About my dream of being their mother

I gave birth to a stillborn baby.

A stillbirth.

Stillborn.

The child's body is dry, as if there is no skin, as if there is no flesh and blood.

When born it dies.

Seimei Abe knelt down beside me.

Two-faced Su Nuo hugged the stillborn child.

They were silent.

Nothing was said.

This.

Is.

Stillborn.

"Sakura——!"

The last thing that caught my eye was the figure of two people rushing towards me.

I fainted.

Had a serious illness.

how to say.

I really never thought that I would give birth to a stillborn baby. I knew it from the time it was still in my arms. This child was feeding me with its own strength and my mother who was physically disabled.

[I killed him. 】

When I think of such things, I feel very sad inside.

want to cry.

But no no no.

I still have my kids.

Don't look at the two-faced Su Nuo as powerful, but actually very fragile.

His heart is very lonely.

He has no friends.

There is no one who has played with him since he was a child and can talk to him when he grows up.

It was just me and Seimei Abe around.

He's going to hide by our side like a stray dog.

this is not good.

That does not work.

Wild animals cannot be raised in greenhouses.

Two-faced Su Nuo is a beast, not a rabbit.

so.

I should be now.

"What's the matter, Yingzi?" Liangmian Su Nuo knelt on the ground, and wiped the leftover cake residue from my mouth with his fingers.

I suddenly feel sick.

Seeing my expression, the two-faced Su Nuo immediately took out a basin and put it down in front of me.

Ahh... I'm taking it too far.

I have gone too far beyond words.

How can I put it...

"Su Nuo." I spoke, and I expressed my thoughts.

"Go ahead and do what you want."

Amazing.

"I'm dying."

I am fully aware of all this.

In Sinapes, where the Winged Men are, my brother is the master of Sinapes--called Lord of the Sky, with six pairs of wings.

but me.

No wings.

Just a scrap.

So every time I dream, there will be more or less adverse reactions.

And the child in my stomach before, he used his life to feed me, let me feel the ups and downs, let me feel the appearance of the surrounding.

And he died when he was born.

I gave birth to a stillborn baby.

This stillbirth protected me.

But now, I clearly feel that life is about to die, the soul will return to Synaps again, and life will enter the next dream again.

just.

"I'm a little worried about Su Nuo."

"..." Su Nuo on both sides fell silent, and suddenly approached me.

touch my face.

look into my eyes.

His warm breath sprinkled on my face, his breath sprayed on my face, and he rubbed my cheeks and skin with his fingertips over and over again.

The rough fingertips show the hard work of the other party.

"..."

"I can't worry about myself either."

"So, you have to worry about it all the time."

Miraculously, at this moment, I understood what Su Nuo meant.

I understood what he was talking about.

I realized that his fiery heartbeat was beating for me.

"...It's okay." I took his hand and comforted him, "It's okay."

"no."

My child frowned and sighed.

"..."

"What's wrong, Su Nuo?"

"Ah, I wonder if there is such a thing as a time machine."

"Yes."

"...?!"

"As long as Su Nuo studies hard, it is possible to create it."

I frowned, the memory in my head was so chaotic.

"It seems to be... well... when your speed exceeds the speed of light, you can theoretically go back in time."

Two-faced Su Nuo once again showed a strange expression.

He hesitated to speak, wanted to say something but didn't say it.

Finally, he asked a strange question.

"Sakurako believes that in the future, what is the fate of monsters and curses."

"Probably because there are fewer monsters and more curses."

"After all, I will believe in science in the future...but because of this, there will be more resentment between people..."

Su Nuo on both sides suddenly chuckled.

Before us again appeared the black, pitch-black curse.

Both of our names are displayed on the black lacquer.

【Nuo on both sides】

【Su Nuo Sakura】

"I'll come to you," he said. "If you can, keep worrying about me."

A child who is not sensible.

Can't you let me stop worrying?

He insisted on doing this, and I had no choice but to watch him return to a state of vitality with a tired mind.

"I want to take Yingzi to a place." He said, "That place is far away, does Yingzi want to go?"

"Where to go?"

"Tokyo."

"?"

What is this place.

I have absolutely no idea of ​​such a place.

Seeing my bewildered expression, the two-faced Su Nuo also showed some arrogant smiles, "Yako will like it, that place."

"Then."

"We can bury stillborn babies there."

(Why does it have to be Tokyo?)

I instinctively felt something was wrong, but I didn't say anything, didn't ask, and didn't have any objections.

"Okay, let's go then."

*

【"Okay, let's go then."】

Su Nuo on both sides can still remember that extremely beautiful smile.

