far and near

After being busy with Double Eleven and Double Twelve, Yu Ren felt it was time to visit Yuan Liu.

The girl's college life is quite well adapted, as can be seen from Yuan Liu's message to Yu Ren, "I think the word 'adapt' has two meanings, passive and active. On the passive level, one needs to understand the courses, teachers, and what the campus can provide. Dealing with resources and environment, collective life, and peer relationships, and taking the initiative means that I have to understand my goals and make plans. At this point, no one in the school can help me, and I have to do it myself.”

Yu Ren knew that Yuan Liu had also gone through two processes of "active adaptation" and "passive adaptation" emotionally, no matter which one was extremely difficult for her age, so she wanted to give Yuan Liu a little surprise, even if it was Yuan Liu Liu has long been looking forward to it, but now he no longer mentions it.

After carefully matching a half-high collar waist skirt, Yu Ren could only accept his fate after checking his stomach and buttocks back and forth in the mirror: the stomach finally calmed down after a lot of effort, but the hips were naturally weak and unable to grow.The hair is also a jaw-length curly style done by Glory. It is still capable and a little more playful.

Yu Ren originally felt that this was too young and not in line with his own age. The eldest girl pointed to the fashionable aunt outside and said, "Sister Yu Ren, you can change your conservative habits in the system now, learn from the aunts and burn your head passion."

Then leaned closer and whispered, "If you really want to get hot, do you want to be Xiao Liu's sister or mother?"

Hearing that Yu Ren wanted to go out on New Year's Day, Yin Xiu was considerate and said that it would be better to rest for a few more days to make up for a week, since everything in the company is now stable and it would be nice to have her here.Yu Ren said it wouldn't take that long.

"Yes." Yinxiu's warm voice made Uno look sideways, "And you have to rush there on the 30th, and book a hotel in advance to avoid too many people tomorrow."

When I went out on New Year's Day, I had to go to see Yu Xiaomin in advance. When I went to take pictures of my mother's door on the night of the 29th, Yu Xiaomin had already speculated that her daughter would leave Baizhou this holiday.There is no need to say bad words, after all, it is useless to say it.Yu Xiaomin turned to talk about human nature: "It's so bad, what if one day she dumps you?"

Many married people think ahead of time what to do if they get divorced. For those in a relationship, they should dare to think about breaking up.Yu Ren said that I thought about it, but I can't do anything?I'm going to go on living, and maybe on loving.This is the ability Yuan Liu helped her wake up.

"Oh, you go to the square to dance when you fall in love at my age?" Yu Xiaomin sat in front of her daughter and pondered for a while, "Caicai, mom is getting confused at this age, why is she in her fifties all of a sudden? Still haven't figured out what's going on with your life?"

When many people mention life, they don't think about it: they have a companion and three meals a day.I don't want a company, and I don't have to be obsessed with eating to fill my stomach. Sometimes I just dream of holding a granddaughter.Yu Xiaomin asked, are you really not pregnant?Single births can also be considered.

"Mom, look, this is why you can't figure out how to live your life." Yu Ren said after thinking about it, you shifted the focus of "life" away from yourself.For people of your age, there are only a few things to do after retirement: travel and take care of the third generation, dance and invest in stocks.I believe that outside of these paths, you can find what you really want to do.

"Are you mother or am I mother?" Yu Xiaomin said yes, I don't want to do it, I will go to a private hospital to re-employ, and go back to Yuzhuang on weekends to accompany your grandparents.I'm the one who annoys you, why do you have to cover up your own shit every time?The two of them kept asking about your important affairs, which made me dizzy.

"Oh, why don't you just tell the truth." Yu Ren smiled, and Yu Xiaomin said, "Get out, don't think I don't know what you want to do in Shanghai."

Yu Ren, who was refreshed and free from mundane and trivial matters, drove on the expressway.While listening to the music, she suddenly thought of Xiao Qi who traveled back and forth between Baizhou and Shanghai for many years—like fleeing from disaster, but also rushing to a new life impatiently.Xiao Qi doesn't have as much affection for Baizhou as she does, because it's hard for her to imagine that such an ordinary thing as "life" can gain a firm foothold in Baizhou.

