[Net King_Echizen] Backtracking

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"I found this when I was packing up Feiyue's belongings. After discussing with Xiaojing, I decided to give this to you."

Echizen Ryoma sat on the bed with his legs bent, the lights in the room were not turned on, the sly moonlight outside the window poured in through the cracks in the curtains, and sprinkled on the head of the bed, leaving a shadow.Reflecting half of his profile, the amber eyes dimmed.

He stares at the crimson/tennis racket he holds in his hand.

Perhaps it was because of not leaving every step, the frame of the racket was worn so that it was branded with the traces of time, and there were scratches on the callused fingers.He lightly stroked the name engraved on the edge, which had gradually blurred over the past ten years.

He put the racket on the side of the bed and rolled over.

Go barefoot to the desk.

The girl in the photo frame is still a 16-year-old green onion, she turned around suddenly, as if seeing her for the first time.

When he moved a few years ago, he threw away a lot of things, but the tennis racket and the photo remained until now, and it has been many years in a flash.

The desk is clean, only two or three tennis magazines.A rose-studded notebook with an ornate cover stood alone.

At that time Qiuyuan Liangxi said:

"Longma, Feiyue has never owed you in all these years."

He stopped walking away.

In my memory, the face of the girl with a smile like a little sun shining like a summer flower gradually became brighter, as if the whole person came alive.

They all thought that the one who owed money was Hizuki Atobe.

People around him seldom mentioned Atobe Himezuki in front of him. This name has been far away from him since he was 26 years old.They were all cautious, walking on thin ice, and would occasionally scold the man behind his back behind his back, gnashing their teeth and scolding him as a wolf, but they never mentioned the absurd and vigorous love affair when they were young.

But no.

"Sorry, Senior Qiuyuan."

Echizen Ryoma Hui: "I never felt that she owed me."

He and Atobe Scarlet Moon.

Nobody knows.

——In the end, no one owed anyone anything.

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☆Heisei 15

so cold.

I made a bet with Brother Yushi.Takoyaki is mine now.

It's not frigidity.It's a stinking/rogue who can peek at girls' fat/times.

The most annoying.

How can you repair it if you are cheap?Aunt Osaka who cares about cheating girls' money is the most annoying.

Pink is so cute!

☆Heisei 16

Playing hard to get is a great trick.It is worthy of being the big-tailed wolf in Kansai who has flourished in the circle of pure love novels.

His mouth is so beautiful, it tastes like jelly when kissed.

People are mine now.

but.

What is it like?

Those people used to chase me, and I agreed naturally if I didn't dislike them.

It's like a scumbag speaking.

Brother Yushi said, I might know the answer from Echizen Ryoma.

Then again, can I just have Carubin?Can a person return an item?

There is no reason to only give gifts.

How can I fix it if I regret it.

He is so handsome when he plays tennis.

He is also handsome while drinking soda.

He looks handsome even when he blushes when he kisses me.

But the most handsome, as expected, was when he was playing tennis.

He even put his leg on my head while I was sleeping on the grass.However, very comfortable.Obviously the sun is so big.It turns out that Ryoma is also the kind of person who silently shades me from the sun.

Unexpectedly gentle.

I see.

It turns out that I like it because I want to be with him forever.

Never before, I want to be with Ryoma forever.

Maybe this is what I like.

I like watching dragon horse races, although the opponents are too good to watch.

But my boyfriend is very interesting.

It's just that the girls who are nympho and screaming are too annoying, and the crazy bees and butterflies who covet my boyfriend will not succeed.

Humph.

It's a pity that I can only watch secretly.Because my brother will find out.

Very troublesome.

The dragon horse race was won again.

This man is mine.A little, a little proud.

So maybe I was so excited that I forgot to cover up and threw myself into his arms, hung on him like a koala, and kissed him with my head up.

Everyone around is booing.

Fortunately, the ice emperor is not there.

There is a girl with long wine red hair looking at us with red eyes, who is she?

I boldly guess that it may be Ryoma's peach blossom.

Guessed right.

I knew from my seniors that this girl was Ryoma's first love, ah, no wonder.

Speaking of which, isn't his first love me, that Echizen Ryoma who always blushes when kissing and turns his head shyly.

I am angry.

I decided to ignore him for now.

Ryoma doesn't know why I'm angry.

Is he stupid.

I don't know if a jealous girl wants to be coaxed, hugged and held high.

I want to change my boyfriend.

For the sake of his apology for buying me a milk-flavored lollipop, I will not change it for now.

Brother found out.

Oops.

Brother is the best.

Ryoma is very gentle.

I am always subdued by tenderness, and my heart is moved by him who is tender.

...

☆Heisei 18

He won.

champion.

The whole world knows it.

Mommy and daddy also know.

My brother called me back from America.Daddy mentioned Ryoma during the meal, and he seemed to dislike him very much.

How to do it.

I can only stay in Tokyo.

What if Ryoma can't stand the temptation/temptation of those long-haired sisters with long legs and big breasts in the United States.

