I also want to be a fairy today

I ate candied fruit while drinking, and lamented that the wounded were indeed weak, and I was a little dizzy with just such a small bag of wine.

I don't know why I always see that icy sapphire pendant and the pair of indifferent eyes under the pendant.

When people are old, it is easy to hurt the spring and the autumn...

"Brother?" The little bastard shook me, and I laughed hahaha: "It's okay, the candle is too bright and dazzling, I'll make it darker."

Seeing that I was still sitting there for a while, he tried to pull me again: "Brother?" How should I put it, when I think of that person, it feels like a fire is burning in my heart, and the soft and sticky sound of brother suddenly The fire was ignited, and it burned my head. I watched the pink and wet lips open and close. I couldn't hear what he was still saying, so I held him down and kissed him.

I just felt that my body was very hot, and the person under him was very soft. He didn't cry or howl, he just pushed me slowly when he was in extreme pain, and said softly: "Brother...Brother..." His long eyelashes were wet, wronged.

When I woke up the next day, I looked at the bed curtain calmly and lay still. I really lived up to everyone’s expectations. After the prince riding a pig and the prince scolding the country, I had the good talk about the prince cutting off his sleeve again. It was completely broken. I gave it to a cutie... I should still be the prince, anyway, the emperor is not me... I looked at the blood on the bed, and thought to myself why Elsiddin didn't strike me to death with a sword.

I went out and saw the little boy helping Brother Tianyun to wash the pot, with his sleeves rolled up and the corners of his lips torn, but it made my heart ache, so I kissed him while no one was paying attention.

"Brother." He called out.

Oops, don't look at me like that, I can't stand it.

I had no choice but to say: "Don't call me brother from now on, just call me A Yuan."

He nodded obediently.I reached out and hugged him: "Does it still hurt?" "It doesn't hurt."

"Too bad, I don't even have eyes to see." Chang Tianyun stood at the door face to face, hey, he will roll his eyes after staying with me for a long time.

"Little darling," I said intentionally, "Sweetie, let my brother kiss you." I pouted, and the kid hid me with a smile. This was the first time I saw him smile, he was so cute.

The rainy season in Qingyan Country is coming again, and the continuous rainy days can no longer remember the days of the sun.

I heard that this year's harvest is bad, people are starving to death in the south, and there is flooding in the east. I feel that my uncle is going to be busy and bald.

The kid and I were sitting on the bedside eating melon seeds. I always felt that he was not in a good mood recently, always snoozing, and I ignored him when I asked him to get up for lunch. I stroked the hair on his forehead, which was cut by me last time. It was extremely ugly, and now it was a little longer. The kid opened his eyes and looked at me for a while, stretched out his paw and squeezed my hand, and fell asleep again.

When it was time for dinner, he was still sleeping, his forehead was hot, I panicked, and shouted "Chang Tianyun, come and have a look" while lifting his clothes, and took a silky and compact snow-white brocade bag, exquisitely embroidered, I thought it might be something left at home, worn by the child next to the body.

Just as I was about to put it back, I took out the kit again by a strange coincidence.

Chang Tianyun asked: "What's wrong?"

In the kit is the sapphire pendant and a small bell tied with a red string.

My heart sank all of a sudden, and I said, "Okay, you're busy, it's okay."

Mixed tastes, mixed feelings, really the worst possibility.I sat on the edge of the bed quietly waiting for him to wake up.

In the middle of the night, the kid finally moved. He looked very weak. He glanced at me and understood my expression. His face was no longer immature, and he returned to the expressionless indifference.

"What's going on, those dreams, that courtyard, you have to give me an explanation," my voice trembled, "Who the hell are you?"

He held the little bell up in front of me: "I am your only partner in this life, your unchanging love for thousands of years, you said these things, you don't remember, now you are blaming me."

I will not be captured by the sweet words: "You are the one in the Snow Mountain Garden?" He did not speak, it was a tacit consent.

I just don't want to talk to him!First, he sealed my memory and tried to trap me on the snowy mountain, and now he pretended to be a child to lie to me, and was played like a fool by him, what else can I say.

"You go." I said.

He glanced at me, raised his hand and tied the sapphire squarely on his forehead, his little white face turned pale, turned himself out of bed, and when he walked to the door, his figure wobbled. The small figure disappeared at the door.