This smile almost made him unable to control the madness in his heart.

This smile is like the most terrible spell.

It strengthened his idea of ​​taking the other party to Tokyo.

After Sakurako dies, he will be sealed in Tokyo.

then.

He will bind each other.

In any case, the opponent's soul cannot escape from his surroundings.

(Wait a minute...if Sakurako dies and is reborn, then they don't belong to mother and child.)

(This is not counting the content that Jinjiang cannot write...?)

In short, the two-faced Su Nuo thought a lot, and finally turned into a vague sigh.

So be it.

That's fine.

That would be great.

His life is really very happy, really very happy.

There is nothing left to pursue.

if so,

Maybe it's something like love, right?

"I suddenly remembered."

Yingzi was packing her luggage - it was unnecessary, and she was going to refuse it.

It's just a little distance, so you don't need to pack too many things.

But the other party didn't listen.

"The clothes I made for Su Nuo before are ready."

This is a kimono.

It is embroidered with... big red flowers.

big Red flower.

(This thing really looks like it was worn by grandparents in their seventies and eighties to dance in the square.)

The key is that the big red flower is so bright that it makes the temples of the two-faced Su Nuo bulge.

"Don't you like it?" Yingzi was full of frustration.

"No, I like it."

God knows how he gritted his teeth and said I like these three words.

day.

It's just horrible.

Just... when he didn't respond at all, he actually put on the big red flower kimono.

"Come on, bow your head."

Yingzi giggled, and hung the big red scarf around the neck of Liangsu Nuo.

(I really never want to see red again.)

Perhaps it was because the resentment was too serious, which actually made Yingzi show a hesitant look, "...if you don't like it, you can embroider it again..."

"No...no..."

After he finished speaking stiffly, he stroked the big red flower on the upper kimono with his fingers, and asked with difficulty, "What kind of flower is this?"

His voice was bitter, and when he heard the answer from the other party, his heart was broken.

"It's the Bana flower."

Two-faced Su Nuo lowered his head, looked at the big red flowers in despair, and fell into deep thought.

(I can embroider Bianhua flowers into big red flowers like peonies... Yingzi is really amazing...)

"I'm sorry... because this is the first time I embroider." Yingzi showed a guilty look, "I also asked the embroiderer for advice, but in the end I embroidered like this...it doesn't look good...I have long You should know, Abe Seimei must be coaxing me to say it looks good..."

"No." Two-faced Su Nuo didn't know how to say this, "It's very beautiful."

After finishing speaking, he nodded sincerely to show his sincerity.

"Really, it's very beautiful."

"Just look good." Yingzi breathed a sigh of relief, "Before Abe Seimei asked me to embroider one for him, but I thought it was too troublesome, so I refused... I thought that if you didn't like it, I would throw it to him..."

Two-faced Nuo: "..."

What is this entangled thought...

On the one hand, Liangmian Sunuo really wanted to see Abe Seimei wearing a big red flower to attend the onmyoji gathering, but on the other hand, Liangmian Sunuo felt that it was made by his mother, so naturally he couldn't take advantage of that bastard.

and so.

"Sakura." Two-faced Su Nuo was very serious, "I also think this pattern is very beautiful, but it is not thorough enough, so I can take it to the embroiderers and let them embroider more shocking—"

He twitched the corners of his mouth and pulled out a slightly arrogant smile.

"To Abe Seimei?"

"Yes, yes...but you want to take me to Tokyo...?"

"...That's not in a hurry."

"Okay."

There is really no rush to go to Tokyo, as long as Sakurako can still move.

That stillbirth doesn't matter.

It's dead anyway.

Can't be your own sibling.

Only oneself can monopolize this kind of love.

Only you can have the best love in the world.

The sense of guilt that was full of heart was completely wiped out after the vague illusion that Yingzi would not really die.

In the past, the two-faced Su Nuo didn't like to use intrigues and tricks - he valued upright people more, but now, he felt that he could change his mind a little.

【I want that great Onmyoji to die. 】

With such an idea, with such an ulterior motive.

Nuo on both sides.

Looking at the scarlet kimono on his body, the scarlet kimono that fits extremely well, he opened up his own field presumptuously.

【Fu Mo Royal Cook】

——How wonderful it would be if Sakurako could die in her own domain.

The author has something to say: I feel that this cover is so magical hhhc

I don't know if this Rolls will take the W or not. If I do, I'll go make an appointment with the heroine.

This is not the heroine is not the heroine! !

女主的话吧眼睛和头发变全黑就是了w感谢在2021-09-1522:32:20~2021-09-1721:53:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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