far and near

Last night, I chatted with Yuan Liu until after two o'clock at night before going to take a shower, wearing a girl's T-shirt and shorts, while Yuan Liu slipped into her bed wearing shorts and suspenders.Just as Yu Ren was about to tell you to go to that bed, Yuan Liu put his arms around Yu Ren, "Go to sleep."

Perhaps influenced by Yuan Liu who fell asleep so fast, Yu Ren could no longer care about worry and shyness, and she fell into a rare and deep sleep.When Yuan Liu woke up in the morning, she was still lying on her neck, her leg pressed against her calf, Yu Ren pinched her nose, "Are you up?"

Yuan Liu committed the crime while sleeping, and stuck closer to Yu Ren, but her heartbeat revealed her sobriety, and when she couldn't pretend anymore, she opened her eyes and smiled, "Morning."

Yu Ren asked her, "Where did you learn to be such a rascal?"

Yuan Liu said that he learned from the extensive and profound Chinese culture. For example, water is hard to recover, a tree is a boat, and a meal is a cooker... We should not only understand the literal meaning of idioms, but also dig deeper. How can the water be covered?How can wood make a boat?How do you cook the rice?I also thought about a point in "On Protracted Warfare", "Creating the illusion of the enemy in a planned way and giving them unexpected attacks is the way to create advantages and seize the initiative."

Yu Ren read this article, and blinked, "Oh, the purpose of making a few chapters is to make me feel at ease and relax my vigilance? Then use thick skin to suppress my vigilance line a little bit."

"I know that the key to success is not thick skin, but your liking and indulgence." Yuan Liu stopped joking and lip service, she looked at Yu Ren seriously, and said that I am content, really content.Falling into deep self-doubt again, "Am I really worthy?"

"Of course." Yu Ren let go of his reluctance, rubbed her face, and finally patted the girl's buttocks, "Get up and go home and visit your mother."

Yu Ren, who went home first, saw an uninvited guest. Fengnian's mother, Song Huixiang, was crying to her daughter at her house. After the tired Fengnian opened the door, he shook his head apologetically, "She just needs to cry for a while."

When the master returned home, Song Huixiang said goodbye tactfully, regardless of Yu Ren's persuasion, she said that she was going back to Ivory Town, so that Feng Nian would not have to send her off.Before leaving, he reminded Fengnian again, "Think about it."

Feng Nian rubbed his eyes with dark circles, "Lao Ba Zhongwai's storefront needs to be demolished and rebuilt. Old tenants like my mother have to double the rent to keep the storefront. She went to her relatives for help, but they couldn't talk to her. The market economy is bigger than human feelings." .”

Song Huixiang has worked hard in Baizhou for more than ten years and has not yet bought a house. It will cost more to stay here, and she feels ashamed to leave, so she asks Fengnian when she will buy a house.If your daughter can't afford it, consider getting married on a blind date. "The other party has four houses in Baizhou, and he still has a master's degree." She told Feng Nian not to be picky, and after two years, he would be left to pick her.This is her seventh matchmaking attempt in two months.

After drinking a bottle of water, Feng Nian looked at Yu Ren after turning his mother's one-hour bombardment into a sigh, "Eh? You had a detailed talk with your aunt last night? The eye circles are so heavy?" She put down her worries and cared about Yu Ren. , Unexpectedly, the old friend hugged himself, "Fengnian, wait for me to change clothes, let's go out to eat."

Yu Ren took Fengnian to eat barbecue, "You used to share with me the meat I ate when I was studying." She helped Fengnian grill the steak, "I know that after we went to university, we grew up and experienced more and more. There are more and more things, and some things are already reluctant to tell all friends."

Fengnian lowered his head and smiled, "I can't open my mouth." Life is not as simple as reading and writing. There are chapters and purposes. On the contrary, it has too many branches that are constantly being cut and arranged. , "It won't kill you." They are there to consume people's hearts. The expectations for life, the pursuit of feelings, and the persistence of ideals are gradually crushed into thin pieces by them, "like the exhibits in the heart. of."

Fengnian was actually puzzled. She was obviously afraid of messing with her parents for half her life, so why did she go back to Baizhou?

"Sometimes I don't want to face these things, thinking that I won't be bothered all the time. Not to mention telling you, because it's like sorting out and looking in a mirror." What's left.Looking at myself, I feel thrilled - how come I have lived for more than [-] years, and I am still like this?Are you still spinning in the old vortex?

Seeing that Fengnian had already drank a bottle of sake, Yu Ren secretly replaced it with tea.Fengnian said it's okay, I won't drink too much, she stared at the fire under the oven, "Yu Ren, I understand you a little bit now."

