far and near

The word "aesthetic" was etched into Yu Ren's mind when he was in the fourth grade of elementary school. At that time, his parents were arguing all day long. Yu Xiaomin used the skill of reprimanding patients in the obstetrics and gynecology department for many years, and scolded Ren Songhong: "You shit soul, you Bullshit aesthetics, just look at the generous face with pea eyes, bulbous nose and round sky, and the bones are more skinny than you."

Later, thinking about the woman who hummed in the bedroom that day, Yu Ren only remembered her pig liver face on her bare shoulders, her eyes were much bigger than peas, and her nose couldn't tell whether it was garlic or grass. The woman opened her nostrils and mouth in horror, said "Ah—" and beat Ren Songhong's shoulder desperately to make him look back at Yu Ren.

Not beautiful at all.Yu Ren felt that his mother was right in scolding.

When she was invited by Bai Maosheng to attend her offline party on weekends, and sat in the Internet cafe after paying ten yuan as a deposit, she found that Bai Maosheng had been paying attention to the yellow-haired girl on the right who had already been seated.Under the high ponytail, there are dull eyebrows and eyes, slightly blue complexion, and high cheekbones. Gu Yu Renshi seemed to sneer, "It looks like a good student." Then he flicked ashes into the ashtray and said nothing up.

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That smile was so cold in Yu Ren's bones, it was not beautiful at all.Bai Maosheng is also a bullshit aesthetic.

Bai Maosheng bought Sprite for the tablemate and the sister next door, but there was not enough money left, so she didn't drink it herself.Then hang up the earphones, showing the right ear and talking to the sister on the right, "Or stand-alone?"

Yu Ren was just thrown aside by her for half an hour.The school has computer classes, and Yu Ren only learns how to turn on and off the computer, how to use a browser and type.She stared at the browser for a while, facing the dense blue headlines of the news, clicking randomly.Seemingly boring, she opened the movie on the desktop and picked a Detective Conan series to watch.

Only then did Bai Maosheng look at what Yu Ren was doing, seeing her staring at the screen and concentrating on Conan, he continued to turn his head to talk to Sister Huang Mao.Mostly she asked and answered by herself, Huangmao answered her with an "um" when she was free, and played games and chatted with people on the screen when she was not free.

Accustomed to being surrounded by flowers and plants, Bai Maosheng didn't care about this cold reception, so he simply left his game and leaned on the handrail to appreciate Huang Mao's sister's skillful skills.

Yu Ren saw No. for 40 minutes, took off the earphones and stared at the back of Bai Maosheng's head, she called, "Bai Maosheng?"

Rabbit was unmoved.

After shouting twice more, Bai Maosheng realized it. He turned around and asked Yu Ren with a smile, "Huh? You want to play games? Shall I teach you?"

Yu Ren put the unopened Sprite in front of her desk, pushed away the keyboard and stood up, "Go ahead and play, I'm going home for class."

"You still have classes during the summer vacation?" Bai Maosheng was puzzled.

"Yes, my mother also hired a tutor for me during the summer vacation, and the teacher will come home in half an hour." Yu Ren didn't greet Sister Huang Mao, but looked into Bai Maosheng's eyes, "If you want to come out to play games in the future, don't pull me Already." She knew that this was Bai Maosheng's excuse to his family.After meeting Yu Ren several times, Bai Maosheng's mother, Zhao Lan, has no problem with her daughter playing with Yu Rencouu, and often gives her daughter extra pocket money, "Two of us go to McDonald's."

It's fine if she's a fairy who doesn't eat melon seeds, but she turns out to be a little bastard who doesn't study well.Yu Ren, who already possessed the preliminary aesthetic ability, was filled with anger and hatred for Bai Maosheng's vision.Yu Ren sat by the curb under the sun and waited until his face was red and hot before returning home.

