Feminism and donkeys

Xunhui's father was the class teacher and taught physics.Qingxuan only found out about it later.

When Qingxuan was in high school, Xun Hui was always number one in his grade, with a score close to full marks in each subject, leaving No.2 in the dust.

She is tall and beautiful, she can be said to be the proud daughter of the heavens, her aura is overwhelming, and she is always in the limelight.

At that time, Qingxuan was very partial to subjects, and every time he took the exam, he lost more points in Chinese than in comprehensive science.

Maybe the head teacher couldn't stand it anymore, and arranged for an Almighty Goddess to sit at the same table with her this semester.

It's a pity that the goddess is very cold, she doesn't talk very much, her face is always indifferent, and she has no expression. She just spends the whole day doing questions in her seat, as if blocking the outside world, and she looks like she refuses to communicate.

Qingxuan also asked Xunhui a few questions, but the other party always made quick decisions and cherished words like gold, as if he was in a hurry, Qingxuan asked several times and still didn't understand, so Xunhui began to frown, Act impatient.

As time goes by, Qingxuan no longer has the nerve to bother her.

The god of learning is short on time, and he must spend every minute and every second reading and studying, so he should look for the Chinese class representative later.

In this way, although they are at the same table, Xunhui and Qingxuan don't communicate much.

One day, Xun Hui suddenly said, "What do you think about the penultimate question on the physics paper?"

Qingxuan was taken aback, turned his head and looked around, and after confirming that Xunhui was not talking to others, he skillfully said: "Just change your mind. The conditions given in the question may mislead you, but it is actually the test. is another formula"

Qingxuan took out the draft to demonstrate, serious and focused.

Her physics is very famous in the school, and she was even invited by another class teacher to explain the method on the podium.

When Qingxuan talked about the complexity, he also quoted the topics in the competition, trying to draw inferences from one instance to make Xunhui understand more thoroughly.

Xun Hui secretly thought that he was indeed a physics genius in his father's mind, and his talent was astonishing.

If there is one, then there are two, Xunhui continued to find other papers to ask Qingxuan for advice, Qingxuan was surprised for a while at first, does Xueshen have so many things he doesn't understand?But my grades are not as good as hers.Then he felt relieved, quick and eager to learn, not ashamed to ask questions, he must be talking about a person like Xueshen who has a pure and humble spirit of learning.

Qing Xuan admired Xun Hui even more.In addition to giving lectures to ordinary students in the class, she also gave lectures to Xunhui, treating them equally, never hiding secrets because others are better than herself, but willing to help.

The relationship between the two quietly narrowed.

"When you gave me a lecture, I thought you were very suitable to be a teacher. I didn't expect that we are all teachers now." Xun Hui smiled calmly, recalling the past.

"Yeah, I was not good at Chinese back then. When I asked you for advice, I was afraid of wasting your time and affecting your study." Qingxuan bowed his head and smiled embarrassedly when he thought of those years.

"How come? Was I that unreasonable back then?" Xun Hui tilted his head in surprise, without blinking his eyes, and then pretended to be trying to remember, "Hiss, it seems that there is indeed a little bit."

The two laughed.

Xunhui was born in a family of high intellectuals, her father is a teacher, and her mother is a doctor, both tangible and intangible put a lot of pressure on her.

She can only live up to the expectations of others with her grades and maintain the stereotype of academic talent in high-intellectual families.

In her previous study career, she was even more accustomed to enjoying the sense of accomplishment and honor brought by learning, and she could not do without praises such as "genius" and "No.1".

But after entering high school, Xunhui found that maintaining No.1 is not that simple at all.

This school is full of hidden dragons and crouching tigers, and there are many masters. Any student is very smart, and I am only 2 point behind No.1 in the test!

The opponent is so good, she can only redouble her efforts, if others memorize it once, she will memorize it three times, if others do one set of questions, then she will do three sets of questions.

Xun Hui believes that the emperor pays off those who work hard, hard work will always pay off, and success must be reserved for those who are prepared.