After driving for a few hours, I arrived in Songjiang. Yu Ren stayed at the hotel on Wenyuan Road. After drinking the tea she brought, she calmly asked Yuan Liu, "I haven't heard from you about the arrangements for New Year's Day."

The girl who should have just finished class immediately dialed Yu Ren's voice, "I wanted to go back to Baizhou tonight, but I'm on the subway right now, and I'm going to pick up Zhao Jiaqi."

Yuan Liu said that Zhao Jiaqi, who entered a university in Beijing through self-enrollment, was very unhappy this semester. Although she and Xueshen lived in the same city, the relationship between the two was even more indifferent, and they saw each other at most once a month.The ex-girlfriend who was obsessed with studying only replied to her when she was free, and even booked a hotel directly at eleven o'clock to wait for Zhao Jiaqi.After the meeting, he took out a printed diagram of the internal structure of the human body, and said that he would formally discuss it with Zhao Jiaqi, facing the diagram.

Yu Ren listened to Yuan Liu talking about Zhao Jiaqi's experience in one breath, and she said oh, then you should be safe and be with your friend well.

"I have to persuade her to accompany her, because she wants to drop out of school and go back to Baizhou to repeat her studies, and she doesn't want to stay in Beijing." Yuan Liu finally asked Yu Ren, "When I persuade her, I will return to Baizhou early in the morning on the [-]nd at the latest. I'm sorry ah."

What's wrong with Yu Ren saying that?After hanging up the phone, she sat in front of the window in a daze for half an hour, and the surprise was over. Before the last year of the second prefix was approaching, her old man was stopped by her girlfriend enthusiastically and righteously.

Yuan Liu accompanied Zhao Jiaqi back to Songjiang at nine o'clock in the evening, and went to sleep on the other side after opening a room with his old classmate.Zhao Jiaqi was depressed all the way, and started crying after entering the hotel, "I don't want to like her anymore."

From chasing her like a licking dog to deliberately keeping a distance to focus on my studies, I thought it would be different after the college entrance examination.In fact, it’s no different. She may still be special to me, holding the blueprints and telling me which angles to start from, but I feel like a tool person, unplugged.

Zhao Jiaqi said Yuan Liu, are you tired?I find it tiring to like someone, no matter what the relationship with her is, whether it's close or distant, or close, whether I'm cautious or excited, or even want to treat her with a normal heart, but it's not right.As long as you still like her, everything is wrong.

It's not tiring to like someone alone, it's tiring not being able to get feedback from the same channel.Yuan Liu felt that she had no position to persuade her friends to "let go", and bystanders could not adjust the channel band.She stayed with Zhao Jiaqi all night, and only had time to look at her phone when she was in a stable mood, but Yu Ren didn't send any more messages.

Silence is also a frequency band that understands.Yuan Liu slept until almost noon the next day, and took her friends to visit her school.And she didn't know that Yu Ren was still waiting in Shanghai, so she revisited the city by herself, didn't invite any friends and old classmates, and planned to revisit those familiar check-in places alone.It's just that her professional habits have infected her, and in the end Yu Ren ran to several teahouses facing Dianping.com.

When Yu Ren was tasting tea, Yuan Liu didn't expect Yuan Huifang to kill Songjiang alone, and when he saw Zhao Jiaqi, his eyes suddenly became dark.Yuan Huifang didn't plan to stay overnight. After seeing Yuan Liu, he had to drive back. When having lunch with his daughter and classmates, Yuan Huifang looked at Zhao Jiaqi gradually and became suspicious: No wonder this child was able to sleep carelessly on Yuan Liu's bed and dressed up. They are both more mature than their own daughters, and they seem to be well-educated and sensible, and they flew from Beijing to Shanghai to see Xiaoliu as soon as they were on vacation.Guess it's already started.However, these two have no enthusiasm for dating at all, which is too polite.

Yuan Huifang was relieved, and before leaving, he persuaded his daughter, "I don't think you...are hot. It's good for the two of you to be good friends. You guys are not suitable."

Yuan Liu shook his head, "Mom, it's not this one, don't make random guesses." Besides, I have a suitable one.

"What is appropriate?" Yuan Huifang asked before checking the ticket.

