beat to death

"Drip...drip...drip..."

The ear-piercing sound of the machine kept ringing in his ears, and occasionally he could vaguely hear someone talking beside him... It was very noisy, and he didn't like it.

However, he couldn't open his eyes, couldn't speak, and couldn't move his body at all.Except for vaguely hearing some voices, I can't do anything else.He seemed to have lost control of his body, as if he couldn't even feel the existence of his body.

It took a long time, at least three days, before he slowly felt that he could slightly control his body.However, you can only move your fingers.On the contrary, after feeling the existence of my body, the pain in the body also appeared.His body seemed to be injured, and it hurt to the end.However, it is good to feel the pain, so that he can be sure that he is still alive.

Afterwards, he could vaguely hear the words of the people around him. From those intermittent words, he learned that he was currently in a hospital, injured due to unknown reasons, and his brain was seriously damaged, so he was still in a coma. Wake up... If you don't wake up within twelve hours, you will be brain-dead and completely turn into a vegetative state...

How strange, he can clearly think and is conscious, how could he be brain-dead!

It seemed that a few hours later, a woman ran in, crying in front of his hospital bed, saying intermittently "I'm sorry...it's all my mother's fault..." and so on.

Is that, my mother?However, why did I feel nothing but noisy when I heard her voice?Just as he was struggling in his heart, the doctor next to him persuaded his "mother": "Mrs. An, it's almost time now...Look, the instrument shows that your son has...Look, do you want to put his son on the bed?" Oxygen mask off?"

"Don't...don't! He's not dead yet, his body is still warm, I don't allow you to touch him..." The woman cried, her body seemed to rush over and hug him.

He was also crying in his heart, he didn't want to die!He wants to live, to live!He felt that there was still someone waiting for him, and no matter what, he had to live to meet that person...

Thinking of this, he began to work hard, trying to open his eyes and control his body.The constant "di...di..." sound in his ears suddenly became disordered, it should be the device that detects his brain waves.He doesn't care, he just wants to open his eyes immediately, he just wants to live, he doesn't want to die!

With an obsession, he finally opened his eyes.The surrounding lights were a bit dazzling, so he immediately closed his eyes again, and when he opened them again, he found that the light had turned into a faint, non-glare warm yellow, and his eyes were just able to adapt.So he breathed a sigh of relief, slowly turned his head slightly, and looked at the people around him.

The woman holding his body looks like she is in her 30s, she is elegantly dressed, and she is a very temperamental woman.On the woman's body were several doctors in their 20s to [-]s, all dressed in white medical gowns.There is also a cold-faced man in a black suit and gold-rimmed glasses. He is about [-] years old and looks very calm.

These people seem to have all quieted down because of his sudden waking up, staring blankly at him.They didn't react until he moved his fingers and tried his best to push the woman's hand away slightly.

The woman cried and laughed at once, then turned to the doctors behind her and said, "He's awake...he's awake! My son is awake..."

"We saw it, ma'am, can you go wait outside with Mr. An? We have to check your son's body first." One of the doctors in his sixties said.

"Okay...Okay!" The woman said, she got up without any delay, and rushed out with the man in the suit.

Afterwards, the doctors fiddled with him for a long time, and then opened the door of the ward to let the woman in. The oldest doctor said with a smile: "Congratulations, Mrs. An, your son is really good!" I have already woken up, and as long as I rest well and not be stimulated, it should be almost the same. However, what your son injured was the brain after all... There may be some unpredictable sequelae after a few days. If you find anything, please let us know as soon as possible, so we can judge. In addition, even if there are no sequelae, please come to check your body every two months in the future, after all, the potential period of some sequelae is very long. "

"I see, thank you, thank you so much..."

"Where, Mrs. An, you are being polite. By the way, your son has to eat liquid food for the past few days, and it is not suitable to take supplementary food. He is very weak now, and his deficiency cannot be supplemented..." The doctor carefully instructed, and the woman also I kept listening, holding a mobile phone in my hand and seemed to be recording the sound.

After a while, the doctor left.The woman wiped her tears and walked to his hospital bed, crying and laughing for a while, murmuring: "It's okay...it's okay...Qingshi..."

He wondered in a daze, so he was called "Qingshi"?Then, he fell into a deep sleep.