There is no tutor at all, and her make-up teacher has returned to her hometown after summer vacation.When Yu Ren is at home, he mostly does homework or reads books and watches TV. He has watched Huanzhugege for the fourth time, and the TV station is still tirelessly replaying it.Mother said that she would send herself to Yuzhuang to accompany her grandparents after finishing all her homework for the summer vacation. Yu Ren, who missed his grandparents, was inspired to catch up with his homework.Today, however, she left the algebra materials behind and was called out by Bai Maosheng. She also had to change the car to knock on the door of her house, and asked in a play, "Auntie, is Bai Maosheng at home?"

After returning home, Yu Ren opened the algebra paper and continued to do the questions. After drawing two strokes, he suddenly cried sadly.After crying, she washed her face, sat down at the desk again, and encouraged herself: "I'm not a little ruffian like Huang Mao, I'm Yu Ren, an outstanding student leader." Yu Ren's final grades remained in the top two of the grade, and the head teacher was as expected She was awarded the honor of the only school outstanding cadre and three good students in the class.

That day Yu Ren worked hard to finish half of the set of papers, and the next day he continued to work hard to finish the other half.When she had nothing to do, she went to the bookstore and bought a set of teaching aids for the second grade of junior high school, which started her good habit of self-study one school year in advance.

When he returned to Yuzhuang, Yu Ren was no longer an ignorant primary school student, but a middle school student who had lost his love once.She only went out once, and she had the courage to go to the cemetery in the back mountain to see Yu Juan.When I came back, I sat in the small yard of my grandparents and fed the goldfish, and I didn't bother to pay attention to the beatings and scolding from the neighbor's diagonally opposite.

Grandma said that Kaiming's family across the street gave birth to a son, so Yu Jin's time to go to elementary school was pushed back and forth.When Yu Zhuang couldn't hold his head up when he was named by the Pujiu working group, Yu Wenzhao finally kicked open the opposite door and dragged the child into the school.

Yu Kaiming and his wife couldn't vent their anger to the old branch secretary, so Yu Jin became the only punching bag in the family.Yu Ren called Yu Jin several times when he came back this time, "Come to my house to play and do homework together?" Maybe the year of separation made the two of them strangers, maybe Yu Jin was afraid of being beaten, she would rather stay at home and guard the girl everywhere. climbing brother.

The couple Hu Zefen and Yu Wenzhao also noticed the big change in Yu Ren. Apart from working hard on the problems, the child was reading novels locally.Grandpa was still worried, so he sneaked a look at the title of the book, only to be relieved when he found that it was written in "serious" words.He was secretly happy: since Wenquxing came to his house for the first time, the second time is coming soon.

Zhunwen song star Yu Ren was biting a popsicle and reading Dostoevsky one day in early August, his eyes fell on "a raging fire suddenly ignited on the altar of love, burning the hearts of two unfortunate victims" At this point, she muttered, "shit." She didn't start a fire, she was soaked by a bucket of cold water.

But, is that love? The 14-year-old Yu Ren was a little ashamed to ask himself this question, so he skipped this thought and glanced behind him.

At this time, grandma Hu Zefen called from outside, "Caicai, I have your call."

"Is it my mother?" Yu Ren stepped on the slippers and came to the outer hall, and answered the phone without waiting for grandma to answer, "Mom?"

"It's not mom—it's wow—" It was Bai Maosheng's voice, she twitched on the other end of the phone, but she started speaking in a coherent way, "Yu Ren, your mother gave me this number, I...she..." Yu Ren Ren was stunned, and then remembered the yellow-haired sister who had been compared many times in her heart, "Huh? What's the matter? Bai Maosheng, please speak slowly." Yu Ren's mood unexpectedly relaxed, and he spoke in the tone of an outstanding student sister. Bai Maosheng, who was half a year older than himself, enlightened, "Wipe your tears first, what happened?"

