yellow sorghum

When going to bed at night, Qi Sen originally wanted to sleep in a separate room with Yu Minglang. He was making the bed, but his hands wrapped around his waist from behind, and his soft body was pressed against his back. Rubbed his cheeks.

Qi Sen was taken aback, put his hands on those hands, and said with a helpless smile: "Hey, don't make trouble."

He brushed his hand away, but he heard Yu Minglang say: "I want to sleep with you..."

Qi Sen became embarrassed, he turned around, and took the opportunity to hold him in his arms: "Hey, go sleep over there. I haven't prepared anything tonight, so we won't sleep together."

It took a few seconds for Yu Minglang to realize what Qi Sen meant. He kicked Qi Sen's calf and said angrily, "What are you thinking about!"

With a cry of pain, Qi Sen sat on the bed, took advantage of the situation to bring him up to his knees, and kissed the corner of his mouth: "I miss you."

Yu Minglang rested his head on his shoulder depressedly: "I ran away overnight and came to you, wouldn't I even want to sleep?!"

Qi Sen touched the back of his neck soothingly, and hummed twice: "Sleep, sleep, but hold you, I... I'm afraid I won't be able to hold it."

They looked at each other awkwardly, and after a few seconds, Yu Minglang bent down, pecked at his mouth, and cursed: "Fool."

Finally, as soon as the light was turned off and the quilt was covered, the two still rolled together, their big feet wrapped around their little feet, their heads resting on their arms, and they were very warm for a while.

Yu Minglang drew circles on Qi Sen's chest with his fingers, and gave him a final push: "Speak."

Qi Sen was obviously distracted by the beauty, and muttered, "What did you say?"

Yu Minglang played tricks and blew next to his ear: "You said it yourself, tell me everything about you."

He stretched out his hand and interlocked his fingers stubbornly: "I want to know everything about you, will you tell me everything?"

Qi Sen didn't speak for a long time. In the darkness, no one could see anyone. Yu Minglang only felt that he hugged him tighter: "Okay."

Qi Sen asked him, "What do you want to hear?"

Yu Minglang grabbed his pajamas: "It's fine."

He only felt warmth on his forehead, and Qi Sen kissed him: "You are not even curious, why am I called Zhu Sen again?"

Yu Minglang: "Huh?"

Qi Sen sighed: "My name is Qi Sen, I have always been, not Zhu Sen."

Yu Minglang kicked him again: "Well, well, Qisen Qisen Qisen, Zhu Sen is so ugly..."

"Yeah, I also think that Zhu Sen is ugly," he smiled wryly, "You know, my biological father is Zhu Yixi, so it makes sense that my surname is Zhu."

"But my surname is Qi for 18 years. People who know me call me Qi Sen. No one knows that my name is Zhu Sen."

"Even I didn't know that I had a rich father named Zhu. I was born in such a wealthy family for 18 years, and I have never stepped into it once. Why should he think that my surname is Zhu?"

Qi Sen's voice became trembling, but within a few seconds, he regained his initial composure, touched the back of Yu Minglang's neck with his hand, and even smiled and said to him: "Minglang, you are right, I am Zhu Yixi's illegitimate son, his son who has been living abroad for 18 years."

"My mother was his mistress, and after having me, he also knew, but never saw me once. Even his real wife, after knowing that he had women and children outside, once ordered someone to come over, wanting to kill me..."

How could a child who was still in his infancy have the ability to resist? If the nurse hadn't discovered him who was dying, there might not be a person named Qi Sen standing in front of Yu Minglang now, and no one would hold him and hug him like this. He speaks.

Qi Sen paused at this point, this is not a good past: "After my mother gave birth to me, her body suffered a lot of damage, and she became old and frail very quickly. Zhu Yixi has a new love, so why would she care about the other? child's woman, and abandoned her."

It's like a worn out item that's thrown to the side of the road.

If it's just like this, of course it's nothing. The mother and son are dependent on each other, so it's not impossible to live, but...

"Zhu Yixi has a bit of humanity. Knowing how hard it is for her mother to make a living, she remembers the days when she was with him, and she sent money to her mother's card regularly every month."

He was able to grow up to this day without worrying about food and clothing. It should be said that he should be grateful to that man to a certain extent. That's how it is, the strong prey on the weak, Qi Sen's mother chose this path and ended up like this, and she has no one to blame.

"Later... after his wife gave birth to a daughter, no matter how much she sought medical treatment and took medicine for so many years, her stomach stopped moving. The last time she managed to conceive, but she had a miscarriage, which made her unable to have children forever. He It was only then that he thought of me, that there was another me in a place he couldn't see."

What happened afterwards, Qi Sen didn't say anything, what happened afterwards was not a good memory for him, even though the room was dim, Yu Minglang still saw his eyes turning red, as if he was looking out from a cave Like a rabbit.