The older you get, the more complicated your considerations become.Song Yueqiong's painstaking efforts are only slowly realized now. She said that life is too heavy for her to move.While carrying the burden of life that cannot be unloaded, she tried her best to create another fairy tale world for me.I once naively hoped that these two worlds could partially merge, but now I think, why?What ability do I have to fuse them?Does it have to be integrated?Feelings can also be a refuge from reality.

Fengnian didn't eat a few mouthfuls, lying on Yu Ren's lap, he said something suffocating in his heart, "I only have so little left, if I want to hold it, I can't warm her up, and I can't afford to give her." She is too young, She deserves better.Yu Ren, you are so annoying, you drag me out to eat, I can't cry if I want to, Feng Nian's tears wet Yu Ren's jeans.

Yu Renteng sent a message to Yuan Liu, told the name of the store and asked her to ask if Su Hai was free.

Half an hour later, Feng Nian, who was still lying on Yu Ren's lap, was still dizzy, and simply hugged his old friend's waist with both hands, "Yu Ren, it's still better." After Feng Nian said it, he felt a little better.

Yu Ren smiled at Yuan Liu who had arrived, and looked at Su Hai who had a distressed expression, "Everyone is here, Feng Nian, shall we continue eating?"

Feng Nian sat up in surprise, straightened up immediately after seeing the two little sisters, "Eh? You are here? Then... eat, waiter, add two sets of bowls and chopsticks." Yu Ren had already given way to Su Hai, and Yuan Liu sat side by side across from each other.

This meal turned into a big girl pouring something for Feng Nian, while Yuan Liu and Yu Ren held hands under the table and waited for them to finish their meal. Then they said we had something to do.Su Hai was anxious, "Then what should she do?"

Thanks for your hard work, Xiao Hai.Yuan Liu said that she couldn't wait to say goodbye with Yu Ren.

But in the good year, Su Hai was full of wine and food, but Su Hai didn't bother to eat a few bites.After leaving the house, Feng Nian complained of dizziness, and Su Hai scolded, "You deserve it, how many wine bottles do you have?" That day I was allowed to drink, how about myself?

She helped the associate professor to walk a few steps, but found that it was still strenuous, so she squatted down and put Fengnian on her back, and went downstairs briskly.

Bad year, you're lighter than a shot put.The eldest girl said that I just fed it for nothing?

Well, it's for nothing.Fengnian's hand hangs down, and was scolded by the eldest girl, "Hold tight." She wrapped her arms around Su Hai's neck forcefully.

"Where are you going?" Fengnian asked, feeling that his legs had been pulled firmly by Su Hai.

"Go back to your place?" Su Hai said that it's not easy for us to be a young couple.to my store?Come on, today I have a few regular customers from the University of Cypress, maybe they are your students, I will ask my mother to come over and help cut hair before I can come out.

Where are you going?Feng Nian's hot cheeks leaned on the shoulder of the eldest girl, "Xiao Hai, look, I can't even give you a place."

The big girl who was carrying her trembled, "I don't want you to give me any place, I have it." She hired a car, took Fengnian into a strange neighborhood, entered the house, and Fengnian was put in a clean room. Looking at the empty new house on the floor, Su Hai squeezed his tired waist, his eyes brimming with pride, "My house, one of them."

The two sat down against the wall, and the eldest girl said that this place is not bad, and both rooms face south.She said it was decorated by my dad, and I haven't had time to buy the furniture yet, and I haven't figured out what to match it with.

Fengnian bit his lip and let go after a long time, "I want a sofa."

What do you need to say?The eldest girl pointed to the balcony, where I wanted to put a sandbag.Pointing to the bedroom, "Put a bookshelf, or there will be no place to store a hundred books." There must be a small dining table, and guests are always entertained at home, "Bad harvest, would you like to move here?"

Fengnian said no, she wanted to rent a house by herself.

"Where do you want to give me?" Su Hai put down his ball head and grabbed his long hair, and squeezed it again by Feng Nian.

Well... Fengnian, who was completely drunk, said that just now he couldn't think of where to go to buy you a cup of tea. After the words fell, the eldest girl took out the old thermos cup from her carry-on bag, "I prepared it, drink it, it's still hot of."

Feng Nian drank water to moisten his throat, "I am a poor teacher, I have no house, and my family is quite troublesome. My mother has always wanted to live with me." I always thought that as long as I gave sincerely in a relationship, it would not be a double mistake. .

Su Hai took the cup and took a sip by himself, "Xiao Liu also said that relationships are not easy, sister Yu Ren doesn't seem to care about eternity, she even endures having it now."

