Feminism and donkeys

What's wrong with me, why do I have such strong emotions towards my senior sister.

That night, Zhimai tossed and turned, thinking about his relationship with Qingxuan in bed.

Will there be such an obvious desire for exclusiveness between friends?

Is it just that the rich second generation is not worthy or is everyone not worthy?

What kind of feelings do you have for her?

No sleep for one night.

From this day on, Zhimai consciously avoids Qingxuan.

Qingxuan also finds it strange that he hasn't seen his junior sister recently.But Zhimai made excuses to prevaricate them all.

Looking at Zhimai's haggard face, Qingxuan's words were sincere, and he only told her to take good care of her body. She is still young and has a bright future, so don't do research so desperately.

I haven't seen my senior sister for several days, Zhimai feels like I have entered a period of drug withdrawal, my physical function is disordered, my spirit is depressed, my whole body is like ten thousand insects crawling, bones and flesh are being pushed and pulled back and forth by a chainsaw ,Very painful.

Zhimai wanted to see her very much, but felt sick again.

Why do you feel this way about homosexuality?

She wanted this relationship to end without a problem, but she couldn't bear to kill it in its infancy.

The body is far away from her, but the soul always wants to fly to her to inhabit.

She couldn't control her will, and her fingers kept refreshing Qingxuan's social accounts, like a cat's paws kept scratching in her heart, dropping crumbs all over the floor, just eager for Qingxuan's latest news.

Can gay mental illness be cured?It was difficult to tell others, and she felt that there was no cure for herself.

She escaped for a while, her heart was in a trance, and she seemed to be absent, like a disabled person who lost a limb. At first, her brain could not accept it and deceived herself that it still existed. In fact, there were only atrophied stumps.

Until Qingxuan got into the car of the rich second generation.

Zhimai was shocked, like a morning bell hitting her brain, she suddenly woke up.

How could it be so fast, I can't wait for her to figure out how to face this relationship, the senior sister's attitude towards the suitor has already loosened.

What to do, what to do, what to do, will she really agree?

If she agrees, what should I do?

She couldn't hold back anymore, put down what she was doing and rushed to Qingxuan.

"Master, Senior Sister." Zhimai ran over panting, "I heard that you got married with that rich second generation?"

"No. Why do you say that?" Qingxuan was puzzled.

"Everyone is saying, I'm curious, so I just ask." Zhimai adjusted his breathing calmly.

"Oh." Thinking of the suitor, Qingxuan couldn't help but smile, "Actually, he's not as bad as you think, he's quite cute."

"Well, is that so?" Zhimai pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, feeling sour with bitterness in his heart.

After going back, Zhimai kept reassuring himself, it's okay, it's okay, they are not officially together yet, so calm down and don't panic.

It was precisely because of this sudden episode that Zhizhimai had to face up to his feelings.

Yes, I just like her, so what, shouldn't it, Qingxuan is so good, the rich second generation can like her, can't I like her?

If you like it, you will like it, and there should be no distinction between high and low based on status, status, or position.

Zhimai reconciled with himself in a very short time.

She had no time to feel sorry for herself.

Next, she will find a way to disturb the ambiguous relationship between the two, strangle the bud of love in the soil, and eradicate the weeds.

Zhimai started to get close to the rich second generation as a junior sister, and she just used Qingxuan as an excuse to add the rich second generation on WeChat.

The rich second generation was very happy when a beautiful woman joined him, and the two kept chatting.

Zhimai took the initiative to attack, and the topic ranged from surrounding Qingxuan at the beginning, to the fan girl worship of "wow so amazing", to being vaguely ambiguous and caring about life, becoming a flower of interpretation and listening carefully to his constant flaunting of wealth .

Now it has developed to the point where he began to ask Zhimai to come out intentionally or unintentionally, and kept giving various small gifts, with frivolous words and more explicit content.

Facing Qingxuan, who has a lukewarm attitude, of course, Xiaojiabiyu like Zhimai is easier to get started.

The high-cold goddess gave very little feedback, who wants to stick a hot face to a cold butt all the time.

