Red dust kills beauty

[-]. A family with children ①

In the blink of an eye, it was more than three years.

There is nothing else to say in the past few years, and the days are the same as before.The only thing worth mentioning is that the third district was finally scared, and the situation in the Yanbei-Gukou area finally stabilized.

I was also finally free to think about my own personal problems.

In the past, there was a saying, "Thirty is like a wolf, forty is like a tiger".Of course I haven't reached the age of wolf and tiger, but I do feel that I have matured to the core, and the estrus/estrus has become more and more difficult every time.

Every month, I would look at Zhaoyao's physical examination form and sigh: When, when will this child be differentiated!

Fu Baixue reacted calmly to this—maybe he has accepted this reality over the past few years.

"Differentiation means sexual maturity. For a strong person like Zhaoyao who has the ability before differentiation, the differentiation is either very early or very late. Zhaoyao is now 11 years old, but judging by his current size, we probably can't wait. By the time he was 12, he split."

He said, and glanced at me with a smile, with a meaningful sense of ridicule: "If you can't differentiate at the age of 12, you can only wait until after the age of 16. Can you really wait until then? Refund [-] Even if he breaks up early, can you really deal with a twelve or thirteen-year-old brat?"

"..." I was speechless for a moment, and felt extremely aggrieved.

At the beginning, I was secretly happy because I picked up the treasure, but now I really feel stuck, what is going on...

It must be that the physiological needs have not been resolved, and the hormone level has not been adjusted for a long time, so it is abnormal.Tsk.

And the witch merchant who became my alternate partner for no reason, has always held the attitude towards this matter——

"Hey, look, who is this person who entered the door?"

As soon as I stepped into his small courtyard, I heard the boy dragging his tune, and said slowly: "Oh—it's Tianzi No. [-] copper-smelting addiction of the Self-Defense Force."

Ever since he knew what I was planning, he has been looking at me like a scumbag, calling me a perverted copper smelter.

This matter is my fault, and I should be scolded.But what I can't figure out is that other people are fine, what right do you witch merchants have to yin and yang me?This is not a question of laughing at a hundred steps at fifty steps, but one crow laughing at another crow.

This brat is indeed a noble son from a big family. Although he is not very old, he can already get a glimpse of his dark heart.

For example, one time, he didn't know what kind of dirty py transaction he had with Lao Bai. After it was over, Lao Bai seemed to give him a document or something. After he got it, his whole body was in a bad mood, and he played directly in his room ***.If I hadn't happened to have something to do with him that day, this kid would probably be gone.

Since that time, he has become more and more vicious in his actions, and he has become more and more critical of me.Now Laobai has arranged us together again, and Wu Shang reads as a foreign aid writing partner. When I knew it, I was really surprised. Require.

At that time, I asked Lao Bai, what bargaining chips did he use to persuade the witch merchants.Lao Bai's reaction was very interesting, he gave me a flat look, and then asked me to guess.

Therefore, those who are close to ink are black, and Fu Baixue will also become eccentric after hanging out with witch merchants for a long time.

I came to the witch merchant this time mainly because of the task Fu Baixue gave me.In the past two years, we have recruited a large number of superpowers in the northern region, formed an army to expand our forces, and integrated the information department and analysis department to form a separate intelligence department.

A while ago, there was a news from the intelligence department, saying that some dignitaries from Nandu united with the remnants of the Wu family that we killed and planned something secretly.

Our intelligence personnel inserted in the south monitored that they were in contact, but because the level was too low, they could not know the specific content.

Speaking of those people in Nandu, they are really annoying.

As I said before, Yanbei used to be an imperial city, an economic and political hub.Before the country was broken, many well-connected dignitaries had already gotten wind of it and went south one after another.At that time, the northern area of ​​the Eighth District was almost completely occupied, and the war continued, but the south was still singing and dancing, like heaven and earth.

But resources are always limited, and the cake is only that big. It didn't take long for the South to fight internally, and the warlords in various places were separated, which was not much better than the North.

Seeing that Yanbei was up again, the group of people were ready to move, wanting to come back to pick peaches.It was only last year that we chopped off the two longest claws, but now it's coming again, and we have united with the remnants of the Wu family. It's really annoying.

Speaking of which, the development of the Self-Defense Force is so good now, thanks to the good and filial son of the Wu family.

That was more than two years ago, when the witch merchants were less than thirteen.

In order to swallow the Wu family, he made several plans, and then became our inner ghost, setting his father a trap.We just cooperated with the inside and the outside, and gradually ate away the people, wealth, food, land, weapons, technology... all under the name of the Wu family.