Bai Maosheng said that Sister Huang Mao borrowed money from her, and she borrowed 200 yuan back and forth, and this time she asked for another [-] yuan, saying that she was going out to find a boyfriend.

Yu Ren couldn't figure out whether Bai Maosheng was crying for money or because of Huang Mao's sister going to Beijing to find a boyfriend, but finally figured out that Bai Maosheng was crying because the raging fire of love was extinguished, "She said I was disgusting..."

This is not being extinguished, but being pulled from the bottom of the pot, and then trampled on all sparks maliciously.Yu Ren listened for half an hour, seeing that grandma's expression was not right, she calmed down, and enlightened Bai Maosheng in the tone of an outstanding student cadre, "Then have you been cheated of money?"

Bai Maosheng said where do I have money?The 200 yuan was stuffed secretly by the master, and I hadn't warmed it up yet.

"That's good." Yu Ren said, "You see, we haven't been cheated out of money and sex, our Bai Maosheng is still Linshuang Aoxue Yizhimei. Then let me ask you again, what do you like about her?"

Bai Maosheng said that she was not like others, she always ignored herself, the more she was like this, the more curious she became, and she wanted to play with her.She is very good at playing games, and she can also play the erhu. Don't you think she is very beautiful?Does the face look like Jinsuo?

Yu Ren was young, and it was the first time she experienced what "heart blockage" is. She grabbed a glass of water and drank it all in one go, "Bai Maosheng, you're blind, do you know that? Your aesthetic ability is basically zero. She's pretty ass , Her complexion shows that her liver is not good! She often stays up late. How do I know? My mother is a doctor!"

"You know a shitty love, you just get curious when you ignore it, that's playing hard to get! How do I know? I've read more books than you have sung in plays." Yu Ren looked like his mother, Yu Xiaomin, when she scolded Ren Songhong. , Hu Zefen pushed the reading glasses, looked up suspiciously from the dried beans sifted on her knees, and glanced at her quasi-Wenquxing.

Bai Maosheng at the other end was stunned by the scolding, and it took him a long time to say, "You...don't scold her." But it was obvious that the effect was good, she stopped twitching, and her tears dried up.

Yu Ren finally hit the point, "Listen to me, you are not disgusting at all. You are a little rabbit who dares to love and hate," Yu Ren's tone subconsciously softened. She didn't understand why sister Huangmao wanted to Speaking of Bai Maosheng in this way, in Yu Ren's heart, Bai Maosheng's liking is clean and free of distracting thoughts.If it's just because of her gender, "It's too superficial, superficial, you know Bai Maosheng. Don't cry for her. No matter how you choose her, you can pick someone who is cuter and deeper than her among your sisters and brothers."

Bai Maosheng was frightened by Yu Ren's tirade, and wiped his nose, "Yu Ren, why do you want to be deep, and how do you know so much? How do you say so many dirty words? You never talk like that in class .”

"I'm a bystander. Besides, in my hometown Yuzhuang, who speaks without dirty words?" Yu Ren was also relieved to hear that Bai Maosheng seemed to have stepped off the altar of love.Bai Maosheng's next sentence almost ignited her empty pot, "Yu Ren, I don't think anyone understands me better than you. It's good to know you. You will be the person I will love all my life.

"Thank you, I'm much better. Oh, when you come back, let me copy your summer homework."

Yu Ren didn't hear the words clearly, and was softened by the girl's words "I will love you all my life", and she blushed, "Bai Maosheng, you have to learn to do the questions yourself, you can't keep copying mine, I can't do it for you High school entrance examination."

"Oh, it's enough for me to get a score of [-] in the high school entrance examination. I will definitely go to the opera school. I will continue to sing opera with the master." Bai Maosheng's plan made Yu Ren see the difference early - she went to the opera school and went by herself Go to high school.

Yu Ren hung up the phone and sat in the outer hall for an unknown period of time. She shook her head when she met grandma's thoughtful gaze, "Grandma, my classmate is worried."