Koyanagi also said that uncooked rice should be cooked immediately, and that it is not easy to catch a bad harvest who looks like a mentally retarded person.The eldest girl stared at the associate professor's face until Fengnian avoided her sight.

Xiao Liu is quite thoughtful.Feng Nian sighed, "I'm ashamed of myself. When I was in my twenties, I didn't actively think about what I could do for the other party. I always passively waited for her to be ready, as if when it was ready, it would happen naturally."

What about you now?The big girl asked Fengnian, you jumped when I fell in love, you got angry when I said kiss, you really killed me when I went to the bar to meet netizens, bad Fengnian, you have done a lot of things.

"What did I do?" Fengnian was helpless, "It's not that simple, if my mother knows my orientation, if your mother knows too...have you imagined the result?"

The eldest girl twitched her eyebrows, "You are not stupid, bad Fengnian." She turned around and held Fengnian's ears, "Do you like me? Tell me!"

"It's not the same." Fengnian turned his head and was caught back to his original position by Su Hai. The eldest girl said, "Do you really think I can't afford it?"

"I never thought of climbing." Fengnian said that you are so much younger than me, with such excellent conditions, taller than me, beautiful and... fashionable, shouldn't you have a more fulfilling life?

Come on, let's try.The eldest girl stretched Fengnian's legs flat on the ground, and Fengnian was about to curl up her knees, but she patted her hard, "Be honest!" You think I'm tall, so I sit down.

"Try what?" Fengnian leaned against the wall and wanted to sit up again. Unexpectedly, a girl who weighed more than 130 kilograms was already sitting on her lap. She took off her glasses and pinched the associate professor's face, "Bad Fengnian, you put my heart away Burnt out."

burnt out.Fengnian was heartbroken when she heard this sentence, she lowered her head and did not look at Su Hai, thinking passively in her mind: What should I do?

The eldest girl was a little hurt by the coy associate professor, "You are only under 27, how do you live like an old lady who saw the coffin?"

Fengnian squinted at Su Hai's face, "Give me the glasses."

do not give.Su Hai said that if you don't explain it to me, you can go home in the dark today, you, "Honestly, let me ask you for the last time—" Although Su Hai's eyebrows and eyes were blurred, in Fengnian's eyes, the hair was covered by the hair The long hair makes it stand out beautifully, and Su Hai's eyes seem to be a little bit wronged, "Are you interested, bad harvest?"

Fengnian is a person who wants to last forever before he owns it.She planned herself step by step to today, spinning and drifting down the water, and has lost the initiative in life.She wanted to surrender and accept her fate, but Su Hai stopped her and asked: Are you interested?

Emotions are interesting, but if you delve into the direction of emotions, you will lose the most glorious meaning.At this moment, Fengnian is still thinking: where to buy a house closer to Suhai, how much can she borrow from her provident fund, and how far will she go before she can openly say "something is wrong" to this girl.

Xiaohai's heart was burned, and Fengnian's heart was also roasted for a long time.

When Su Hai was about to leave, Feng Nian suddenly supported her waist with one hand, moved his thin lips closer, and gently scratched the big girl's body, Su Hai's face immediately turned red, and his black eyes rolled around and then smacked his heart Little Huomiao said, "It's okay... right." Immediately, the smell of alcohol clung to the tip of her tongue, Feng Nian closed her eyes, and her slightly yellow eyelashes seemed to be able to poke Su Hai's eyes.

The big girl is not hot at the moment, the fire on the other side has already burned her: different from the previous kisses, at this moment she can't rationally consider the softness, temperature and fragrance, but feels that Fengnian is fiercely and intently pulling her tongue to the tip of her heart .

"I'll go—" Su Hai pushed Fengnian away, and raised his palm to fan himself to drive away the heat, "Bad Fengnian!" The eldest girl glared at the associate professor, holding her face and sticking out her tongue.Fengnian let go of her hand and propped herself up on the ground again, she said this is the truth.

"I want to listen, in detail." Su Hai was not convinced, "You are still a university teacher, so you can't kiss me for nothing."

Fengnian organized the language, "I don't want you to fall in love with others, I think they are not good enough for you, not even for me." Fengnian said to put aside the issue of compatibility, "Xiao Hai, I really like You, I've had this familiar feeling several times, so I'm sure."

How many times?The eldest girl backed up and stood up, pushing Fengnian who had stood up against the wall, "How many times?"

Feng Nian smiled and said nothing, just showing the little experience that was not particularly rich in the previous year, she pulled down the girl's neck, "It's all over, Xiao Hai, I can't bear you." If you don't return my glasses, I can only I look at you with my lips.