But in some subjects, it is always inferior to some talented people-such as Qingxuan.

Xun Hui heard about this classmate from his father more than once, and praised how talented she is. She has repeatedly achieved good results in various national physics competitions, and her scores in physics in each exam are always much higher than others. .

All the physics teachers envied his father for having such a high-achieving student, and his father was full of praise for Qingxuan.

She knows that she is not a very smart person, and she understands that her No.1 is all based on sweat and hard work-but her father has never praised herself like this.

She was very curious, and begged her father to let her be at the same table with Qingxuan, and her father agreed.

Qingxuan is indeed very smart. He hardly listens to many classes. He hides extracurricular books under the table and reads them with gusto.

Even so, Qingxuan is still excellent in all subjects, top-notch in physics, even higher than her in comprehensive science.

Xun Hui didn't understand, what kind of book was it that fascinated him so much?She flipped through these books secretly, and the books were very heterogeneous and varied.

Books on gender emotions such as "What Women Say So Men Are Willing to Listen", or Western works such as "The Wealth of Nations" and "Logic", and modern literature such as "Obscure Poems" and "Qi Jieting Miscellaneous Essays" , The wide range of research made her unable to grasp Qingxuan's hobbies.

Later, I learned the text "The Biography of Mr. Wuliu", in which there is a sentence "good at reading, don't seek deep understanding", and it was only after Xunhui that he realized that Qingxuan and Tao Yuanming had the same interest in reading.

There is such a deskmate who never reads books and does questions, can easily get praise from his father, and is also among the best when he is not paying attention to his studies.Obviously his grades are not as good as his own, but Xun Hui can't help being jealous.

She often worries about what will happen if Qingxuan works hard to improve herself one day. Thinking of this, she is glad that Qingxuan is not so motivated.

Xun Hui's mood is complicated.

Every time Qingxuan taught him everything, he often helped him solve problems with his heart. Appreciation, gratitude and jealousy are playing games with each other. Either the west wind overwhelms the east wind, or the east wind overwhelms the west wind, maintaining a complex and delicate balance.

Whenever he saw the teacher's praise for Qingxuan, coupled with the complimenting eyes of his peers, Xunhui's jealousy sprung up like mushrooms after rain.These gazes were supposed to be hers.So she often ignores Qingxuan deliberately, but after doing so, she secretly feels guilty, and her complexion towards Qingxuan improves the next day, and the cycle repeats.

But this balance was interrupted by rumors.

Ever since the two of them started being at the same table, people with good deeds have compared Zhimai with Xunhui.

The two people's appearances are comparable, like two delicate and beautiful flowers with stalks. Is it a physics genius who is amazing and brilliant, or an all-rounder who is better?

The boys in the class boasted so much that they even secretly launched a vote just to compare the two.

Similar words spread into the ears of the person involved, and the jealousy of Xunhui "fleeted" like a flame in the field and directly started a prairie fire. The balance of the balance collapsed and sank into the black mud full of desires. Chaos, hostility, and hatred, she instantly Full of anger.

How could she not hate Qingxuan, who is beautiful, smart, and can reach the top ten of the grade without any effort, and even reaps the love of the opposite sex casually, and is so much higher than herself in the boys' voting.

They gave up entertainment, socializing, and health, closed their doors to study, and worked hard to study hard. They all had problems with vision, cervical spine, and stomach, but they felt that Qingxuan was better than themselves.

Why?

Why are my efforts and sacrifices not seen?Why didn't they see it?

The ridiculous thing is, if Qingxuan was a little more serious, she might not be able to keep her No.1 position at all.

Do you just watch yourself being compared?

impossible.

The society is stingy with encouragement and respect for women, so that they never lack a kind of self-confidence.

Even though she was the first in the grade, she was still suppressed and belittled. These deep insecurities turned into hostility towards another woman.

Xunhui made up his mind and regarded Qingxuan as his opponent in this life.

During this period of time, she stopped talking to Qingxuan, read with a cold face, worked harder, and even listened with earphones when waiting in line for meals.