, no one was allowed to enter casually.

It wasn't that he was afraid that Feng Sichen would be recognized by others. After all, the palace was forced to be cleaned last time, and those old maids were released from the palace and new ones were recruited.Even if the former palace servants were there, the empress would not be seen by anyone, so she was not worried.In the palace, those who talk too much will not live long.What she was worried about was that those blind people entered by mistake and disturbed the tranquility.

"Ah Zi, I want to go out for a walk."

Feng Zishan dotes on Feng Sichen who has amnesia very much, probably because she owes something in her heart, and she is responsive to her requests.

"it is good."

The person in front of him was still the face in his memory, but his personality had completely changed.

If he didn't grow up in the imperial palace, probably Feng Sichen would have such a personality.

Feng Zishan held Feng Sichen's hand, and the two stopped and walked, all the way to the imperial garden.

The flowers bloomed very well this year, but Feng Zishan never noticed it.

In the past, she was not in the mood to read, but later she lost color in everything she watched.

Since losing this person, her world has lost its color.

I haven't found it before, and it's too late to find out.

The breeze blew, blowing the loose hair of the two of them.

The black hair is entangled in the air, just like the two of them, going round and round, loved, hated, and hurt, but finally walked together.

For Feng Zishan, as long as she is here, nothing else matters.

Forget it, forget it, as long as she still remembers.

If you don't love, then don't love, as long as she still loves.

The current Feng Zishan is more like Feng Sichen's relatives. For Feng Sichen who has lost his memory, he loves and spoils him.

As for pushing down or something, she didn't even think about it.

This is probably the difference between Feng Zishan and Feng Sichen, one is infinite love, the other is infinite possession.Obviously they are all love, but the way of expression is very different, which leads to different endings.

Feng Sichen seems to be particularly fond of the flowers and plants in the imperial garden, and he is full of energy.

"Ah Zi, this flower is so beautiful!" Feng Sichensu held the flower in his hand, and said to Feng Zishan full of surprise, "It's actually purple, just like Ah Zi."

Feng Zishan looked at Feng Sichen's fingertips, and it turned out to be a very gorgeous purple.She didn't know what kind of flower it was. To her, no flower was as beautiful as the person in front of her.

Even if the mountains and rivers are picturesque, it is not as good as you can pick flowers at your fingertips.

"If you like it, I can plant it with you."

"Ah."

The two talked and laughed, and Feng Zishan's heart was filled with unprecedented leisure.

In fact, this is also good.

Without those painful memories, you will always smile like this.

"Ah Zi, are you unhappy?"

Feng Sichen didn't know why, but felt that Feng Zishan was unhappy, she was obviously smiling, but seemed to hear the cry in her heart.

In fact, she didn't understand why she cared so much about Ah Zi.

When I just woke up, I didn’t know anyone, and I was wary of everyone, but when I saw Ah Zi, I let go of all guards, and I felt like crying, I don’t know if it’s happiness Yes, I'm still aggrieved.

"Why do you say that?"

Feng Zishan's heart skipped a beat, and then she smiled uncomfortably.In this regard, it is as keen as ever!

"It told me." With his right hand attached to Feng Zishan's heart, he listened attentively, and the heartbeat sound of 'dong dong dong' came from inside, again and again, very familiar, so familiar that something seemed to pop out of his mind .

"She said she was in pain and lonely."

"Si Niang, you're like this—" Feng Zishan turned around in embarrassment, clasped her trembling hands tightly, "I'm not unhappy. It's just that I miss you very much." Even if you know that you forget It is the best, but I will still inadvertently recall you, the enchanting, heroic, domineering you who loved me. "I miss you so much, you know, I've been thinking of you all the time."

Those emotions buried in the memories uncontrollably vented out.

In the days without you, I am in the dark day and night.

I dare not look for you, I am afraid that you will treat me as you said, don't meet in life, don't meet in death.

I dare not sleep, I always see your resolute face in my dreams, throw away my hand, and never look back.

I have the guts to usurp your throne, but I don't have the guts to meet you.

I can only put you under house arrest, and I also put myself under house arrest.

Seeing that other people are in pairs, but I have to blame myself, and I am single. I really want you to be by my side.

Actually, I never wanted this throne, I just want you to treat me well.

But, you never know.

"I'm sorry, I forgot everything." Being held in Feng Zishan's arms, Feng Sichen only felt a sharp pain in his head, as if it was about to explode.Her words were like an awl poking straight at the apex of her heart, and many pictures flashed through her mind abruptly, but she couldn't grasp it when she wanted to grasp it. "Ah Zi, I'm sorry—" His pale face was buried in Feng Zishan's chest, preventing her from seeing her abnormality. "Don't cry, okay?"

"How could I cry!" Choked up, "Actually, that's fine, I did a lot of things that I'm sorry to you, and you did a lot of things that I'm sorry to me. That's how our relationship is, we obviously like each other, But we had to treat each other as enemies. In the end, we couldn’t go back. Now, just forget it.”

"Although I don't remember, but I know that I like Ah Zi." I closed my eyes and listened to her heartbeat, "From the first time I saw Ah Zi, my heart told me that I like Ah Zi." Zi. Even though we are both husbands, I still like Ah Zi. Obviously I am so much older than Ah Zi, but I just like Ah Zi, and I like to be pampered by Ah Zi. In this world, my favorite is Ah Zi .”

Hearing these words, Feng Zishan could no longer hold back the tears in her eyes, and let it slowly slide down her cheeks.

Even though you said that you didn't want to see me again, you never forgot me in your heart.

Ah, what an idiot I am to not even know that.

If I could disregard face, if I could be a little more bold, wouldn't you be what you are today?

"Si Niang, if only you were so honest before."

"I don't know about the past, all I know is that you are my Ah Zi, and I am your fourth mother. This way, it will be fine."

"Ah, that's good."

You are not the former empress of Xifeng Kingdom, not my queen mother, but my fourth mother.

I am not the current Empress of Xifeng Kingdom, not your daughter, but your Ah Zi.

We will be like this forever, as long as we are together.

For the rest, let him go with the wind.

You didn't belong to me before, but now you can only belong to me.

I belonged to you before, and I still belong to you now.

For the rest of my life, I only love you.

The most beautiful scenery in the world is just holding your hand and looking at the picturesque mountains and rivers.

That's it.

The author has something to say: I wrote and deleted these two, and I was exhausted when I wrote them.

After much deliberation, let Feng Sichen lose his memory, at least don't remember it now, after all, the empress did such an excessive thing, betrayed her trust, and trampled on her pride and her sincerity.Although, the empress is not a good person.At that time, I thought about how Feng Sichen could forgive the princess?Thinking in another way, anyway, if it were me, I would never forgive her even if I died, unless I lost my memory.So the former female empress was decisively amnesiac by my brain - ORZ

Alright, so be it.

There is also the last chapter, family portrait, the full text is END.

About these two children, there will be more in the next chapter~