He's so awesome, he didn't explain a word.

Chang Tianyun didn't ask any questions when he found out that there were few people, and he continued to manage the chicken biscuit shop for the two of us, but there were fewer and fewer people who came to buy biscuits. The successive disasters frightened the fool and made people panic.

I had a dream. I dreamed that when my brother and I were young, he was going to recite books. I pestered him and kept asking if there were any gods in the world. Why does the emperor not allow me to cultivate immortality?"

"No one has ever seen a god. How do you cultivate it? You can ask the teacher to see if he wants to whip you."

"No, no, no! I also want to become a fairy!"

Thousands of golden lights flashed in front of my eyes, my ears were buzzing, and the mist dispersed. I saw the statue of a god standing upright behind the snow mountain, the eyebrows and eyes that have been traced for thousands of years, the thoughts hidden in the deepest part of my heart, and the compassionate eyes. Looking at the world, being looked at by those eyes makes one's heart palpitate, but one can't escape, can't think about it.

"It's like observing the Dharma." I murmured, and suddenly there was a loud roar, sharp and piercing, and my headache was about to split.

"Yuan Ji!" Chang Tianyun slapped my face frantically, "Wake up! The ground is moving!"

I thought about what was going on in the middle of the night, and kept people from sleeping. I was so wronged that I was about to cry. He dragged me to the door, pots and pans fell down, and the street was full of people, calling for their father and mother Ghosts were crying and wolves were howling, and there was still a faint fire not far away.

Not long after we ran, a carriage stopped in front of us, and the emperor poked his head out of the carriage: "Hey, do you want to go back to the palace?"

I kept saying yes, yes, bent over and crawled in and fell asleep.

The road made me so noisy, I didn't sleep well, the carriage bumped so much that I wanted to curse, and then Uncle Huang hugged me into his arms to feel more comfortable.

When I woke up, Uncle Huang was still stroking my hair. I patted his hand off and rubbed my eyes. Uncle Huang looked at me and smiled meaningfully. The white hair is long and uneven, why don't you give me a full head of white hair, some black and some white, and this wrinkle, now it's time for you to call me Uncle Huang."

"That's what I like about you," he said, "you can think about it, no matter what happens, you can eat and sleep like a pig."

The capital is peaceful, the ground has not moved and the sky has not collapsed.

I said, "Uncle Huang, if you confess, you will be lenient and if you resist, you will be strict. Tell me everything you know."

He drank tea slowly, shaking his head to show off, what can I do, I can only wait calmly for him to finish his cup of tea slowly, and then speak slowly: "You look like this, it is the backlash you suffered from using your supernatural power recklessly, The way of heaven will take your life."

All right, I just used it a little bit, and I have been pestering her until now, harassing my mother-in-law.

Uncle Huang squinted his eyes, as if thinking of a long time ago, he said: "Your previous memories were discarded by yourself, do you still want them now?"

I thought to myself that it must not be a good thing if I didn't want it at the time, so I shook my head seriously: "Just tell me casually, so that I can understand."

He said: "I was originally a boy who swept the steps from heaven, and my name was Songzhu."

I choked on the sugar water from laughing, I couldn't help it, the more I thought about it, the more amusing it became: "Why are all the little boys all over the world called Songzhu!"

"It's not the name you gave it! Don't laugh!" He looked serious, "Maybe it's because Ru Guanfa likes to grow bamboo in the yard."

For example, I recited the name silently, but I couldn't think of anything in my mind, only a vast and lonely blank space, and my eyes were sore.

"It's been a long time since a mortal ascended, but when you came, the first thing you saw was Ru Guanfa. Since then, all the gods in the sky have watched you pester him and make noise all day long. You can enjoy watching him from a distance for a long time."

"He has the coldest temperament. The ancient ice in the extreme north was burnt by you with the blood of the gods."

I heard it miserably, and the person in the dream whose skin was cracked and howled seemed to be me, so I couldn't help asking: "And then?"

"Thousands of mountains are covered with snow, he is finally willing to look back at you."

I ate snacks in silence for a while, feeling extremely sad in my heart, and suddenly thought of an important question, I said: "There are gods in the world, and mortals can also become gods."

He nodded.

"Why then?"

He said, Yuan Ji, what you did yourself is completely broken, but in fact you can't let it go at all.