At that time, the witch merchants wanted to kill them all.At that time, I felt that he was in a very excited state, but his expression was still indifferent, with only a pair of bottomless black eyes shining particularly brightly.When he came out of his father's bedroom, he found an extra delicate dagger in his hand, and then went directly to the room where his father was locked.

Originally, I was counting my belongings, and seeing his condition, I was a little worried, so I followed him.As soon as he opened the door, he saw that he had tied the person in charge of the Wu family to a chair, and was slowly taking people off piece by piece, and throwing them into a small pot on the side - he regarded his father as a fish, And eat it alive! ?

"Don't you like to eat people? Is the mother delicious? Is the servant delicious? Come, eat—"

—I can probably remember that scene for the rest of my life.

In the bloody room, he squeezed open his biological father's mouth, and directly poured the hot soup from the small pot into the other's mouth.No wonder I didn't hear him scream just now, it turned out that his throat had been scalded long ago.

Rao, I watched too many big scenes, and that scene that day was enough to make my hair stand on end.

I pulled him away and asked sharply, "What are you doing!?"

The witch merchant looked up at me, innocently and obediently said: "... I am feeding."

At that moment, I felt that this child was really distressed. I squeezed my temples, and I pointed to the man who had passed out and was not far from death: "I don't want to say that he is your biological father. I just want to ask, why did you Treat him like this? Because you want to avenge your mother?"

I knew from the previous conversation that this man likes to eat people alive, and even ate the mother of the witch merchant.If it's for this reason, it's not incomprehensible, it's just—

I looked at the witch merchant whose expression remained unchanged, and felt that this didn't look like a big revenge.

Sure enough, the witch merchant's answer made my blood pressure rise immediately: "Actually, I don't remember much about my mother anymore."

I:"………………"

Shaman: "But it's very unpleasant, do you understand? It's like seeing a disgusting and annoying bug. Some people will choose to trample the bug to death, but I will tear off all the legs of the bug first, and then poke it with a branch. Pierce its belly and let it die struggling."

His description is abstract, but I still get it.The witch merchant didn't get the pleasure of revenge or torturing others from this behavior, he just felt that his father deserved this end, so he did it.

What a terrible child, he neither hates nor rejects the stimulation of killing and death, it seems like he has no heart.

No, not right.

I suddenly recalled it and looked at him probingly. If this is the case, why was he so excited when he went to see his father with a dagger just now?

I thought so and asked directly, Wu Shang was stunned for a moment, and his whole body instantly came to life, the calm expression like a ghost doll and mask just now melted away, replaced by a guilty expression.

His eyes wandered for a moment, not daring to look at me.

I:"?"

This guilty expression is so familiar, it seems that when I caught him just now, he also looked like this well-behaved.

He unconsciously rubbed the ground with his toes, feeling a subtle sense of embarrassment: "Because when the teacher took me away, I promised him that I couldn't kill this man with my own hands."

Well, good job.I nodded secretly: "So you breached the contract."

"But I also often stay up late and play games secretly without telling the teacher! Isn't the stimulation of doing bad things under the eyes of the parents here!"

He yelled like a real normal little boy.

I:"……"

It turned out that the reason for his excitement was not that he did such a thing, but that he violated the teacher's agreement.I didn't know where to complain right away.It's outrageous for him to equate killing his biological father with staying up late and playing games.Even more outrageous than his bug analogy!

He's still quibbling—whatever he's quibbling to me, and I'm not his: "And I'm not doing anything at all, I'm just feeding him! Is there a problem with my son serving my father? Of course it's not a problem!"

I was laughed angrily.

"The point is not that at all! Even if he deserves to be hacked into pieces, you shouldn't be the one who did it! I have always refused to let you be a foreign aid, what is the reason for refusing to look for you for everything, do you know? clear!?"

The witch merchant was stunned suddenly, the exaggerated expression on his face subsided, he looked a little at a loss, and subconsciously took a step back: "Don't say—"

"Because you are still a child! You are only four years older than Zhaoyao, neither you nor him should be overly involved in this kind of thing, let alone that person is your father!"

I have been displeased with witch merchants for a long time, so I simply scolded them once and for all: "Relying on your own good mind all day long, you take advantage of others without authorization, don't you feel very proud? But human hearts are consumables, you know Is it not just others, but yourself too! Even if you don’t feel it, but doing this kind of thing, you are wearing out your own mind! Do you want to lose your feelings for foreign objects and spend your life numbly?”

I was finally relieved after a lecture, but the witch merchant didn't.

I was already ready for this little brat with high self-esteem to walk away and cut off contact with me from then on, but I didn't expect him to just pursed his lips, turned his head and didn't speak.

...What, he is acting like this, as if I bullied him.

I said impatiently: "Speak up, kid, don't you have a sharp mouth."

