Rebirth, my mage

Chapter 60

Yan Si almost crushed the table in front of him when he heard the information brought back by his subordinates.

He knew that Wen Yu and the Demon King were married, and he also knew what it meant to be married, but he had been deceiving himself, so what if they got married, he still had a chance, and he could still get Wen Yu's gaze, even if it was very short.

But Murong Shengming just exposed the lie he told himself. They are the closest people, and he will always be an outsider, an insignificant outsider.

He never understood why he was so attracted to Wen Yu. He hadn't met or spoken to him a few times, so how did he fall in love with him?This heart is really a strange thing.

Yan Si leaned back, knowing that his back was against the back of the chair.Looking at the empty roof, recalling the few encounters with Wen Yu.

Maybe it's not love, it's just a kind of influence from the blood that makes him pay attention to him unconsciously, and has an irresistible urge unconsciously.

Forget it, what’s not yours is destined not to be yours, it’s better to understand it earlier, and you won’t put too much energy into it.

Yes, give up, that's fine too.

Yan Si covered his eyes with his arms, only he could taste the slight bitterness in his heart.

"King?" Gui Yi just felt uncomfortable seeing Yan Si like this.

"Ghost, do you like someone?" Yan Si asked calmly.

"This subordinate liked it." Gui Yi seemed to think of something, and his voice paused.

"Oh? What's that like?"

"Beautiful but painful." There is nothing to add to the heartache, it's just a space between heaven and man.

"Oh, it's really bad." This feeling is really uncomfortable.

There is no need to be ruthless, life is only difficult to die.

"Are we going back?" Wen Yu looked at Murong Shengming in front of the table.

"Well, father doesn't know you're fine." Murong Shengming didn't forget Wen Qishan's disappointed eyes.

"What's the matter?" Wen Yu looked at his lover with dark eyes: "Dad, did he scold you?"

"No, father is just worried about you." That's not a question of simply cursing a few words.

It was disappointment in himself, this look made Murong Shengming very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable he was, he knew that Wen Qishan was worried about Wen Yu, and he hadn't fulfilled his promise to him well.

Wen Yu walked up to Murong Shengming, stretched out his arms and hugged Murong Shengming from behind: "Don't think about it, I'm fine. Daddy won't blame you anymore."

Murong Shengming patted Wen Yu's hand, expressing that he was fine. After all, he had never experienced family affection. It was the first time someone had hope and disappointment for him. This feeling was really warm.

"Shengming, I have something to tell you." Wen Yu thought for a long time before deciding to tell Murong Shengming about his life experience.

"Tell me." Murong Shengming was also a little worried, he was afraid that because of the God King, his Yu'er would have other ideas.

"I have the memory of my previous life." Wen Yu pondered for a while, and told Murong Shengming directly: "In my last life, I was an orphan. My mother was murdered, and I always regarded the thief as my father until I was able to see The spirit of my own mother."

Murong Shengming held Wen Yu's hand tightly. He never knew that his lover had such an experience, but when he heard it, his heart still ached a little. In his last life, his Yu'er must have been very painful.

Feeling Murong Shengming's encouragement, Wen Yu plucked up the courage to continue: "Because my biological parents are both onmyojis, the so-called onmyojis are those who can't see the forces that people can't see, such as fate, soul, and ghosts. Knowing what's going on, and having the ability to dominate these things."

"My father's family has always had a treasure named Yin-Yang Shuangzhu. It was because of this treasure that my parents' tragedy happened. My father was killed by someone with a heart, and my mother was deceived by someone. I took the newborn me away and used me to blackmail my mother, but even though my mother handed over the yin and yang beads to those people, she still did not escape the fate of death."

"People's hearts are greedy. This is something I have always known. I would have been killed, but because of my mother, her soul after death has become a resentful soul, and has been guarding me." Wen Yu added Thinking of the time when I knew my life experience back then, that experience seemed to come back, the pain and helplessness.