I cried.

Long-distance relationships are the most annoying thing.

Received a threatening letter today, and a razor blade.

When I opened the cabinet, I saw a black envelope.The letter said: Stay away from Echizen Ryoma.

This is the first time I have received a threatening letter in Ice Emperor.

Back then, no one would have dared to do such a thing to Atobe Keigo's younger sister.But I didn't tell my brother.

I picked out the person who threatened me.

It turned out to be Ryoma's Du Wei.

She cried and questioned me, saying that I had taken over her Ryoma-sama, and she said that a prodigal girl like me who relied on my elder brother to do things overbearing was not worthy of Ryoma at all.

Having an older brother who can make me run amok is great.

——Echizen Ryoma just likes me, so come and bite me.

As a result, my brother still knew.

He scolded me severely, saying that I was trying to be brave, what if that person really hurt me.

I have the aura of the protagonist.

But I haven't seen that person in Ice Emperor.

He just wants me to rely on him to be domineering and will stand up to support me.

I want to stand shoulder to shoulder with Echizen Ryoma.

...

☆Heisei 20

he got hurt.

because I.

Sorry.

I was so guilty I couldn't sleep.

...

☆Heisei 22

spring.

I decided to break up with him.

I lied.

I said I don't like him anymore,

I like Echizen Ryoma.

But I prefer Echizen Ryoma who stood on the court and said arrogantly, "It's still far away."

terribly sorry.

The me now will only drag him down.

Because, I want to see him win again.

☆Heisei 23

The first year of the breakup.

The first year without Echizen Ryoma.

I miss him so much.

My chaser is so good at tennis that even I can't win.

whispering sound.

Whoever gave him the courage to chase me at this level.

Don't know how good my boyfriend is, he is the best tennis player.

I forgot again.

Ex-boyfriend.

☆Heisei 24 years.

The second year of the breakup.

The second year without Echizen Ryoma.

I miss him so much.

He won.

I cried.

Ryoma messaged me that Karubin was sick.

Daddy won't let me see him.

He said Carubin was gone.

I cried a lot.

After all, Karubin liked me the most in the past, and we have a revolutionary friendship like steel.

Carubin is gone.

What does he do.

☆Heisei 25

The third year of the breakup.

The third year without Echizen Ryoma.

I miss him so much.

...

I don't know what's wrong with me recently.

It seems to be broken.

The body hurts so much that it hurts.I couldn't stand up in pain.I am very afraid of pain.

Can't eat.

Always want to vomit.

My family doctor checked me up.

I also went to the hospital.

Stomach cancer.

My brother said he shouldn't pamper me and let me eat randomly and have irregular diet and rest.

He is just such a lovely baby sister like me.

Don't spoil anyone I spoil.

Oh.

He also has a sister-in-law.

But what about the dragon horse?

It is said that he does not have a girlfriend now.

I just want him to find a girlfriend who likes him wholeheartedly and believes that he understands him.

But what if he can't forget me.

I am narcissistic again.

My brother told me not to think about it and treat it well.

...

Takuya asked me if I would marry him.

I said yes.

In this way, he can give up.

...

I saw him again.

Three years and seven months.

One thousand three hundred and four days.

I still couldn't help asking him: Echizen Ryoma, I'm getting married, don't you want to keep me.

He said yes.

But I am not good.

I think the surname is Echizen.

The name Echizen Scarlet Moon is much nicer than Watanabe Scarlet Moon.

If only I could marry you.

……

☆Heisei 26

My illness is getting worse.

Takuya asked if I regretted it.

I said no regrets.

Echizen Ryoma is unencumbered.

...

I sneaked out of the hospital, trying to buy a plane ticket to America.The U.S. Open has not yet started, and I probably won't last until then.Anyway, I can watch his points match.

As a result, I was stopped by my brother at the airport.

I said I wanted to do one last thing.

I want to see him.

Every rotten cell in the whole body is screaming frantically:

I really want Echizen Ryoma.

My brother said he would go with me.

Then I saw Ryoma on the field again.

That one is my favorite Echizen Ryoma.

The opponent is his old friend.Kirihara Akaya, who was affiliated with Rikkai University in the past.Speaking of which, I even lied to the director's son who was chasing me. My favorite is Chiya Kirihara.

Take a closer look.

Still handsome.

The score was tied.

Four to four.

He raised his hand.

The side face is serious and charming.

——I didn't know love before but only knew Fengyue until I met you.

After a long tug-of-war, Ryoma broke Kirihara's trick and took the lead in breaking the deadlock.

Cheers.

——You are so nice.I don't know who will be cheaper in the future.

——You will let me lie on your lap to rest, and you will quietly shade me from the sun but beat me to death without saying anything.

——You will play tennis with me, say "it's not far away" in your mouth, and secretly feed me the ball.

——You will close your eyes and kiss me, and then your ears will turn red quietly.

——You will hug me tightly and gently wipe away my tears.