It is appropriate to be able to hold that love for each other.Yuan Liu handed the luggage to her mother, "Mom, be careful on the road, I'll be home the day after tomorrow." You don't have to worry about me, don't attack me suddenly, I've grown up.Yuan Liu leaned on the railing to watch his mother who was hesitant to speak, and checked his phone, but there was still no news from Yu Ren.

She couldn't bear to like, sometimes couldn't bear to miss, and sometimes couldn't bear to doubt - how could this woman be so calm?Obviously, before she went back to school last time, Yu Ren hugged her for a full 10 minutes at the high-speed rail station, and she still didn't let go when others saw that something was wrong.

Yuan Liu thought about it, and felt that Yu Ren might be angry or irritated, because she was with her old friends during the holiday, but she was not in a hurry to meet her lover.When walking with Zhao Jiaqi, Yuan Liu sighed from time to time.

"Yuan Liu, how many times do you meet every month after you come to study?" Zhao Jiaqi asked her.

"At most one time." Yuan Liu said that she hasn't seen it yet, and hopes that she can adapt to college life well. "It's not good to have a girlfriend who is older. She won't be as wild and reckless as she was when she was a girl, and she is too rational. Some things are consciously replaced by the perspective of parents."

But you can feel how much she cares.Zhao Jiaqi recalled that Xueshen cared about her possible existence, "Well, she helped me get tickets for a lot of lectures, but the premise is that those lectures are of interest to her. She said that if she is happy after listening to it, she wants to find someone Let's discuss it together."

"Have you discussed it with her?" Yuan Liu smirked.

"This..." The technical director who came to the door said, "I can't refuse." Zhao Jiaqi blushed, "I also think that after having this relationship, she will be even more inseparable from me. I was wrong, it was too wrong." The girl said she probably cared, when I cared like Heinrich Adler, it was one of her favorite dishes on the table.And I have only her piece of bread.

"Have you...discussed it?" Zhao Jiaqi asked Yuan Liu back.

The girl tilted her head and thought for a while, "Which aspect?" She has gradually broken the agreement, got into Yu Ren's bed smoothly, and was taught by Xiaohai how to be more refined in appearance, "She doesn't seem to have any ideas about this .” Yuan Liu spread his hands, “I respect.”

"You don't have these ideas either?" Zhao Jiaqi was puzzled.

The girl remained silent for a long time, and finally said, "What do you think?"

Yuan Liu didn't know that Zhao Jiaqi wasn't the only one who cared about their thoughts. Huai Fengnian took the time to greet Yu Ren in bed, saying "it doesn't have to be spring."Yu Ren posted a photo of him in the teahouse, "just when he was holding a cup".

Even Yinxiu was concerned, so he instigated Maosheng to ask dryly, "Yu Ren, how are you doing, are you having fun?"

"Happy, I went to six or seven teahouses." Yu Ren still threw photos, so that these eight women who can't focus on their own lives will dispel their doubts about their old friends, and prove that she went to Yuanliu School in time for No. 30 Nearby, it wasn't for the thoughts in their brains, she also remembered a popular sentence in the barrage, "Type with both hands to show your innocence" - rough language is sometimes more efficient.

Yu Xiaomin sent her concerns, "Yu Ren, think clearly, he is still a child."

Normally, I don't want my mother to speak so bluntly, but now her cold water was poured at the right time, and the hot little sign in Yu Ren's heart was completely extinguished, and he sent out a photo for the third time to prove that he did not abuse the child.

When returning to the hotel to rest, Xiao Qi was the first to send overseas blessings, "I'm afraid I'll forget it when I'm too busy." She asked Yu Ren if he was still single?Yu Ren smiled, "It doesn't count." Xiao Qi's silence seemed to happen in person, and people could see it through Wi-Fi and the screen, "Do I know that person? Bless you."

Yu Ren said that you know Yuan Liu.

Now Qi Yiguo, who was separated from the Wi-Fi and the screen, was almost heard her cry, "Really?!!!"

real.Unknowingly, from "let's not talk about it" and "wait and see" to "it's better to try" and "break up without fear", and now.Yu Ren said that she also found it unbelievable, but when facing Yuan Liu, it felt natural.Of course, she is not a senior who can do well. She did not go to open a room to accompany her to rest when her lover was in the sun in the military training. When she was trying to go around the school alone and even hit the wall, she only gave some advice in different places through her mobile phone. She even told Yuan Liu the truth about her relationship early in the morning, "Break up sooner or later."