Murong Shengming hugged Wen Yu into his arms, silently comforting his lover: "I see, Yu'er, let's not talk about it." He couldn't bear it, couldn't bear to see his lover in such pain.

He couldn't listen anymore, of course he knew the greed of people in this world, and also knew the ugliness of these people, but he didn't expect that his Yu'er had experienced such a thing.

"No! Shengming, wait until I finish." Wen Yu's eyes were firm: "Later, for revenge, I stole the yin and yang beads and killed some people, some innocent and some kind. At that time I was really cruel, but for revenge, I still did it, even though I knew there would be retribution in this world, I still did it, because I had no way out."

"Until I was discovered, later caught by them, and then died with them, I was never afraid, never. I don't care about karma, I don't care about the punishment of heaven. I thought I was dead, but I didn't expect God to give me It gave me a chance, a chance to have happiness. God knows how excited I was when I heard the news."

"I have parents who love me again, and a warm home. I thought that such happiness would accompany me for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect God to still be so joking. In the natural disaster, my parents disappeared again. It was because I collected money During the Fox period, I was injured in those few days and did not go home."

Painful memories poured out again and again, and Wen Yu almost collapsed. These memories stimulated his heart again and again, even after many years, they were still so profound.

"I lost my loved ones again. I thought it was punishment, karma, retribution for me to kill those innocent and kind people. At that time, I swore that I would never have anything to do with anyone again. If there is no heartbeat, I will not It will hurt again. Those who have never lost it will never know that feeling."

"Until I met you, Shengming. I think this is the happiest thing in my two lives. I have someone who loves me and has solid support. Even though we get together less and leave more, I still feel happy. "

Wen Yu hugged Murong Shengming tightly, as if he wanted to hug this world tightly.Murong Shengming listened to Wen Yu's narration, even if he had never experienced it before, he felt heartache, because of his lover's experience, he didn't know how to comfort Wen Yu, so Murong Shengming could only hug Wen Yu tightly and use his own Embrace him to support him, to lean on him.

"I think you also know what the yin and yang pearls are, they are your soul and soul." Wen Yu didn't finish.

"Yu'er!" Murong Shengming hugged Wen Yu nervously: "Stop talking, don't go on." The unreasonable fear in his heart made Murong Shengming tighten his hand.

"Shengming, let's stop running away, shall we?" Wen Yu raised his head and touched Murong Shengming's tough face with his hand.

"This is something we all face sooner or later." Yes, it's just a matter of time.

After hearing about Wen Yu's life experience, Murong Shengming suddenly felt that if Yu'er hadn't met him, would he be much happier, would there be someone who loved him more, loved him and spoiled him, and wouldn't let him suffer so much? much damage.

I won't meet myself, I won't be hurt so much, I won't, I won't experience the pain of loss again.

Murong Shengming suddenly hated himself. His Yu'er had experienced so much pain, but the deepest and most painful ones were probably brought about by him.

"Shengming, I don't want to lie to myself anymore, and I don't want you to do that anymore. Don't be sad, huh? Everyone suffers in one way or another, and no one's life is safe and smooth. Since we can't change the ending, let's have a good time." Wouldn't it be better to live every day?" Wen Yu didn't dare to raise his head, he was afraid that the sadness in his eyes would influence Murong Shengming's thoughts.

"Yu'er, how can I?" How can I exchange your life for my glory.

You know, you are my life, without you, what is the point of living in this world.

"Listen to me, Shengming, no one is willing to go to that step if it is not necessary. We are just making assumptions now." Wen Yu calmed down his emotions: "If one day only one of us can live , remember, it must be you, because in this way, I will have a chance to come back to life again."

Wen Yu would not tell Murong Shengming that he used the power of divination, and he saw their fuzzy future, just like the hexagram five years ago, it was all fuzzy and unclear, but Wen Yu just saw Understand the content inside.

They have no future.

In such a dark picture, without them, they can only live every moment of the present.

In this way, there will be no regrets for each other.

The author has something to say: the author is almost crying himself. . . . . .