Chase the train

Many years later, Lin Yousheng can still remember that day, he left that city without any preparation, without leaving any way out.

When squatting on the top of the wall, she said to Long Ye below, "Forget about the past and move forward."

I hope that when we meet again, we will be in another place, and each will have a better life.

This is not the first time Lin Yousheng has come to Hangzhou. Last time, she was the prospective eldest lady of the Gu family, she was glamorous, and she was like a fish in water in the hard-won Vanity Fair. Now, she was wearing a school uniform that did not belong to this city, and she was burning with anxiety in a taxi .Without Linglong's thoughts, she didn't care about the prosperity in front of her eyes, and only wanted to see that person who met by chance but disturbed a pool of spring water.

Xie Qingqiao's face was very colorful when he saw her, "Why are you so capable, skipped classes, climbed over the wall, and came here without saying hello, do you know what I was scolded by your head teacher?" Yes, the secretary came in suddenly and told her that a person who claimed to be her child's head teacher had called more than a dozen times in a row. As soon as she answered it, she was scolded all over her head and face. Xie Qingqiao grew up so big that everyone gave way to her when she was at home. When she was in school, she was a good student every year. When she grows up, she has a smooth journey in business. It is the first time she has been trained like this. The key is that she opened her mouth and couldn't say a word of rebuttal. She even apologized and said it was her own. Wrong, it's because I can't teach well, so I must discipline well in the future.It's a pity that she, Xie Qingqiao, had a clear name all her life, so she fell on a little girl Pianzi like this.

"It looks like a very smart person, how can he be so impulsive?"

"Haven't you ever been impulsive for someone? Haven't you done anything stupid?"

"Hey you..." Looking at her red eyes, she still couldn't say anything, "I'll see Song Shi later, control my emotions and don't irritate her."

Lin Yousheng followed her into the villa area, the closer she got, the more nervous she became.

Song Shihe didn't like the hospital, so Xie Qingqiao didn't let her stay in the hospital, but lived in their guest room. Ji Yan seldom went out recently, so he stayed with her at home, read books and chatted, and occasionally could get some love from her. Find some inspiration, from this point of view, Xie Qingqiao still hopes that Lin Yousheng will come soon, and hope that his wife can spend less time.

The living room is well lit and decorated in a retro style. Ji Yan is wearing a plain cheongsam and sitting on the sofa reading a book. It feels like the time is quiet. Just looking at it is pleasing to the eye.Xie Qingqiao walked up, bowed her head and kissed her, before asking: "Song Shi is asleep?"

At that moment, a strange warm current flashed in Lin Yousheng's heart.Xie Qingqiao and Ji Yan, they are like an ordinary couple, a pair of parents worried about their sick child.She had never experienced a normal family relationship, but at this moment, she felt that she felt that kind of harmonious atmosphere and ordinary love, which made her particularly yearn for.

If possible, she would also like to have such a home.

"Don't see evil, don't you know?" Xie Qingqiao's words brought her back to her senses.

"Oh...I'm sorry." For some reason, compared to Xie Qingqiao's jokes, it was Ji Yan's quiet smile that made her face feel hot.

"It's okay." Ji Yan pointed to the guest room upstairs, "She was sleeping on it, and she just fell asleep, you can wait for her here, or go to the room, it doesn't matter."

"I... go to the room." She wanted to see Song Shi, and didn't want to wait for a moment.

The moment Lin Yousheng opened the door, Lin Yousheng seemed to be blind. It was too dark here, the bed curtains were tightly closed, and there was no additional lighting.She slowed down a bit, and then went in after her eyes got used to it. The room was quite big, with a desk near the window and a bed in the center of the room. Lin Yousheng walked over and sat by the bed.

The air conditioner was turned on very low, and the person on the bed was covered with a quilt. Perhaps the quilt was too fluffy, so the bulge was not obvious enough, and it was hard to tell that there was a person close to 1.7 meters tall sleeping inside.

Lin Yousheng held his breath and listened to the light breathing for a while, took off his coat and lay down, hugged the person through the quilt.

Song Shi's sleep was very light, this little movement was enough to wake her up, she asked "who", the tone was more like confirming something, and even stretched out her arms eagerly.

"It's me." Lin Yousheng adjusted his tone, rubbing her arms coquettishly, "Are there any surprises?"

The person in his arms sat up, and the next second, the bedside lamp came on, Lin Yousheng blocked his eyes, and before he could open his eyes to see, he was hugged tightly in his arms.

"Aren't you in class?"

"Don't you miss me?"

They hugged quietly, Lin Yousheng's hand touched her from the back of her neck to her waist, and the more they touched her, the more frightened she became, "How much weight have you lost?"

"It will be fine." Song Shi said.

Hearing these words, Lin Yousheng felt as if a knife had been pierced into his heart. "Did you eat well?"

"...It will be delicious." Her tone was like a child who did something wrong, Lin Yousheng was soft-hearted, and couldn't say anything to blame.

"Are you still sleepy? Do you still want to sleep?"

"I won't sleep anymore." She is always sleeping these days, and she can fall asleep at any time, but the quality is very poor. Spirit. "Stay with me for a while."

Lin Yousheng responded with a good sentence, and as soon as the words fell, he felt the hands around his body loosen, and someone stabilized his lips.

This kiss was not as gentle as the previous few times, it was full of aggressiveness, as if it wanted to swallow her whole, Lin Yousheng was a little bit overwhelmed, and lay back on the bed, his mind gradually became confused, but it was still at the last moment He held down the hand that got into the hem of his clothes.

"Song Shi... wait."

Zhenglue's movements stopped, but the arms of the person on her body tightened, and Lin Yousheng was suffocated by the hoop. She put her hands behind Song Shi's back to comfort her gently, waiting for her to calm down.

Song Shi buried his head in her neck, "I'm sorry..."

That tone seemed to attribute all the faults to herself, Lin Yousheng felt very sad, she patted Song Shi on the back, and said in a resentful tone, "He is not yet an adult..."

The pretentious tone instantly brought Song Shi back to reality, she let go of her hand and sat up.

Lin Yousheng resisted rubbing the still pain in his waist, got up and shrank into Song Shi's arms, "Why do you apologize?"

Song Shi looked down at her, and the confused mind settled down in her eyes, "If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be running around like this. I don't want you to worry, but I... can't help it. I don't know what I'm afraid of , I just feel uneasy. The doctor said that my illness is not as serious as I thought, but I can’t convince myself that everything will return to the original point..." I always feel that everything I have now is just a big dream, wake up When she came, she still had nothing, no Xie Qingqiao and Ji Yan who were like family members, and no Lin Yousheng who had a similar heart, she was still that Song Shi who was just waiting to die in the small house.

She lowered her head and said softly, "Lin Yousheng, are you really here?"

The room was quiet for a while, Lin Yousheng sat up, held her face in his hands and let her look at him: "Didn't you just make sure? Don't you believe me?"

Song Shi looked at her, and Lin Yousheng had never seen such a sense of vulnerability in those eyes, which made her feel that this person's belief was being completely shattered, but the process of rebuilding was so difficult.She raised Song Shi's hand, bit her index fingertip, and used all her strength, leaving a deep red mark on the skin when she let go.

"now what?"

"Yeah." Song Shihong hugged her shoulder with eyes red, "It hurts so much."

"……Fool."

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The last update of 2021 and the first update of 2022, let’s treat it as a New Year’s Eve gift. Together with Song Shilin Yousheng, I wish you all a happy new year and all the best!