"..." His excitement just now was gone, the witch merchant turned his head away and refused to look at me, and then said softly after a long time, "I never take pleasure in playing with people's hearts—in my opinion, they are really stupid and stupid." Stupid, I was just telling the truth."

My anger was extinguished strangely, and I waited silently for him to finish speaking.

The witch merchant seems to be particularly bad at expressing himself. He twisted his beautifully shaped eyebrows and was bored for a long time like a gourd. Then under my urging eyes, he reluctantly added: "And, if you want to You value me, showing value is a must."

After finishing speaking, he seemed to feel extremely ashamed, turned his back to me in anger, and refused to talk to me no matter what I said.

At this time, I finally felt that apart from mentioning his teacher, the "human" part of Wu Shang.

In fact, I felt quite elated at the time, and I really wanted to say something to him: Didn’t I swear at the beginning that I would never do anything for the Self-Defense Forces?How has it changed now?

But after all, I am a kind person, so I refrained from saying anything.

At that time, I thought that the little ghost would leave directly when he saw that he couldn't kill his biological father.Unexpectedly, he stood there awkwardly with his back to me, like a pillar, as if waiting for me to finish work and go out together.

I woke up the witch merchant's father, and after asking all the necessary questions clearly, I smiled and teased the witch merchant: "Do you still want to kill him yourself?"

The witch merchant finally turned around and gave me some attention.He curled his lips, like a child who not only didn't eat candy, but was also scolded: "...I'll leave it to you."

After I ordered the witch merchant not to look back, I wiped off the man's neck at random, raised my sleeves to cover the child's eyes, and led him out like this, even though he was responsible for most of the tragedies inside.

This is the former home of the witch merchant, an elegant and old-fashioned house.

I led him down the long, dark corridor.It is rare for the witch merchant to let me lead me obediently, the half of his face not covered by the sleeve robe is neither happy nor sad, like a beautiful puppet doll.

What was the witch merchant thinking at this time?Are you thinking about his biological father, his childhood, or the teacher he loves deeply?

In any case, the past is over, and I have a rare kindness and decided to help him divert his thoughts.

After thinking about it, he corrected his sentence: "If you do these things to show your value, then you don't have to do these things anymore. We value you enough and understand your value enough."

"..."

"Yanbei is a good place. There are not many wars now. Bands, dramas, cross talks, and troupes are slowly emerging again. The capital you have now is enough for you to build a comfortable big house and wake up listening to birdsong every day. If you have nothing to do, just watch the show and listen to the music, and when we finish the school, you can still experience the campus life..."

I imagined that scene, and I couldn't help but smile on the corner of my lips: "In short, don't get blood at will in the future. That's not what a good child should do."

The hand that I held was tightly held by the witch merchant, and he gently and tentatively held one of my fingers back.

I was shocked.It was as if a stone was suddenly dropped on a calm lake. Although it did not cause a big splash, it was enough to cause ripples.

Like a person who fell into the abyss and caught the spider thread hanging from the cliff, he asked me with a faint hope: "You really don't know the teacher? He...you said almost exactly the same thing. After we decided to escape During the witch family."

I tried my best to flip through my not-so-rich memories, regretfully saying: "...I really don't know."

His hopes and fears were so obvious—he hoped that my answer would be yes, and he was afraid that I would say the opposite—even I, who was always hard-hearted, couldn't bear it.

"...That's it."

Like a candle that was struggling and flickering in the cold night, it finally went out with a "poof" due to the wind and snow.

The boy gently broke away from my hand.

Don't mention the gossip, let's talk about the present.

Because the impression of this incident was too deep, I was particularly sensitive to the Wu family. After learning that they were involved in this incident, I immediately regretted not killing the other party.

The stinky witch merchant was still sitting next to him, sneering and sarcastic: "I said at that time that weeds must be cut by the roots."

"I don't even look at who I am for! It's the south and not Yanbei. If you really kill people, what do you do? Do you want to hide in Yanbei for the rest of your life?"

I immediately snapped back.

"..."

The witch merchant pursed his lips, turned his head, and stopped talking.

The older this kid is, the more he likes to use this trick. Every time he says he can't beat me, he turns his head away and shuts himself up.It just happened to be like a bitch again, after shutting himself up, he wanted to come over to recruit me again, and he never said anything nice.

I flicked Zhaoyao's medical examination form: "It doesn't matter, let's go on a business trip and finish it as soon as possible. When I'm done, I will formally adopt Zhaoyao when I come back."

The witch merchant took a sip of tea and sprayed it out.His voice raised an octave: "You really want to adopt Zhaoyao?"

I avoided his tea in disgust, and said slowly: "How strange, I'm not too young, it's not an exaggeration to want to raise a younger brother at home."

"..."

He stared at me incredulously, his peach blossom eyes were moist.

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