It's a disgrace to do so.Yu Ren said, "Yiguo, I'm not a romantic person. The only little spring, flowers and autumn moon have been taken away by time. I use ice to neutralize her heat, use a shield to resist her spear, and use so-called reason to eliminate her. Her constant enthusiasm, finally, we have entered into this status quo that both parties are still satisfied with.”

Xiao Qi said, how much do you love her?

Haven’t said love love yet.Yu Ren said embarrassingly, "The person who uttered those three words first is amazing. People who have been around for thousands of years, it seems that there is no more suitable expression than this."

How much does she love you?Xiao Qi asked again.

I haven't measured it.Yu Ren told the truth, I got used to it, accepted it, and felt very lucky.After being lucky, greed is born. I think as long as one is in a relationship, people will inevitably pull and think like this.

I haven't spoken to her for almost twenty hours.But I just felt at ease, as if she was always by my side.Xiao Qi smiled at Yu Ren's words, "Congratulations, Caicai."

Feeling hungry at night, Yu Ren went to a convenience store to buy a box of instant noodles, and at the same time was thinking whether to stay another day tomorrow, or go back to Baizhou early, and pretend that nothing happened, and see Yuan Liu the day after tomorrow.Of course, you may also face the question of the Baizhou Eighth Wife Group: You went to Shanghai in such a hurry, but you didn’t even see your face?

Yuan Liu's message came when she poured water into the bowl, "I can't wait to fly to Baizhou to find you right now."

What's wrong?Yu Ren is always so flattered.

"Zhao Jiaqi returned to Beijing ahead of schedule, and Nie Yuan opened up again. Because I got a sentence from Xueshen's mouth, 'How do you compare yourself with those things? Are you still not satisfied after sleeping?'" Yuan Liu sighed on the other end, "This The two are purely because of too much difference in cognition, one is standing on the top of the mountain blowing the wind, and the other is still soaking in cold water in the valley to blame himself."

And you?Yu Ren's voice was no longer cold, but a bit lingering.Yuan Liu thought he heard it wrong, "Me? I'll check out and go to the train station!"

"Don't worry." Yu Ren paused and reported his hotel room number.Yuan Liu couldn't bother to ask any more questions, so she yelled "My God" and asked Yu Ren to wait for her.

Today, the temperature is only a few degrees, and the wind is cloudy. Yuan Liu ran back to school and changed into a blue shirt with a mid-length woolen plaid coat and a pair of shorts that exposed knees to calves. Mid boots run all the way.

Right now, she doesn't need leggings to keep warm, and the fashionable Yuan Liu went from shivering to sweating.

Yu Ren waited almost four or ten minutes for this, and she didn't mind waiting any longer.Yuan Liu may have been waiting for her for several years, they have slowed down, lowered their tone, and rushed out of the vast crowd on a special and happy day in the "day".

Yuan Liu had already rushed in front of Yu Ren, knocked on the door twice impatiently, and heard a calm voice from inside, "Which one?"

"Me." The girl panted.

The door was opened, and it was Yu Ren's surprised face. She and Yuan Liu laughed after seeing each other's outfits, "It's so beautiful." Yuan Liu praised.

"It's great." Yu Ren praised her appearance, "It's just, is it cold?"

"It's not cold." Yuan Liu continued to laugh, but her eyes didn't feel wet. In fact, she shouldn't be wronged right now. Isn't Yu Ren here?

After closing the door, she was just about to say, "What time did you arrive?" Yu Ren had already pressed her behind the door, and the tip of his tongue warmed Yuan Liuliang's icy lips and cheeks. The girl quickly turned around and welcomed her even more warmly. The arrival of Yu Ren.

"Yu Ren?" Yuan Liu's thumb scratched her lover's cheek, the doubt in her eyes made Yu Ren lower his eyes, "Don't think I'm a saint." When Yuan Liu's tongue was bitten by Yu Ren a few times, she Only then did I realize, "So she's quite jealous."