But he also guessed that Zhu Yixi wanted a son very much, and in the end the family had to agree to take back the wild species that fell outside. Although it was a wild species, it was also the blood of their Zhu family. No wonder he always felt that Qi Sen He didn't fit in with that family member, the old man treated him coldly, Mrs. Zhu almost completely ignored his existence, and her sister who was far away in a foreign land didn't recognize him at first sight after returning home. Such an atmosphere was uncomfortable and depressing.

"How could I go back with him? Even if he did such an outrageous thing and wanted to force me, I didn't go back."

"My mother also died during that time..."

"He spent almost a year with me back and forth, and then he had no choice but to cut off my source of life..."

"I was desperate and had no one to rely on, so I ended up working in a coffee shop."

He had a very miserable life at that time, the blow brought by his mother's death, his studies were heavy, and he had to support his own life. Zheng Sining had an accident at that time, but even in such a difficult environment, he never thought of giving in. He wanted to , even if he starved to death, he would not enter Zhu's house.

"But I finally gave in."

When he was fighting tenaciously with Zhu Yixi, someone broke into his life in a forceful and undeniable way. This unexpected factor changed the trajectory of his life. He also thought that if Yu Minglang hadn't appeared , what will happen to him?Will it still make Zhu Yixi helpless, or will he never step into the Zhu family he hates so much?

Qi Sen laughed at himself, and kissed Yu Minglang's lips: "But I don't regret it."

"Maybe that man is right. Power and money, who doesn't want it? When I had nothing before, I could only be trampled under my feet. What I want, I can't get it. Cherish it." People will leave me one by one, and I can't catch everyone..."

"Qisen!" Yu Minglang suddenly called him, hugged his back fiercely with his hands, buried his head in his chest, and said sullenly, "I'm here, I'm still here."

But Qi Sen smiled: "Mingming, I'm right, this is how the world is, the strong will always trample the weak under their feet, I'm like an ant, I can never turn over, I know this truth, so I Did it so I can hold you now, have you now..."

He still wants more, wants more things to make him stronger, so that everyone and everything can't separate him from Yu Minglang, the person he has been thinking about for a long time and wants to hold in the palm of his hand, if Becoming someone else's husband would drive him crazy.

So he couldn't bear it for a moment, he couldn't bear it for a moment, so that day, he went to the annual meeting of Yu's company and forcibly took him to the underground parking lot, but when he was treated like a dog by Yu Zhengyan When he was pressed to the ground and couldn't move, he finally realized that what Zhu Yixi said was right, it's great to be strong.

Yu Minglang only felt a pain in his heart: "So you..."

So Qi Sen finally went back to Zhu's house, back to the Zhu's house that he hadn't set foot in for more than ten years, back to the Zhu's house where he would be looked down upon and depressed.

"It's all right, Mingming, don't you think it's fine now?"

He smiled and touched Yu Minglang's spine, feeling warm in his heart: "It's great that I can hug you now."

"Later, when I went back to the Zhu family, the Zhu family suppressed it for me, but they felt ashamed, so they sent me out of the country."

So we were separated by four years, and during these four years, I didn't even have the right to return to China.

"That's pretty much my past, and I told you all about it."

It's ridiculous, but it's his past, as wonderful as a drama.

But he didn't mention how his mother died in the end. Anyway, that woman will not have a good ending. She was abandoned by the benefactor, and the son she raised for 18 years will also be taken away. What good can she do? Qi Sen didn't want to talk about the ending, and Yu Minglang didn't ask too much.

He quietly listened to his past in Qi Sen's arms, Qi Sen kissed his eyelids, and said to him softly: "Go to sleep, we will always be together in the future."

Before Yu Minglang fell asleep, he vaguely heard Qi Sen say: "I originally wanted to come back to you after a while, when I got everything done, but you said, you miss me, I I couldn't bear it anymore."

"It's a good thing you've been thinking of me."

He was about to say something at the time, but because he was too sleepy, he only pouted his mouth in the end and lost consciousness.

The two embraced each other to sleep, Yu Minglang hugged Qi Sen tightly, he was actually afraid, this was just a dream, after all, once a person has felt the warmth once, it is hard to forget it again.

The next morning, Yu Minglang was going back to school. Although there was no class, he still had other things to do. He woke up earlier than Qi Sen. He didn't want to disturb Qi Sen's sleep, but who knew that when he moved, that person was like a frightened bird General woke up with a start, opened his blurred sleepy eyes, saw that he was still there, and then lay back down with peace of mind.

"Go to sleep."

Yu Minglang got up and wanted to get dressed, he changed Qi Sen's clothes yesterday, but he didn't expect a hand to grab his clothes, Qi Sen sat up and put his head on his shoulder: "I'll see you off. "