——You will buy me my favorite milk-flavored lollipop to coax me, and hold my hand for a long walk.

——You really spoil me like a princess.

Kirihara gritted his teeth and pursued bravely.

He didn't give it a chance.

Jumped up and played the shattered Rondo, and said arrogantly: "You are still far away."

I suddenly remembered.

In my first doubles match with him, we also played the Rondon of Destruction.

—You better not know.

—I'm just married.

—I just forgot about you.

- I just don't like you anymore.

——After all, I, Feiyue Adobu, have always been a heartless, heartless, cruel woman.

He won.

I never doubted it.

The audience was filled with the screams of his fans.

I think I worry too much.

Look at the many people in this world who like Echizen Ryoma.

So, it doesn't matter if I'm one less.

Is it right.

--I like you.

——It is the kind of liking that I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

...

When I turned to leave.

Tears flowed down my face.

I coughed and walked hunched over.

Cough up blood.

I seemed to hear my brother's panicked voice.

——I want to be with you so much, so I walked to the old age without making a sound.

……

Spring is actually a beautiful season.

It was in spring that I decided to spend my whole life with you.

If there is an afterlife.

I want to do many things well.unfinished business.

But I thought about it again.

What I want to do most is still be with you.

To be honest, I regret it.

Why am I so sensible, so understanding.

I should just pester you and let you spend the rest of my life with me in a shameless manner.

Even for a day.

Growing up is exhausting.

Not as good as this.

If there is an afterlife.

I continue to like you.

Continue to run after you.

Please keep shining.

——Please also, continue to spoil me like a princess.

*

Echizen Ryoma's twitter was updated, and the fans who were waiting to be fed rushed to tell each other, thinking that they would see the trivial life of the male god after retirement, but there was only one sentence without beginning and end:

[I just came to see you now, sorry. ]

When he couldn't figure it out, he sent another one, which had never been done before.

That was his last updated tweet:

[So I like it, that is, no matter what, I only want you to live well. ]

...

At the age of 16, Atobu Feiyue tiptoed to kiss the corner of his mouth, raised her face with crooked eyebrows and said to him: "It's you I like."

That night, he who was ignorant and throbbing for the first time touched his lips and couldn't sleep at night, tossing and turning.

He asked on Twitter:

"Like, what is it?"

later.

He replied: "I only want you to live well."

Even if the person you spend the rest of your life with is a passer-by, A, B, C, D, whose name and appearance I can't remember.

not me.

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Echizen Ryoma went to the cemetery to see Atobe Himeki for the first time in April when the spring flowers were blooming, and he accepted this reality faster than they thought.

According to Echizen Juna, the Atobe family wanted to build a cemetery in a secluded suburb, but was stopped by Atobe Keigo.He said that Atobe Feiyue liked to be noisy most in her life, so it's better to be more lively.Just like ordinary people, a monument was erected here.

Her ashes are buried here.

And the crescent moon necklace she insisted they be buried with her.

Echizen Ryoma bumps into Atobe Keigo in the cemetery.

He froze for a moment, and met Keigo Atobe standing quietly in front of the tomb with one hand in his pocket.

Come to think of it, they haven't seen each other for about six years.

Turning his head away in a little embarrassment, Echizen Ryoma subconsciously pulled the brim of his hat, only to remember that he was not wearing a hat when he missed.He nodded and said hello: "Hello."

The atmosphere was cold and silent.

Echizen Ryoma bent down and put the rose and the bag of milk candy in his arms to the grave.

The tombstone reads:

——Atobe Scarlet Moon.

Not Watanabe.

Echizen Ryoma felt his eyes sour and tight, as if it was going to rain.

Atobe Keigo glanced at him: "Fei Yue has long since disliked sweets."

"Oh."

Echizen Ryoma straightened up, looked at Atobe Keigo, and raised the corners of his mouth in a very shallow way: "Didn't Akimoto-senpai say you never come?"

Atobe Keigo sneered, obviously not intending to stand in line with him to reminisce about the old days.He put his hands in his pockets and left the cemetery without looking back.

Echizen Ryoma's smile disappeared completely.

The brows faded.

He stood alone in the cemetery.

Just like the monument in front of you.

Use up the rest of your life.

alone.

*

If there is an afterlife.

You don't have to change it.

I hope you will always be that Atobe Himezuki who shows her teeth and claws.I hope you will always be that innocent.

You keep going.

don't look back.

I will continue to spoil you like a princess.

Atobe Scarlet Moon, I will treat you as married to someone else.

You are very much in love.

He has been with you for eighty years.

I am alone all my life.

Miss you all my life.

It's ok.

……

……

Hizuki Atobe, you have lived for so long.

The author has something to say:

＊This chapter is the most abusive one among all of them in my opinion√

＊But I love i so much

＊Go farther and farther on the road of ooc.

*The real ending of the next chapter.

*The little princess doesn't want to grow up, but she was forced to grow up because of the dragon horse in her previous life, and she is forced to grow up in this life because she feels that she has lost her support in her life experience.