When he woke up again, he was still in the ward, still wearing an oxygen mask, but this time, there were four people sitting beside him.There is the woman who claimed to be his mother that I saw yesterday, the man in a suit called "Mr. A man, and a young man who seemed to be only in his twenties, with a delicate appearance and a hint of arrogance and rebellion in his eyebrows and eyes.

"Qingshi, you're awake. How are you? Is your body okay? Is there any pain?" The woman seemed very happy when she saw him wake up. After a while, she frowned and asked again and again.

It hurts everywhere, especially the head, it hurts very much.At this moment, he didn't dare to move his head, so he didn't shake his head or nod, and with an unknown instrument stuck in his mouth, he couldn't speak, so he could only cast a soothing look.

"Okay, the child has just woken up, don't ask endless questions, he is afraid of noise." The mature man said, stretched out his hand to pick up the woman, and said to him rigorously: "Take a good rest and don't think about anything. "

He looked at the man suspiciously, and felt that the words and the man's attitude were a bit strange.However, he didn't think much about it, because he felt a little dizzy again, so he closed his eyes, even if he couldn't sleep, it would be good to close his eyes and rest his mind.

Several days later, he never spoke a word these days, and those four people would come to the hospital to see him from time to time.However, it was the woman who came the most, and the others only came two or three times in a few days.

His mind was empty, and he still couldn't remember who they were, whether they were really his parents or relatives.Because for them, I have no idea of ​​wanting to be close at all.On the fifth day, the doctor said that his oxygen mask could be removed, and he would no longer need esophageal feeding.

After that, the woman seemed to be very happy and talked to him a lot, but he had no impression of what the woman said about his childhood and other things, and was completely unfamiliar.Just like, he was as unfamiliar with his identity as "An Qingshi" and his family, as if he didn't know him at all.

"Qingshi, are you listening? Why didn't you answer Mom at all? The doctor clearly said that you can talk...Is it because your throat is uncomfortable? Or is there any discomfort?" The woman asked nervously, holding his hand .

He shook his head and said lightly: "No..." It seemed that he hadn't spoken for a long time, and his throat felt a little sore.He could only say more lightly and slowly: "It's just that I don't have any impression of what you said... So, I don't know how to answer."

The woman was stunned, and asked blankly: "I have no impression? Why?"

He smiled bitterly: "Probably my brain is really broken... Not only do I have no memory of what you said, but I also have no memory of my own identity, and the identities of all of you."

Afterwards, the woman screamed and rang the bell desperately for the doctor.After the doctor came in, he was sent for various examinations, including psychological and spiritual... Then he realized that this hospital is so big, and there are even psychiatry and psychology in it.

Doctors later concluded that he had suffered from "total amnesia".That is to say, I completely lost all the memories of my past, whether I can restore it in the future depends on God's will.

Regarding this kind of amnesia, he vaguely remembered that it seemed that it was mostly caused by a major stimulus or injury before the amnesia.Although it can also be caused by brain injury, it is very rare.Moreover, he intuited that it was not because of the brain injury.He frowned, had he been hurt a lot before?Not referring to the body, his body seems to have no damage except his head.He meant mentally, had he suffered any mental damage?

He secretly asked the woman, but the woman evaded her words, which made him understand that he had been traumatized before.But forget it... I don't remember anyway, even if I understand those things, it's useless.

After that, the woman... No, it should be called "Mom". After all, he is An Qingshi, and she is An Qingshi's mother, isn't she?

After that, Mother An kept telling him about his past, but he intuitively felt that she had omitted a lot of things.In the end, he only knew that his name was An Qingshi, and he grew up with his grandmother. Because his grandmother loved him so much, he was never willing to let him return to his parents.Until more than two months ago, my grandmother passed away, and he returned to his parents.Because I didn't grow up with my parents since I was a child, I don't have a close relationship with my parents, and I don't know each other very well.Until later, he was accidentally injured and entered the hospital.After that, Mama An was alone, crying and saying sorry.

An Qingshi didn't want to comfort her at all. In this situation, the more he comforted her, the more guilty she might feel.It's better to let her cry and speak out, so that the pressure in her heart will be less.He had no choice but to reach out and pat her on the back gently, without words to comfort her.

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