It's better to have a sister next door like Zhimai. "Brother, brother" made him feel heartbroken, and his vanity swelled up like a hot air balloon.

However, Zhimai feels very speechless when chatting with the rich second generation every day. He lacks common sense and is arrogant. He looks like he has a low level of education.

She really didn't know how to answer some words, so she had to send all kinds of cat emoticons to pass them by.

Ordinary yet confident.She has stayed abroad, but she has not learned any openness and tolerance. She screams all day long, claiming that those who like black people are bad women who want to exterminate the Han nationality.

Where did the mental retardation come from?It can't be a fake rich second generation, right?

Fortunately, Qingxuan also said that he was innocent, and Zhimai really wanted to refute her face to face.

Hehe, this person is not the stupid son of the landlord's family, but Huang Shiren himself, the landlord and bully, with a head full of yellow waste, sperm on the brain, and the hippocampus grows into a sponge that wants to break out of the brain.

Zhimai endured, waited until the time was almost up, she deleted some of the messages she sent, and took her mobile phone to find Qingxuan.If Qingxuan doesn't believe what he said, he can show her the evidence and be prepared.

She said to Qingxuan with a face of embarrassment:

"Senior sister, I don't want to destroy your relationship, but I still feel the need to tell you."

"??" Qing Xuan was puzzled.

Zhimai took out a bag from behind, which was filled with small gifts from the second generation of the rich, and twisted her eyebrows: "I appreciate all these kind intentions, and it was just because of your relationship that I couldn't refuse them. Take it back to him, it’s not good to cause misunderstanding.”

Qingxuan didn't speak, his face was expressionless.

Zhimai felt complacent, and added another fire:

"Then, please also tell him for me, don't send those misleading conversations again, I really don't mean that to him."

"Senior sister, I also know that he is pursuing you, and I think you have the right to know this because I said it."

Zhimai lowered his head, wondering if he should take out his mobile phone on the spot now, with all the witnesses and material evidence, it would be more convincing to put out the teasing record.

After 1 minute, Qingxuan still didn't speak, Zhimai was a little panicked now, could it be that the senior sister saw it?Did you say something that revealed your secrets just now?

She looked up and saw that Qingxuan's shoulders were slumped, she seemed a little discouraged, she licked her lips, and thought about her words:

"Sorry, I didn't know he would treat you like this. You should have told me earlier. Just delete it and ignore him."

Qingxuan took the gift and sighed: "I'll take these back and tell him, you don't need to come forward."

? ? ! ! ! ! ! !

Zhimai yelled in his heart that it was not good, they met and confronted each other, and the fact that he took the initiative to add WeChat to seduce and flirt, wouldn't it be revealed!

And this is different from what she expected. She thought Qingxuan, who had a strong temper, would be furious and cut off contact with his suitor. Why do they still meet now?

In desperation, Zhimai blurted out: "Sister, let's go!"

"What?" Qing Xuan was puzzled.

In a blink of an eye, Zhimai immediately organized her words. She felt that her quick wit and eloquence had been greatly improved by Qingxuan: "I also did something wrong in this matter. When he mentioned Senior Sister at the beginning, I There are also constant responses, which may give the other party the idea of ​​liking to chat with him. I have an inescapable responsibility for this misunderstanding."

Zhimai was very guilty, she summed up her age in one stroke.

But Qingxuan suddenly said seriously: "You shouldn't be looking for problems from yourself."

"When a woman is harassed, her first instinct is always to question herself. But that's not right."

Zhimai heard that it was like drinking a bowl of sugar water in winter, and her whole body was warm and sweet, but she did not forget to continue to listen to the wind: "Thank you, senior sister (?ˉωˉ?). I mean, just ask someone to return the gift. Now, talk to him too much and what if he gets angry. You're a girl, and you're not going to get any good from a confrontation."

Qingxuan didn't think that he would have a conflict with the rich second generation, but he was also afraid that the other party's provocative character might continue to entangle him when they met.

"What you said makes sense."

After thinking about it again, Qingxuan also settled the cost of the rich second generation's dinner, packaged it up and sent it back to him together with the small gift he gave.

Now, it should be clear.